I don't think i need to spend as much now
 

I just saw how much I spent this month and it was way too much. It almost made me depressed. I think i can control myself except for food. for most of my life I have been extraordinary strict besides not having much to spend if you don't include the money I made from working to pay for graduate school.
wish me luck.hopefully i can control myself now. I haven't tried to lately. I have been spending as an antidepressant and while I am actually buying it worked but when I stopped buying it stopped working. I also just ordered another edition of the torah by kaplan and will try to read some everyday. I don't know how successful I will be. I don't have good self control

Take care, Bobby.

What is in the edition you just bought?

M

Shopping can definitely give you a high :hug:

I think you can save money now that you have decided to do so :hug:

I buy from thriftbooks.com
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I hope you are right!

The copy of the Torah you bought sounds lovely. I'm surprised it was so inexpensive!

that place has the greatest prices!

I am still spending and discouraged big time

I'm sorry, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

All you can do is keep trying to remind yourself why you want/need to stop buying so much, and try to set limits for yourself :hug:

I should not talk tho...
I'm on a little spending spree of my own :o

Thankfully that is not a problem for me at this moment.
I am sorry it is for you Bobby.
I have other demons to deal with...:(
bizi

nothing has changed. I just bought three pairs of jeans. I later went back to bed for an hour and had an anxiety dream about being back in graduate school in latin and taking a test and going around in circles and having a blind professor. I wanted to give him a great book. I was running out of time.

I'm sorry you are having these anxiety dreams, and the little sleep you are having is disturbed :hug::hug::hug:


Are you still taking Klonopin?
Are you still taking Doxepin for sleep?

Can you ask your doc for a change?

I will ask him. I take extra klonopin at times but he doesn't know. have no trouble falling asleep. just woke up again. had those little pies.

Does the extra Klonopin bring you up to 4mg? If you do it rarely, NP. And I wouldn't tell him either as long as you are not in danger of running out.

I'm glad you will ask him about the anxiety. Maybe he can adjust your meds for that or add something for anxiety.

How is your depression?

my normal dose is 2 mg in morning and 2 at night. I am careful about not running out. I only have a little depression. I am still buying and over eating.

Maybe this is a place to start with your new therapist.

Maybe she can help you figure out how to slow it down.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

thanks. I can't find something i purchased on ebay whiich gets me mad and i spilled coffee in the dark on the tv remote and now it doesn't work so ordered one which i hope will work for my tv. I am just meant to spend money

I found the perfume I lost I and bought a bigger bottle bvlugari vert something or other. I thought it was vitamins and put the box under the bed. I found the manual and figured out how to use the tv without the remote.
soon richard will be over and Marcia should overlap. I might only see richard once this week because of his schedule.

Are you okay with only seeing Richard once a week?
How often do you see Marcia and Vanessa (?)?

I am still buying too much, too.

My most recent purchase is a pill cutter... a pretty expensive one, but if it works, it will be worth it because I am wasting a lot of medication trying to cut small and very large pills with splitters that can't do the job right. This one is rated #2 on the web:
Amazon.com: The Equadose Pill Splitter. The Best Pill Cutter Ever! Crafted in the USA. Doubles as a Pill Box. Great for Pets too!: Health & Personal Care
The one that was rated #1 can't cut some of my pills cuz they're too big.

I kinda wonder if I'm hypo because of things like this, but it's hard to tell when I'm so sick and tired.

When it comes to getting the right pill cutter, do I don't think that is hypo.
I used to have to get different ones when I had to cut Derrick's.

Have a good day ladies.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I am seeing richard twice a week and marcia and vanessa once a week each and an occupational therapist teresa twice a week for a while and the therapist martha once a week.
I am still buying and eating too much. I am beginning to get sad.

I'm so sorry to hear that you are getting sad, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:

Do you feel like talking about what is making you feel sad, or would you rather keep it to yourself? Or are you just sad in general? :hug::hug::hug:

Love to you today (((HUGS)))

((((((HUGS)))))
I hope you feel better soon.
bizi:grouphug:

I think i am sad in general and don't feel that well.
love
bobby

I'm so sorry to hear that, Bobby :hug::hug::hug:
I wish that things would take a turn for the better again :hug:

When do you see your doc again?

I see him in two or three weeks. I am ticked. He only prescribed a month of wellbutrin and i want to find out why.If he writes one month or three months it is the same price and I order it through the mail sothat takes time. I just bought another pair of jeans and bought red and black rice and wild rice. I don't know what to eat and I am grouchy. I refuse to get on the scale. I am eating like a pig. Last night I had coffee at 10:00 p.m. and slept late for me 5:30. Isn't that weird? Last night i dreamt I was worried about money ha ha.
I feel so sh%%ty. It is a lot of anger not so much depression but yes sadness. I have to think about my father. I have been good about taking baths. I usually take one every other day. I guess I also feel pain and am showing no self control. I should be so grateful. I am having a difficult time growing old. I didn't need the stroke. I don't need all this extra weight or all these extra clothes. then abby growled at pudge with her mouth open. poor pudge.abby accidently scratched me on the face when she ran over me. I know things can get worse
love
bobby

Call the office about your script, maybe it was an oversight?
I would be be p*ssed too.
bizi

Yes, I would also call the office.

Explaining that you mail order for 3 months. And even at one month
its the same price. So you have to pay 3 times as much if not ordered
for 3 months.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

The only reason I can think of that he wouldn't write the script for 3 months is if he thought he would be changing the dose, but I would ask as the other lovely ladies suggested :hug:

I called the office at your suggestions and it was a mistake. it also turned out that the copay was zero. before for one month I was told it was8 dollars weeeeird.

That is weird