I am not well
 

I think I will see how I am in the morning.
bizi

I hope you feel better soon...:grouphug:

Sending lots of good well wishes. :hug::hug::hug:

how are you feeling now?

:Heart: :hug::hug::hug: :Heart:

Thank you for your kind words of support.
I am better, zyprexa helped last night.
I slept well and am not feeling 100%, yet I am glad that I have it for emergencies like this.
I am manic.
I worked today, a couple from out of town so about a 45 minute drive there and back, so I was gone 3 1/2 hours.
Am drinking a good cup of coffee, tastes so good.
Then Jeff and I will rake some leaves.
He suggested we go to bone fish grill for dinner which sounds great. lillys chicken for me.
I love goat cheese!
Last night, I was able to talk with my brother in law and then jeff came home, I could not get a hold of him...his phone was dead.

I took 2mg of klonipin to sleep last night.
I know I need a medication change and need to stop drinking, it triggered the mania switch.

bizi

I'm glad you checked in...:grouphug:

Bizi

Get better. Keep us updated please.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

could not get out of bed this morning when the alarm went off.
The zyprexa is doing its job. But I am very foggy mentally, need to focus on my clients today and be careful.
thank you

I am sorry I can't read thru the threads at this time, know that I care and will be part of the forum as soon as I am able.
bizi

Bizi

Reading through the forums isn't necessary. What's important is that
you feel better.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

thanks donna,
I will try to up date you, how it goes...
Off to bed, typing is getting really bad.
bizi is taking a break from the computer to stabilize
Thanks for all of you fine people for your support.
bizi

Good thoughts. :heartthrob:


M

I'm sorry I didn't read this earlier because I was offline for the last two days…

Having a manic episode can feel awful... I'm glad that you took the Zyprexa and it's helping :hug::hug::hug:
It can work quickly, but it can be sedating, so please be careful driving :hug:

Just focus on feeling better. You don't have to read anyone else's threads, but we'll be here if you need us :hug::hug::hug:

Lots of love (((HUGS)))
Kay

I texted my T to let her know that I was manic. she said it was good that I recognized it. I see her on monday.
I think that I caught in time...letting zyprexa do its thing/magic.
bizi
My 20 minutes limit on the computer is up!

Good luck, Bizi.

This is the e-mail that I sent to my pdoc:I got a call back from her nurse saying that she wanted me to continue taking the geodon and that she wanted to see me tuesday morning.
I have a feeling that I am going to be judged and yelled at.
Like it is my fault for getting manic.
Well maybe it is....
bizi

Bizi,

It is not your fault. Be kind to yourself.


M

Being manic is absolutely NOT your fault.

I'm glad that you will be seeing your pdoc Tuesday. You may not like some of the things she has to say, but I hope that she doesn't yell at you or give you a huge lecture. You don't need that right now.

I'm glad you have an appointment scheduled with your tdoc Monday, but it's totally understandable if you don't feel up to going to back to back appointments right now...

The pdoc appointment is more important because you have to get your meds straightened out so that you can level out as soon as possible.

Hang in there Bizi :hug::hug::hug:

Love (((HUGS)))

I am thinking about asking her to change to abilify during the day and seroquel at night for sleep.
bizi

I see my tdoc tomorrow and pdoc on tuesday.
I do believe that I seem ADD the more hypomanic that I am. The more stable I become the less these symptoms bother me.
It was very difficult to do my paperwork. I have zyprexa brain fog.
not good.
bizi

Things are going to get better.

Keep hoping and working with the docs

I think it's a good idea to put ADD on the back burner until you get better control over your BP. Some of the symptoms may be related to hypomania.

I hope you have a good appointment with your tdoc today :hug::hug::hug: