Wonder Thread #61
 

I wonder if you've ever seen the movie "Dreamer". It was made in 2005. It's about a race horse. I guarantee a happy tear and a smile.

I wonder that we've had so much snow already this year. Last year at this time we didn't have any.

I wonder where my little artificial christmas tree is. :rolleyes: Yes, my house in such disarray, I have no freakin clue where it is. Hmmm, maybe in the garden shed...which is surrounded by a layer of ice and lots of snow.

I wonder at how horribly sick my baby is. She got Fifth Disease from my grandbaby. When adults get it, it goes for the joints and lymphnodes, and she is in SO MUCH PAIN! Her hands and feet are swollen. She has a horrible rash on her arms and trunk. Horribly swollen lymphnodes in the back of her neck/head and ears, and down from the collar bone into the breast and armpit. Very swollen and lumpy. She's just so sick. :(

I wonder that the upside is the granddoody is recovering from it

I wonder that the doctor who saw my daughter said that his wife got it and she was in bed for 3 weeks because the pain was so disabling.

I wonder that I went in the snow to WalMart today for cat litter. $150 later I came home with my Christmas shopping done. :o

I wonder if I can thank Alffe in here for the wonderful surprise in the mail. ((Hugs))

I wonder if you remember my mom crushing her heel and breaking her ankle. Well she's just been released from physical therapy and actually doing quite well. Her foot and ankle are still swollen but he said that will take time.

I wonder how wearing cleaning 3 litterboxes all the time gets. :rolleyes:

I wonder at how much my grandson loves that goofy Sponge Bob, lol. I got him a Sponge Bob lamp for Christmas.

I wonder if my sacroiliac joint will ever NOT hurt. :(

I wonder if my longlost birdies will discover that I finally bought some cracked corn and filled their feeders. Tomorrow I'll have to try and dig through the ice and snow to get into the garden shed and find the heater for the bird bath. Lovely!

I wonder which way the wind will blow at our Iowa caucus on January 3. Oprah in Iowa. This should be interesting. Can't believe how many politicians and celebrities we've had breeze through this town!

I wonder if i can thank you all for being here
I wonder if i knock a door it will open
I wonder if my wife know's i love her
I wonder if My boys know's i love them
I wonder at times if i ask...will i recieve..
I wonder why i was born in the northern hemisphere, with long winter days of darkness.
I wonder Who will be the next President of the USA
I wonder if good does always overcome evil
I wonder if anyone has seen the film 'Pay it Forward'...my favourite film of recent times
I wonder if you have heard the song 'CALLING ALL ANGELS' from the above film
I wonder if the ending made you....cry?
I wonder if i can let you know i'm ok , presently drinking again but ok...i think..
I wonder if TennaLouise new what it meant to me to put my poems OUT-THERE?
I wonder if Alfe would allow me..to sincerley say i'm sorry for the tragic loss of her Only Son.
I wONDER IF SHE KNOWS HOW INSPIRATIONAL A PERSON SHE IS.
I wonder if suunysidedown knows i'm so happy she stayed arround
I wonder too if she knows i love her poetry
I WONDER HOW YOU PUT A PICTURE NEXT TO YOUR NAME.
I wonder if the wind and rain will ever stop here.
I wonder if i can say hi to Bizi
I wonder if next week will be more peacful
I wonder if we will ever get all of our chritsmas shopping completed in time
I wonder if anyone likes Celine Dion as much as me
I wonder if if i've won the Lottery [ must check it in a min ]

I WONDER IF I CAN SAY THIS SITE HAS THE MOST CARING PEOPLE I KNOW OF,
I wonder if i can say, goodnight, and wish you all peace, joy, and an an abundance of happiness in the feastive weeks to come.[for those not looking forward to this time, myself included... strength to overcome adversity, and courage to soldier on]

I wonder if i have wonder'ed to long and bored you all to sleep................






David

I wonder if I can send get well wishes to Grand & Daughter Doody's... Get Well Soon!!!

I wonder if David knows that I am truly glad that he stuck around here!! It's really nice to see you posting!!
I wonder if he knows that I believe he has a wonderful soul!!!

I wonder if I can tell David that I too am a HUGE Celine Dion fan!!! Sure wish I could sing like she does... heck I wish I looked as good as her too!!

I wonder if we are gonna get the ice that Doody has... last I heard it was headed our way... better find those ice skates... aw heck... tennis shoes work great for sliding on the ice!!!

I wonder why I never saw Dreamer... wanted to... but don't remember seeing it. I do remember seeing Pay it Forward...that was good...made me think.

