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BJ 09-26-2007 02:26 PM

Home Sweet Home
 
There's no place like home and I'm glad to be here. :) I'm scared but I have my kitty sitting on my lap and there's no better joy for me. The van dropped me off and I sat in my driveway in this heat crying because I forgot my remote to the alarm system and I couldn't remember the code. :confused: I had no choice but to go in and ADT called and wanted to know the password. I couldn't remember and as I was talking on the phone the police came. Thank goodness I live in a small town and they recognized me.

I'm worn to the bone and have my AC running full blast. My bed looks so comfortable and my kitty needs some snuggle time. Right now I just need to shut my eyes. :Zzzz:

Alffe 09-26-2007 02:35 PM

Oh sleep away...I can picture you and kitty. :grouphug:

KathyM 09-26-2007 03:25 PM

Sweet dreams ((BJ)) :hug:

Wren 09-26-2007 03:29 PM

How nice to hear that you are home with kitty. God bless and keep you. :hug:

Curious 09-26-2007 03:32 PM

rest well in your comfy bed with your kitty bj. http://bestsmileys.com/sleeping/2.gif

((((((bj))))))

Chemar 09-26-2007 04:22 PM

((((((((((((((((((((((((((BJ)))))))))))))))))))))) )))))))))

your kitty must be sooo happy to be snugglin' next to you again.

praying you are getting peaceful zzzzzzz's in your own comfy bed in your home sweet home :Heart:

with love and a :hug:

Cheri

Addy 09-26-2007 04:57 PM

There is nothing more healthy than lying comfy cozy in our beds. Add to that the warmth of a loving kitty...
:circlelove:
Warm thoughts coming your way!

Spanish Moss 09-26-2007 05:56 PM

Picturing you snuggling at last with your kitty...gives me the warm fuzzies.

Welcome home

Bryanna 09-26-2007 09:07 PM

Hello BJ!
A great BIG WELCOME home to you! No doubt your little kitty is thrilled to have you back just as you are to hold him again!

I must tell you truthfully....the incident with the alarm is nothing to get upset over........ really...... I do it all the time! My husband says he's going to tatoo the code on my forehead.............I dare him ;-)

These last several weeks have been exhausting for you, but you did it!! You got through the worst of it and now you deserve some quiet time to gather a new perspective on things. It will not be an easy journey, but with all of these cyber buddies...........you will never be alone!

Take one day at a time........ one issue at a time ........ that's all you can do and that's all you have to do. Be kind to yourself....... you deserve it!!

I am so happy you are home!!
Bryanna ~'.'~

bizi 09-26-2007 11:20 PM

Dear Girlie,
I hope you can finally rest tonight.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

BJ 09-27-2007 05:59 AM

Thank you for all the welcome homes. It's good to be home and Benton, I remembered his name finally, slept with me all night and right now he's in my lap again. I know I have a long way to go and have to take baby steps, one day at a time. I'm trying so hard not to get discouraged with all the side effects of the ECT and the VNS. I have tickles in my throat and it's so hard to swallow. I have a magnet to temporarily turn it off while I take pills. That's the only way I can get them down. My sleep is disturbed because I "think" I feel it. My pdoc said that feeling will probably go away with time. Tomorrow I have to go and have it turned up. I'm not sure how it's going to feel but I'm still at the lowest setting.

I've been afraid to go outside but as soon as the sun comes up I need to see how my Rose of Sharon is doing. This is the longest I've ever been in the hospital and everything seems so strange. But my memory doesn't help. I had to pull up Map Quest to figure out how to get to the boarders and I've been there many many times. :confused:

Bryanna you made me laugh about tattoing the code on your forehead. I just can't forget to take the remote when I go out. If the police come too many times they put you on warning.

FeelinGoofy 09-27-2007 07:37 AM

Welcome home BJ!!!!!!!! I'm so glad you are finally out of the hosptial...
{{{{HUGS}}}}} :grouphug:
vicky

~scrabble 09-28-2007 06:26 PM

I'm glad you are home and that you have your kitty to cuddle with. I'm sure you both really missed each other.

I hope things start to improve for you, BJ.

take care

:hug:


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