Well I Wonder Wonder #81
 

I do wonder who wrote the book of love. Twasn't me! :D

I wonder also how funny the Gone With The Wind thread is. Those people are just too funny.

I also wonder now...why our Ms. Alffe can't be Mammy. My MAMMMMMY!

I wonder at what a horrendous mess the big VEISHEA event was this year. Oh, people still turned out for the parade...a few...poor things in heavy winter jackets, ear muffs, kids with runny noses from the freezing cold!

I don't wonder that all the big tents on campus closed down early. What a muddy mess. See, because of drunken students in the past (they had a big blowout on Welch avenue and turned over police cars, broke business windows, blah blah), they moved the festivities to early in April thinking it would calm down their activities. HA! Now they just go to the bars and stay warm and avoid campus! Doh Mr. President of the university! :p :p :p

I wonder that it is so cold here and snow. What the...!!!!

I wonder how sad I am to read of sweet Benton whom we had come to know and love through the generosity of BJ sharing her pics and stories.

I wonder if she knows the pain will someday lessen but will take time. (((BJ)))

I wonder why Bruna is barking! I don't know but I love it because at first she didn't bark at all.

I wonder at how much she likes those very expensive Greenies. :thud:

I wonder if granddoody had fun at his friend's birthday party today.

I wonder at how very very strange There Will Be Blood was. And I love Daniel Day Lewis.

I wonder if I should go take that hot bath now.

Hugs for the room! :hug:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for everyone :hug: and hope and pray someone will leave one for me

I wonder if I can leave that :hug: for Wren and an extra one for the room:grouphug:

I wonder why I dont wonder more cos I sure love to:o

I wonder if I will make through my visit with my step mom today........

I wonder if I will be able to walk up to those steps.....

I wonder if I can stay to visit in his house, a house that now feels as empty as His chair........

Hugs........................

With all the hurt the people in this room have experienced, I wonder that it's such a positive thread.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for everyone, too. :hug:

I wonder if WeeGot5Kizz will take over the GWTW thread and be the director so he can do the casting. :p

I wonder if it's naptime -- I think I hear my mattress calling!!! :Zzzz:

I wonder how Nikki's visit with her step mom went.....:hug:

I wonder if Twink knows that we have to stay "up" because the subject of suicide is so very depressing.....:grouphug:

I wonder if I can be proud that I just finished the last window!....Now if I can just put the drapes up without falling off the ladder I will be done...:rolleyes:

I wonder at how much warmer it feels since that wind died....

I wonder how our loved ones could be so thoughtless....:(

I wonder if I can leave hugs for Wren :hug: and the room :grouphug:

I wonder if I should go walk Hooper before it starts raining again :(

I wonder at how nice it is to see ((Nik-key)) in here wondering with everyone.

I wonder at how funny Ms. SkiptomyTammiLoo and Ms. Twinkle are. :D It's so nice to see them here.

I wonder how much more anyone of us can take of this very very long winter. First real winter we've had in Iowa for a very long time, but come one! Enuf is enuf is enuf!!!

I do wonder though at how nice it is that at least the sky is blue today even if it is chilly. I hope the blue sky is headed for Indiana. :)

I wonder if I too can leave a special hug for our dear ((Wren)). :hug:

I wonder if I should take a hot soak and spray some Biofreeze on me before I regret all that raking and bending and stooping. :o

Oops, edited because I just saw ((BJ)). Hi there sweetheart.

I wonder if i can leave Wren a huge :hug:
I wonder if i can tell Nik-key, 'that chair will never be empty of memories'
I wonder if i can tell you all, that recent studying paid off, i've just past a 'teaching in the life long learning sector course':D:D
I wonder if you are all having better weather than of late.
I wonder if i can say i've missed you all.

I wonder if i can leave:grouphug::grouphug:for the room

David

I wonder, how it is that God ? Fate ? leads us to the people we need... at just the right time:grouphug:

I wonder how I found the strength to stay at my moms

I wonder, while there, was that really me who laughed at a funny memory?

I wonder, hmmmm would Calgon really take me away?? :p

I wonder, how many licks DOES it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop!

I wonder how many group hugs you can post in one message :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

I wonder if I can say congratulations to David! I knew you could do it!! :hug:

I wonder where nohope is now that David is here...she isn't!

I wonder if I can leave wren many hugs....:hug::hug: (well, not 15) *grin

I wonder if I can tell BJ that cooper came running in to see what I was laughing at.....old frogs...LOL

I wonder if Doody knows what a sterling woman she is....:hug:

I wonder if Tammi will get mail tomorrow.....*grin

I wonder if Scrabble reads here............

I wonder if Cheri will please wonder more often...

I wonder if Giggles will too............

I wonder if the sun is shining where you are?

I wonder what plans you have for today?

I wonder how long it will take before my "friends" call or email me? (i'm tired of being the one who calls or emails first)

I wonder if I can say... thank you for telling me to talk... I appreciate it...but I won't...I can't say what it is that I want so much to say.

I wonder if I can just get some sleep....

:(
abbie

I wonder if Abbie will remember Pters wise words...that are stickied at the top...:hug:

I wonder why I bothered to shower this morning..I smell like smoke from burning the leaves...........

I wonder about God's plans for us....I have run into my neighbor both yesterday and in the grocery store this morning and she had this great need to cry and be held...:(

I wonder who will help her husband............:(

I wonder why he resents her talking to me...No, I know why...she isn't angry at me...she doesn't blame me for her sons' death ...she's mad and blames him...:(

I wonder if she'll tire of me answering her with..."it takes as long as it takes"

I wonder if I can say how glad I am that she has you to help her alffe.

I wonder if I can say that you brought me to tears Bizi....:hug:

I wonder if I can admit to being all stirred up!.........

I wonder if I can say goodnight...it's still light and I'm going to bed.

I wonder if y'all know it's nohope's BIRTHDAY!!! *insert cake and confetti icon here*

I wonder if nohope knows how much I admire her courage.

I wonder how come the doc didn't give me a walking boot now that my ankle is healed? I wonder what I'll do with my crutches now that I don't need them?

I wonder about my dear granddaughter's new puppy's "tutor?" Emmie said, "Grandma, Shorty got "tutored" and he has a stitch in his private parts." :D

I wonder why I didn't enjoy my kids as much as I do my grandchildren?

I wonder if Alffe & Abbie will get some good winks before the sun comes up?

I wonder what the blood oximeter showed (that I wore last night). I wonder if the doc will have me sleep with oxygen?

I wonder why I can't/don't/won't just lose that 40 lbs. again so I sleep better? :mad:

I wonder if Alffe's neighbors appreciate her? I wonder if Alffe wants to move to Utah and be my neighbor? :p

I wonder if Abbie knows that we didn't get to see the sun much today. We did about get blown over to Colorado, LOL! Fierce winds!

I wonder if Nik-key can discover more memories that make her laugh?

I wonder if I can leave a hug for all the nice people who visit this room and offer support? :grouphug:

I wonder if Alffe knows how sorry I am that she has to replay what happened to her son by going through this other friend's hell right now.

I wonder if the pain ever really goes away. Obviously not.

I wonder how we muster the strength to carry on despite the tremendous pain this causes to any survivor of suicide.

I wonder about God. How can a loving God let this happen? Why? To build our strength? For what reason? Only to have us totally fall apart and doubt him. Why why why?!

I wonder why I had 6 emails this morning from people I don't even know wishing me a Happy Birthday? All businesses that relished on my past currency flow.

I wondered why I bawled when my girls sang me Happy Birthday and gave me a string of beads with the letters I and B. Sara said cause that's what Emma picked out with the other colorful beads they strung.

I wonder why I don't want a bath right now that they are demanding I get into.

I wonder about this second glass of wine I poured, feeling like a hypocrite.

I wonder about how I got a credit card bill and they took me from 14.49% up to 25.99 percent just cause they pulled a random credit check and it reflects I am a risk. Now they make it impossible to pay down. How can they take advantage like that and get away with it?

I wonder about how I did nada today except sit at the computer and feel it was a good day cause nothing bad happened?

I wonder that now that you are all silent on my other thread, that you are asleep? The light is still on here and I just need to talk. Thank you so much for all your replys today, they kept me going.

I wonder where curious, ckepi, looking4hope and the other familiar names are and what they are doing? We really miss them.

I wonder if I am going to finish this bottle of wine and call it a day. My husband never forgot my birthday.

I wonder that you all know what a great place this is to be and the constant "pick me ups" you give. I honestly don't know where I would be without it.

LOL! That is so funny what Emmie said! :D

I wonder if I can wish our Ms. Nohope a happy belated birthday and wishes for many many more.

I wonder if nohope knows that spending the day at the computer can be a fun thing.

I have been wondering how Befuddled is.

I still wonder if Ms. Loo and Ms. Twink are planning to meet in Zion?

I really, really wonder about that ranch they 'busted' in Utah. They interviewed some of the mothers this morning on the Today show and I thought they were just kinda strange. They kept evading the question "Just what age do children there get married."

I wonder at how the only tank top I could find to wear under my shirt this morning has a turtleneck on it and it's supposed to get up to almost 70 today. At least it's a lightweight top. And I see the clouds a movin in...rain coming.

YAY RAIN COMING!!! NO SNOW COMING!!!!!

I wonder at how anxious I am to see the trees start to bud. I see tiny buds there but want that green!! Green I tell you, GREEN!

I wonder about the area of sod I laid last year...oi vey, it's still brown. :o

I wonder where my 87-year-old dad gets all that energy. He and mom just keep moving along even though last year she crushed her ankle and broke that fibula or tibula whatever.

I wish I had their energy!

I've been wondering about Alffe's welfare as well. I imagine the neighbor as being desperate to be where Alffe is now, emotionally, and not in the throes of that immediate fresh pain. Take care of yourself (((Ms. Alffe)))

I wonder as well, though...how blessed Ms. Alffe is to have Mr. Alffe. He is absolutely amazing and worships the ground Ms. Alffe walks on...as well he should. :D

I wonder if Twink knows that I have never been to Utah unless the train goes thru it on the way to Calif....

I wonder if Twink has figured out that geography isn't my strong suit..:winky:

I wonder where Tammi is and why she's so quiet....

I wonder if Doody knows that flattering Mr.Alffe will bring out his very best qualities...:D

I wonder at how long it takes to burn wet leaves..and how much they smoke..
I'm allowed to burn them in an appoved container out here in the county...It's the least they could do since they did away with the pickup program....

I wonder if KathyM is having a wonderful time with her son....:hug:

I wonder how nikki is today and if nohope got any sleep last night...

I wonder if Abbie knows that I never heard that song...thank you for sharing..

I wonder if David ever heard it...

I wonder if Bizi knows how much I miss her....:hug:

I wonder the same about Curious...:hug:

I wonder if Cheri is going to wonder again....*grin

I wonder if Burntmarshmallow would start a new wonder thread!!

Hmmmm, I wonder if Alffe is afraid to get on a plane?

I wonder if Doody is referring to the polyg compound in Texas???

I wonder how anyone could put up with so many sister-wives and other people's kids???

I wonder how men can have so much control over those women?

I wonder when my left leg will catch up with my right let now that my ankle has healed.

I wonder if Mr. Twink is gonna expect me to actually spend time in the kitchen to make up for the past several weeks on hiatus? Lol!

I wonder if Tamiloo and Olhipie and I will have a great time together in Zion NP?

I wonder why Olhipie doesn't want me to make him a chicken salad sandwich for our journey down there? I wonder why he doesn't like chicken??? :confused:

I wonder if I'll just let him go hungry while he watches Tamiloo and I eat in front of him? Teehee!!!

I wonder what I'm going to get Mr. Twink for his "magic b-day?" He's turning 54 in May -- born on 5-4-54.

I wonder why the more I need to lose weight, the more I crave chocolate?

I wonder if Mr. Twink is going to get his peas planted tonight?

I wonder why I sit here at the computer instead of cleaning house?

I wonder if I accidentally erased the info on the blood oximeter? I wonder why I have to take the test again tonight?

I wonder if everyone here would be as suprised as i am to know how many times suicide has touched my life?

wonder if nohope knows ...I think she has the strength of God in each step she takes every second of every day?

I wonder if nikki feels some of the things I felt and feel?

I wonder if twinkletoes knows I had a zillion reason I could not met her on her trip near me .I wonder if she knows I hope her foot heals well and she makes it threw her sleep issues.

I wonder why my hub dosent wear his sleep mask and if he knows I consider it a slow suicide?

I wonder if Alffe knows I am thankfull for what she dose?

I wonder if curious knows I am thinking of her and if she can feel this hug ((((curious))))

I wonder if Bizi really truely knows how much of a help she was to me the other day? not just to me but to my friend a person she dosent even know and how self-less and kind she is?

I wonder if it is calm outside where you are today?

I wonder why something invisible that you cant see or hold or touch can have such a powerfull controll over a person?

I wonder if my oldest is doing well at science fair and having fun on her trip away?

I wonder why one of my favorite things to eat is a tuna sandwhich with chocolate chips on top underneath the top slice of bread?

I wonder if the truck driver that hit me knows I have forgiven him?

I wonder if Abbie knows I think it is really neat we have close brithdays ? That the only other person I know is my twin brother who has a brithday close to mine. I wonder if she knows I love her name? I wonder if Abbie knows I am glad to get to meet her?

And I wonder if i can give EVERYBODY in this room a hug :grouphug:

I wonder if I should of started a new wonder thread and not added to the one I just wondered on?
I wonder why it didnt come to mind till just now?

I wonder that BMW made me smile in her last wonder (self-consciously, of course!)

I wonder that she knows I will come see her next time I'm in FL and that I understand.

I wonder why it's such a nice day and I haven't been outside.

I wonder if it isn't time to hit the grocery store b4 DH gets home.

I wonder if y'all will miss me while I'm gone!!! :p

:o Oops. Yeth, the one in Texas, LOL! My pea brain!

I wonder if Twink knows it takes awhile for the other foot to catch up. When I broke and sprained mine, I felt like my leg was jello when the boot finally came off! Amazing how quickly our muscles deteriorate when we don't use them.

I wonder that I lost 25 lbs after FINALLY weaning off Paxil. Slowly but surely those pounds I gained on the Paxil have come off.

I wonder at how very jealous I am that Ms. Loo and Ms. Twink are so close to such beauty as Zion. I wonder if that scary road that goes through the tunnel is still the way you get into the park. Scared the youknowwhat outta me going through that tunnel! But that was way back in 1970. AND when I was still married to the battering buTTwiPe! Yuck.

I wonder at what an awesome community SOS is.

I wonder if everyone knows that Ms. Alffe got SOS going way back when at BrainTalk. That is where I met her in 1998! 10 years Ms. Alffe!

I wonder at how much I would love to be able to afford to go back to South Carolina again. Lordy what a beautiful beach. I think I was born in that ocean and not the hospital here!