I wonder if I can let my other wonders (i have many) be placed on hold for now... I need to get off of here and back to watching The Note on the Hallmark Channel.

Hugs to ALL!!!:hug::grouphug::hug:
Abbie

I wonder how they came up with the name "Fifth Disease." I guess First, Second, Third, and Fourth were already taken. Hope she's feeling better soon. Glad to hear your mom has recovered.

ZZZZZZZZZZZ....oops, sorry David. :p Yes, you ARE quite wonderful.

I wonder if Abbie lives anywhere near me.

I wonder how Mr. Alffe's colonoscopy went.

I wonder why I continue to love my Chicago Bears so much - they're such a lousy team.

I wonder why it's taken 12 years for my nephew in TX to come to Chicago to visit me. :rolleyes: He's grown into such a fine young man. Oh well, he knows now he's welcome anytime and has a place to stay if he wants to visit again - with or without his mom.

I wonder why I'm so hesitant to get the spot on my cheek checked out by a doctor. It started out as a freckle over a year ago, but now it's three times the size and the color/texture has changed. I hate to ask my husband to take off work to drive me into the city for doc appointments. He works so few hours as it is, and he doesn't get paid when he doesn't work. Wish I could take public transportation or have someone else drive me. :o

I don't think this spot is an amyloid lesion - I suspect it might be skin cancer. :( I wonder how skin already effected by amyloid will react to treatment for cancer. I wonder if I'll have to wear a burka after having this spot checked out by a doc. :eek:

I wonder if I can tell Kathy... I think I live fairly close... My best guess is maybe a 2 hour drive...

I wonder if Alffe knows that i'm also about a 2 hour drive from her too... that is if the weather and traffic cooperate... no easy route between where I am to where the Alffe live...

I wonder if I can tell you I am listening to a song my friend recorded and it is lifting my heart as I type... it's on repeat play. I know it wasn't written for me...but it sure sounds as if it could have been. (The song is called There's A Place In The World For A Saviour.)

I wonder if you all know how much you mean to me!!! Words can't express....

I wonder why I haven't went to see my aunt... havn't been there since 1989. I'd love to see her and her family if even for just one day.

I wonder why I find the dangerous ice outside so very beautiful?!?! Sure hope I don't have to get out in it today!!!


I'll wonder more later... need to get off of here before the power goes out.

Hugs to all!!
Abbie

I wonder if we'll get more ice?
I wonder at how beautiful the ice is too Abbie.
I wonder at how yummy chocolate charlie candy is.
I wonder why we dont have it here in Oklahoma. :rolleyes:
I wonder if i can send out warm {{{HUGS}}} to our room today.

I wonder why the moderators of the "Sanctuary for Spiritual Support" at PsychCentral deleted my heartfelt posts - wiped one off the face of the earth for asking a simple question, they wiped off the other one for crying about having my first post deleted. :(

I wonder if they know how angry and hopeless this has made me feel. I wonder if they realize my anger will resurface the next time someone wants to show me "God's love." :mad:

I wonder if they realize their "supportive" action against me has caused me to consider wiping myself off the face of the earth, starting with all the words I've posted over the internet. :(

I wonder if I go away for good over this, who will be at fault and who will be forgiven. :confused:

Um, PLEASE don't delete this post. I REALLY needed to get this off my chest. :o

I wonder if I can thank the people here for loving me as I am - warts and all. :grouphug:

added by Curious: I want to make this perfectly clear that this was NOT done here on NeuroTalk. This will be the ONLY post made about this subject. Any further discussion needs to made on PsychCentral or private messages sent to their mods.

Oh my....I wonder if I can say thank you Curious for making that perfectly clear..........

I wonder if KathyM knows that she shouldn't stray far away from this family here that knows her, loves her...warts and all..........

I wonder if masks, gloves, and all that jazz makes one whitt of difference as far as germs go.........air borne germs are....well, airborne....

I wonder if Abbie lives north or south of me.....*grin

I wonder if anyone else does the chicken dance....:D

I wonder if Wren lost her electricity....

I wonder if I can share that our dear Michael was such a HUGE Chicago Bears fan...we buried him in his Bear sweats...

I wonder if Goofy knows that the only time we can get Chocolate Charlie is this time of year................

I wonder if Doody's girl is getting help from hubby while she's this ill....

I wonder if Scrabble is ok...........

I wonder if Merewood reads here....naw!..........LOL

I wonder if I can convince KathyM to have that spot checked out right now! That wonderful man of yours would gladly take you!....:hug:

I wonder if Vickey was able to hold onto her heat last night and made it safely to and from work............

I wonder if our Wren has her electricity still and how bad the ice was/is?? :confused:

I wonder if Doodys "baby" is feeling any better...........

I wonder if Bizi will also wrap that gift she is bringing...:D

I wonder if Abbie is getting this freezing rain we are now getting...:o

I wonder how da monkey is feeling today.......

I wonder if Mr.Alffe could wait one more min. for his breakfast...:wink:

I guess not! LOL

I wonder about everyone in this storm's path ... it has moved just a bit north of us. I wonder how it will hit the Chicago area today..... and tomorrow.

I wonder if my sweatshirts will get dry before it's time for this appointment at PT :p I wonder if the dryer will buzzzzz fairly soon...............

Darn it, Alffe. Because of you and Ray hounding me about this, I emailed my doc at the U of I this morning. He wrote me back, gave me the number of a dermatologist, and told me to get my butt over to the clinic pronto. I know it's basal cell carcinoma. I looked at some photos on the net, and it looks identical - but it's not deadly. :o

FINE - I obeyed the commands of all of you. As a result, I have to sacrifice one day's worth of visiting with my son. He comes home on the 19th - my appointment is on the 20th at 10:30 a.m. My son was scheduled to tour the university he wants to attend that day - we were planning to go with him. Instead, we'll be spending the day at the clinic at the U of I instead of spending it with our son. :(

Okay, I'm not really mad at any of you. :rolleyes:

Oops, forgot to wonder.....:eek:

I wonder if the Navy will give me an extra day with my son before he's deployed - surely they will understand if I ask nicely? :rolleyes:

i wonder what a gift kathy is giving her son...a gift of taking care of her health? :hug:

I wonder if I can share my nose story with KathyM.

Basil cell is absolutely the one to have of the three possibilities. *grin. That's what mine was....the only problem with me was the dermatologist told me
over two years ago that it was just a birthmark...absolutely nothing to worrry about and she didn't even biopsy it. Took pictures of it, measured it...had me come back in a year so she could take more pictures of it. When I got another one last January, at the top of my nose (first one was at the bottom of my nose) she decided that she'd better biopsy both of them. Both were cancer that had been running around under my skin for over two years...hence I needed to have the mohes (sp?) procedure on both of them.

I needed reconstructive surgery because I had two quarter size holes..one at the top of my nose and the other at the bottom. The damage would not have been nearly as extensive if they had been correctly diagnosed when I first went in.

So good girl! I'm so glad you are taking care of this. Don't let my story scare you....it's one of poor doctoring..I now have a new, wonderful dr. who already did surgery on my "lip" for a third one.

I think a lot of people my age are having this....I'm blue eyed, fair complected and we never heard of sun block when I was growing up.

I wonder if Ray knows he's one of my heroes!

And Curious is right, as usual. :grouphug:

i wonder if alffe knows hubby had a spot on bald head that i made him go check? turned out that spot was fine..but one that couldn't be seen except with a special light..on his cheek turned out to be "pre cancerous basil cell".

i wonder if ya'll know my brothers cancer was first dx'ed as a wart on his foot? :mad:

i wonder if a 2nd opinion should be the rule?

i wonder if alffe knows i slather the sunscreen on the monkeys daily...even in the winter? great moiturizer..and helps with that static cling. :p

:grouphug:

I wonder how "does" a person get sore by ironing??? :thud:

I wonder how i ever stayed up all night and was fine who whole next day when i was younger??? :rolleyes:

I wonder if you guys know over half of Norman still does not have electricity!!!:(

I wonder at how blessed i feel to be one of the fortunate ones that never lost electricity

I wonder if Kathy knows i'm glad shes having that spot checked out..

I wonder when my Aunt Jo is going to get to come home from the hospital

I wonder how Doodys Cara is doing????

I wonder how long chili stays good in the fridge??? i should have froze it by now.... I guess i should throw it out just to be safe...

how could i for get my last wonder.... i wonder if you guys know how happy i am that my brothers step-son finally came home!!!!!!! :) i dont know where he was or what he was doing, but hes home.... :)

I wonder how happy I am that daughter doody is much much better. Thank God. She was in so much pain. Thank you for asking.

I wonder about myself though. Carried 2 heavy items to my house and wrenched my back. Stayed home on doctor's orders yesterday afternoon and today. I'll have to tomorrow as well. I can barely get up from a sitting position yet, so not good idea to go to work where I'm getting up and down all day long helping people.

