I bought another crocodile bag
 

I have to cut back on antidepressants again and up the risperdal. I think trump's speech pushed me to it. it is likely that the stock market will react favorably over time even with the potential huger deficit gulp

Bobby

I didn't watch his speech, only because I'm already upset with what he
is doing to Special Needs kids, and our Medicaid and things.

So hoping things are good for you.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

Medicare Rights Center i started to get email from them to see what he is going to be up too. is there an organization that can keep you up to date?

Alarmed
 

I'm alarmed after reading this thread, but wasn't before.:confused I saw the speech also, and I thought that he was in favor of Medicaid. He doesn't seem to be in favor of welfare.

Does anyone have a transcript of that area of his speech? I hope that we haven't upset anyone. BF:Sigh::Noooo::hug:

This makes me feel like the future in dark, and I'm weighed down with heavy weights on my heart. This is a partial panic attack. BF:(

Just a very gentle reminder of our guidelines about limiting political comments on NT..

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:





BF I hope your panic passes quickly.:grouphug:

I just woke up feeling so depressed. I cut back on the antidepressants because of the eating and buying and feel awful now. I haven't touched the scotch.
broken friend it will be all right. there are toomany votes to lose if he touches though. He didn't say anything.
I don't know whether to make coffee or not. I am so frightened also that i will start really gaining weight again. I won't get on the scale/ I had two portions of curried riced cauliflower besides cheese and some things earlier/.

day at a time bobby, that is all we have.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

link to actual speech re Medicaid
 

Dear BF,


Donald Trump's Congress speech (full text) - CNNPolitics.com

He said that he wants the governors to have the money they need
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Remember that the Presidential branch does not have money.
Congress controls the money. (Power of the Purse).
Power of the Purse |


US House of Representatives: History, Art & Archives

M

I'm feeling better. I'm back to my so called normal. Thank you Mari. BF:hug::hug::hug:

So glad to hear this Friend. Keep this up.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i bought another small one...oh dear

When is the last time you saw or talked to your pdoc? You have been up for quite a while...

i think i see him in two weeks. I will tell him about my continued eating and spending and ask again for a high dose of topamax. I have topamax but only for 100 mg. I can double it to see what happens but i would rather have the doctors approval. last time he wouldn't do it.I have gained over 20 pounds in the last seven months. it is scary. I am going to try spinach. supposedly it is also good for constipation.

Bobby
Maybe call him and ask if he would let you take 150 mgs. Or 200 to see
if it helps any before your next appointment.

Sorry your still buying. Try logging how much your buying and spending please. Maybe that will help.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I see him this thursday. I will ask him again for topamax. I need another bag like i need another hole in my head. this is a little one. I just bought a little one. I don't want to see how much I have spent. I am sure it is under 500 dollars with the shoes.

I heard on the news, or a commercial that a medication was causing those who gamble, to gamble out of control.

I wonder if the medication is causing spending. It probably isn't, but I thought that I would mention it.

I know how it can be. Buying something causes some sort of relief with me sometimes. Sometimes I get buyers remorse that is painful. BF:hug::hug::hug:

thanks. I probably spent close to 800 dollars.I see the doctor tomorrow and will tell him again my symptoms and ask him again for a higher dose of topamax.
I think the reason I having been spending money on shoes is because I haven;t seen any I want. the bags are ridiculous. the pants seem to have gone higher in price so I can control myself there. I once played the stock market and lost a lot of money. I didn;t know I was bipolar. sometimes I even did 18 trades in a day.

Bobby
good luck with the bags only. Maybe you can limit it to one bag
a week. If you can just buy bags that might be good.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

i am hoping i won't buy any more bags.still have this compulsion for pants. they are so comfortable and the ones I buy are cheap.