Losing it
 

For a good reason I can not get into the things openly what has me tied up in knots and wanting me to scream. Some may have an idea but I need to keep it under wraps. I just need to try to get some normalcy here tonight as I have something important to do early in the morning and can't mess up. My nerves thoug are all tore up and if I take more meds I may not get up in time, if I don't take more meds anything could happen. Sorry to be so evasive.

befuddled2

I just wanted to give you a hug Barbara....:hug:

Take care Barb we are with you in spirit. :grouphug:

Barbara,
I hope that you were able to get some rest tonight, some is better than none. and you can catch up tomorrow.
good luck doing what you have to do .
((((HUGS))))
bizi:hug:

Thank you everyone. I did get lots of rest last night. I was so stressed I fell asleep like a baby.

Befuddled2 I'm glad you got some rest. I'm am very sorry you have the stress problem. I so relate. BF

Hang in there Barbara, you'll get through this. :hug: :grouphug:

Thanks all.

I've had a very stressful day today and am ready to lay down for a well needed nap.

befuddled2

Dear Befuddled,
I worry about you right now. It is best to try to keep yourself as calm as possible through this.
Treat yourself like a princess and allow yourself to be free of worry. :)

(Yeah, I know -- easier said than done. But I wanted to remind you to keep yourself in good shape.)

Mari

Dear Befuddled,
How are you feeling this weekend?
Mari

bumping for Befuddled
 

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I am thinking about you. :) :) :)

Mari

Barb

I've been thinking about you too. Sending you some strong hugs.

Donna

Thanks everyone and Mari for bumping this up. My nerves are much better as I have just decided to let my higher power handle it for me. I have another new neighbor who is cute. I've developed a need to have him notice me. He's going through a divorce though so I don't want to get involved with him. Maybe to just have a diversion from my other stuff that has been weighing me down and to build up my low self esteem. I haven't gotten to know him other than a few words and a wave. Today I was out sunning myself and he stared at me which made me feel good cause if he didn't like what he was seeing he wouldn't have stared. I stared back so we both looked at each other for what seemed like an eternity until I waved and he waved back and then he went back inside. Cat and mouse games I suppose. So this Saturday I'll be going out with a girlfriend to a place where other men go. Maybe I'll learn how to flirt and actually have someone ask me out. Boy, this is new but a good diversion from my other issues.

befuddled2