I'm sick and tired...
 

I can't take it anymore...

Think positive. Tomorrow is a new day. Go get some sleep with positive thoughts in mind. When you wake up tomorrow, dont think of the negatives, think of all the positives that you still have.

Remember, it can always be worse.

Tomorrow will bring a better day.. it is a new start... try and relax and take it one day at a time... (sometimes when I say that I feel like we need a 12 step program!)

I understand....rest and tomorrow is another day as they say, maybe take a nice bath and watch a movie if you feel up to it tonight.

Whenever I feel like this I soak in the bathtub, no music, no noise, nothing.

Big hugs coming your way:grouphug:

Thank you all!:grouphug:

Today is one of my darkest days, I guess. I was even thinking about ending it, but I can't betray my kids. They believe me and I promised I'd never leave them. :(

I have an appointment tomorrow with my doctor to adjust/ change my depression medication and also to talk about our coming vacation. We're going on a cruise on the 24th. And I don't feel any excitement:(. I'm excited for my family though.

Tomorrow will be a better day I hope...

Hug to you all :hug:
I pray for our recovery every day

keep fighting marina and whoever reads this. I do not know your situation but i can tell you are starting to lose faith and you MUST not. I have family members and doctors who do not take me seriously telling me there is nothing neurologically wrong. Sometimes it helps to have someone whos got your back. Youre among friends here

Marina, I'm really sorry you've been so down today.
I hope you get a decent night's sleep and feel a lot better tomorrow.
:hug:

When I'm low, I try to remind myself that I can get through today, because I got through all my yesterdays.

Dark day as well. I am tired and frustrated. I have run out of options to blow off my steam. no plans. no one really gives a d#$@$ in my fam. I feel very alone...

Will, I'm sorry you've had such a bad day as well.
I hope you're feeling stronger tomorrow.
Hang on there.
I hope you can get a good sleep.

as US marines like to say - "The easy day was yesterday." Hubby used to serve as corpsman with them several years ago. This is my motto now.

How are you today Marina?

How did things go with the Dr?

After my concussion my anti-depressant had to be almost doubled as I went in to a suicidal depression, thought of ways to do but can't do that to my daughter, it happened a while ago again too and I somehow fought my way out of it and with me it just takes time too but it is hell.

Very, very important to take extra special care of yourself, keep fighting.

Are you sleeping?

Hang in there, we are here for you :grouphug:

I'm just about the same. :(

I went to my doctor. She increased my medication dosage and instructed me to see her again in 4 weeks. We'll see what happens.

I hear you about can't do it to my daughter. I can't do it to my kids :(
During my darkest times I wish I didn't have kids (I love my kids more than anything at the same time). Scary :(

As always - I pray for all of us every day
:grouphug:

We are ALWAYS here if you need to vent or feel like you can't do it anymore... please reach out to us... this is a hard journey and someone knows what you are going through!