I wonder if can let BJ know that she inspired me with her last picture of Benton under her Christmas tree. (((BJ))) if you can get a Christmas tree up with all the strain you've been under, I certainly can as well. So I did! Thank you for inspiring me to put up my tree. :hug:

I wonder at how glad I am Ms Kathy is going to the doctor! Geesh lady, don't scare us like that!!!!

I wonder how Mr. Alffe is after his colonoscopy.

I wonder at the nasty ice/snow storm last night and today. Glad I didn't go out in it. Lots of people without electricity in Iowa. Luckily, we didn't get it as bad as southern Iowa. They got hit really hard.

I wonder if it's time to ice again. I'm so looped on these muscle relaxants and vicodin I have to write down when I take my meds so I don't forget.

Love and hugs for the room. :hug:

I wonder if I can leave multiple {{hugs}} for the room!

Good night,guys. ;)

I wonder why Mr.Alffe always needs help getting dressed...:confused:

I wonder if I can say that he is fine, colonoscopy fine...thanks for asking...

I wonder at how happy I am that eveyone seems to be improving..Doodys daughter and grandson, goofys young relative came home, Abbie seeing light these days, Kathym making a dr. apt. and to hear from Bamboo was frosting on the cake.....

I wonder if Addy knows that reading about the fun she's going to have with Sparkle makes me thankful that I have two sisters..........

I wonder if cool angel went right to bed after she said goodnight...:D

I wonder what Scrabble has in the Qtip box.............:rolleyes:

I wonder how wrens' rehab is going.....bet it's grueling...:hug:

I wonder if I'll give everyone food poisoning by serving the creme brulee that sat un noticed on the front porch for four days....at least...:o

I wonder if curious knows what a great mama she is....:wink:

I wonder when Sunnysidedown is gonna pop in and say howdy...

I wonder how Benton's mom is.....:)

I wonder how the Moi's are...:winky:

I wonder if David had a good day at work....

I reallllllly wonder sometimes about myself. :rolleyes: I ended up in the emergency room this morning with my retina tearing away. Had to have laser surgery done on it. Last year it was my left eye and this time it's my right. She said the lattice in my eye is really weak in a lot of places. The surgery sucked.

I wonder about going back to work tomorrow. My back is somewhat improved, but I still struggle to get up from a sitting position.

I wonder why it is so hard to buy Christmas presents for my dad. I just can't think of a darned thing. And he's pretty particular about clothing items, so I dunno. His feet get really cold. Any foot warming suggestions?

I wonder about the cute phone call tonight. I answered and heard this sweet "HELLO. Grandma." LOL What a fruitcake he is. He likes the new jammies I got him.

I wonder if Doody has thought of a hot water bottle for her Dad... or a small heating pad type thingie...

I wonder if you've thought of a picture album, Doody? - print out the Doody family digitals that he probably doesn't see... (I do this for my Mom sometimes - only costs me the ink - and I just use ordinary paper - nothing fancy)... a little book from the $ store to put 'em in...

I wonder why its so nice to come here and read here after my rehearsal tonight... many of us go for pizza and a wine or whatever... its difficult to unwind... and now here I am ... catching up with my family here :)

I wonder if it will snow this weekend which will postpone my trip until the roads are clear...

I wonder at how amazing Google Earth is!

I wonder at how angry Mother Nature is right now.... the ice is beautiful... yet... so deceptive... and dangerouos...

I wonder if I should get to bed .....

I wonder if Doody would just stay home the rest of the week...it's almost over..:hug:

I wonder if her Dad would like a corn sack...you heat it up in the microwave for a few minutes and the whole house smells like popcorn..works great on cold feet and a sore back...

I wonder if she could use Addys idea and find squirrel pictures...*grin

I wonder at how happy I was to stumble across Xie's email address and it
hasn't changed...she's having computer problems and the anniversary date of losing her dear husband is looming...

I wonder if we can send positive thoughts and some prayers for her....:grouphug:

I wonder if everyone/anyone is enjoying the debates as much as I am...laugh, I thought I'd die laughing..............:rolleyes:

I wonder if I can tell tena that "Little Boy Blue" was one of my mothers favorites and I had to copy it thru a few tears....thank you!

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I am reading older posts and threads. I am new to the site. I hope you are there and OK. I don't know why your post was deleted. Sometimes when people get so despondent, maybe they are afraid that others read it and become more despondent. I don't know. So far on this list I have found good people who listen. Some of my darker thoughts I keep to myself. I wonder how many of us have these dark thoughts? I wish I could gather in all the good advise, love, help, comfort, in a big basket and send it to all of us who hurt. I don't know how to reach out into space, and send good thoughts your way. ginnie :hug: