wonder thread #74
 

Finally I wooped Alffe's butt! I am here and I understand! I know how to post a wonder with a number:winky: He He!

Ok, so you've heard of all my drama over the last couple months, have I bored you all to tears? I really enjoy this website, but needed patience so I could understand how to use it. Picked on by Alffe all this time, hah, I am finding my way:)

I wonder............................ hmmmmmmmmmmmm I wonder.................

I truely wonder if you all know how happy I am that in late January, in my worst despair, that I stumbled upon this website. Not knowing what I was doing, I have been quided by gentle hands in the direction I need to go. I have never found myself so glued to a computer.

I love you all, you have been an inspiration to me.

I wonder if you know now that Nina did not come home with me tonight and the house feels so empty.

I wonder if you know the pain I am going through as I have been there so many times the last couple of years.

Looking4hope, pick your self up, dust yourself off, and get out there. If I can get through all the sorrow that I have been dished, you can to! A blanket of snow, an overcast sky? Screw it! How many years do we have left?! I am 41, that says I am more than half way through my life. I am going to leave this earth with a smile on my face. I care, open the window and suck in the fresh air.

I wonder if looking4hope, curious, Alffe, Wren, David, Cher, Ckepi, everyone know how much I have appreciated their replys.

I wonder if you know I am at death's door with Nina?

I wonder about spanishmoss and how come there is not a lot of her around lately.?

I wonder about doody and her new luv bug?

As you have read of my troubles, I have read of all of yours and even though I have found myself compelled to this site, I am ready to ditch it just like looking4hope, I have spent more time on this computer than with my little ones because I care. I am an emotional wreck right now and don't want your sympathy. I am by no means needy. I am strong and I will be out the door tomorrow pretending to be me.

I wonder if you all know that I haven't had a full nights sleep in 2 weeks cause of my overdose.

Yep, I am rambling.

Please pray for our beloved Nina. THANK YOU!!!

I wonder if I can leave some hugs for hope and nina....
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I wonder what we'll do with two brand new wonder threads....:D

I wonder if we should just take turns with them....:wink:

I wonder why my mind races so instead of sleeping...

I wonder how many times I relived walking across the Brooklyn Bridge...

I wonder if I can thank Bizi for showing the way to the S.Beach food...

I wonder at the portions size...I've been overeating...:o

I wonder if we can now use #74 since 73 went to two pages...:p

I wonder what the estimate will be for getting the inside of this house painted..

I wonder if Mr.Alffe will faint and then decide he likes to paint...:D

I wonder if the robins are sorry they returned...plumb orange breasts!

I wonder if my grandaughter knows how happy I am that she wants to go to N.Y. with us in June.......she was too shy when we invited her before..:hug:

I wonder what movie Doody and daughter watched last night...and Bruna went too?????

I wonder if Nina will finally decide to eat...or if she'll continue not to..:(

I wonder how Benton is.....(((BJ)))

I wonder if Abbie is having fun? :hug:

I wonder If I can just say that I am EXHAUSTED!! :winky:

I wonder if ya'll will understand and know that I will wonder more later...

:hug:
Abbie

I wonder if I can nohope I was just kidding NOT complaining. I'm 54, OK?

Ok, I'm a bit testy about being told what to do...

Sorry.

:o I wonder if I can tell the group that I'm quickly pushing 64 - lol lol lol.

I wonder how it worked out that Alffe and I are both having the inside of the house painted at the same time. I wonder if she will almost pass out when she sees the estimate.
I wonder if I should tell her that I bought the paint to paint 3 book cases myself and that was $74 :eek:

I wonder if it's this chilly every where. It doesn't seem like Easter.

I wonder if other people in our group are being so touched by the terrible flooding. I hope not.

I wonder if I can brag that I have one bunch of daffodils blooming ...... fantastic. The others are thick with buds.

I wonder if I can praise God and ask him to bless all of you. I wonder if He will be extra kind and loving to dear Curious. :grouphug:

I wonder if I can say that it's no ones business how old I am...:p

I wonder how wren knew that I dropped when given the price for painting...

I wonder at how quickly I decided that I can still climb on ladders...

I wonder what the second estimate will be....:confused:

I wonder that the 4 inches of snow we awoke to is already melting..sun is out!!

I really was wondering if boots would be called for on Easter Sunday...:o

I wonder if there is a substitute for a flat butt...:p

I wonder at how tickled I was to see Mrs.D in here....AND

I wonder if she'll let Pansy know that reyn is out and about...well, kinda sorta

I wonder why I feel no motivation anymore.

I wonder where it went.

I wonder why fate likes to kick people when they are already down.

I wonder why it's so hard to get up again.

I wonder why I'm being so negative when I know it never helps.

I wonder why I even posted this?

I wonder if Idealist posted it because he knows that we think he is terrific and like to see him here....

I wonder if I can give Idealist a hug....:hug:

I wonder if there will be a packed house in church tomorrow...just like Christmas...~sigh

I wonder if that email really was from lilflutterbye....:hug:

I wonder if all the oldies will end up here............

I wonder how Sue is.........:winky:

I wonder if Curious could post some incredible pictures from an email I got...

I wonder if Idealist realizes that we really care about him:hug:

I wonder if he knows these feelings happen to all of us and that's why we have each other. :grouphug:
I wonder if he knows that we are here to help him back up again.

I wonder if he remembers that God loves him just as he is and that He understands more than any of us that life often isnt fair but that He gave us each other to make it easier :Heart:

((((((((Idealist))))))))

i wonder if alffe knows i'm tapping my toes waiting for her to email the pics? :p

((Idealist)) I wonder if you know it's good to see you here no matter what you have to say, sad or happy. You are a wonderful person and so helpful with others. Let others be there for you too.

Life is such a roller coaster. Fasten your seatbelt, dear man, and hang on with the rest of us.

I wonder if curious will stop tapping and open her mail. *grin

I wonder if she'll be able to post those incredible pictures...

I wonder if she's still throwing scales....:D

I wonder if she knows shelley is looking for her...:p

I wonder if sweet Doody will please rest....too much stress dearheart! :hug:

i wonder if alffe knows it is a powerpoint presentation and i can't copy the pictures? :(

I wonder if Nohope knows that when I was growing up we had an elderly dog with a sensitive stomache and my mom used to boil chicken and add rice and he'd eat it all up :hug:

I wonder if Rich knows that we share something very special in common and that you have to try to seize the moment, don't forget it, don't let it fade from your memory, He is there ;)

I wonder if I can leave Wren a long over due hug :hug:

I wonder if Alffe knows that we had snow this morning too and we are expecting more Monday, my flowers are all blooming too

I wonder why the flowers knew to bloom when Easter was so early this year :confused:

I wonder why I can't except the words "prepare yourself"

I wonder how I can prepare myself when Benton's been my buddy, my cat that thinks he's a dog, my cat that licks the tears off my eyelids (scratchy tongue and all :rolleyes:) for so long

I wonder why I feel like I'm on that game show with Regis (my memory's failing me again) and I'm out of lifelines :(

I wonder if I should get ready to go see Benton before they close and then go to our Easter Vigil at church :)

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room :grouphug:

I wonder what I missed and what happened to sweet Benton??? (((((MeBP)))))

I wonder if I can let Alffe now I'm about to take a nice hot epsom salt bath, eat and rest. Luckily, the kids found another babysitter so I can really rest up tonight. I hate migraines, make you sick all over.

I wonder if I can tell Curious how surprised I was to learn that little granddoody does like Curious George and can't believe I had no idea!!!

I wonder about the cute outfit myfolks got for grandoody for easter service tomorrow. Kind of an olive green dress pants with a tie and vest to match and a long sleeved white shirt. LOL Cute.

I wonder at how Bruna barks now when people knock at the door. She did NOT like my goddaughter when my best friend came with her to visit and Bruna growled and growled at her. :confused: She loves granddoody so who knows. I have no idea what it mayt have been like for her those 3 years in a cage in a dark shed.

I still wonder at how cute it was when she played with a treat I gave her and pranced and ran around.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for everyone. Signing off to go rest up.

Oh I couldn't wait to get back here! Me and the girls just took Nina her din din and had a picnic dinner much like the picnic lunch we had earlier. I brought her New York steak. She licked at a tiny piece I had cut up, bit it and then spit it out. SHE ATTEMPTED HER FIRST BITE IN 8 DAYS!!! I am so happy! When we took her back into the ER, I requested they reheat it and put the pieces in her kennel with her. Maybe..................... Her eyes look great and she actually rubbed her head against me when I gave her her hug to say goodnight. We brought the night crew cookies and will also bring the day crew cookies tomorrow morning. Thank goodness they are open Easter. I can't imagine one day without our sweet Nina. Ironically I found her the day before Easter in 1994. I ran home and tried to talk my husband into getting her. It took me all night. So the next day when we went back to the pet store to buy her, they were closed, Easter Sunday. You can't imagine how fitfull I was all day knowing she was still in that kennel all alone. The next morning, we brought her home.

Easter is my favorite holiday of the year, but this Easter will be very hard without my pets being home. I so hope that Monday, we will take her from the ER and bring her home!

BP, I am thinking about you and Benton and wondering if you were able to visit today. Why is he so sick? I truly care. I love animals soooooooo much!

Doody, that bath sounds awesome! Enjoy:)

Thank you all for your prayers

I wonder if i can let Idealist and you all know, i have been studying a teaching/course. As part of the course i had to prepare a portfolio on a course i could teach. My course is called 'DONT FORGET ABOUT M.E. [M=Motivation and E=Empathy.]
As part of the course I ask learners to explore an array of motivational stories and quotes/poems etc..then pick one and explain why it motivates them.

I wonder if i can leave one for idealist

Gandhi..was in Calcutta, and was heading through a rampaging crowd to board a train at the station. Through all the hustle and bustle, he lost a sandal, and it fell in between the stationary train and the platform onto the track. A mortified porter screamed "Sir i will climb down and retrieve it for you Sir". At this point Gandhi said leave it good man, and threw his other sandal between the train and track.. "But Sir now you have no footwear" said the Porter. Gandhi replied " That is so, you kind man, but if a poor man finds one sandal, when this train leaves the station it will have no use to him. But now he will happily find a pair".


MOTHER Teresa is quoted as saying.

"God will only put on me what he knows i can endure. I just wish at times he didnt trust me so much"


I wonder if we all know that motivation, is the furnace of life it self.
I wonder if you all know how much you have motivated me over the last 16 months.
i wonder if i can leave a big hug:grouphug:to you all

David

I wonder if David knows what an asset he is to our forum....:grouphug:

I wonder how Nina is today...& Sara & Emma..

I wonder how Benton is.....

I wonder if Doody's migrane is gone...:hug:

I wonder how KathyM always knows the right thing to say...

I wonder if anyone would like to come help me paint! :p

I wonder if I can tell Bizi that it isn't navy...but almost..has more purple in it.

I wonder how Idealist is doing. Been thinking about him ever since he posted.

I wonder how Benton is. I feel so in the dark as I don't know what's going on but my prayers are with you BJ and with Benton.

I wonder why my migraine is making an attempt at a comeback this evening. Probably because I had my annual eye checkup and got the dilation and the whole nine yards. I did have 2 retina tears this last year so got a really good checkup. My eyes are still really dilated and it's SO bright!

I wonder if everyone knows how much I appreciate their kind words.

I wonder if they realize that I'm not trying to be a stranger. I've just had too much coming at me from too many directions.

I wonder if David knows that I really liked his story. I'm a big fan of Ghandi, and especially Mother Theresa. I'll think about what you wrote, and maybe send you a PM in a day or two.

I wonder if everyone is sleeping tight right now, and really hope they are.

Aw, Doody - My, what big EYES you have! :p

I wonder why people use Bible references to mask their hatred and give themselves (political) power when their own words don't have any strength. :(

I wonder if people realize this hatred shows in their eyes, despite their words. :(

I wonder where that sharp-shinned hawk is nesting. I heard a loud bang the other day. Thought maybe our gutter had fallen off again. I looked out the back window and saw a hawk standing on his next meal - a mourning dove. My husband loves those mourning doves. They follow him around like chickens when he fills up the feeders. He wasn't upset about the kill though - it's natures way. He said the rest of the doves were probably gathered in front saying "Hey, didn't Ralph say he was coming right back? :D

I wonder why I STILL get junk mail addressed to my dad. He died in 1991. :( This last one said "Mr. M, Do you have hearing loss?" Uh, yeah - wait - I dunno - DAD, CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW? :D

I wonder why my husband was treated so kindly at the barber shop yesterday. It is run by a Middle Eastern man, and he does an excellent job. My husband went there on his lunch hour, but he showed up just when they were about to eat their lunch. They insisted he join them. He had a nice meal of lamb, vegetables, and homemade pita bread, and he was made to feel very welcome. After the meal, he got his hair cut. :) I wonder if the people at SuperCuts treat their customers in such a way. :p

I wonder if Kathy knows that we still get mail for Michael, and my brother..both have been dead for years........

I wonder if I can leave Idealist a hug...:grouphug:

I wonder if Kathy now feels better about this thread...:D

I wonder if Alffe knows physical appearance and beauty no longer matter to me. :o

I no longer wonder. It's too confusing because there are too many hawks. I feel surrounded. :(

I wonder if Kathy knows that one tiny bird will surround her with a hug ((( Kathy)))) :hug::hug::hug: