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Addy 12-19-2010 12:44 AM

Winter WONDERland Thread number 240
 
I wonder how many of us are enjoying(!?!!) winter...not you, eh? Koala :D

I wonder how Koala and I are both crazy... I moved last year at this time... and this year she is moving! And both of us - to be closer to loved ones :Heart: .... yes, its worth it!

I wonder that I don't have a single decoration up.... and it doesn't bother me a bit... probably because Grand-Addy won't be out this way (I'm going her way) and I'm going back "home" on the day after Christmas for the first time since my Mom died ... nothing worse than coming home in January to clean up all the decor...

I wonder if that's why I was so down yesterday... .missing my mom ... and remember how annoyed I was with her last christmas when she asked if I could slow down my car so that she could look at my brother's beautifully lit house as we drove away.... why, oh why..

I wonder if she knew it was the last time she'd see it ....

I wonder why I went to bed at 7... but got up at 9 and here I sit? .....

I wonder that I had the intention of making this a bright cheery wonder thread...

I wonder what you wonder....:hug:

Alffe 12-19-2010 05:53 AM

I wonder if it will warm up a little..I enjoy a white Christmas but come on..8 degrees is too cold...:eek:

I wonder that it took a second try to get the tree up and decorated...fell over the first time, half decorated and the stand was full of water...:o We got a short, bushy tree this year and I'm not sure I like the lace on it...think I'll take it off today and put tinsil on it instead...

I love listening to the Christmas music on the FM station..:wink:

I wonder that today I'll be making cookies for our trash man and our mechanic who keeps my old car running..they claim to like the cookies better than the $$ we give them...

I wonder how hard it is to move...just the thought of packing makes me shudder...I really better start pitching more stuff...:confused:

I wonder if our grandaughter Taylor will be able to come up with her parents...so nice to see her on Thanksgiving.

pooh_ac 12-19-2010 09:34 PM

I wonder about my friends BMW and Smae
I wonder why I insist on pushing so hard I know better but....
I wonder why my block did not last as long this time
I wonder if my therapist will be available tomorrow
damm I just wonder

Addy 12-21-2010 04:11 PM

I wonder how Mrs. Moi is spending her special day :Birthday: and wonder if she can feel our love through the wonderful internet world!

I wonder what that is all over my windows and outside patio... grrr... looks like someone powerwashed their place and all their grunge landed at my place....

I wonder if my landlord will respect my request for a reduced rent due to the difficult year I've endured in this place ... or I'll be moving.... sigh.... (hate to give up the swimming pool!!)

I wonder if that's enough for now as I have lots to do!!!

:grouphug:

hippiechick 12-21-2010 09:11 PM

what's up with this weather???
 
I wonder why I'm so thankful that we don't have snow?
I wonder if I'll be happier when all this holiday season is over and the world is back to normal? I wonder why I hate this season so much???
I wonder if snow would (please?) just skip us this year and next?
I wonder how Nik-key and Alffie are?
I wonder why I was ever led here? I really like having friends that I don't know...they're kind of the best!
I wonder why a "friend" in my neighborhood sent me a definition of friendship and said that I wasn't her friend because I no longer fit the definition? It was a definition that I'd never heard before! Oh, well...her loss!
I wonder if that last "wonder" was a little snitty?:winky:

Alffe 12-22-2010 05:40 AM

I wonder how hard it is to type in the dark! ;)

I wonder that at 3 a.m. I had had enough sleep...went to bed at 7:30 last night...:rolleyes:

I wonder that now that I've got the presents wrapped, it's time to do some baking...

I wonder how Doody's recipe for brownies will turn out and if I can hide them from Mr.Alffe...:wink:

I wonder if hippie chick knows that this "family" of ours is like a magnet...you had no choice but to join us...*grin

I wonder when Addy is leaving for her sisters...tell her hello from me!

I wonder how angry one of our "family" used to get at me when I posted the "incredible night"...think I'll do it again for old times sake...;)

I wonder if that's a little snitty too. :D

FeelinGoofy 12-22-2010 07:07 AM

I wonder if i can tell my "family" here how much i appreciate them.

I wonder at how much i'm enjoying work this week mostly because my boss is not there:) (not trying to be "snitty") or maybe i am :rolleyes:

I wonder if the residents are "caroled" out.... bless their hearts everyday there has been somebody scheduled to come sing for them.

I wonder if i should cancel the Christmas carol sing along scheduled for today and just drink the egg nog :)

I wonder at how greatful i am for my psychologist. He has kept me afloat more than once this holiday season.

