The Wonderful Wonder #246
 

I sometimes wonder how insurance people can look at themselves in the mirror each morning...:(

I wonder why I can't shake off my anger or shut off my feelings when facing ignorant negativity...

I wonder at how it frustrates me when I can't talk to a real person ... (I have 30 days to appeal... been trying to call every day but "they" only work when I'm working... and when I do try to get through their call volume is too high that they tell you to try again later :mad: )

I wonder if its just easier to give up and let "them" win....

I wonder if this means I lose (money owed to me) ...:confused: ... or do I win (by letting the government keep my money) :rolleyes: because, at least... I'm happy when not thinking about it....

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ok, no more beating myself up.... shoot... I know people have it lots worse....

I wonder at the incredible winds we saw yesterday and how my idiot boss sent me outside to help an old women who was holding on to a tree so she wouldn't blow away.... thankfully a real man came along!

I wonder if every work place has an idiot boss... and how they shake it off?!!

I wonder if its just me.... :(

I wonder if I need a therapist....

For Addy
 

You just needed to vent Addy - and you did!

Hmmmmm I wonder if Addy knows I am one of those Insurance People ! LOL,but I work for a great company that actually PAYS claims!!!

I wonder if My grandaughters " MOTHER" will ever go to prison???? She is now trying to work out a deal with the state where she turns in the people she was supplying and buying drugs from for a suspended sentence!!

I wonder if she ever gave a moments thought about how doing this might endanger her children?????

I wonder at our perfect weather here in Florida, 79 today with low humidity, this is the time of year that I LOVE FLORIDA the best!

I wonder if I need to get my but back to the Dr, My pain levels have been through the roof for a few weeks....I just hate the pain med rollor coaster ride........being treated like a drug seeker and feeling like an addict!!

I wonder if I can tell you all I don;t post often but Ya"ll are never far from my thoughts....I know what your up too!! I LURK!!!:grouphug::grouphug:

I wonder why steroids keep me up. :(

I wonder about the goings on at my job. :(

I wonder when Alffe will be back from her trip?

I wonder if Scott will finally get his drivesrs license over spring break next week like he says he is going to do? :)

I wonder if we will really get rain tomorrow.... i sure hope so.

i wonder if i can leave a :hug: :hug: or two for my family here.

I wonder when Tammi will have her epidural and why she has to wait ..:(

I wonder if I can agree with Jaded about Fla weather...:D

I wonder how nice it is to have flowers in the room everyday down here...free flowers that I pick on our walks and people wave at me while I'm picking them....:wink:

I wonder if Ducky is feeling any better...:hug:

I wonder where the rest of my wonders disappeared to....

I wonder if I am the only one who has problems when they edit....

I wonder to why it has taken so long to get an appointment...the doc I go to is the best in our area so he is heavily booked. It will be next Wednesday the 9th.

I wonder why I keep hoping I'm feeling better when I'm not. The pain isn't as intense but it is still there along with the numbness. My morning are horrible...start feeling better by late afternoon. I don't get much done in the house...I'm ready for some help...clutter...growing dishes...ick:eek:

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Tamiloo
 

I wonder if it could be RA? Le the house go! It'll still be there!

I wonder if i can say thank you to the person who sent me a PM asking about me :winky: Makes one feel so loved :D :D

I wonder what is going to happen at my work. My boss quit being boss but wants to work 2 days a week.... Tue and Thur.... 2 of the 3 days i already work :mad: enough said......

I wonder why it is that I am the one who always has to change my routine.... :mad:

anyway on to much more postiive wonders...... I wonder about the kindness of strangers..... :)

I also wonder about the kindness of friends :) very inspiring.

I wonder how long it takes for steroids to get out of your system. cant be soon enough. :rolleyes:

I wonder if i can leave many {{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}} and well wishes for those who need a hug today....

I wonder if Jaded :hug: can forgive me for stereotyping insurance peeps... :o

I wonder how delightful it is to share my days off with Grand-Addy ... seeing the world through the eyes of a 2 1/2 yr old is exactly what this grandma needs!

I wonder that I snapped at my boss the other morning after venting here... lol... he didn't know what hit him!

I wonder if I'll lose my job for standing up for myself... :eek:

I wonder how people at work can affect our lives... :hug: Goofy

I wonder at all the cat hair on me right now... spring shedding has begun!

I wonder at how quickly my place can be destroyed by a 2 1/2 yr old!

I wonder why it is that some medical persons think it is "ok" to not call their patients back when they say they will:(
I wonder that if I did this with my surgery or ER patient that I would get repremanded
I wonder how much longer I will be able to keep up the pace demanded by my current positions:confused:
I wonder why the "hospice kitty" insistes on trying to drink out of my glass of water when she has her own constant freash water supply
I wonder if my pain will ever end
I wonder if the dark dogs of depression will ever leave me

I wonder if poo_ac could use a gentle hug...:hug:

I wonder how DMacks mother-in-law is....:grouphug:

I wonder if Tom will remember that we care..:hug:

I wonder where our Doody is.....:grouphug:

I wonder how BMW is....:grouphug:

I wonder too if Pooh can use a {{{HUG}}}

I wonder about being middle aged..... sigh.....I lost another uncle this morning. It was my moms oldest sister's husband. When you are young you dont think about losing loved ones.

I wonder if i'll be asked to sing at his funeral.... i hope not, dont think i can.

I wonder about the crazy weather all over the US.

I wonder about these people who are saying the world will end on the 21st. thats just plain crazy.

I wonder if i will get to sleep tonight......

I wonder if i should get off the computer and go read..... my mind is racing.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}

I wonder if Goofy could use a hug...:hug:

I wonder that she made me think of my wonderful great Aunt Grace who lived to be 99 and used to say things like "God must have something else for me to do"...she outlived almost all her family and her friends...

I wonder how glad we will be to see our Cassie today (God willing)

I wonder if Mr. & Mrs. Alffe are on a plane right now, and how excited Cassie will be to see them.

I wonder about the hints of spring I see now. Greens of plants starting to poke through the dirt.

I wonder if anyone has ever wanted winter to go on because being depressed in their home ... oh, that isn't going to make any sense so I'll stop there. :rolleyes:

I wonder if anyone here has heard about the practice of mindfulness.

I wonder that Tara Parker-Pope, a blogger for the NY Times, had an interesting article about self-compassion. And how there are many of us who have compassion for others but not ourselves.

I wonder that I didn't fare well in the quiz for self-compassion. :o Tara's article is interesting and so is a web site that includes that quiz and other information. Tara's article and the web site with the self compassion test. I scored a 1.59. :o

I wonder that my fibro has been in high gear for too long now. Ugh.

I wonder if Addy is pooped from her weekend.

I didn't wonder... I knew....I knew the depression demon has had you in its claws for some time dear Doody :hug:

I wonder if you know how proud I am that you are sharing what you're learning...

I wonder if wishing for the winter to continue... is to wish for what we know is the most familiar...

I wonder at the difficulty some of us have to stay in the present... to live in the moment...

I wonder that I am doing my darndest to live in the present right now... although thoughts do go back to my wonderful weekend with Grand-Addy :D

I wonder if Alffe is home now... and at how excited her Cassie will be!

I wonder if :sing: Goofy will have the strength to give her gift of song to the family.... I'm so sorry you keep losing your loved ones :hug:

I wonder if lonely1 is still in contact with Reyn... and if he can give her a cyber hug from us... I miss her wisdom...

I wonder and hope that those who are not here are healthy and happy... and healing! I especially miss the Mois... and I'll stop now because those who have touched me know who they are... if YOU are reading and YOU think you are one of those... well, indeed, YOU ARE!!! :grouphug:

I wonder if Doody feels like I do about Spring?? I love the the thought of it .........but how am I suppose to be upbeat and feel the renewed hope that Spring is suppose to bring when things feel so DARK AND CRAPPY for me!!!

I wonder if she knows I sometimes just want the cold and snow to envelope me so I can just be alone in my bed with a blanket and say EFF the world!!!

I wonder if she knows that that is ONE of many reasons why I moved to Florida......the cold and winter made it too easy to embrace the darkness that surrounded me so often!

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I wonder and care about all the people and animals in places where catastrophe is this moment unfolding.

Enough with catastrophe! Enough!

I wonder how had it is to stay positive in this world...

I wonder about our niece and her family, stationed in Hawaii...

I wonder about our grandaugter's Marine husband of 8 months being deployed again to the Mediterranian...:(

I wonder if I'll ever find a church...

I wonder if Barbo feels well enough to have lunch today...

I wonder if I dare take a day for just me tommorrow
I wonder if it is safe for me to be alone with me
I wonder if my next nerve block will last longer
I wonder what the next week hold for me

I wonder about my niece's Marine husband of 2 months being deployed anytime after the 23rd.... no news to what location as of yet. :( This will be his FIRST deployment anywhere.

I wonder about all the fires around the metro area here in Oklahoma. :eek:

I wonder if some of these werent intentionally set because new ones keep "popping up".:mad:

I wonder if i'll be able to sleep tonight because of the smell of smoke is so strong :(

I wonder how my aunt is doing... I wonder how my cousin is doing even more. My cousin Allen, it was his dad who passed away a few days ago. His wife is also dying of cancer and his mom, (my moms oldest sister) is the one who is schizophrenic and refuses to take medication :mad:

I wonder if i can leave a {{{HUG}}} for our room