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FeelinGoofy 03-30-2014 12:16 PM

Wonder 288
 
I wonder if its ok to start another wonder thread.... The other one was getting a bit long :rolleyes:

I wonder if Eva will read Psalm 9:9

I wonder I you know they drive on the sidewalks in Italy :yikes:


I wonder if i can tell you a young teenager tried to get in my purse on the subway in Rome :( Not for sure what the gentleman said to her that saw what was happening but he pick her up and threw her off the subway. (the subway had NOT started moving yet, the door was still open and people still loading) broke my heart that she was so young and doing that.

I wonder if any of you like food from India. I made some yummy Indian Chicken last night and my house still smells wonderful. :stirthepot:

Wonder if i can leave :hug: and:heartthrob: for everybody here

Abbie 03-31-2014 05:42 PM

I wonder if it's okay that I buzz back in here again...

I wonder that if I can say that I think I am getting the hang of this C++ programming. I wrote a program that was supposed to
allow a person to enter grades in any amount, in any order and then show them in descending order and give the average.
Well, I got it running but it was in ascending order. I was so frustrated. I let it sit overnight. I started looking at it today, and wouldn't you know.... it was as simple as having an "<" pointing in the wrong direction.

I wonder that my program now runs perfectly. :cool:

I wonder that Alffe still has snow in her yard.... I was outside today in my bare feet. Yes, I got yelled at!!!

I wonder that I have a good deal of my homework done for the week and it's just Monday. :eek: I know I say that and I will have difficulty on something with the rest of my homework. I always do.

I wonder that my boyfriend keeps telling me of all of these wonderful things he is learning to cook. (He moved away due to a good job, so we talk via Skype)

I wonder that I am so lost when I come here... I need to read to get caught up with everyone.

I wonder that I should be losing weight because I only eat breakfast and dinner but I'm not... I either gain weight or maintain the exact weight.

I wonder if that has to do with my medicines??? I know it is said you should eat several small meals during the day... but I have to remember that I don't move very far during the day. I am stuck to one spot with a laptop stuck to my lap or a book in front of my face.

I wonder about these earthquakes in Cali.... my favorite place.

I wonder if it will shake off into the ocean one day.

I wonder too about the landslide in Washington. My counsin's best friend lost someone in that landslide. It's all too sad.

I wonder about the lost Malaysian airline.... what happened there???

I wonder about so many things these days... it makes studying hard.

I wonder that April 2nd is coming up and about how so much I hate that day now.... it's such a hard day to deal with. I used to love it as it is half way to my birthday... but now it just a bad reminder of my greatest loss.

I wonder now... that I am going to wander away.... that last wonder has got me :Bawling:

As always :hug: to all,
Abbie

ginnie 03-31-2014 07:02 PM

Hi Abbie
 
Hi Abbie, I wonder the about the same things as you do. I meditate on those things, and offer it up in prayer. We need each other in this world with all that is happening. ginnie

eva5667faliure 03-31-2014 07:15 PM

wondering along with Abbie
 
if my son will ever let
go of his birthday horror

if his birthday the same day three
years later my father committed suicide

if our dysfunctional family has a
chance for a brighter chance

if his wife my birth parent
ever even cared

if my son gave up trying
to off himself

if goofy knows i read it asap

and if DMACK knows i love it

that Abbie stands among many
who have lost a life

if i could give hugs out to all that cry
in darkness who still need to see the light

if i can say thank you for
letting me share

barbo 03-31-2014 08:36 PM

Abbie
 
You might try Sugar Busters diet. No potatoes, noodles or white rice. Lots of fruits and vegetables. Don't buy anything in a can or bottle with more than 3 grams of sugar. Lots of label reading but it gets easier as you go. I lost almost 40 lbs. In two years following the diet. Try not to eat anything after 8PM.

Mark56 03-31-2014 09:32 PM

I wonder
 
how to help Abbie not wander, for she is needed here among us

how to give hugs to Eva in all ways which are helpful

how to move some of Alffe's snow here, because it is so dry

how to share in ways which give warmth and love to all

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

Alffe 04-02-2014 04:58 AM

I wonder how to jump start my negative attitude

I don't even like myself lately

I have so much to be thankful for and I am but..

I am quiet here because I have nothing good to say and am a downer

I do read here daily and love you all

I think about our Pter and his daily fight with the Beast

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

Alffe 04-02-2014 04:04 PM

http://www.ustream.tv/decoraheagles


Pure joy watching this! :grouphug:

Lara 04-02-2014 04:52 PM

I just wonder where the hatchling went. :confused:

OOPS, I found it.

How amazing!

UGH, I freaked out. I guess the hatchling is being fed.
I thought the food was the hatchling. UGH

barbo 04-02-2014 05:00 PM

alffe
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 1060973)
http://www.ustream.tv/decoraheagles


Pure joy watching this! :grouphug:

Can't get it without flash player!

Lara 04-02-2014 05:10 PM

http://get.adobe.com/flashplayer/otherversions/

barbo 04-02-2014 05:35 PM

Lara
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Lara (Post 1060994)

I don't understand the language. I'm hopeless.

Lara 04-02-2014 05:45 PM

OK, you're not hopeless!

What operating system are you using?

e.g. Windows 7 or Windows XP or Mac OS

If you're using Windows ...

Right click far left button at bottom (It should be round)

Find COMPUTER

Look for SYSTEM PROPERTIES

Click that and it will show you what you are using.

Lara 04-02-2014 05:53 PM

My guess is that it's probably the 2nd option on the Adobe Install where it says

Step 1
Select an operating system
Just click on that little downward arrow and

if it's the 2nd Option then just click that

Then go to

Step 2
Select a version (of Adobe Flash)

If you are using Firefox or something other than Internet Explorer,
Click Flash Player 12 for other browsers

If you are using Internet Explorer
Click that

Unclick any OPTIONAL OFFERS

DOWNLOAD NOW

Alffe 04-02-2014 05:56 PM

Lara, she has a Kindle fire :hug:

Lara 04-02-2014 05:57 PM

Okie Dokie. LOL

Can't help with that one! ;)

http://kindlefirelive.com/install-ad...r-kindle-fire/

Alffe 04-02-2014 06:01 PM

It's more like a smart phone where they talk appts :o

Hey, you just did!! Thank you!

barbo 04-02-2014 06:07 PM

lara
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Lara (Post 1061005)
OK, you're not hopeless!

What operating system are you using?

e.g. Windows 7 or Windows XP or Mac OS

If you're using Windows ...

Right click far left button at bottom (It should be round)

Find COMPUTER

Look for SYSTEM PROPERTIES

Click that and it will show you what you are using.

I don't know what system I'm using. All I know is it's a kindle fire.

barbo 04-02-2014 06:09 PM

Lara
 
I click far left on which screen?

Alffe 04-02-2014 06:10 PM

http://kindlefirelive.com/install-ad...r-kindle-fire/

Click on that link Barbo..

Lara 04-02-2014 06:43 PM

Alffe, your link is broken.

Barb, if you're using Kindle Fire, then my other directions are useless I'm sorry. They're just for Windows and Mac and such.

I did find the link where it gives suggestions about how to go about getting Adobe Flash working on a Kindle Fire, but I haven't a clue how it goes.

Here's the link I found again however it seems somewhat complicated as the Kindle Fire apparently runs with "Silk" as its browser but Flash doesn't work on Silk so it's a matter (apparently) of needing to install a whole new browser called "Dolphin". As I said it sound complex to me but here's that link again.

http://kindlefirelive.com/install-ad...r-kindle-fire/

I also just found the link to the Dolphin Browser that Jo*Mar had posted in the Computer forum a while back.

http://dolphin-browser.com/

P.S.


Quote:

The first gen Kindle Fire actually comes with Adobe Flash Player preinstalled. This was before Adobe stopped supporting mobile devices and tablets. Adobe Flash is disabled by default. To enable flash on your first gen Kindle Fire you will need to open up your Silk web browser, tap the menu icon at the bottom of the screen and go to Settings. Look for the Enable Flash option and select “Always on”.

bizi 04-02-2014 09:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 1060851)
I wonder how to jump start my negative attitude

I don't even like myself lately

I have so much to be thankful for and I am but..

I am quiet here because I have nothing good to say and am a downer

I do read here daily and love you all

I think about our Pter and his daily fight with the Beast

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

WEll I love you and need you in my life.
I was thankful that I got to talk with you today.....
I wonder if you were able to get out in the yard today ....
I know there is still snow in the yard....
thank you for sharing.
((((((HUGS))))
bizi

Mark56 04-03-2014 12:30 AM

Wonder
 
Wonder
Mark56 20140402

Wonder sometimes
why that reflection is hard
and the vision of self
can bring stillness to heart
then look to the lives
which are blessed by your touch
and just know of the joy
your love brings to someone

a hug for all who look in mirrors :grouphug:

Alffe 04-03-2014 09:48 AM

cI wonder if Mark will give me permission to put that one "upstairs"!:)

I wonder how glad I am to see this rain washing away the snow...of course it's dripping in my kitchen but we can't have everything we want, when we want it. :rolleyes:

I wonder if Bizi knows not to worry about me...((((Bizi))))

ginnie 04-03-2014 12:26 PM

Hi Alffe
 
We all are giving hugs back to you. You are not alone, no matter what mood you are in. Try a new music, something you may have not heard before. Jamaican spiritual music is awesome. IRIE 98 FM is a great station out of Jamaica which presents positive vibes for listeners. Music is up beat and just makes you feel good. Just a thought as it helped me. xxginnie

Lara 04-03-2014 02:57 PM

I wonder if I can tell Mark that is a very beautiful little poem.

I wonder if I can say it's hard not to worry about the people we love.

Alffe 04-03-2014 04:57 PM

I wonder if I can say we watched Frozen this afternoon and it is still very true....the antidote to depression is to surround yourself with people who
care.........Hugs for all you wonderful people. :grouphug:

FeelinGoofy 04-03-2014 05:56 PM

I saw frozen on the plane and thought it was such a cute movie :)

I wonder if Alffe knows just how much we love her and of course we get concerned about her. just like we do when other members of our family here have to fight the "beast" :hug:

i wonder if Mark has ever considered writing a book? :You-Rock:

barbo 04-03-2014 06:31 PM

lara
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Lara (Post 1061019)
Alffe, your link is broken.

Barb, if you're using Kindle Fire, then my other directions are useless I'm sorry. They're just for Windows and Mac and such.

I did find the link where it gives suggestions about how to go about getting Adobe Flash working on a Kindle Fire, but I haven't a clue how it goes.

Here's the link I found again however it seems somewhat complicated as the Kindle Fire apparently runs with "Silk" as its browser but Flash doesn't work on Silk so it's a matter (apparently) of needing to install a whole new browser called "Dolphin". As I said it sound complex to me but here's that link again.

http://kindlefirelive.com/install-ad...r-kindle-fire/

I also just found the link to the Dolphin Browser that Jo*Mar had posted in the Computer forum a while back.

http://dolphin-browser.com/

P.S.

This program is not supported on your operating system is the message I got when I tried to download the program. So obviously my device won't sustain this program. Thanks for all your help!

Mark56 04-04-2014 12:38 AM

Need not Wonder, I reckon
 
Upstairs is fine for Wonder.... so, my friend, upstairs away

Two books at the cusp of assembly, one poetry and the other on the trail through spine pain to restoration.....yet, I dunno how to get from point A to point B since poetry doesn't sell and such....maybe thinking just e-books as one of our children has an e-book in "print" on yoga. A riot of humor chock full of real yoga instruction. Sells a very little, not a lot, yet the "cost" to produce was de minimis......

And that bit about snow? We awakened to a beautiful blanketing carpet of freshly lain snow this morning, only about four inches. Moisture was a blessing to receive.

:grouphug:

Alffe 04-04-2014 04:31 AM

I wonder if I can clarify one of my wonders...Of course we "worry" when a loved one is depressed but unfortunately we "worry" differently when there is suicide in the history.

I wonder that I've said before, Michael took that option away from me by doing just that. When you see what your action leaves behind, suicide is "off the table".

I wonder if Goofy agrees with the Frozen concept...love conquers all. :)

Hugs for the room...especially Bizi.

Oh and Mark...I loved that poem.

Abbie 04-04-2014 04:21 PM

I wonder if I forgot to tell you that I have a new nephew who will be making his arrival around the first week of June....

I wonder that I even know his name.... Andrew Ryan. They are going to call him Drew. He is named after Drew Brees (Quarterback of the New Orleans Saints) and Ryan Newman (Driver of #31 Caterpillar Sprint series NASCAR race team). My brother-in-law and sister went to school with both of them at Purdue.

I wonder that I got to see their family just briefly last night as they stopped in for an overnight stay last night on their way to their spring break vacation. Mommy and baby are doing fine. Big Brother and Sister are getting anxious. Daddy too...

I wonder that I finally finished all of my homework for the week and am taking a break for the rest of today and tomorrow. Will get back at it on Sunday....

I wonder if I will do it here or if I will head to my boyfriends place and stay there for the week... I can do homework anywhere... as long as I get it turned in on time and have internet connection... it doesn't matter where I am.

I wonder that it's time to wander away now and sneek in a little nap before dinner... ;) shhh.....

As always... :hug: for all!!!
I Love you all!!!
Abbie

Abbie 04-12-2014 05:38 PM

I wonder.... did I kill this thread? :confused:

Wren 04-12-2014 06:32 PM

No --- I haven't posted even a recipe because I thought it was me. :(

Mark56 04-12-2014 07:13 PM

Wundrin'
 
How we might think a thread is "ded"

How we might clatter a few keys to breathe howdys for folks so thread is vibrant

How we might come up with a recipe so Wren does not have to think she has to recipe alone.....mine is for a laugh....watch the antics of a favorite family member....stir with joy....bake in your head for just a moment.....bubble up vigorously inside thinking you might just burst with riotous mirth....then open that mouth, grab your tummy, throw your head back, and LAUGH until your guts feel as though they might split. Serves several.

:D:D:D:D:D :grouphug:

Alffe 04-13-2014 05:59 AM

I wonder if someone will start a new wonder thread...this one is getting long...;)

I wonder how nice the new eaves troughs look and if they will do the job...

I wonder when the roofers will come to install the new flat roof...

I wonder how easy it will be to take off the wallpaper in the bathroom, it is falling off the walls...:confused:

I wonder if Abbie will please have a whole bunch of fun while off from studying....:hug:

I wonder if anyone has tried curious's roasted cauliflower....yum yum!!

I wonder if wren knows that we have bluebirds on the swing...eating meal worms.....wish they weren't so expensive!

I wonder if Mark knows how he cheers me up....:wink:

I wonder if Barbo will have lots of fun with her company....:hug:

eva5667faliure 04-13-2014 10:06 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mark56 (Post 1063109)
How we might think a thread is "ded"

How we might clatter a few keys to breathe howdys for folks so thread is vibrant

How we might come up with a recipe so Wren does not have to think she has to recipe alone.....mine is for a laugh....watch the antics of a favorite family member....stir with joy....bake in your head for just a moment.....bubble up vigorously inside thinking you might just burst with riotous mirth....then open that mouth, grab your tummy, throw your head back, and LAUGH until your guts feel as though they might split. Serves several.

:D:D:D:D:D :grouphug:

Oh my goodness don't you know it
It is something I wish for us all
How I LOVE A BELLY LAUGH
AMEN!
Wishing it for you all
me

eva5667faliure 04-14-2014 01:45 PM

just wondering
 
will it ever ease up

she thinks it her room

will i ever get strong enough

she needs me both my youngest
and granddaughter

will i ever meet someone real

not the scams that are attempted
on eHarmony

will there be a honest person

will my Father allow such happiness
i might get a chance to Love

will i go on suffering
physical and spiritually
until death

will i become so sad
i'll just want to die

will it just stop one day

will i wake up and it be a bad nightmare

will i ever forget what she said

i will make it no matte what

i will always care that much yes

DMACK 04-14-2014 02:23 PM

I wonder if i might alert you all to a potential new member on this forum. She is colleague of mine who lost her son to suicide 3 months ago...i hope she drops in......talking is such a great release

I wonder if eva knows her poetry is great

i wonder how great it is to see Abbie post

i wonder if this year we will get a decent summer [no more rain please

David :grouphug:

eva5667faliure 04-17-2014 05:37 PM

a beautiful complement
thank you for reading
and staying in touch
me


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