want to give up
 

I'm tired of hurting and being scared all the time.

Try to put your mind on a rest... Scared o what ? Tell me only if talking about wont trigger you.... Is it something that you can fix ? Ignore ? I mean, fears are usually only in our imagination you know.... If we stop thinking about it, fear will go away... Unless there is a real problem like, being in a war o something....

Hurting ? You mean.... ? Physical pain or you mean something else ?

Fear...that's of the abuse memories. Sometimes, I'm afraid, they can still hurt me. Probably doesnt make sense.

The hurting/ pain is physical and emotional. I have 'body memories' sometimes. That can hurt and the fibromyalgia hurts. Emotional hurt, cause they hated me so much. My family hated me and hurt me, cause I"m bad. That's what they told me.

Never give up.

:hug:

Thanks Lara, I'm feeling better today. How are you today? :hug:

Glad to hear. Have a good day.

Thanks BlueMajo. You were great and really helped me. Everyone here has been awesome. :hug:

Dear Kyangel
 

Hurting isn't fun. don't give up. You have friends right here. You will make some friends of NT. write anytime, we will listen. ginnie:hug:

:)


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I love, love the rainbow and butterflies. :hug:

Hi Kyangel
 

Hi Angel, Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you tonight. I had added your name to my Noahs Ark Tin. don't let anyone tell you that you are bad. It does hurt when people say that. I hope this evening that you can do something good for yourself. ginnie:hug:

Hey Ginnie,
Thank you, you're so kind. I posted a message on your wall. Replied to yours. I try to remember the good stuff my friends say. But, sometimes the 'bad' messages are there. If that makes senxe.
I'm going to read a book and relax.
Hope you do something nice for you too. :hug:

Hi Kyangel
 

Thinking about you this morning while making spegetti sauce. Thats how funny my prayers can be, anytime anyplace. When I work around the house, I think of the people on NT. Especially when my own pain happens, to remember the pain of others. You actually help me to work through my own problems. So do others on this site. Hope you have a decent day.
I hope all the messages you receive are positive ones, and that they boost you up not down. Take care of yourself today, ginnie:D

the good bad
 

i am positive you are the good bad.

Re?
 

:hug::grouphug:Just curious, what is the good/bad? Does that mean we try to do good? ginnie