Happy Valentines Day BF!
 

Friend have not heard from you in a while.
Just wanted to wish you happy valentines day.
I hope you are doing ok.
bizi:hug::hug::hug:

I see I missed your birthday 1-27-16
happy belated birthday!

Hey Bizi. I'm hanging in there. I'm a little worried about this winter storm that's coming into my state right now. It's snowing,and sleeting out there. They say that we are going to get freezing rain tomorrow. BF:hug::hug::hug:

When you have freezing rain you worry about your wires and such,losing power etc. Please try to not worry.
pet your kitty for me.
bizi:grouphug:

I hope you had a good Valentine's Day BF and you were able to stay safe and warm inside :hug:

Thank you Kay. Thank you everyone. I am extremely lonely since my sister passed away. I feel like I'm separate from my sister's family, and feel alone. Last night I had a panicky mood swing. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Dear BF,

I hope you are o.k.:hug::hug::hug:


M

I'm sorry you are feeling so alone right now BF :hug::hug::hug:
Losing a sibling is such a large void to fill :hug::hug::hug:
I wish that there was someway you could establish a connection with your sister's family…

I hope that you have some friends that you are able to see from time to time, or at least realize that you have friends here that care about you, and you can lean on.

Sending good thoughts your way…

Kay

Yes friend you have friends here who care about you.
bizi

Thank you Bizi. My life has been filled with separation from my friends. One of the reasons is that my emotional pain causes people to back away I guess. Then I back off. Then I spend long periods of time alone. My cat gives me some company.

Right now I'm spending time alone due to my sisters death. BF:hug::hug::hug:

I know that you are still grieving for your sister, she is such a loss for you.
Know that we care about you and we are here to listen and support you.
We miss you when you are away so long.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

BF, my friends backed away from me during a long period of mania, and more so after my s/s attempt. Many people just don't know how to handle mental health problems. I could call some of them to reestablish those connections now that I'm stable, but I won't because I feel like good friends never would have abandoned me like that. Other friends have fallen away over the years for various reasons. I can understand the isolation you feel in that regard.

I'm married, but I spend most of my time alone. I go out for doctors' appointments, to go grocery shopping, and the pharmacy. When I'm home, I have 3 cats. They're very good company :)

I'm sorry you are still grieving over your sister's death. I know that it will take some time. Losing a sibling is a very difficult loss.

:hug::hug::hug:

Kay

Thank you Kay. I sometimes prefer space between other people,and I. Not all of the time though. I feel lonely when people are present.

There are verses in the bible that make me feel Gods presence. God is my companion through all of what I go through.

Isaiah 41:10

BF:hug::hug::hug:

Oh Steve, I am so sorry to hear of your sister's passing. Her battle and pain is no more, but the hearts of those behind are left with loss and ache. She is close with you though. :hug:

I thought about you with the crazy storms taking the southern state on and leaving us with not much bad weather at all. We had some sleet/snow/freezing rain last but it was the 0* temps that really bothered my aches and pains.

Hope you didn't lose power and are safe and warm today.
Be well my friend,
hugs
Di

Thank you Di. I didn't loose power during the storm. It became icy after the snow storm, but quickly thawed the next day. Thank you for thinking about me. BF:hug::hug::hug: