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Caprice 09-06-2016 12:11 AM

Depression setting in yet no diagnosis of MG
 
About a year ago i became very breathless and extremely tired. As I had high blood pressure and an ectopic beat, this was the doctor's explanation for my symptoms, which didn't improve with medication. Then a few months ago, when I was tired my speech would slur. My doctor had me hospitalised as a brain stroke was suspected. The brain scan came back clear, but the slurred speech became worse so that now I am incoherent, not even my husband understands me. I also noticed, at times, I would find even soft food a bit hard to swallow. This continued, then I would start coughing and choking for no reason. Then one night, passing the mirror on the way to bed, I saw my right eye lid had dropped. In the morning it was okay. A few mornings later, I awoke with the right eye lid closed. I prised it open and my vision was blurred. After a few minutes the eye returned to normality. Sometimes my neck aches so bad I can't look upwards. When I was hospitalised, my blood test for just one antibody came back negative for myasthenia. The EMG carried out in my left shoulder, lower arm and hand, plus around the eye area came back normal. The hospital neuro said he didn't know what was wrong with me. Most of my weakness is in my lower legs and back. I have camptocormia and I read that myasthenia precedes camptocormia. I also have hypothyroidism. I went to see one neuro privately and he suggested my symptoms might be pyschomatic if more tests come back negative. This has left me feeling very depressed, as now I think no one believes me. My speech therapist believes me because she said no one can have such severe dysarthria as mine and it be all in the mind. I sleep away most of the day, as I find bed rest alleviates my symptoms. I'm sure the word pyschomatic is printed across my file. I am 75 years of age, why would I want to make things up? I happily married and just want to fully live my remaining years. Thank you for your time. I'm so depressed at not being able to communicate or be understood, having to drink energy foods and not eat solids and feeling so tired all the time.

FREDH 09-06-2016 10:34 AM

Caprice
 
You have a lot of symptoms that I am not familiar with. However, some I am. The eye drooping, the speech, breathing and tired, are symptoms I have had. I do have MG. Confirmed by blood test. I would try another Neuro. My 1st one missed MG, and tested for everything else. besides there are different types of MG, that do not show up on a standard antibody test.
You will most likely hear from people on this board who have more Medical knowledge than I do. Maybe they can help more.
Good luck and get better
FREDH

FREDH 09-06-2016 10:48 AM

Caprice
 
By the way, psychosomatic illness, does not mean you are making it up. If you have a psychosomatic illness, you will feel symptoms of problems that are not really there, but they will seem very real to you. It is also a very difficult problem, because you are not aware that your mind is thinking this problem, but the symptoms show up.
I had some problems in my younger days. It is weird.
Also, this can be caused by depression.
Again good luck
FREDH

Caprice 09-07-2016 03:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FREDH (Post 1222965)
By the way, psychosomatic illness, does not mean you are making it up. If you have a psychosomatic illness, you will feel symptoms of problems that are not really there, but they will seem very real to you. It is also a very difficult problem, because you are not aware that your mind is thinking this problem, but the symptoms show up.
I had some problems in my younger days. It is weird.
Also, this can be caused by depression.
Again good luck
FREDH

Hi FredH. Thank you for your replies. I think I had MG ten years ago and went into remission when I was diagnosed with hypothyroidism and took the medication. My doctor was puzzled at the time because she said my supposedly hypo symptoms were very severe and not consistent with my blood test reading which was just borderline. She gave me the thyroxine medication as she said my anti bodies were extremely high. However, my daughter has been ranting and raving at the neurologist and now I have an an appointment for Monday. I'm going to ask him for a trial of the MG medication. My breathing worries me. I'm on oxygen at night, without it I awake every 2 hours, feeling as if I'm being suffocated or if I doze off in the armchair, without oxygen, when I awake I am very dizzy and trembling. My doctor said it is low oxygen levels. I understand your point about physchomatic. But the only reason I'm depressed is because I feel so ill. Not being able to breathe properly, communicate or be understood, or eat solids is upsetting in itself. I've never suffered from depression or any mental illness. Fortunately, the neuro I'm seeing thinks I have some rare neurological disorder like my camptocormia rather than pyschomatic. I've dismissed the private neuro. He obviously is not skilled in MG, few neuros are.

FREDH 09-07-2016 01:30 PM

Caprice
 
I think you have a good idea to see if the neuro will let you try Mestinon (maybe small doses to start -30 mil twice a day or so) to see if there is improvement. We have had people here try that before, when they have no diagnosis. If you notice improvement, you can expect that you may have more proof of MG.
FREDH

Marijke 09-07-2016 09:24 PM

Sounds to me that firing the private neuro was a good thing. Even though they don't see MG that often, it doesn't mean they should not be able to recognize it when a patient walks in with it, or has symptoms which point to a possible diagnosis.
Hopefully the person you are seeing now can help you, or at least help you towards a diagnosis and treatment. If he/she gives you Mestinon, you should hopefully see some positive effects.
Good luck!

Juanitad 09-09-2016 02:56 PM

My sister-in-law had a lot of the same issues you describe. Originally, they thought mg, but eventually decided it wasn't mg. After several more months of slowly degenerating symptoms, she was diagnosed with ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease). I know that isn't a good diagnosis for anyone, but at least they finally got it right and she was able to get the assistance she needs. As she says, the uncertainly was killing her all by itself. Obviously, I'm not a doctor and am not trying to diagnosis you. I'm simply giving you another direction to look at and research.

You will be in my prayers that you will find the diagnosis and help you need.

AnnieB3 09-09-2016 04:41 PM

Caprice, The neurologist who diagnosed me said, "You only think your legs are weaker because you don't walk on your arms!"

There are diseases that go from the bottom up. Guillain-Barre is one of them. MG is known as a "head and down" disease, because it usually (though not always) starts in the face/neck area.

I agree that you need a new neurologist. I rather doubt that your symptoms are all in your head! What you describe sounds like a combination of fatigable and fixed weakness. I think it's important that a doctor be thorough.

Do you have copies of the MG test results? The EMG? If not, I hope someone will send them to you. Doctors don't always tell patients the whole truth. Sad, yet true.

What I'm concerned about is that you are in really bad shape and probably need to be in a hospital. If you can't move well, breathe well, or swallow, you need to go to the hospital.

They can do tests there. They can check your breathing by checking O2 saturation, doing an arterial blood gases test, and breathing tests. They can do a clinical exam to test for weakness. They can check for double vision. There's so much they can do.

How are you feeling now?

I find it so sad that you are in such bad shape and aren't receiving adequate care. Please find someone to help you, even in an ER.

Annie

Caprice 09-12-2016 05:31 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AnnieB3 (Post 1223284)
Caprice, The neurologist who diagnosed me said, "You only think your legs are weaker because you don't walk on your arms!"

There are diseases that go from the bottom up. Guillain-Barre is one of them. MG is known as a "head and down" disease, because it usually (though not always) starts in the face/neck area.

I agree that you need a new neurologist. I rather doubt that your symptoms are all in your head! What you describe sounds like a combination of fatigable and fixed weakness. I think it's important that a doctor be thorough.

Do you have copies of the MG test results? The EMG? If not, I hope someone will send them to you. Doctors don't always tell patients the whole truth. Sad, yet true.

What I'm concerned about is that you are in really bad shape and probably need to be in a hospital. If you can't move well, breathe well, or swallow, you need to go to the hospital.

They can do tests there. They can check your breathing by checking O2 saturation, doing an arterial blood gases test, and breathing tests. They can do a clinical exam to test for weakness. They can check for double vision. There's so much they can do.

How are you feeling now?

I find it so sad that you are in such bad shape and aren't receiving adequate care. Please find someone to help you, even in an ER.

Annie

Thank you to everyone who replied with support and help. I just can't stop crying. I went to see the neuro today and he said your muscle test was negative so you don't have myasthenia or any neurological disease. I said I can't talk coherently anymore, (he said that could be degenerative dementia) sometimes it's hard to swallow,(he says I am manifesting symptoms) my right eye lid drops, (he says I am manifesting symptoms) I can't breathe (he said that could be anxiety) I said I spend 16 hours a day in bed sleeping. (he ignored that comment). I said I now have breath shudder often ( he ignored that). I said you only tested me for the common antibody and not Musk (found in bulbar symptoms) or tintin (found in elderly people, I'm 75 years of age.). He responded that the antibody test is not reliable and he only uses the EMG test. I am going to have the antibody test done privately. I asked him for the referral letter to go to another hospital that has a myasthenia clinic, which he had promised previously. He refused saying that as I doubted him, it's best for me to get one from my doctor. I asked for steroids, he said no they are dangerous. So he sent me away, no treatment, only my misery condensed dreading what tomorrow will bring healthwise. He might as well said go away and die as you are 75 years old. I do feel suicidal, a thing I have never experienced before, but I can't bear my ill health much longer. The social isolation of not being understood, the extreme tiredness, the struggle to eat food and the constant battle to breathe. My daughter is so shocked she is going to report the neuro to the Medical Council. Meanwhile I will get the antibody test done privately. If it's positive I will go to the Myasthenia Clinic at Southampton for their help. I am getting so weary.

AnnieB3 09-12-2016 11:26 PM

Caprice, For a doctor to have a few negative tests and proclaim that all of your symptoms are all in your head is negligence. A negative test doesn't mean that nothing is wrong with you. It proves nothing. It probably means that they haven't found the correct tests to run.

Plus, if most of your weakness is in your legs, why wasn't an EMG done on the legs? Why wasn't a Single Fiber EMG done?

Do you have any other illnesses or are you on any drugs? I'm asking because some drugs can cause issues as well.

Have you had other tests done such as B12, D, thyroid, CBC, or a comprehensive chem panel?

An MRI was clear. But that doesn't reveal everything! It's good it was, for it rules out things such as MS (usually). Plus, how can you have degenerative dementia when your brain MRI was clear? :cool: Do you have a copy of the report? Sometimes they don't tell patients everything.

There is no way any of us can tell what is going on with you. But what I can tell you is that you have not received sufficient care. The conclusions being made are not scientific.

Don't mess around. Go directly to a neuromuscular specialist and ask them to help you. Don't say what you think it is, just say that you weren't sick and then you were. Write down the symptoms and when they began (or have someone else write them down for you). Have someone go with you to the appt. so that they can confirm what you've been through.

You should see a pulmonologist as well. They can clearly define what might be going on with your breathing. They can do breathing tests, test your O2, do an arterial blood gas, etc. They can even do a sleep study or overnight oximetry.

When was the last time you had an ECG of your heart?

If you can see a neuro-ophthalmologist, that would be useful as well.

Don't despair. Unfortunately, many people have gone through a lot of doctoring before receiving adequate help, no matter what is going on with you. I don't know why, but neurologists tend to be some of the most inhospitable doctors.

And if neurologists cannot initially figure out an issue, they do tend to say that a health problem is all in our heads—maybe because so many of them are psychiatrists as well. That is especially done with women. No, that's not my opinion, but a conclusion from experience and research.

A well-known MG expert once said that it takes a year for a man to be diagnosed with MG, but it takes an average of seven years for a woman to be. I tend to think it's not only people with MG who encounter those issues.

There's a lot of prejudice encountered along the way while doctoring. Don't internalize that reality and make yourself even sicker. I'm sorry you are doing so poorly and that a doctor didn't do enough to help you. But there are very good doctors out there, willing to help patients.

Every second someone lives is valuable. Simply because you are 75 does not mean that you deserve less care.

Again, don't say you think you know what is wrong with you. Only focus on the symptoms. You may not have MG and you don't want to lead a doctor down the wrong path or inadvertently make them think you know more than they do! ;) Doctors hate when patients tell them that they think they know what is wrong!

Get some rest. Wake up tomorrow and find some better care. Go to the hospital if you are in bad shape.

Whatever is going on, you need someone to care for you. Probably a bunch of someones.

:hug:
Annie

Caprice 09-13-2016 02:26 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AnnieB3 (Post 1223598)
Caprice, For a doctor to have a few negative tests and proclaim that all of your symptoms are all in your head is negligence. A negative test doesn't mean that nothing is wrong with you. It proves nothing. It probably means that they haven't found the correct tests to run.

Plus, if most of your weakness is in your legs, why wasn't an EMG done on the legs? Why wasn't a Single Fiber EMG done?

Do you have any other illnesses or abre you on any drugs? I'm asking because some drugs can cause issues as well.

Have you had other tests done such as B12, D, thyroid, CBC, or a comprehensive chem panel?

An MRI was clear. But that doesn't reveal everything! It's good it was, for it rules out things such as MS (usually). Plus, how can you have degenerative dementia when your brain MRI was clear? :cool: Do you have a copy of the report? Sometimes they don't tell patients everything.

There is no way any of us can tell what is going on with you. But what I can tell you is that you have not received sufficient care. The conclusions being made are not scientific.

Don't mess around. Go directly to a neuromuscular specialist and ask them to help you. Don't say what you think it is, just say that you weren't sick and then you were. Write down the symptoms and when they began (or have someone else write them down for you). Have someone go with you to the appt. so that they can confirm what you've been through.

You should see a pulmonologist as well. They can clearly define what might be going on with your breathing. They can do breathing tests, test your O2, do an arterial blood gas, etc. They can even do a sleep study or overnight oximetry.

When was the last time you had an ECG of your heart?

If you can see a neuro-ophthalmologist, that would be useful as well.

Don't despair. Unfortunately, many people have gone through a lot of doctoring before receiving adequate help, no matter what is going on with you. I don't know why, but neurologists tend to be some of the most inhospitable doctors.

And if neurologists cannot initially figure out an issue, they do tend to say that a health problem is all in our heads—maybe because so many of them are psychiatrists as well. That is especially done with women. No, that's not my opinion, but a conclusion from experience and research.

A well-known MG expert once said that it takes a year for a man to be diagnosed with MG, but it takes an average of seven years for a woman to be. I tend to think it's not only people with MG who encounter those issues.

There's a lot of prejudice encountered along the way while doctoring. Don't internalize that reality and make yourself even sicker. I'm sorry you are doing so poorly and that a doctor didn't do enough to help you. But there are very good doctors out there, willing to help patients.

Every second someone lives is valuable. Simply because you are 75 does not mean that you deserve less care.

Again, don't say you think you know what is wrong with you. Only focus on the symptoms. You may not have MG and you don't want to lead a doctor down the wrong path or inadvertently make them think you know more than they do! ;) Doctors hate when patients tell them that they think they know what is wrong!

Get some rest. Wake up tomorrow and find some better care. Go to the hospital if you are in bad shape.

Whatever is going on, you need someone to care for you. Probably a bunch of someones.

:hug:
Annie

Annie
Thank you so much for your supportive reply and hug.x. Yes, this neuro has done his best to make me fearful and want to hide away. I'm now frightened that I will be seen as pyschomatic if I complain of further symptoms. I can see myself getting weaker and then just expiring without any help from no one. What a nightmare. I have hypothyroidism and my B12 levels are fine. I take the dreaded bisoprol as without it my blood pressure goes sky high. I tried stopping it but my blood pressure was reading 192/135 which is the highest ever. I asked for B12 to be tested when I first started speaking incoherently. The neuro will write to my doctors and state my illness is all in my mind. I have been doing some research and it appears that neurologists now are very fond of labelling patients physchomatic when they can't find an answer. I mean how on earth can I manifest a half closed eye lid or garbled speech, which is now consistent. I'm not able to speak normal anymore. When I was admitted to hospital, my discharge notes read anxiety? Well, I wrote to the head doctor and demanded an apology as, fortunately, I've never had any mental illness in my life. I got an apology. So now, I'm writing to this neuro to challenge his findings. I refuse to be labelled physchomatic. I will feel better if I do that. I think he will try to stop my night oxygen as he said my breathlessness was caused by anxiety. so, I must write it's all I have left to preserve my self dignity, no one else will. I've never been treated so shabbily in all my life by a doctor. I told him I would never waste his time deliberately or see my husband suffer worrying over me, as he has a heart condition. He retorted oh when its physchomatic you don't even know it. I just can't cope with such behaviour from the very person I went to for help. With my love to you and all those who so kindly took the time to offer their support, which means so much to me.x

AnnieB3 09-13-2016 11:10 AM

If your B12 is below 800, it may not be "fine." especially if you have symptoms of a deficiency.

