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tamiloo 03-26-2008 09:21 AM

Wonderful Wonder #76
 
aaahummm...:Hum:

I wonder if I should start a new wonderful wonder...

Wow, I wonder if I should go back to bed...start over...:Zzzz:

I wonder why it took me five minutes to get this done......

Alffe 03-26-2008 09:28 AM

I wonder if I can say that going back to bed is highly recommended...:wink:

I wonder if I can tell wren that I have never lived, decorated, a new house..leaving that for a condo or villa some sweet day.....

I wonder at my math...scratched on our basement floor is the date 1879 and the name of the man who built this house....

I wonder, 33 or 34 years ago when we first moved in and I painted it..my mil called the color I had chosen as Mud...said it was the color of Mud...:confused:

I wonder what she'd think of this new, even darker color...

I wonder why Mr.Alffe thinks it's such fun to go to open houses every Sunday...used to be houses, now it's villa's...and wren, you wouldn't believe some of the bright red walls...

Doody 03-26-2008 10:27 AM

I wonder at all the painting talk. I've basically been painting my bedroom for, oh...over a year now? Started one color, hated it...started the next color...ran out of steam.

I wonder if Mr. and Mrs. Alffe know how blessed they are to have each other.

I wonder why I feel so off today.

I wonder if Alffe still wants to see granddoody on Easter. If so, here it is...with a person of interest holding him.

http://s13.photobucket.com/albums/a2...8/IMG_0202.jpg

And grandma took down a balloon from the decorations in the restaurant which he thoroughly enjoyed.

http://s13.photobucket.com/albums/a2...8/IMG_0206.jpg

Alffe 03-26-2008 01:04 PM

I wonder if I can say that he is just darling! And so is little Doody. :D

I wonder if anyone else remembers when eggshell was a color of paint and not the finish.....~sigh

Twinkletoes 03-26-2008 01:10 PM

I wonder where Tamiloo is?

Wonder if she went back to bed?

Wonder if Craig massaged her back and gave her feel-better kisses? ;)

Alffe 03-26-2008 05:23 PM

And I wonder who Craig is....:D

I wonder if Twinkletoes would like a hug...:hug:...yeah I know, back rubs and kisses would be better but it's the best I can do. :p

I wonder if I can talk Mr.Alffe into getting in the hot tub with me...my back is "talking to me"....

I wonder if I can say that I do like daylight savings time except for getting into the hot tub...I like it dark, to see the stars..I can't hardly stay awake until it gets dark these days....

I wonder if wren is painting too....time to quit sweetie...:hug:

I wonder how Abbie is.....

I wonder if Curious knows how many of us love her...:grouphug:

tamiloo 03-26-2008 10:53 PM

Sorry guys...just as I started this thread Craig...Olhipie said...

I wonder what my folks are doing today;) so we took a road trip!!:D


I wonder why I didn't get a massage...hey Craig!!:Dunno:
Where's my....
:inlove:

Twinkletoes 03-26-2008 10:58 PM

I wonder when I'm going to get that back rub from Alffe? ;)

I wonder why some people start a thread and then decide to go for a roadtrip??? :confused:

I wonder how Olhipie's folks are?

Wren 03-27-2008 06:47 AM

I wonder if I head north to help Doody paint I'll meet interesting people :wink:

I wonder if I could even LIFT granddoody

I wonder how Nina is now -- I wonder why we're not hearing anything .

I wonder how Vicky is. I wonder if her job is OK.

I wonder if that rain storm will continue here today.

I wonder if I can drive through it anyhow. I haven't had a "private" meal with sister for several years and I'm heading out no matter what.

I wonder how my legs will last. I spent yesterday crawling ... yes, crawling... to scrub clean the wall boards (correct words? those varnishesd things separating floors from walls) so they are sparkling ready for the painters to do the walls. I wonder if I make any sense ever.

I wonder if everyone will make my wishes come true and have a good day.

nohope 03-27-2008 12:00 PM

I wonder if wren knows they are baseboards:) I wonder if she knows how much I still appreciate all the prayers for my Nina. I found another lump on her today, another sarcoma? However she wolfed down her steak for breakfast.

I wonder how I accepted 2 little ones and their dog over today as Sara's first babysitting job on spring break? I know, I'm INSANE!

I wonder why at 6:30am this morning we were getting dumped on by snow when it's supposed to be 50 degrees today? This is supposed to be spring break!

I wonder if doody knows that now that Emma's seen granddoody all dressed up he is now her new boyfriend? He is such a doll!

I wonder if alffe and the mr are feeling a new kind of high? How can you paint inside when there is snow outside and you can't open the windows for ventilation? Hope you two got a chance to hit the hottub last night:)

I wonder why I just had my 3rd reeses this morning with coffee? Buzzzzzzzzzzzz

Doody 03-27-2008 01:14 PM

I wonder if I can tell Wren that I'm an interesting person in an extremely odd way, and she's more than welcome to come and meet me and hunt down some more interesting people. ;)

I wonder if nohope should tell Emma she'll have to wait in line. Granddoody is very smitten (still) with his daddy's best friend's daughter, Heidi. And Heidi is an older woman (a year older, lol). And what really had everyone laughing out loud last week was when Heidi came home from preschool and said to her parents (in a very determined manner)..."HI! I'm Heidi... " Oops, LMAO, I was about to reveal last names. Anyway, she announced herself by her first and middle name and added granddoody's last name as her last name. We're all still cracking up about that.

He is a handsome little boy for sure, and happy.

Wren 03-27-2008 04:23 PM

:o I wonder if I can explain to nohope how I have trouble finding some words ...... well, I just can't. It's so weird. A simple word like "baseboard" just disappears. A simple word like my sister's name goes away for a bit. I wonder if anyone understands that's the product of the ~gulp~ surgeries I've have in the past two years.
I wonder if I can tell you that my next "check-up" MRI is April 3 and then, after a short wait, I'll carry the films directly to the neurosurgeon's office so, after another wait, he'll tell me what's happening *nothing - I promise* and when I have to come back....6 months.
I wonder if you know how I wish I had a bus to ride down to the city.

tamiloo 03-27-2008 08:33 PM

Craig's folks are great, he just wanted to show off his ski flick.:D

I wonder why I'm so tired...ski day???:wink:

I wonder how Rochelle's injured leg is healing?:)

nohope 03-27-2008 09:17 PM

Take the bus! Fun Fun Fun! I would love to go down to the city, I just never had anyone to enjoy it with.

It sounds like you have so much on your mind and I don't know anything about it. Wow, surgery? Nothing serious I hope.

Gee, wren, I have called my daughters the opposite names for the last 3 days. When you put Sara, Emma and Nina together, I guess you get my drift. I remember at a birthday party when this guy I had known a year showed up and I tried to introduce him, I drew a blank and he had to input his name. Lately, I am so detached. My kids try to talk to me and I am so good at tuning them out. My husband always filled in the blanks for me and now he is gone.

I don't know what else to say.

Alffe 03-28-2008 05:01 AM

I wonder why nohope didn't wonder again....:D
And I wonder if she'd be suprised to learn that wren had successful, life changing brain surgery. :hug:

I wonder if our wren is still painting...and moving? :hug:
I wonder if she knows I'd like to be her bus.

I wonder how much painting I'll get done today...:cool: I really like this color!

I wonder if tammy is less tired today....:hug:

I wonder just how much snow we got last night....UNCLE!!!!!

FeelinGoofy 03-28-2008 07:35 AM

I wonder how people can say one thing to a persons face then turn around say something completely different behind their back... :mad:

I wonder shy our sheltie howls when he wants in. He sounds like he has lost his last friend on earth... its so pitiful...

I really wonder what our neighbors think when he does this LOL

I wonder why i told the girl behind the desk i'd work for her today???? not really i enjoy working behind the desk....

I wonder what i'm doing on the computer when i need to leave for work NOW!!!!!

{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}} i hope you guys have a wonderful day! :hug:

Doody 03-28-2008 08:28 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 246240)
I wonder just how much snow we got last night....UNCLE!!!!!

Uncle is right.

Quote:

Originally Posted by FeelinGoofy (Post 246262)
I wonder how people can say one thing to a persons face then turn around say something completely different behind their back.

I wonder that sometimes too, but it happens. Hurts your feelings but well, shrug it off. They're not worth it then.

I wonder if I can leave special hugs for Wren today. :hug:

tamiloo 03-28-2008 11:32 AM

I wonder why we didn't get more snow last night...more to play in.:icon_cool:

I'm feeling great today because I slep for hours and hours!:Zzzz:

I wonder where twink is today...working or playing.

I wonder if she is taking care of that leg!!!

I wonder if I will be able to wash off this very black facial mask I just put on???:confused:

Alffe 03-28-2008 04:15 PM

I also wonder where Twink is and why Tammy put on a black mask....:confused:

I wonder if I can tell wren that Doody is a lovely lady...nothing strange about her...

I wonder if I can declare a victory on the dinning room paint and take the weekend off...........ouch!

I wonder if nohope thinks I "spanked" her again...:D

I wonder if Bizi knows how much her phone call meant to me today...:hug:

I wonder if KathyM knows how much she reminds me of me when I was younger....I had the courage of my convictions....:hug:

KathyM 03-28-2008 07:50 PM

I wonder if Alffe knows I don't have the energy to keep fighting this war on terror - especially with those who don't know REAL SYSTEMIC TERROR. They keep trying to silence me or stab me in the back - because they have a book, went to school or weren't/aren't directly effected.

I wonder if the moderator (or whoever) at another forum knows how LIVID I become when I pour my heart out in posts to explain a situation that causes me DEEEEEEEP PAIN - only to have them removed without warning. I did not disobey the rules. I only tried to answer a question and explain my experience for someone. It's the only lifeline I have left to the outside world. It only reminds me of how unwanted, irritating, and useless I have become to society. My friends already know how I feel.

I wonder if I should give up that spark of hope I've been holding onto that people would stop hating each other based on race/religion.

I wonder if I will become bitter, like my mother.

I wonder if I should give in and start drowning myself in alcohol, drugs and fantasy. I can't fight this war on terror/intolerance all by myself.

I wonder if those nurses at the hospital killed my mother. She was having trouble obeying the rules placed on her too. She was also considered too ugly for society. She died in leather restraints with strangers (nurses) yelling at her to obey their orders (stay in bed). She didn't appear near death when I saw her two hours before she died. She was bright yellow when I returned to view her body. They said the exact cause of death was a "sudden onset of sepsis."

I wonder if this house ever catches fire and becomes engulfed while I'm in bed, will I have any desire to get out of bed. Probably not. I can't stand watching reruns - on TV or in life.

I wonder if my stomach will ever untie itself enough to allow me to eat and drink.

I wonder if anyone knows it's time to start a new wonder. I'm fully aware I've messed up this thread and brought everyone down. :o

Alffe 03-29-2008 06:29 AM

I wonder if KathyM will remember the words of Edmund Burke.."All that is necessary for the tripumph of evil is that good men do nothing"...

I also wonder if Kathy knows that she is lighting a candle in the darkness and couldn't possibly stop being who she is..........

I wonder if she'll remember that one person can make a difference and we are all heroes in our own movie......:hug:

I wonder about the movie..No Country for Old Men...I wonder how many people "got it".....

Twinkletoes 03-29-2008 05:28 PM

I wonder if Tammy and Alffe know how much I appreciate their concern.

I wonder if Alffe's avatar frog feels like I do from standing on one foot all the time. :rolleyes:

I wonder if Tammy's nice long sleep will revive her for a nice long time.

I wonder if FeelinGoofy got to work on time.

I wonder why I always think of the old song "Feelin' Groovy" when I see her name? :D

I wonder why tending grandkids for 3 days, working 2 days and driving Cub Scouts last night to deliver Scouting for Food bags has got me all worn out. Hmmmm, I take that back: I don't wonder! :D

tamiloo 03-29-2008 10:37 PM

Yes the rest revived me for a few days...

I wonder if I can rest now that the ski resort has closed...

I wonder if skiing one Thursday and on Saturday will make Olhipie tired??


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