I feel bad.
 

In the last couple of weeks I've been feeling bad emotionally. I feel broken for no reason. It just started happening worse then usual. I hurt.

When I try to talk to people they just disconnect from me,and that hurts. I've talked to family,and there doesn't seem to be any comfort. I find that I can hardly talk correctly in a flowing conversation.

I feel like my councillor just gave up,and said she will see me in 2 months. I just don't understand why this pain intensifies out of the blue. Suddenly I have all of these issues that bother me more then usual. BF:Sigh:

Dear Friend,

I am sorry that you are going through this. :hug: :hug: :hug:

M

I'm sorry things are not so good. I wish I could help.

I'm also sorry you are going through this.

Could it be the weather, or the season.

Is there any way you could see a different counselor. Because 2 months
seems like a long time to me to a wait to see someone.

Donna:grouphug:

I agree with donna, 2 months is a long time to see your tdoc. maybe it is time for a new perspective.
It could be the weather affecting you. or the holidays.
I am sorry that you are going thru this hard time right now.
bizi

do you think the holidays are making things a lot worse? they are for me. they can be very lonely times if you are alone. but you have us!

bobby

I thank all of you. It could be the winter bothering me. The news is bothering me all the time. I've never seen so much negative matterial on the news. My friend was rude to me in a email. Things seem to be pilling up today. I just don't understand. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Dear Steve

i am sorry you are having such a hard time. i hate to think of you suffering. i wish i could take it all away.

i know what you mean about the news lately. it has gotten really horrible. don't watch if you can. i know one feels somewhat compelled to keep up a little, but try headline news or something, and only for a few minutes. maybe not every day.

i am finding the season rush for material arrangements suffocating. it makes me sad. the winter doesn't bother me but some folks are really affected. it could be a combination of things.

i am sorry someone offended you by email. that has me a little worried.

i will be on/off forum for a bit due to migraines. the screen makes it worse.

but you will be in my thoughts. know that.

hang in there. you are a dear person to all of us here.

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

~ waves ~

Dear Friend,

I hope that you have some peace.

M

I thank you all. I had a anxiety situation after the 6:30 PM news,and it has let up a bit. I'm feeling a little better.

I thank all of you my friends. We all have these unexplainable groups of anxieties,depressions,and emotional pain that people without these illnesses can't understand.

I'm glad that I have you all as friends,who have listening ears,caring hearts with patience,and concern for each other.

This is the only place where I can go,and know that I will not be judged by some sort of criticism.

Thank you my friends. I'm better right now. BF:hug::hug::hug:

BF

You hit it on the nose. That is exactly what this room and we are here
for.

Donna:hug::grouphug:

BF sending you some hugs and caring thoughts. I always hate this time of year, like the short daylight, ergh.
It is holiday time, everyone is suppose to be merry, jolly and brite....but it is a chore just to get through the holidays, then Jan and Feb are so dreary and cold. No wonder there is sadness. But we hold each other up and send lots of support across the cyber space.
di :grouphug:

you are a joy di,
((((HUGS)))))
for the room:grouphug: