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Doody 03-12-2011 04:59 PM

Wonder Thread #247
 
I wonder at the scenes from the earthquake devastation.

I wonder on the CNN web site there is an article from geographic experts saying that the island of Japan moved 8 feet and the axis of the earth tilted 4 inches from the earthquake. :eek:

I wonder how Ducky is doing lately.

I wonder when Cassie will get her hair cut.

I wonder (and worry) about my dad who is seriously thinking about getting a reverse mortgage on his home. :confused: He said Obama is the reason he and my mom are struggling to make medical payments.

I wonder that my parents hang around my uncle way too much. Every day in fact.

I wonder how ((Dale)) is and if he knows he is still my hero. :hug:

I wonder about the weather warming up this week to the 50s and 60s.

I wonder that I don't feel like running to town but must go to get a few things.

I wonder if I can leave love and hugs for everyone here.:grouphug:

Alffe 03-12-2011 06:59 PM

I wonder if Al Gore is getting any satisfaction from all this devastation...

I wonder if that sounded mean spirited on my part...

I wonder if one of Japans nuclear plants will have a melt down...:(

I wonder how cute Cassie will look after getting her haircut on Monday..

I wonder about that big moon on the 19th....looking forward to seeing that! :grouphug:

I wonder how Tom is doing...wish he'd ck in..:hug:

I also wonder about Dmack and how his mil is getting along...:grouphug:

Abbie 03-12-2011 10:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 752505)
I wonder if one of Japans nuclear plants will have a melt down...:(


I wonder that CNN.com, MSN.com, and FoxNews.com are reporting that one of the nuclear plants may be having a meltdown.... :(:eek:

I wonder if I can ask my friends and family here to join me in sending thoughts and prayers to our neighbors in Japan. :smileypray:

Doody 03-13-2011 06:06 PM

I wonder how grateful I am that family and friends in Crescent City, CA and Harbor, OR are safe from the tsunami. However, their harbors are ruined. They are the life bloods of those towns.

I wonder how sad I am for the people in Japan, as I know are all of you.

I wonder at how strange it will be to have an extra hour of light at the end of the day.

I wonder at how much I enjoyed the recent pictures of GrandAddy. :) So darn cute on that beach. Especially the one from behind her looking out at the ocean. I'd frame that one for sure.

I wonder how Ms. Loo is feeling after her steroid shot. I've had so many of those in my lifetime ((Tami)) until a new pain doctor decided to do sacroiliac injections instead! Finally found relief with those and haven't had to have one in several years.

I wonder if ((Ducky)) reminded her son that he is still my hero. :hug:

I wonder if GrandDoody enjoyed the Madagascar play at the Civic Center in Des Moines last night.

I wonder that I spent my entire Saturday, well...for the most part, watching the Band of Brothers series that was on HBO at one time. So amazing and heart wrenching. I enjoyed the short interviews with the survivors of Easy Company.

I wonder that I'll have GrandDoody overnight Wednesday night and am looking forward to that.

I wonder how ((Barbo and Ruby)) are. :hug:

I wonder at the deafening silence of ((GmaSue)), even on Facebook.

I wonder about everyone here and want once again to leave love and hugs for all. :grouphug:

barbo 03-13-2011 08:14 PM

Doody
 
Thanks for asking, Doody. I have been battling hives and the stomach flu. Ruby is fine. My apartment is so dry I put a pan of water on the stove and GUESS WHO thinks that is her watering place?! A friend stopped by the other day and looked down and saw Ruby's food and asked where her water was. On the stove! Oh well, whatever works.

hippiechick 03-13-2011 09:44 PM

I wonder how glad I am that I've heard from a very good friend from junior high and high school (years ago!) who is a professor now and living in Japan. He and his family are fine.....yay!

I wonder how happy I am that someone from here "pokes" me daily on facebook and how great that makes me feel that I'm thought of!

I wonder how thrilled I've been lately that the weather is getting better and, on Saturday, it was in the 70's....so great!

I wonder how good it is to realize that in July hubby and I will go to Hannibal, MO...my hometown....for Tom Sawyer Days. It's the best time in the world - thousands of people there and seeing old friends. And just getting to go back home again.....love it so much!!!

I wonder how thankful I am for each of you....you who've become a huge part of my "family".

I wonder that I'm still very much afraid to go to sleep but it's getting a bit better. I'm writing more in that respect.

I wonder if I can get my life back in order during Lent. And if I can continue to be disciplined during this time!!!

I wonder if Nik-Key (?) and Mistis remember that I love them very much and I worry because I haven't heard from either of them in such a long time. I miss them!!!

