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Burntmarshmallow 05-12-2015 12:12 PM

wonder thread 291
 
Wonder I had to go back 3 pages to find the last wonder . I wonder that I havent been here but lurking allot.
I wonder that I have spent about every other week in the er due to chronic vomiting .
I wonder i was there so often the er staff got to know me by sight.
I wonder that i had my gallbladder out but it did not need to come out:(.
wonder that i was down to 95 pds but
wonder finally after like 3 years of the vomiting and a month away from apt at mayo clinic it all was figured out and I am on a med that totally stopped it.wonder I have cycling vomiting syndrom also called CVS .
wonder how everyone has been.????
Wonder if Tamiloo knows I am sending good thoughts prayers low pain and hugs.
wonder that i hope her surgery goes smooth.
Wonder if Abby knows I send super test taking powers and I know Abby has what it takes to keep going.
I wonder if anyone has read the article about Japan and how they built a robot to help or assist i should say with ending ones life ?? I wonder on my best friend and how much i still miss her July will be 3 years. I wonder that i go to her facebook and just look at her photos and write on her wall even tho she isnt alive and can read or respond. wonder if thats silly but wonder I dont care.
wonder that even tho ill be lurking ...it really dose feel nice being here feels like family like home .
wonder if I can leave prayers hugs and some sunshine to the room ,the readers, and those like me who lurk on the sidelines
:grouphug::grouphug:
Peace BMW

eva5667faliure 05-12-2015 02:15 PM

I needed that
If you are just wondering
Love
Me

bizi 05-12-2015 07:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Burntmarshmallow (Post 1141898)
wonder finally after like 3 years of the vomiting and a month away from apt at mayo clinic it all was figured out and I am on a med that totally stopped it.wonder I have cycling vomiting syndrom also called CVS .

:grouphug::grouphug:
Peace BMW

hi BMW
wondered about the medication you are taking for the vomiting. My clients daughter has this and is hospitalized right now for it.
was going to send you a private message but guess I can't.
thanks
bizi

Burntmarshmallow 05-13-2015 07:09 AM

Wonder that the meds I am on is Amitriptyline 25 mg I take 2 at night but can go up to 4 pills before bed . Wonder i know it is anti depression med but wonder that it calms the nerve ending in my stomach and digestive track. wonder how good it feels to not be sick.
Wonder that i need to head to work. wonder if hugs and prayers for the room is a good way to end.
Peace BMW :grouphug::grouphug:

Wren 05-13-2015 10:57 AM

I wonder if I can say how good it is to see you again :hug:

Alffe 05-14-2015 04:57 PM

I wonder why my phone is so dim

I wonder if it has a battery

I wonder how much I miss our dog Cassie

I wonder if this fit bit will be the death of me.

I wonder how glad I am that BMW is so much better!!

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

FeelinGoofy 05-18-2015 01:33 AM

I wonder why I've stayed away for so long.

I wonder about all this rain we've been getting. it is the wettest May on record ever since they've been keeping records. over a foot of rain has fallen the past 3 or 4 weeks. :Sinking:

wonder how to make the itch of flea bites stop. 15 on one ankle and 7 on the other. sigh..... long story

no wonder at how excited i am that they have found something to help with your vomiting BMW :yahoo:

no wonder either Ms Alffe about you missing your sweet furbaby. so sorry :Sigh:

wonder if i can leave {{{{HUGS}}}}} for our room
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

dnserror 05-26-2015 10:20 AM

wonder when the last time i left hugs and props for y'all??

:hug:

mistiis 05-27-2015 09:53 AM

I wonder????

I wonder at how much I like the wonder thread.

I wonder if anyone here knows that I met the love of my life right here on the wonder thread?

I wonder if I can let my friends here know that we will be married this June? We were both long time members of BT and this forum.

I still wonder at the magic of it all.......

I wonder if I can leave hugs for all those who are struggling, fighting, and making changes in their life :grouphug:

I wonder if I can say that Pter is right about how tiring the struggle is and how learning to surrender and watch the thoughts go by without attaching oneself to them is important for rest and success?

I wonder how long before I will get back to the wonder thread again???? lol Work is calling....be safe my friends....:cool:

Alffe 05-27-2015 05:00 PM

I wonder if I can tell Mistiis how happy I am to hear of the up coming marriage...........

I wonder if we are all invited...could have a reception in the tree house..:D

I wonder if goofy knows that she remains in my prayers...:hug:

I wonder how had it is to sneak things out of the house and down to the goodwill.....

I wonder if Mr.Alffe will ever accept this move...:o

I wonder what to do with all this wood from the utility people cutting down trees....

I wonder if anyone hears from reyn......

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room...:grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 05-27-2015 05:45 PM

Wonder how long it has been Mistiis :D :hug::hug: Wonder that I love your news . :cool: Wonder that I still have a tiny book from you on my bookshelf standing so the cover shows. :p
Wonder that eva made me smile and i want to say hi :Wave-Hello:
I wonder too if Goofy knows she and her family are in my prayers also:hug::grouphug:

I wonder if i can thank dnserror for the hugs :Thanx:

Wonder if i can :hug: Wren it is good to see you too :)

I wonder if my pals will update on my thread in the other room :confused:

Wonder if Alffe knows most cell phones have brightness control and sometimes the phone dims to save battery power .

Wonder it is time to go back lurking ... good energy, low pain, hugs to the room the readers and those on the sidelines.
PEACE
BMW . . edit to say naa naa I started page one and now I start page two Wonder who will wonder next??

pooh_ac 07-02-2015 07:48 PM

Wonder
 
I wonder why I too have been absent,
I wonder how happy I was to see BMW when I opened the page
I wonder how long this SCS will last
I wonder how much longer I will continue to work
I wonder just how long and how many hours they think that they can shove me into OR and ER before I quit (If I quit then they wont have to worry about my disability)
I just wonder


HUGZ and :heartthrob:

ger715 07-02-2015 10:39 PM

Pooh,
 
So good to see you "wonder". Have missed you.


Gerry

Burntmarshmallow 07-03-2015 09:17 AM

Pooh nice to see you wondering . I wonder that getting shoved into OR and ER seems to be part of the merry-go-round :( . I wonder too that its the same for getting allot of meds. Wonder that you should NOT give up. Wonder that the squeeky wheel gets the oil. Wonder that the more you can be your own advocate the more you will ware down the things in your way and wonder that you will come threw it stronger inside. Wonder thats what I wish for you Pooh dont give up . Wonder that I am leaving positive good energy , prayers, and super hero powers (to keep fighting and never give up ) wonder if I can add blessing hugs to this room to the readers and those lurking . Love and Peace . BMW

Alffe 07-06-2015 01:15 PM

I wonder when the roofers will show up and begin "roofing" :rolleyes:

I wonder how much I am looking forward to "sisters time" in Wisconsin...

I wonder why I can't grow tomatoes anymore in my raised bed garden...

I wonder that we are awash in wild critters since our dog Cassie died..:(

I wonder how clean our kitchen floor stays since our Cassie died..;):(

I wonder how much fun we'll have in N.Y. with our Bizi this year....:D

I wonder if I will love seeing The King and I as much as I did years ago when Yule Brenner starred in it.....:wink:

I wonder how darling our great grand children are....their mom sent new pictures today....Bless her heart!! :hug:

I wonder about the new SOS newsletter I got today from Dane County...they have continued, over these many years since Michaels death, to provide excellent support and guidance .

I wonder how much it meant to me that BMW went searching for the Wonder Thread, :hug:

DejaVu 07-23-2015 09:59 PM

I wonder where everyone went?
 
Oh, the old wonder threads!:D

I wonder what will happen if I comment on this thread?
I wonder where everyone went?
I wonder if everyone go on vacation all at once?

I wonder if Mistiis knows many are happy she is so happy?

I wonder if members of the wonder thread realize I think of each of them often?

I wonder if Alffe knows I extend my sympathy for the loss of her furbaby?

I wonder if BMW knows I care and am hoping for BMW's continued recovery?

I wonder if Goofy knows I remember Goofy, too, and the fact that Goofy's avatar is forever an image in my brain?

I wonder if Alffe knows I see that foot tapping and the avatar whenever she crosses my mind?

I wonder if Tamiloo knows she has been on my mind for months now and has also been in my prayers during this time?

I wonder if Eva knows I am enjoying her poetry and she, too, is in my meditations?

I wonder if many members know they have been on my mind and in my heart all along?

I wonder where everyone is?
I wonder if anyone else will write on this wonder thread?

I wonder at how fun it can be to just relax and to wonder?:D

:grouphug:
To Our Healing,
DejaVu

Mark56 07-23-2015 11:45 PM

Wundrin
 
I have been absent from wondering

And I wonder whether a wonder asking after DejaVu brings joy - how are ya DejaVu?

I wonder whether we wil get the boat on water again this Summer.... B'cause lakes over full flooded all launch facilities....

I at the welfare of all my friends though I have been missing....

I wonder about sleeping well tonight....

FeelinGoofy 07-24-2015 01:48 AM

I wonder at how i chuckled about DejaVu's comment about my Goofy :)

I wonder if i'll get any sleep tonight. :thud:

I wonder why my sleep patterns have been so messed up since my brother passed :(

I wonder if i can tell you Saturday is mine and Ricks 28th anniv :Heart: I'm a blessed woman.

I wonder if i can leave a :hug: for our room.

eva5667faliure 07-24-2015 12:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DejaVu (Post 1157247)
Oh, the old wonder threads!:D

I wonder what will happen if I comment on this thread?
I wonder where everyone went?
I wonder if everyone go on vacation all at once?

I wonder if Mistiis knows many are happy she is so happy?

I wonder if members of the wonder thread realize I think of each of them often?

I wonder if Alffe knows I extend my sympathy for the loss of her furbaby?

I wonder if BMW knows I care and am hoping for BMS's continued recovery?

I wonder if Goofy know I remember Goofy, too, and the fact that Goofy's avatar is forever an image in my brain?

I wonder if Alffe knows I see that foot tapping and the avatar whenever she crosses my mind?

I wonder if Tamiloo knows she has been on my mind for months now and has also been in my prayers during this time?

I wonder if Eva knows I am enjoying her poetry and she, too, is in my meditations?

I wonder if many members know they have been on my mind and in my heart all along?

I wonder where everyone is?
I wonder if anyone else will write on this wonder thread?

I wonder at how fun it can be to just relax and to wonder?:D

:grouphug:
To Our Healing,
DejaVu

Dear friend

I too wonder an aweful lot now a recluse
have all the time to wonder myself into
a tizzy

I wonder what it feels like to have been blessed
such as yourself and your love for 28 years

I wonder after 35 years divorced and not being in
Love ever will happen in my remaining lifetime

I wonder if others lost a world of people
Ya know alllllll those acquaintances
Not

I wonder if my experience strength hope
my cross will be enough to handle
as things progressively going south strength wise

I wonder if my pain specialist got the picture
when I began to explain of a doctor Kevin Tracey in NY
of neurology and his pioneering work in progress
where a device may one day reboot the nervous system
Just as my eldest child a epileptic baby has a implant called
Vagus Nerve Simulator that acts in this way
Should she feel a seizure coming on she waves her magnet
that is on her wrist to a devise just above her breast that
activates the devise that is in the vagus nerve and guess what
that does "reboots my child's brain" she is 34

So I wonder if trying to begin dialogue of this doctor
who believes the nervous system may also be rebooted
studies already in the works in Europe
Quicker passing trial laws

I wonder after he stole my thunder
I'm sure heard of such study he shut me down
and said
"I don't want to talk about such studies"
As if not a hope for people like myself who has
a hard time with medicines
All I said without getting up,
my point
"Wouldn't it be a wonderful invention for me
NOT HAVING TO TAKE ANY MEDICINE"
He just shut me down

I wonder if what happened and when relaxed he gets
to JUST wonder if I come to mind
And how he stole my "THUNDER"

I wonder if persons such as yourself
And everyone else to be blessed to be a part of
THIS

JUST WONDERING

I am humbled and wonder plenty
we are a special family here

I wonder if all know how I am blessed
and reminded I AM cared for

I wonder if all understand when I close
I write
Love
Me

Alffe 07-24-2015 03:07 PM

I wonder about some doctors ego's (((Eva)))

I wonder about our wonderful Mrs D and the help she gave me when the doctors thought I had altzheimers....and her saying to me, your dr. is not going to like this.....And in the long run, my dr. had to admit that Mrs D was correct....

I wonder about the marvel of science...I had an artificial lens put in my rt eye last Monday and can see like a hawk. (cataract)

I wonder how nice it is to come here and rekindle old friendships. :grouphug:

Mark56 07-25-2015 07:00 AM

Wow
 
I am thrilled at the wonder of dear Alffe NOT being afflicted with ALZ....

Of the wonder of restored crystalline sight

Of 28 years blessed in wonder....GO Goofy!

Oh how I wonder if dear Eva may know anew a close relationship, and this I pray

Wonder at a doc whose ego prevented realization true help was on the brink

Wonder why when asked by my own doc to write an article for a med journal from patient perspective about SCS programming that the journal would not consider publication....

Wonder how today will shake out

Wonder about being restful and laying back down for a few more winks....yeah
M56.....zzzzzzzzzzzz

DejaVu 07-26-2015 08:08 PM

I wonder at how Mark writes amazing wonder posts! :)

I wonder at how lucky we all are to have mrsD...and one another...to help us through!

I wonder if Goofy's anniversary celebration went well this weekend?

I wonder how Barbo is these days?

I wonder if BMW knows I recall BMW, too?

I wonder if anyone has seen Blue Majo of late?

I wonder at how happy I am that Alffe is okay!

I wonder if Eva knows how much I enjoy her posts!

I wonder when Doody last wrote here?

I wonder if so many members know I have fond memories of each of them?

I wonder if I'll get a reprieve from pain soon and will get some sleep?

I wonder if it's okay to send Love to all? :grouphug:

DejaVu

pooh_ac 07-28-2015 07:41 PM

wonder
 
I wonder how nice it is to see some of "the old regulars"
I wonder how nice it was to have the phone ring and on the other end was he :o
I wonder at how nice it is to feel the love from this room:D
I wonder how my nerve "frying" will go
I wonder that the man who said yesterday "we are not going camping" has said tonight "can you be ready by tomorrow?":confused:

Mark56 07-28-2015 11:00 PM

Angels Watch
 
I don't wonder at all that angels watch over you

Not a single wonder prevents me from knowing hope fills this room

No wonder we are drawn here

Are you amazed this is so WONDER-FULL?

I wonder where this will go???

Yup,
M56 :grouphug:

eva5667faliure 07-29-2015 08:09 AM

wondering how many wonders in a day
 
wondering the moment my eyes open
what wonders in the day to expect

to wonder if in our wondering thoughts
and at how very special it is when we found
each other
wonder-FULL the Spirit has been tapped

how many wonders do we go through a day
with hopes and dreams to be in a better place

to place the wonderful in the Lords hands
and be thankful of the care and love for one another

i wonder when this heat wave will pass
and that the young old and sick have
wonderful people caring for them

i wonder what my dead father is thinking

i wonder if he hears me talking to him

i still wonder what the heck was going on
in his mind to have made a decisions he did
and then take his life

i wonder if i'll ever quit wondering about it

i wonder how far does one go through to make
That decision and leave a note placing blame

does he hear me
i wonder
me

Alffe 07-29-2015 12:20 PM

I wonder if eva knows that wondering about her father and his poor choice is the right thing to do....

