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Burntmarshmallow 10-10-2012 12:51 PM

wonder-Fall wonder thread # 278
 
I wonder that I think it is time to start a new wonder thread .

I wonder that yes it seems quiet in here ..but I know there are readers and wonder to them if I can send prayers and positive energy and some :hug::hug::hug:

I wonder that I have decided to not dwell to much on certain things. I wonder that I decided to try and have fun and be happy and wonder that I know my best pal would want me happy and having fun.

I wonder that her..my best pal who succeeded in ending her life this past july...wonder that her daughter got married on monday. wonder how nice it was to see a pic of her and the groom looking happy .

wonder that the girl has custody of her brother ..who has downs syndrome .. wonder that the pic of him and his two .. Gee wonder what I should call them? his nieces or since they are all in the same house maybe step sisters .wonder step sisters dont sound right ... but wonder and hope thats how it feels.. anyways wonder on the pic of the 3 of them and how happy he looked. compared to the day of the service for his mom..my best pal. wonder that it was awesome to see his smile.
I wonder that made me decided to be happy and have fun .

wonder how beautiful it is here to have low humidity now it really feels like 84 just like the temp...as opposed to it is 89 and feels like 99.

wonder that I really really want to move so badly. Wonder on how tired or maybe it isnt tired maybe it is not feeling challenged and I am very very bored ? humm :confused:

wonder it is almost biketober fest here and I ALWAYS think of Abbie. wonder why ? wonder how Abbie is and if she can use some more hugs :hug::hug:

wonder on hug for everyone :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: and prayers and positive energy to the room the readers and the one on the sidelines . wonder on my hope that everyone has a more positive less painful rest of this month. :smileypray:
PEACE
BMW

barbo 10-10-2012 04:20 PM

Bmw
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Burntmarshmallow (Post 921440)
I wonder that I think it is time to start a new wonder thread .

I wonder that yes it seems quiet in here ..but I know there are readers and wonder to them if I can send prayers and positive energy and some :hug::hug::hug:

I wonder that I have decided to not dwell to much on certain things. I wonder that I decided to try and have fun and be happy and wonder that I know my best pal would want me happy and having fun.

I wonder that her..my best pal who succeeded in ending her life this past july...wonder that her daughter got married on monday. wonder how nice it was to see a pic of her and the groom looking happy .

wonder that the girl has custody of her brother ..who has downs syndrome .. wonder that the pic of him and his two .. Gee wonder what I should call them? his nieces or since they are all in the same house maybe step sisters .wonder step sisters dont sound right ... but wonder and hope thats how it feels.. anyways wonder on the pic of the 3 of them and how happy he looked. compared to the day of the service for his mom..my best pal. wonder that it was awesome to see his smile.
I wonder that made me decided to be happy and have fun .

wonder how beautiful it is here to have low humidity now it really feels like 84 just like the temp...as opposed to it is 89 and feels like 99.

wonder that I really really want to move so badly. Wonder on how tired or maybe it isnt tired maybe it is not feeling challenged and I am very very bored ? humm :confused:

wonder it is almost biketober fest here and I ALWAYS think of Abbie. wonder why ? wonder how Abbie is and if she can use some more hugs :hug::hug:

wonder on hug for everyone :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: and prayers and positive energy to the room the readers and the one on the sidelines . wonder on my hope that everyone has a more positive less painful rest of this month. :smileypray:
PEACE
BMW

What's wondrous is the resilience of the human spirit!

Alffe 10-11-2012 05:58 AM

I wonder how nice it was to have BMW start a new wonder thread...

I wonder that I still miss her "closing them down"....:D

I wonder if Scrabble will pop in and say howdy....love her pictures on FB!

I wonder how darling both Addy and Doodys grandkids are...such a joy in their lives..:circlelove:

I wonder how much I am enjoying have the branch library just down the street from us...reading The Prophet by Michael Koryta...wow!! Have graduated to large print but the size of the book makes my arthritic thumbs hurt.....old age ain't for sissies she said. :p

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

pooh_ac 10-11-2012 11:20 AM

wonder
 
I wonder if it will ever rain.
I wonder how bad the winter will be here.
I wonder how good it is to see BMW.
I wonder why it froze so early (so much for pretty leaves)
I just wonder:Dunno:
:hug:z:hug:z:hug:z to all!

DejaVu 10-14-2012 03:12 PM

I wonder at how wonderfall it is to drop in here and to "see" each of you!
Feels like quite a blessing to me!:grouphug:
Love and Healing to All!
DejaVu

Alffe 10-15-2012 05:19 AM

I wonder how sweet it was of DejaVu to pop in and say hello....:grouphug:

I wonder if Addy will send some of her rain down to poo....:hug:

I wonder how sweet it is that Notre Dame is ranked #5...

I wonder how nice it was to be able to actually enjoy watching them...reminded me of old times....:wink:

I wonder if I can ask for positive thoughts directed at our daughter Jill and her family.....:grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 10-15-2012 05:30 AM

wonder if Alffemom :hug::hug:knows I am praying hard hard and sending positive thoughts and energy to her dd jill and family...I am praying !:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

FeelinGoofy 10-15-2012 07:46 AM

same h ere...... praying for peace and a calmness to be with all of you during this very difficult time. {{{{HUGS}}}}}}

DejaVu 10-15-2012 12:58 PM

I wonder if Alffe and Family will feel the tremendous love and support behind the prayers, meditations, positive energies offered to them during this time? I hope so!
I'm in, too, Alffe! :grouphug:
Leaving hugs here for anyone wanting a hug!:hug:
With Heartfelt Love, Hope and Healing for All,
DejaVu

Doody 10-15-2012 06:15 PM

I wonder if I can stop by to leave my love and prayers for ((Alffe)) and the family's upcoming trial. :heartthrob:

Wren 10-15-2012 06:34 PM

I wonder if Alffe knows how much we love her.

Doody 10-16-2012 05:48 PM

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I wonder if you'd like to see my grandson's 1st grade picture. It's been awhile. He's 7...growing so fast.

Leaving my love and prayers for the room. :grouphug:

barbo 10-16-2012 07:12 PM

Doody
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Doody (Post 923204)
I wonder if you'd like to see my grandson's 1st grade picture. It's been awhile. He's 7...growing so fast.

Leaving my love and prayers for the room. :grouphug:

He's darling!

Alffe 10-17-2012 06:55 AM

I wonder if I can say how much I appreciate your thoughts and your prayers.

I wonder that real life court is nothing at all like tv court....

I wonder if jurors are supposed to sleep...and cry????

I wonder how we all can stand two weeks of this.....

I wonder about the lst responder who said it was the worst day of his life..that he had a son at home that age....

I wonder that I missed the second debate last night as I was asleep by 7:00.......

I wonder if I can leave you all hugs and thanks.....:grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 10-17-2012 07:05 AM

I wonder for a fact the prayers and positive energy and good thoughts are being sent to you and your dd and family Alffemom.
I wonder that nope nope real life court is different then t.v. wonder that I went threw trial by jury and at mine some did cry but no your not suppose to be sleep.
Wonder that I dont think you missed much not seeing the debate last night... and hey didnt you vote already ? lol
wonder that I have set my mind on staying positive despite mom in law and her sad crazy ways.

wonder on hugs positive energy and prayers to the room ,readers and everyone on the sidelines...
wonder to remind ya all if you want to get on the post card exchange send your info to Abbie... it was fun last time we did it... wonder I hope to see your name on the list cus I wanna send out some florida sunshine postcards to You.
PEACE
BMW

FeelinGoofy 10-17-2012 08:15 AM

I wonder if i can send out prayers to Alffe and her family. This has to be so very emotional for all involved. :(

I wonder about my aunts and uncles..... sigh.... my dads only remaining brother is in ICU, in Kansas, with a heart attack, and Ricks aunt is in ICU in CA with pnumonia. neither are doing well... :(

I wonder about this crazy weather.... in the 40s one day then 80s the next.

leaving {{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}} for our room.

Koala77 10-17-2012 06:55 PM

I wonder if I can drop by and say http://i827.photobucket.com/albums/z...pj9o62981h.gif to old friends and introduce myself to our new family members.

