Where is Befuddled?
 

Hi,
How are you Befuddled?
'Thinking about you. :)
Mari

Hi Mari,

Thank you for asking about me. I'm hanging in there the best I can I suppose. Doug I think is very close now to the end and it is very depressing. He actually went all out for my birthday Sunday. He got his Uncle to take him shopping and he bought me 2 scented candles, a card, and got his aunt to bake me a birthday cake. Only he forgot to tell me about the cake until yesterday morning and my birthday was last Sunday. He signed the card, Love your best friend, Doug. It made my eyes misty.

I had a rough day at school yesterday and blew up a couple of times. I need some stress management I do believe. I had it out in the street with a neighbor last Friday and this is not like me. I just don't know how to get people to respect me enough in 3-D so I won't always be getting my bottons pushed.

Mari, I see you are up late. I sometimes am up late also. I use to try to fight it but not anymore but whenever I get a job I'll need to do something. How are you? I haven't been to bed yet. Had too much on my mind. Have a great day at work.

befuddled2

:hug:

hope you had a good nights rest. :hug:

BF, thinking about you during these tough days....

((((((Barbara)))))),

http://chocolate-moose.p5.org.uk/MIN...dinghands1.jpg

Barb :hug:

I want to send you hugs too
Bobby

I wanted to say that I am sorry.
(((HUGS)))
bizi

Thanks everyone. I don't know what I'd do without all of you.

We had severe thunderstorms last night that lasted for over 4 hours before they settled down. I lost my electricity until almost 6 this mornng in about 100 degree temperatures. I could barely sleep on count of this. I had very little sleep the day before yesterday also. I can barely think today.

befuddled2

((((((((((((((((((((((((Befuddled))))))))))))))))) ))))))))))))))))))))

That was a beautiful thing Doug did for your birthday!

Sending lots of hugs a angel to watch over you. Saying prayers too.

Take care of yourself.

Hugs, NIkko:hug:

Oh that must have been awful at 100 degrees....bizi

Oh boy that's so awful to lose your air conditioning like that. I'm sorry you had such a rough night BF. Glad to hear Doug did something nice for your birthday like that, hang in there, it's not going to be easy but you're going to get better with stress, look for some help, maybe your counselor? And talk about how you feel and hopefully that will help you to figure out something you can do beyond letting people push your buttons.

I know I have the same trouble letting people push me around or push my buttons setting me off, but I don't have any advice for you on how to stop it since I am still in the same boat as you are basically, but I wanted to post and let you know you're not alone. :) I'm glad you have us here to post to, I know it's really helped me a lot over the past year to post here. :)

Thank you everyone.

Today I am trying to play catch up around my apartment. I went from being with hardly nothing to do at all to being so busy I kind of miss the days of doing nothing on one hand. I know that this is good for me though to get me accoustomed to being busy cause when I have to work I'll be busier.

I hope all is well with everyone else.

befuddled2

What school are you in?
Do you have an idea where you want to work?
Has your counselor helped you figure this out?
With your caring attitude I am sure that you will do great in what ever you decide to do.
bizi

Hi Bizi,

I go to the Computer Training program at Goodwill that the Dept. of Rehab. seems to only like to send their clients. I have been going about once a week. I'd had a real hard time with the class though. It is self study and the teacher has had a co-worker/friend who talks with her and laughs out loud each day I'm in class. The teacher is hardly in class like taking an hour for lunch with her friend instead of the allowed 1/2 hour. I lost my cool last Wednesday and yelled in class about the noise. I had sent the teacher an email hoping to work out a solution to the noise and she's had 2 business days to answer but has not. The Goodwill job coach will help me with finding a job but my Rehab. counselor has done nothing to see where my strenghts or interests are. I haven't a clue where I want to work.

befuddled2