Do you live in the UK? There are other MGers who do. Maybe they could help you to find a good neuro.

I'm glad to help, Caprice. I know exactly what it's like to be on the receiving end of less than adequate treatment.

It's a real shock to the system when the profession you thought was supposed to be helpful ends up questioning you. Don't let it get to you! It has, unfortunately, happened to a lot of patients.

High blood pressure can be dangerous. It can have adverse effects on the heart, brain, and kidneys. It's good they are doing something for it. It would have been better if they had figured out what was causing it. ;)

Just get yourself some better doctors. Whatever is going on (and it could be more than one thing), you need some help and soon!

In the meantime, take extra special good care of yourself! Watch a good movie, eat great food, or take lots of naps!

:hug:
Annie

Caprice 09-18-2016 10:54 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AnnieB3 (Post 1223598)
Caprice, For a doctor to have a few negative tests and proclaim that all of your symptoms are all in your head is negligence. A negative test doesn't mean that nothing is wrong with you. It proves nothing. It probably means that they haven't found the correct tests to run.

Plus, if most of your weakness is in your legs, why wasn't an EMG done on the legs? Why wasn't a Single Fiber EMG done?

Do you have any other illnesses or are you on any drugs? I'm asking because some drugs can cause issues as well.

Have you had other tests done such as B12, D, thyroid, CBC, or a comprehensive chem panel?

An MRI was clear. But that doesn't reveal everything! It's good it was, for it rules out things such as MS (usually). Plus, how can you have degenerative dementia when your brain MRI was clear? :cool: Do you have a copy of the report? Sometimes they don't tell patients everything.

There is no way any of us can tell what is going on with you. But what I can tell you is that you have not received sufficient care. The conclusions being made are not scientific.

Don't mess around. Go directly to a neuromuscular specialist and ask them to help you. Don't say what you think it is, just say that you weren't sick and then you were. Write down the symptoms and when they began (or have someone else write them down for you). Have someone go with you to the appt. so that they can confirm what you've been through.

You should see a pulmonologist as well. They can clearly define what might be going on with your breathing. They can do breathing tests, test your O2, do an arterial blood gas, etc. They can even do a sleep study or overnight oximetry.

When was the last time you had an ECG of your heart?

If you can see a neuro-ophthalmologist, that would be useful as well.

Don't despair. Unfortunately, many people have gone through a lot of doctoring before receiving adequate help, no matter what is going on with you. I don't know why, but neurologists tend to be some of the most inhospitable doctors.

And if neurologists cannot initially figure out an issue, they do tend to say that a health problem is all in our heads—maybe because so many of them are psychiatrists as well. That is especially done with women. No, that's not my opinion, but a conclusion from experience and research.

A well-known MG expert once said that it takes a year for a man to be diagnosed with MG, but it takes an average of seven years for a woman to be. I tend to think it's not only people with MG who encounter those issues.

There's a lot of prejudice encountered along the way while doctoring. Don't internalize that reality and make yourself even sicker. I'm sorry you are doing so poorly and that a doctor didn't do enough to help you. But there are very good doctors out there, willing to help patients.

Every second someone lives is valuable. Simply because you are 75 does not mean that you deserve less care.

Again, don't say you think you know what is wrong with you. Only focus on the symptoms. You may not have MG and you don't want to lead a doctor down the wrong path or inadvertently make them think you know more than they do! ;) Doctors hate when patients tell them that they think they know what is wrong!

Get some rest. Wake up tomorrow and find some better care. Go to the hospital if you are in bad shape.

Whatever is going on, you need someone to care for you. Probably a bunch of someones.

:hug:
Annie

Hi Annie, Thank you for your response and advice. I have had full blood tests including Vit B12 and Vit D. I take thyroxin for my hypothyroidism. Anyway, I got to see the other neuro. He didn't even have my letter, I had sent him, in front of him. He was bored and he was tired. Anyhow, it appears he had been talking to the private neuro, as he said my symptoms were pyschomatic and manifested. I said even my dysphonia? Yes, he said your brain is doing it. So, I lost interest in him. Interesting. My brain is responsible for my severe speech impediment, my breathlessness, over the last 18 months and recent breath shudder, my blurred vision, my difficulty in swallowing which, as I eat, becomes more difficult to swallow. Facial weakness along with mouth and tongue weakness as confirmed by the Swallow Assessor, recently. My extreme tiredness, where I spend 14 hours in bed a day. My leg weakness and sore calf muscles, though this could be the diagnosed camptocormia I have. Lastly, my low oxygen staturated levels. Well, in a way, I'm relieved I don't have to take strong drugs, especially steroids. However, he said I could have degenerative dementia, as I'm 75 years of age?? I reminded him that I recently passed a hospital cognitive reasoning test with flying colours. So, now my side of the story. When I returned home I wrote him a three page letter. I told him that I would not accept his diagnosis of physchomatic basis, as he was not a qualified psychiatrist. Secondly, I told him he had carried out very little diagnostic testing and that I was having another blood test for the other two antibodies he had missed, musk and especially tintin which is found in elderly folk, I told him elderly people rarely present with limb symptoms, only 19% to 27% do, so EMG testing usually results in a negative outcome. I also said if I didn't have MG, then I could have spasmodic dysphonia which presents with facial weakness and swallowing difficulties. I doubt whether I will hear from him ever again. Good. Apparently, I've been told I might have to visit up to 6 different doctors before I get an accurate diagnosis. Sorry, Annie, for the long rant. I am quietly determined to find out what's wrong with me. It seems to be a new fashion to term all "I don't know what is a matter with you" under the heading of pyschomatic. There's even an intellectually embarrassing book written recently by a woman neuro, called "Its all in your Head" which, to my mind is a work of fiction rather than fact and a neuro who disbelieves her patients.xxx

Caprice 11-06-2016 12:32 AM

Now, I hope I haven't got MG. I want to enjoy life.
 
I thought I would give you an update. I am due to see a Myasthenia Clinic in a few weeks. My condition has somewhat deteriorated in that choking has become a real issue. Usually happens if I try to eat solids and I end up being sick. So now I just have energy drinks or yogurt with mashed banana. I still have dysphonia, breathlessness which is worse, breath shudder, neck ache, tiredness eyelid problems and can barely walk. I have formally complained about the neurologist who said my symptoms are all in the mind. I really wish they were, then I could start to enjoy life again. I want to go on a long cruise. I'm trying meditation, supplements and positive thinking to try to get better,

SIM52 11-12-2016 09:50 PM

Caprice, you have my sympathies. I am not a doctor, and only had MG diagnosed for about 6 months. There is no single definitive test for MG. Often, Mestinon is often prescribed to a patient in order to diagnose MG. If it helps, you probably have it. Mestinon is very safe as far as side effects. In my case, once I figured out MG, my nuero ran the antibody test and did a Thymus EKG, both came back clean. At this point, my nuero gave me the option to start on a small does of Mestinon, even though I had no positive tests. Again, this common. It is often more definitive than more expensive testing. I had immediate improvement. Eyelid shot up, I immediately felt stronger. Speech issues and trouble swallowing went away.Given where you are at, I am shocked your neuro hasn't started you on Mestinon to see if it helps.I don't recommend dropping your neuro, mainly due to time. It will take you months to get a new one up to speed. Drs these days are disconnected. You have to tell them what you want to do. Have you daughter call them. Request they call you in a script for Mestinon, just to see if it helps. If they are unwilling, then get a new nuero.

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