I wonder if i can leave a {{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}} for our room :grouphug:

Doody 12-22-2010 06:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 727079)
I wonder how hard it is to move...just the thought of packing makes me shudder...I really better start pitching more stuff...:confused:

Say WHUT!??!!?? and ???????!!?? :holysheep: :thud: :icon_exclaim:

I wonder, can you tell I'm wondering about that, Ms. Alffe!!??

I wonder how surprised Oscar Granddoody on Christmas eve will be when he sees my hair! We just talked yesterday about how we both needed haircuts. And today I couldn't stand it anymore and stopped in at Great Clips (rather than making an appt with my regular lady). Well, have you seen Ellen Degeneres lately!? Yup, it's that short, I have no hair...and do I care? NO! LOL

I wonder at how I am succumbing to shock since my last day of work where I've been for 25+ years, is next Thursday! :yikes: I said goodbye to several people today that I won't see again because we have paid holiday the next 2 days and they are also taking vacation next week, so I won't see them then. 2 friends started crying! Surprised me a little!

I wonder if I've shared that I plan to try and take on a petsitting business. I'm working on the web site for it and have my business cards designed, got bonded, but still working on insurance in case a pet has a problem under my care. Anyway...I bet after my last day of work I may just spend a few days sleeping in, LOL!

I wonder at how excited Oscar is for Christmas this year. My gosh he's grown so much. He's tall and thinned out and looks like a little BOY, not a little boy, if you can figure that out, LOL! Anyway, he hasn't stopped talking about the email message he got from Santa (through Mommy). "It's magic Grandma!" he said. Oscar's Christmas message from Santa.

I wonder at how sad and difficult this time of year can be for so many. My only redemption is having sweet Oscar to enjoy. My sister died on Dec 15 in 1986, and that made Christmas so hard. As the years have passed, that pain has gotten less.

I wonder that we are getting quite a bit of snow here starting tomorrow, but at least not blizzard...at least not yet! I wish it would hold off and snow on Christmas day instead.

Much love and hugs to all here. :hug:

hippiechick 12-22-2010 09:09 PM

I wonder...
 
I wonder if I started a "snitty" bug on here....ha ha ha!

I wonder why I didn't spell Allfe's name right? What's gotten into me?

I wonder why I don't feel so hopeless today? I've just decided that I wouldn't be a whiner-baby today....so far, so good.

I wonder how many more books I can read before the end of the year? So far I've read 109 and I'm going for 150 or more next year. My house looks like I'm at the library...but that's good because it's one of my favorite places!

I wonder if I mentioned that I'm writing for a publication from Virginia next year? I've written for them before and they've extended the contract; I'm so glad!

I wonder if my family here knows that I really love them? I hope so...

I wonder why it takes so many trials to make me TRY harder to be a nicer person? Can't I just learn to be nice on my own???

I wonder if I told you that one of the reasons I'd been away so long was because I'd been in the hospital in a coma and hubby had to make some big decisions for me at that time? I can't remember any of it - before or for several days after coming out of it and that really bugs me but hubby says that I should be really happy to not be able to remember it. The neuro says that I shouldn't even try to remember right now; it will come to me someday, maybe, but it wasn't pretty.

I wonder why I can't remember? I guess it's okay but it's just odd to have lost so much time....and it's scary, too. It makes me wonder if it will happen again?

Alffe 12-23-2010 08:04 AM

I wonder if hissiechick knows that she's wondered about and prayed for..:hug::D

I wonder if Doody knows that I'm just trying to get organized so if I croak unexpectedly my "stuff" will be managable....:D

I wonder about my stuff...one man's treasure is .....well you know. :p

Addy 12-25-2010 02:46 AM

I wonder if Alffe meant to say hiSSiechick? :confused:

I wonder at how a little angel name Adrianna can make such a difference in the person I am today...

I wonder that you are all snug in your beds with some sugar plums dancing in your heads!

:sing: Addy

Alffe 12-25-2010 06:07 AM

[quote=Addy;728696]I wonder if Alffe meant to say hiSSiechick? :confused:


I wonder if I can say yes, I did! :p

I wonder that I WAS snug in my bed but now I'm up and running...
family coming today and there's french silk pie to be made...

I wonder if you all will have the best Christmas possible. :grouphug:

tied 12-25-2010 10:50 AM

Wonder about recipe from gay Paris
 
I wonder what is in chestnut crepe filling sold by Paris street vendors? Dad wants some and I have the chestnuts but no recipe.

I wonder how many times friends here have pulled my ***** out of the fire?

Alffe 12-29-2010 07:07 PM

I wonder about this sour dough bread I am making....

I wonder if it can possibly be this easy....

I wonder if it will really get up 50 degrees here on Friday...:confused:

I wonder about all the deer coming into our yard..

I wonder when they will stop killing them in the parks...:(

I wonder how Lonely1 is and if he had a nice Christmas...:hug:

I wonder when Addy will get back home....:grouphug:

I wonder if Blue will feel better when she is back in school...:hug:

I wonder how BJ is, and Reyn and hippiechick....so many others.

Addy 12-31-2010 11:40 PM

I wonder at how freakin' cold it is here in the Kootenays and that I'm grateful for the clear skies as that means my plane will fly home on the 2nd ....

I wonder if my sis and bro-in-law are enjoying the wedding they are attending this new years eve...

I wonder how comfy cozy I feel with the house to myself, a good book and a channel changer in hand....

I wonder that many of you will already be in 2011 by the time you read this... I've still got over 3 hours to go!

I wonder if there is anything I can do quickly to complete my 2010... naw...

I wonder if you are all safe and warm... :grouphug:

FeelinGoofy 01-01-2011 12:51 AM

I wonder if Addy knows we have 10 more minutes till midnight then i'm going to bed LOL . I had a rough night last night and only had maybe 2 hours of sleep.

I wonder what 2011 will bring.... i pray it is better for all of us.....

I wonder if i can leave a {{{{HUG}}}}} to my family here and tell you Happy New Year......:grouphug:

Koala77 01-01-2011 01:41 AM

I wonder if I can give Goofy a hug and hope this next year is a better one for her....... and for many others who've had a year they're glad to see the end of. :hug:

I wonder too if I can wish everyone a very happy New Year ... one that brings less pain, better health and good things for all.

I wonder if I can tell you that it's close to my house moving date, so I won't be around for a while. Should anyone need to use our Sleepless thread, I do hope they'll find company in my absence.

I won't name names for fear of missing some-one so Happy New Year to all at SOS.

May this year be the one that finally gives peace and closure to those who need it, company for those who are lonely; and may it bring happiness, love and friendship for all.

Happy New Year everybody. :grouphug:

Alffe 01-01-2011 05:47 PM

I wonder if Koala knows that she'll be missed in her absence but we'll be right here waiting for you when you get settled...:grouphug:

I wonder if anyone has seen or read The girl with the dragon tattoo?

I wonder about the violence in it....

I wonder if everyone has had a good holiday and are glad it's behind us...

I wonder about the strange weather all over the country...:confused:

I wonder if Al Gore is right...we have ruinned our planet...:(

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room...:grouphug:

pooh_ac 01-02-2011 01:01 PM

I wonder how my many friends here made it through the new year..
I wonder how I made it through my New Years day from far far south of here in the work world of the ER....
I wonder if all of this stuff I have going on is contributing to my current brain pain (headache on the edge of migraine)
I wonder where my friends are that I sent a PM to.... only got one reply
Terrible time of year for me, myself and I
I wonder if this post will once again kill the thread:(

Alffe 01-02-2011 01:14 PM

I wonder why I didn't get a pm from pooh....:cool:

I wonder why we really didn't like turkey meatloaf...it's basically white..

I wonder why it isn't called poultry loaf...:rolleyes:

I wonder how deceiving that sunshine is....it's cold out there!! :o

I wonder how glad I am to have the tree down and most things put away..

I wonder at how much trash there was along the road, under all that snow.

I wonder if Loney1 is working today....(Hi Pie) *grin

I wonder if Tom will pop in and see our new poster....Welcome..Jan4you :)

waves 01-02-2011 07:24 PM

i wonder if i can just tiptoe in....

leave a :grouphug: for the room

... and tiptoe out.... :o

... maybe through the tulips
... or i guess it would be crocuses or i guess it's too early even for them yet...

and before i wander away
i wonder if i can leave everyone well wishes, whether you are ready for the decade switcharoo or not... (i'm on the 'not' list :o:p)

~ waves ~

Alffe 01-02-2011 09:34 PM

no need to tiptoe...we hear you loud and clear..!! Love the well wishes..love you waves...:grouphug:

Addy 01-03-2011 02:43 PM

I wonder that the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo is the book that kept me absolutely thrilled to keep reading... the bits of graphic violence was, indeed, disturbing but I couldn't stop because it quickly moved on. I started it several days ago and am nearly finished. This book, and Margaret Trudeau's - "Changing my Mind" (auto-biography about her bi-polar) have renewed my love for books... something I had lost for a long long long long long... time...

I wonder at that deceiving sunshine, too... and am so grateful for its appearance!

I wonder how wonderful it is to sing again :sing:

I wonder if the deputy wonder-thread-police person (me?! ;)) should close this thread yet... or let it advance a little more...

barbo 01-03-2011 03:57 PM

For Addy
 
Read "An Unquiet Mind" by Kay Jamison. She is a psychiatrist who is bi-polar.


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