I wonder if you all feel gentle hugs right now, 'cause I've been loved a lot and a bit to share.....I am grateful for each of you and, even though this is sort of a hard time, none of us have to trudge through life alone. We can't carry much alone.....but, all of us together can carry anything!:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

Alffe 03-14-2011 12:35 PM

I wonder if Doody knows how much we enjoy listening to Nat King Cole on the ipod...thank you again...:hug:

I wonder how happy it makes me to know that our wish got married yesterday...:grouphug:

I wonder if hippiechick knows that both Nikki and Mistiis are on facebook..

I wonder if Nikki knows how much she is cared about by so many...these anniversary dates are tough to go through...:hug:

I wonder if Barbo has eaten the other half of that sandwich yet...:D

I wonder how Goofy is managing all the loses in her family..:(

tamiloo 03-15-2011 05:49 PM

I wonder when this epidural is going to work? Had it done seven days ago and I am still in a huge amount of pain. I have had to go to using a cane when I go out...I will see my surgeon next Wednesday....kinda scared that this is it...the best it will ever be.

I wonder how wonder my wondering friends are?:grouphug:


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DMACK 03-15-2011 08:17 PM

I wonder dear Alffe if your in my head??? a close and dear friend died today 11.33 am [GMT]..............Cancer aged 46 with 5 children..................a bloody tragedy ....................Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:mad ::(:confused::mad::confused::mad:

he was a hero....not me [re profile message]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FVhrIfaPKxw

R.I.P Gary DARBYSHIRE 1964-2011

And that tap keeps dripping................oh my GOD.....please turn it off PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
David

I wonder why i bother>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>????????????????????

Alffe 03-16-2011 06:03 AM

I wonder if David knows how sorry I am to read about his friend dying so young and leaving 5 children behind...:(

I wonder if David knows that he (you) are the very definition of a hero..
we have a lot of them in our forum family..:grouphug: Keep up the struggle dear man...it's character building although sometimes I am reminded that life is a b*i*t*c*h and then you die...:o

I wonder what a picnic without ants would be like...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrrdLO8fie0

I wonder what a beautiful, sad, song this is David..ty, I couldn't leave it buried upstairs. :hug:

Burntmarshmallow 03-16-2011 05:28 PM

I wonder that CANCER SUCKS my worker pal that has brain cancer was battling okay then fell this past week. cant move legs or go to bathroom . moved from Hosp in town to a bigger hosp a few towns over and they found like 15 lesions on spine. :(
wonder we have our cancer relay for life at end of next month... our team had shirts specially made up saying we walk for... and then her and her hubs name on it . 3 kids both of them are in their mid to late 40s :( my age

wonder that EVERYTHING is depressing I find myself hating to turn TV on or even the comp or going on FB for any amount of time. Home page on comp is as bad as the TV . Fb not up for reading of others going on vacation or a show or been out to eat or concert .. even tho they so very very much deserve it.. I guess feel bad for not being up to reading all about it. :(

I wonder that I dont post much here but read ALL the time and lurk.
wonder that I post and I feel more helpful in the tn forum but this place here in sos feels so much more like family to me. what that all about??? I wonder?

Wonder if Goofys ds has gotten his drivers licence opps wonder if its spring break there even ?

Wonder who is gonna view the big super moon this Sat night. it is gonna be closer to earth then it has been in 18 years. wonder if spring starts this sunday??

wonder if anyone is Irish? I have scotch Irish .. . not I wish we all have I Wish lol . Any fellow Irish ??

Wonder that I feel , see ,and know so many in need of hugs and prayers and a steady line of solid positive improvements and better things, low pain justice and all good things. in here :hug::hug:
also every where I look
wonder that I send my prayers , blessings, positive energy to the room the readers and out into the giant universe may each and everyone get a big bunch of all that. hugs hugs hugs ...

PEACE
BMW

p.s. for those that remember Pono she says hello and hugs. She Doing good

DMACK 03-16-2011 06:57 PM

To all my family on SOS and to fellow paddy's Happy St Patricks tommorrow, i write this now as tommorrow would be nigh on impossible..........

My father was from Londonderry, Northern Ireland and my flag is unfurled, my guinnes hat awaits and for 24 hours my roots will take over and joviality will rule the day ejoying the 'craic'

One day in the whole year where fun is a tradition [and all of lifes traumas are put on hold] a toast to loved ones passed and a living wake...........song music laughter drink and tears in that order.......tradition comands it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uKAJp...eature=related

David

Alffe 03-16-2011 07:25 PM

More David...I want more! Beautiful song and scenery....you have fun celebrating tomorrow..you deserve it! :grouphug:

and...the elephant got replaced! LOLOL!

FeelinGoofy 03-16-2011 08:01 PM

I wonder if Scott will get his license tomorrow.....:D

I wonder if i can ask you guys to PLEASE say a prayer he does....:smileypray:

I wonder if i can tell BMW my Grandma on dads side was full blood irish so yes i have irish blood in me :)

Had to add it may not happen tomorrow.... they have changed the way the do the drivers test and Scott has to call to get an appointment.... it will probably be Friday before they can get him in, if not then for sure on Monday...... sigh........

pooh_ac 03-16-2011 09:48 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Burntmarshmallow (Post 753548)
I wonder that CANCER SUCKS my worker pal that has brain cancer was battling okay then fell this past week. cant move legs or go to bathroom . moved from Hosp in town to a bigger hosp a few towns over and they found like 15 lesions on spine. :(
wonder we have our cancer relay for life at end of next month... our team had shirts specially made up saying we walk for... and then her and her hubs name on it . 3 kids both of them are in their mid to late 40s :( my age

wonder that EVERYTHING is depressing I find myself hating to turn TV on or even the comp or going on FB for any amount of time. Home page on comp is as bad as the TV . Fb not up for reading of others going on vacation or a show or been out to eat or concert .. even tho they so very very much deserve it.. I guess feel bad for not being up to reading all about it. :(

I wonder that I dont post much here but read ALL the time and lurk.
wonder that I post and I feel more helpful in the tn forum but this place here in sos feels so much more like family to me. what that all about??? I wonder?

Wonder if Goofys ds has gotten his drivers licence opps wonder if its spring break there even ?

Wonder who is gonna view the big super moon this Sat night. it is gonna be closer to earth then it has been in 18 years. wonder if spring starts this sunday??

wonder if anyone is Irish? I have scotch Irish .. . not I wish we all have I Wish lol . Any fellow Irish ??

Wonder that I feel , see ,and know so many in need of hugs and prayers and a steady line of solid positive improvements and better things, low pain justice and all good things. in here :hug::hug:
also every where I look
wonder that I send my prayers , blessings, positive energy to the room the readers and out into the giant universe may each and everyone get a big bunch of all that. hugs hugs hugs ...

PEACE
BMW

p.s. for those that remember Pono she says hello and hugs. She Doing good

Yes my dear the "big C" does indeed suck sideways:(. Just wrong wrong wrong....
I miss seeing you around but understand the lurking. Gentle :hug:z 2 u.

PS I'm half Irish and half German:eek::D:eek:

Alffe 03-17-2011 05:51 AM

I wonder if I own anything green...

I wonder if I'm Irish, I know I'm English...help me out here Barbo..:confused:

I wonder if Scott will get his license..I'm betting he will..:grouphug:

I wonder about the Monster Cancer...lost a wonderful brother to it...miss you Jack! :hug:

I wonder what time our treeman will get here...

I wonder if I'll have time to go to the store before he comes...

I wonder if we all can send positive thoughts and prayers to dear hippiechick....

I wonder if BMW knows that I love the pokes...:D

barbo 03-17-2011 11:36 AM

alffe
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 753698)
I wonder if I own anything green...

I wonder if I'm Irish, I know I'm English...help me out here Barbo..:confused:

I wonder if Scott will get his license..I'm betting he will..:grouphug:

I wonder about the Monster Cancer...lost a wonderful brother to it...miss you Jack! :hug:

I wonder what time our treeman will get here...

I wonder if I'll have time to go to the store before he comes...

I wonder if we all can send positive thoughts and prayers to dear hippiechick....

I wonder if BMW knows that I love the pokes...:D

We're English, Irish, German and French.

FeelinGoofy 03-17-2011 03:02 PM

I wonder if i should let you know Scott cant take his test till Thursday the 24th at 2:45...... :( oh well..... at least he is going to do it... and i KNOW he WILL get them. Just help me pray his tics dont kick in.... he is doing so well with his driving :)

I wonder how i'm gonna react when both kids are out of the house. Scott will be moving to moms house just about the time Rebecca is off to college.... :(

I wonder if i'm ever gonna get t o the point that i dont feel depressed. Its been so long since i've not been that i've forgotten what it was like to not be. Off to wal mart i go.... havent been in quite a while so i'm sure i'm looking at over 200.00 grocery bill. ugh.......:hug:

Doody 03-24-2011 05:22 PM

I wonder if everyone's wonderers broke.

I wonder at all the people in this thread that need hugs, because I have some here for you. :hug:

I wonder if Cassie got her hair cut yet.

I wonder at how much fun it is to potty Otto. :rolleyes: He's my daughter's paralyzed mini-dachsund and since he went down 2 years ago (?) he has to have help going potty.

I wonder about the folks in Japan everyday and those damnable nuclear power plants. (I can't get started about nuclear power plants or I'll go on forever.) :(

I wonder that I'm thinking of moving 20 miles south to where my kids live. Then I would take care of my granddoody for his before and after school care. He starts kindergarten this August!

I wonder that granddoody will be 6 in August, but the kids felt it best to hold him back from Kg until this year. I think that's a good thing. A lot of people now start their sons later. Research has shown they do better throughout school.

I wonder if Scott got his license.

I wonder about a friend who just found out she has less than 6 months to live. Her ovarian cancer has produced numerous tumors in her lungs and there is nothing more the doctors can do. Damned cancer. Her partner also died just a few months ago.

Well, that's sad.

I wonder that we're expected to get a bit of snow tomorrow. Oh well, it won't stick around long, that's for sure.

I wonder that the worst blizzard I ever saw was at the end of March in 1975. :eek:

I wonder if I can leave the SOS family my love and hugs. And the general population of NT family as well. :grouphug:

Alffe 03-29-2011 05:48 AM

I wonder if Doody is still dog sitting....:D

I wonder if David finally got some good rest...:hug:

I wonder how to have a private chat...Curious used to do that for me..:confused:

I wonder if wren knows that of course I googled it although I'd never try to pronounce it!..:D

I wonder if wren will get a "new nose"...that would make three of us here..Koala & me....

I wonder how the suicide support meeting tonight will be...haven't attended one in months but promised to go to this one...

I wonder that Mr.Alffe & I are having "dueling" yard signs...each of us supporting a different candidate for the upcoming mayoral race..:o

I wonder if I can thank you all for being part of this "family"...:grouphug:

thelonely1 03-31-2011 11:54 PM

I wonder how long it's been since I said anything here... time doesn't have any meaning for me.

I wonder that I don't have anything to talk about; you've heard it all before.

I wonder sometimes if I'll forget how to speak because of how little oppertunity I have to. And on those rare ocasions where I might speak the words come hard, awkward, and slurred.

I wonder if a normal person would go to a doctor if that happened to them.

I wonder how long I'll have the strength to get out of bed knowing that my life is a dead end.

I wonder if God really does have a purpose for me; but even if He does, I still don't care to live long enough to find out what it is. I can't help but think it will be something depressing like 'to make everyone else's life look better by comparrison.'

barbo 04-01-2011 08:43 AM

Lonely1
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by thelonely1 (Post 758101)
I wonder how long it's been since I said anything here... time doesn't have any meaning for me.

I wonder that I don't have anything to talk about; you've heard it all before.

I wonder sometimes if I'll forget how to speak because of how little oppertunity I have to. And on those rare ocasions where I might speak the words come hard, awkward, and slurred.

I wonder if a normal person would go to a doctor if that happened to them.

I wonder how long I'll have the strength to get out of bed knowing that my life is a dead end.

I wonder if God really does have a purpose for me; but even if He does, I still don't care to live long enough to find out what it is. I can't help but think it will be something depressing like 'to make everyone else's life look better by comparrison.'

We've missed you!

Addy 04-01-2011 10:33 PM

I've been wondering about you lots lonely1 and would like to give you a :hug: ... I'm sorry life is just so difficult for you... :rain:

I've been wondering lots about whether or not I'll make it over this next mountain...

I've been wondering if I'm simply riding a wave of mania... and am watching/monitoring myself closely - writing quite a bit about "it"... and I talked to one of my best friends to tell her I was afraid to get too excited about things because I'm afraid she would feel I was again on that roller coaster of highness... and said, oh, no... she can tell I'm doing so much better..

so I cautiously wonder if my new life's direction is, indeed, a healthier choice...

and I wonder at how much this goes against my learned behaviour....

and I wonder if our Marshallow friend will be back to turn this thread off... or just who will step up to the plate to soon start the next one...
xoxo :sing: Addy

tamiloo 04-03-2011 02:38 PM

I want to add a few wonders before this turns into #248...

I wonder why I have stayed away knowing about all the love and support I would receive from all the fellow SOS family!!


I wonder if on another thread I can talk about what's going with me...it does hurt some what to sit so it may take time...


I always wonder about hugs!!!!!


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