Anyone for a Weekend Check in???????
 

HI all.................weather is nice here.

I think I will relax at the pool tomorrow or maybe even today, tomorrow is going to be warmer.

I didn't sleep well at all last night, I had to take 3 trazadone's and plus my klonapin. Finally got a few hours on and off.

I have a weekend of some R & R and thats it....want to try and start this book by James Patterson, I love his books. It's just my concentration isn't very good lately, or should I say for awhile now.

My PTSD is kicking in again, since I know he has wheels now. UGH

Hugs, Nikko:hug:

Oh no ...he has wheels...I missed that.

Enjoy your nice days this spring...the pool sounds lovely.
It is nice here 60's to be 70's I am sure...yard work today even though I have poison ivy...still need to pull weeds and plant some things that need to be planted soon.

Have a good day all!
bizi

Poison Ivy? :eek: ew, wear long sleeves and gloves.

I am itching to start my garden (sorry for the pun. :D ) But the weather here is absolutely bizzare, and planting before April is just a waste of good seed. Still snow on the ground. We got pounded last week.

Maybe I'll just do some starters in my kitchen garden window.

Nikko, do you know anyone who knows how to disables one's distributer cap? Just kidding. Well, kinda kidding. Remember, klonapin is our friend. The pool sounds so nice. I am jealous, but happy you get to enjoy it. :hug:

Hi everyone,

Mrs. Bear, you are so funny. Itching to get started on your garden when Bizi has poisen ivy.

Bizi, working outside in the garden should be some exercise, right? I know I count housework as exercise since I'm so imbobile.

Nanc, Lunesta has seemed to be my friend lately. I found the perfect dosage and feel great today after a good night's rest.

befuddled2

Saturday was only 64 and windy, planted some wild flower seeds.

Went to the store, just Walgreen's for a script and a few items.

Today is supposed to be 74, then the rest of the week starts off 81 or so.

I can't believe St. Patrick's Day is 2 weeks from yesterday, and Easter is early April.

Usually barbecue something good on Easter here, because it will be hot.

I can't believe I am up at this hour. My dogs even went back to sleep. LOL

Nikko:hug:

Oh so jealous!:D 70 degrees and pools? Oh that would be heaven! Right now all we have here is slush, cool temps (its 37 right now) and greyness. But that is New England for ya!

I remember those New England winters all too well, and I don't miss them one bit.



Nikko:)

Poison ivy is not better but not as itchy today, last night was horrible! not sleeping well from it too.
anyway...much cooler today 50's I think ..I know i am a cry baby when a lot of you folks deal with snow and we don't.
anyway
been feeling really anxious today and weird...everything seems hard to do.
~sigh
bizi
Befuddled, glad that the lunesta is working for you!

Ouch - itchy.....is there something you can put on that Bizi?

I just walked the dogs. Have to go to the store for more Soda and Cigaretts.

Ordered HBO, the Soprano's start - oops got to check that, I know soon, I know it's on Sunday's.

Then I have to clean the bird's cage. Making a Pot Roast too.

I am still like a zombie......

Nikko:grouphug:

All I do is work, work and work. No sleep, no sleep, no meds.

Can't eat, can't sleep, can't stop, so tired. Will try again. :thud:

Thought I could stop the meds and be "me" again. Big, huge mistake, once again. :confused: :confused: :confused:

ME BP - Get back on your meds ASAP....

You need to sleep, You need to eat.

Take care.....Hope the meds kick in soon.

Nikko:hug:

I have no meds to take. I flushed them on Thursday evening. I had a huge argument with my pdoc and felt I didn't need them or her. Now I have to call her tomorrow and tell her what I did.

This is one time I wish I was a drinker. I'd drink myself into oblivion.

Dear Me BP?,
Try to stay calm until tomorrow when you can call her.
This stuff happens.

I hope that you will be all right soon.
Keep talking to us.
Mari

Dear BJ<
I am sorry that you got in a fight with your pdoc...
and I amsorry that you are hurting...these meds are a hard pill to swallow...I have had my fair share of denial about medications in the past.
WE have to listen to our bodies....
You can call her emergency answering service and have a prescription called into an all night pharmacy if you need to .
KNOW that is an option for you.
hang in there and please keep posting and know that we care about you.
((((HUGS))))
bizi
Do you have someone to be with you while you are going thru this?
I don't like thinking that you are alone right now.:grouphug:

I've called and left a message. We had a huge fight over my denial and she said some pretty nasty things like if I won't help myself she can't. Bipolar grief, 1st stage denial and I'm stuck there. Move on, get on with it, accept it.

http://members.iinet.net.au/~fractal1/fsrvive1.htm

Didn't sleep, wandered, walked all night, too tired.

Well at first being diagnosed Bipolar is denial. She should understand that, and we all or most at one time or another have tried to go off a med here and there.

Is she going to call in scripts for you? If not, time to find another p-doc or get an appt. at a clinic.

If you had refills, maybe you could call the pharmacists and tell them what happened, they have the numbers of the the meds. Then there is the cost, if there were a lot left, then I don't know how you prescription plan would work in covering them.

Sending, good thoughts, sleep, and better days ahead.

Hugs, Nikko:hug: