Anxiety about Wednesday
 

I am really really anxious about my appt. on Wed with this Gyn/Oncologist, besides the fact it is a new doctor, I hope I feel at ease with her.

I have to go, but the though of it makes me cringe. What is she going to do, or say.

Yikes.......................Nikko:confused:

((((((Nikko)))))),

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v9...poohhug-th.jpg

I just started with a new doctor 2-3 weeks ago. She's very pleasant and very smart.

She actually ordered some testing to be done that's never been done before. And, she discovered what she thinks is a cyst in my breast (I go for the testing on that tomorrow).

I hope you and your new doc 'click' immediately like me and my new doc did http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v9...humbs2dup2.gif

I think some of the newer doctors are better because they're not so set in their ways and they've been exposed to some of the newer technologies and the newer beliefs.

((((((Nikko)))))), you attract good people to you because that's what YOU are -->> good :hug: Trust that The Universe will link you up with a doctor that will be GOOD for you. I BELIEVE that.

I'm going in the afternoon, when are you going?? Maybe we can send each other healing waves of energy while we're there -- can't hurt :hug:

Hugs.

Barb

:hug:

can you call her head nurse and ask what the normal procedure is for a new patient?

I go Wednesday afternoon........Yes, I think I will call tomorrow, I had a bunch of paperwork I had to fill out to bring with me.

I have to be there a 1/2 hour early, I remember the girl saying the Dr. talks with you for about 60 min. when you get there after the paperwork looked over or something. WOW

I just want to have my say in whatever is happening.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Nikko:grouphug:

WEll I certainly understand your feeling afraid and anxious and am glad that you decided to call the office to get some clarification.
WE will be with you in spirit....
you will get thru this...you are a very strong and wonderful woman....
I think you could get thru anything.
((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Nikko


Your in my thoughts for Wednesday, i hope it all goes well for you.


David:hug:

Nikko,

An hour consult is great because that shows she'll go over a lot. I too will also be with you in spirit on Wednesday.

befuddled2

((((((Nikko)))))),

The four-leaf clover gets passed to you now http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v9...emily_luck.gif

Mammogram and ultrasound were both clear. I've got NO problems http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v9...E/JC_goody.gif

BIG HUGS (and love).

Barb

This is great news Barb. Thanks.
Mari

Nikko

I wanted to add to the fact of the hour consult before things.

I have a woman primary, I chose her because of the way she talked
to my mother-in-law. And answered her questions, but she then
moved away from that clinic. My MIL refused to move with her, even
though many of us tried so hard to get her too.

But I made a appointment, when she moved. And she didn't remember
me right away. I explained after we started why I chose her. And of
course, she had already chosen to stay with her routine.

But she is still just the same caring happy go lucky, very through lady.
She also is very good about putting me at ease before starting, she
realizes I have a high anxiety level. And she always ask the questions
about the family and how they are.

But my first visit she said, how do you not have anxiety and stress with
all your family stuff. I said, I am in the believe I do. I just deal with it.

ANd she offered me help if I wanted it,or to just listen if I needed that
instead.

SHe is still there for me, but so busy sometimes I think I need a number
to get a appointment.

Donna

Oh shoot
 

That oh fear of the unknown,it's well awfull..But if you make that call
I'm sure you will do very well,I will be thinking of you,oh don't forget
to write dowm all questions,speak up it's your body. Good luck Sue

Dear Nikko,
It is Wednesday already? Time goes fast.
We'll be thinking about you. :grouphug:
I hope that you will be ok.
Mari

thinking of you
big hugs
bobby

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

As you can see Nikko, you aren't going there alone. :hug:

Thinking of you today....
:Heart:

Thanks you all. Glad you got good news Moose:)

I spoke to the nurse yesterday, she said the appt would be about an hour.
I will speak to a Resident Dr., then the Dr.

The Dr. will perform a procedure using a microscope to see any cell changes, colors, etc. They have a camera type thing on the outside they can look at.

If she does see something abnormal, then they will do a biopsy, but will freeze the area first so I don't feel anything.

Then maybe another pap.

I just dread this whole ordeal. I suppose if they do a biopsy, I will know she saw something.

I will be asking loads of questions. My anxiety is through the roof right now.

It's only 9:15 am here, and I don't have to be there until 12:30, even though my appt is really 1pm.

I cannot wait for this to be over.

Thanks for all your support, I sure need it. I feel all shaky and nervous.:confused:

Hugs to all, Nikko:grouphug:

((((((Nikko)))))),

Try THIS. It might help :rolleyes:

BIG HUGS (and love)!!

Barb http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v9...ed-fingers.gif :hug:

LOL LOL too funny, I think I rather be dancing right now....that outfit has got to go though............................

Dance - Dance - Dance:)

I am on my out the door.............................:confused:


Later gators......Nikko:grouphug:

hey
 

checking in on you here...

:hug:

~ waves ~ from across the way

Me, too.

Checking. Waiting. Praying. Hugging.

Barb :hug:


PS: She dresses like that all the time (ever since her divorce) http://smilies.sofrayt.com/%5E/k/vogel.gif :)

What a day, what a huge cancer center:).......I do not have Cancer......I do have to go back to the University Medical center in 3 months for the colosp
the camera thingy. Not the cancer center

No biopsy needed, there was a whole team under my GYN/ONO. I am home exhausted, so releived, learned a lot, but need to just thank my friends, family, God and my angels for all the prayers.

I will explain in depth tommorrow exactly everything. What a huge load off my shoulders.

Thank you all soooooooooooooooo much, I love you all more than you will ever know.

Nikko:grouphug:

what a relief!
 

what a relief.
thank you for sharing the good news.

hugs

~ waves ~

Love you too, ((((((Nikko)))))).

Thanks be to G-d.

Sleep tight, sugar :hug: Hugs and love.

Barb

GReat news!!!!!!!!
:You-Rock:

You know what I love about this.

You still have to go back in 3 months for the camera thingy
but you already know its not Cancer.

That is so AWESOME!!!!


See you had the Angels on your side.!!1

Donna

Yes, it's just to keep a check on it,,but the DR said even with my history I am low on the spectrum of the cancer side. It's called a coloscopy something like that.

I suppose my regular pap's will be done at my own Dr's, have to call her tomorrow too.

Now I can really sleep........................;)

Nikko:grouphug:

Wonderful news Nikko! :hug:

:D:D:DNIKKO:D:D:D



I'm so pleased for you:hug:


David

Nikko, I am so happy to hear you don't have cancer. I had a colonoscopy this past summer. They'll put you to sleep for that.

befuddled2