I wonder if I can apologise for my assumed absence although I am here everyday, reading, and busy behind the scenes.

I wonder if I can say how much I am enjoying the warmer temperatures now that winter has passed where I live. Spring is finally here and the neighbourhood gardens are a delight to see. My own garden is coming along and hopefully will also be beautiful once my plants are all in bloom.

I wonder at how gorgeous Doody's grandson looks, and my... how he has grown! Would you believe that our William is now 5, Samuel is 3 and Lucas is 20 months old? The little ones grow so fast but they give us so much joy.

I wonder if I'm too late to join in the postcard exchange?

I wonder if I can send hugs to all those in need but especially to BMW because of her loss; to Alffe because of the trial; to Goofy who has family members who are ill and in our prayers, to Lara... well just because I want to ... and also to anyone else I've not mentioned but still may need a hug. :grouphug:

I wonder if I can ask for one back ?

barbo 10-18-2012 04:06 AM

Koala
 
((((((Koala))))))

Doody 10-21-2012 05:46 PM

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I wonder if I can once again leave hugs for (((Alffe))) and her family during this difficult time.

Also I wonder if I can leave hugs and love for all others here. I'm terrible at listing people without forgetting someone.

I wonder that this past week brought us cold/cool cloudy/rainy weather, and we so need it here. Most rivers in Iowa are down to puddles. The damp and cold weather took it's toll on my body, but I love rainy cloudy days. Today is sunny, clear and almost 80 degrees. What an insane year of weather we've had.

I wonder that my grandson's (Oscar) Grandma Bonnie from Oregon was in Iowa to visit family and friends and spent a few days with us. It was fun. She was my daughter's father's high school sweetheart and they broke up. Then along came me and I met Bonnie back then and absolutely adored her. Now...they met again a few years ago and got married. Good thing I adore her because I'm still working on all those years of grief from my daughter's father. :o Anyway, I'm including a cute picture of Oscar sleeping with Grandma Bonnie. He adores her.

I wonder why I felt the need to mention all of that anyway. :D

I wonder if anyone here is a Walking Dead fan like me. So excited for the new season 3. And Dexter (on Showtime). I went ahead and splurged on DVR service because both of my favorite shows come on at the same time Sunday night. Talk about addicted. :o

I wonder how Barbo's Ruby is, and how Alffe's Cassie is. I miss seeing all of you. :(

I wonder how excited I am that my daughter, son-in-law, grandson and I are flying to the coast of Oregon next summer to stay with her dad and Grandma Bonnie. Ross and Cara are going to renew their wedding vows and I am going to be the master of the ceremony. :) Got my own 'online' Universal Church certificate with 'diploma' and all that. :D What a hoot. Minister Doody at your service.

I wonder what difficulty I've had finding regular old thermal underwear. used to wear that all the time when I was younger and lived on a farm.

And where the heck are all the regular old sweatshirts and sweatpants? :rolleyes:

Well, I'm blathering. Love to all in the room. :heartthrob:

barbo 10-21-2012 07:08 PM

Doody
 
Ruby is fine - her usual playful and loving self. She has a routine now. She always sleeps with me but when I get up in the morning she gets up, eats a little food, checks what's outside on the windowsill then goes back to bed for a nap while read the paper. She is 11 now which I can hardly believe - hope she makes it to 20!! Love, Barb

Alffe 10-22-2012 08:34 AM

I wonder if Doody knows that I treasure those memories of your visit...

I wonder if Doody knows that I am not the "person" I was then...time passes and changes happen...the love is still there.

I wonder when the list will be sent out....:D

I wonder if Koala had/is having a wonderful birthday. :hug:

I wonder if Lara remembers my shock at the downunder map...:D

I wonder if I can get my tummy under control....:o

I wonder if BMW knows how often she makes me lol....and *grin!

dnserror 10-23-2012 07:59 AM

sometimes I just wonder.. idk..

hugs... (and props)

thinking of you all..

:hug::hug::hug::hug:

Doody 10-23-2012 08:39 AM

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I wonder if you'd like to see a picture of my grandson with me. Grandma Bonnie from Oregon took the picture. :) And one of my kids at our favorite mexican restaurant. What a crew.

Love and hugs for the room.

Alffe 10-23-2012 11:34 AM

You look great Doody...and your hair is long!!! I wonder if I can say
how much I love seeing pictures!! :hug:

barbo 10-23-2012 01:59 PM

Nancy
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Doody (Post 925002)
I wonder if you'd like to see a picture of my grandson with me. Grandma Bonnie from Oregon took the picture. :) And one of my kids at our favorite mexican restaurant. What a crew.

Love and hugs for the room.

Great pictures!

Doody 10-23-2012 06:22 PM

Thank you Ms. Alffe and Barbo. I wonder that I decided a year ago I wanted to grow my hair longer. Wore it short forever. Missed my hair from my youth. Course...it's not dark brown anymore, LOL! I can put it in a ponytail now, and I like that. :)

And I wonder if you noticed how BIG Oscar is getting! He's going to be big and tall like his daddy I think.

Sigh, I wonder how everyone is doing in this forum today. Just talked with my neighbor about a good friend of her's who has been battling brain cancer...had a good report at the last checkup. Now it's spread all over and he's suddenly lost functions. I hate cancer.

Makes me wonder about Alffe's dear friend. Poor lady.

I wonder at the difference between alprazolam (Xanax) and lorazepam (Ativan). My doctor at first gave me lorazepam for a bad period in my life. It made me very sleepy but is not addicting like Xanax. Last year he started giving me Xanax, which has the reputation for addiction. It's no wonder...the Xanax is much more calming to me, and the Ativan just put me to sleep. Go figger.

I wonder if the trial continued today for Ms. Alffe's dear daughter and family. Another big sigh.

I wonder often about people we don't see anymore...and used to see at the old Braintalk forums. I wonder whatever happened to the person we knew as Giraffe. I wonder about a lot of people who were posting here and now not anymore, but...for the life of me....I can't remember their names right now. But..not because I didn't care! Just can't remember. :o

I wonder if I can once again leave heartfelt love and hugs for everyone here. :grouphug:

barbo 10-23-2012 08:04 PM

Doody
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Doody (Post 925175)
Thank you Ms. Alffe and Barbo. I wonder that I decided a year ago I wanted to grow my hair longer. Wore it short forever. Missed my hair from my youth. Course...it's not dark brown anymore, LOL! I can put it in a ponytail now, and I like that. :)

And I wonder if you noticed how BIG Oscar is getting! He's going to be big and tall like his daddy I think.

Sigh, I wonder how everyone is doing in this forum today. Just talked with my neighbor about a good friend of her's who has been battling brain cancer...had a good report at the last checkup. Now it's spread all over and he's suddenly lost functions. I hate cancer.

Makes me wonder about Alffe's dear friend. Poor lady.

I wonder at the difference between alprazolam (Xanax) and lorazepam (Ativan). My doctor at first gave me lorazepam for a bad period in my life. It made me very sleepy but is not addicting like Xanax. Last year he started giving me Xanax, which has the reputation for addiction. It's no wonder...the Xanax is much more calming to me, and the Ativan just put me to sleep. Go figger.

I wonder if the trial continued today for Ms. Alffe's dear daughter and family. Another big sigh.

I wonder often about people we don't see anymore...and used to see at the old Braintalk forums. I wonder whatever happened to the person we knew as Giraffe. I wonder about a lot of people who were posting here and now not anymore, but...for the life of me....I can't remember their names right now. But..not because I didn't care! Just can't remember. :o

I wonder if I can once again leave heartfelt love and hugs for everyone here. :grouphug:

I take a xanax every night before bed, but it prescribed so that I can take one more during the day if I feel the need for it.As an example of the addictive properties of the drug let's say I take the second one one afternoon. It definitely helps but the next day at precisely the same time I took it the day before I feel a craving to take one even though I don't really need it. At this point I REFUSE to take it and the next day I'm back to normal with no cravings. I can certainly understand how people get addicted - one simply has to screw one's courage to the sticking point and REFUSE!

Lara 10-31-2012 09:19 AM

Wanted to just say that you're beautiful, Doody. Love you


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