I wonder if I can tell her that it took me years to stop asking WHY and to get over my anger at our son for making that decision and more years to arrive at acceptance. :hug:

I wonder how nice it is to see Dejavu here....I've missed you!! Hoping you get some sleep!! Doody is fine, she does FB so we can stay in touch.

I wonder about so many that are on FB.....our "wish", all grown up and graduated, now Dr.Wish!! LOL Maybe I'll run into her in NY next week but I doubt it!

I wonder that we have so much to look forward to, second eye surgery the week we return from NY, great grand children and their parents coming in Oct. for a visit. So much to be thankful for.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

DejaVu 07-29-2015 08:50 PM

I wonder if I can write another wonder post.

I wonder if it might help Eva to know I, too, lost my Dad to suicide.:hug:
I was 12 years old and my heart was ripped to shreds. I'd thought I'd never recover. It took many years for me to realize I was angry with him for having done so, and it took only a moment longer to forgive. He had his own life perspective and he was desperate for relief for his own inner turmoil and pain. :(

I wonder how pooh is doing this evening? :hug:

I wonder if Alffe knows how much I have missed her and how much I admire her devotion to the S.O.S. threads? I wonder if she knows it's comforting to return and feel her strong presence here? Thanks for the word on Doody! A hello to her if you think of it, please. :hug:

I wonder if bizi knows her smile makes me smile? :D

I wonder if Mark fully realizes the impact of his story as he has shared it here at NT? I wonder if Mark understands that as blessed as he feels, he's also a blessing to so many?

I wonder if I can help to wrap us all in a fluffy cloud of Pure Love? :grouphug:

DejaVu

EnglishDave 07-30-2015 05:50 PM

I wonder how much Darker a Place would I be in had I not found you all 8 months ago.

I am filled with Wonder that one can form true Friendships over a common bond through our Community.

Dave.

Burntmarshmallow 07-30-2015 06:48 PM

I wonder that we are on page three . I wonder who remember what happens on page 3 of the wonders ?

I wonder that last week made Three years since my best friend took her life avoiding anymore of that evil Alzheimer .

Wonder that I am so happy to hear Alfeemom dose not have it!

I wonder if Pooh know I am rooting for her no pun intended but praying for a slaying of the nerve pain monster and will be wishing and hoping for total success .
Wonder that I too remember DejaVu ;) :hug:

Wonder who will wonder next ??
Wonder that I am leaving calm thoughts ,healing vibes, low pain, good energy and super hero strength to the readers this room and my sos family that is large and sometimes very hard to list everyone. :grouphug::grouphug:
PEACE
BMW..... I wonder who will wonder next?? I wonder if they will start a new wonder thread number 292 .

eva5667faliure 08-10-2015 08:06 AM

i wonder if my boy knows
 
i wonder if this disease
will take my son

i wonder if he remembers
how hard it was for him
to make friends

i wonder if oldest sister
and her side kick brother
will ever make amends
they were so close

i wonder if my third child
babies mother will ever
be well enough to be
a mother to my grandchild

i wonder if my boy knows
how very very much i love him
and hope one day to find his
bliss in life

i wonder if he'll just
do "it" one day

i wonder what he wonders about

i wonder if i'll one day
be blessed we all can share
a moment in time together
all of us at once

i wonder about my wondering
it just never stops

i wonder if i may say
thank you for listening
caring and understanding
it meas the world to
me

i wonder i could also say
he worries me terribly
suffering bi-polar
anxiety
sadness

i just wonder if my boy knows

love
me

Mark56 08-11-2015 09:13 PM

Wondering
 
Whether Eva may know joy through each of her special people soon

Whether BMW is faring well through the memories she bears of her friend

Whether Dave is filled with light at being so embraced by this group

Whether DejaVu feels how richly we are blessed through her forgiveness and her love

Whether Alffe has done well through second eye surgery as I so hope and pray

Whether Pooh has done well through her procedure

Whether blessings may abound to all

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: M56


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