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tamiloo 07-07-2008 01:31 PM

Walking on thin ice...Wonder Thread #113
 
First…I wonder if I am still part of all of you…been lurking…my pain causes me to have a short attention span.

I wonder how hard but good…kinda bitter sweet anniversaries can be.

I wonder if I will share soon about the anniversary coming up in a few weeks.

I wonder why all the days leading up the that date hurt as well!!:(

Oh, I wonder how much hugging can happen in one thread…

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Doody 07-07-2008 01:49 PM

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Well, Ms. Loo, I'm glad I checked before I submitted wonder #113!!! (I'll just copy and paste what I had cause too tired to do anything else.) And, ((((Tammy)))) much love and a big hug to you.

I wonder that I'm a tad leary of what to say or not to say and that I almost feel guilty wondering. :rolleyes:

With that said, I wonder if I could ask you to go read something that is very special to me. About the woman that took care of my Bruna before I ever even knew about Bruna. Erin, a wonderful HUA employee (and a tale about Bruna)

I wonder where to find attachments that have already been uploaded. I dunno.

I wonder if I can just share some pictures today of granddoody's weekend in Kansas City.

One he is talking to grandma (me), playing with mommy & daddy's friends' little boy who is the one I've talked about that has Angelman's Syndrome, eatin his favorite - a banana, and at his very first baseball game.

Oh, and I wonder if Ducky will notice the one t-shirt he has on. :winky:

Alffe 07-07-2008 02:06 PM

I wonder if tammi knows that we are here for her whenever she wants to talk about it...it's so hard to "relive" those painful memories....

I wonder if I can leave her a gentle hug...so sorry about all your pain..:hug:

I wonder if doody knows that I love the kids short hair....he was darling before but now he's all boy!

I wonder what is the matter with our invisible fence and what it's going to cost to fix it....:confused:

I wonder at how funny Cooper is when we take that collar off him...he acts like he's being punished!

I wonder if BMW also likes her possum rare....:D

Twinkletoes 07-07-2008 03:30 PM

I wondered why I hadn't heard from Tamiloo for awhile. Sorry about your pain, Tam. :hug:

I wonder if I'll be in trouble with Tamiloo for cancelling my trip to Grand Tetons. I wonder how the Olhipie is doing?

I wonder how darling Doody's DGSon is! I wonder why I've never heard of Angelman Syndrome? I wonder how lucky he is to have such a nice GrandmaDoody?

I wonder that Alffe must've got her AZ postie. :grin:

I wonder that my little birdies never quit chirping! Tweeeeet! Twit! I wonder why they don't warble like their name implies?

I wonder why I took a nice walk this morning with my neighbor, then came home and ate junk food. :mad: I don't wonder that I need to walk every morning, and this is my goal for the summer months.

I wonder how much I "enjoy" doing laundry now that my washer is fixed?

I wonder if everyone had a nice July 4th weekend? I know I did!

I wonder that it is such a beautiful day today and I'm sitting here inside?

I wonder if everyone else will get outside today and enjoy a little sunshine?

I wonder if I can leave a big mwah! for the room, as you might not appreciate that I just washed bird poopy off my fingers! *blows kisses*

tamiloo 07-07-2008 03:36 PM

I wonder why Twink is not going to Wyoming with us...

I wonder if she knows I still love her no matter what!!

I wonder what my hun will say when I tell him....your...not...going...:(

I wonder where everyone is today...I've been on for hours...and...

Nik-key 07-07-2008 11:53 PM

I wonder ...why no one is wondering..............

I wonder that I am so bummed out and sad tonight:(

I wonder if I should head over to the game rooms to try and distract my thoughts......

Alffe 07-08-2008 08:52 AM

I wonder if everyone will go look at moi's albums...he is soooooooo talented...and his dog drawing is our Cooper..*grin and it is framed and hanging above this computer....

I wonder if I mentioned that his mom is an excellent cook and moi takes after her....:D

I wonder if Mr.Alffe & Bizi will have fun playing golf when she comes..;)

I wonder if Bizi would like to go gamble at the casino....:eek:

I wonder if I'll get to the rest of those posties today...mailed 5 yesterday..

I wonder if Curious knows how much she is appreciated and loved..:hug:

I wonder the same about Chemar....:hug:

I wonder if BJ has called the dr. again this morning....:grouphug:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room....:grouphug:

Nik-key 07-08-2008 10:09 AM

I wonder if I can leave a link to my recent post....
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/sh...513#post318513

Doody 07-08-2008 10:20 AM

(((Nikki)))

Alffe 07-08-2008 10:21 AM

I wonder why I am at a loss for words...(((Nik-key)))

I wonder why I am reminded of my pastors words about life being fair..
"Let's not ask God to be fair. If God is fair not one of us has a chance, we are all sinners. Let us ask that God be gracious"

I wonder if Nik-key knows that she can't "be done"...when she can't do it anymore, God can. :hug:

I wonder if I can simply say that I'm sorry. :(

Doody 07-08-2008 11:37 AM

I wonder that I can only go just so long without joking, ... And it's exactly what I was thinking on my way to work this morning going by all the gas stations.

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I wonder if Alffe would like to see my 'petite' bee balm. I should take a picture of the other bee balm from Alffe's house that I brought home with me a couple years ago.

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I wonder if Moi remembers (how could he not) when he and I got into trouble in another forum oh so long ago and far away, for talking about butts (we went on a tangent in a thread discussing my ulcerative colitis woes). We left that forum, even though a lot of the people were good internet friends. :rolleyes:

I wonder why Koala closed down the night thread last night until further notice.

I wonder that I've been thinking about Nikki, BMW, DejaVu, BJ, and so many others all morning. :hug:

I wonder at how difficult it is to type with this brace on my left hand and forearm.

I wonder why I haven't gone and looked at photo albums or taken the time to create one. Well hells bells, I know why. I'm lazy, fatigued, depressed, in discomfort, overwhelmed to the point I don't clean my own home so how am I gonna t ake time to fix a pho to album. :rolleyes:

I wonder that Granddoody still thinks peacocks are really nice chickens.

I wonder if the yellow really went when I brushed my teeth with Pepsodent.

I wonder if anyone here remembers Bucky Beaver.

I wonder how much I would like to go see the USA in my Chevrolet (well not mine, but any car will do, preferably a Toyo ta Prius. :rolleyes:

Nik-key 07-08-2008 12:44 PM

I wonder if despite my crying, I did let out a laugh at your gas joke Doody!! Thanks:hug:

I wonder if I can thank you for your support:hug:

I wonder if I can get some sleep.......

who moi 07-08-2008 12:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doody (Post 318634)
I wonder if Moi remembers (how could he not) when he and I got into trouble in another forum oh so long ago and far away, for talking about butts (we went on a tangent in a thread discussing my ulcerative colitis woes). We left that forum, even though a lot of the people were good internet friends. :rolleyes:


LOL, I wonder if Doody knows "how can I forget" but I also know that that situation was handled in an underhanded sneaky way and I think some of those people just didn't like me to start with...but that's a long time ago in a forum far far away...

and I wonder if I can say that this is a different situation and that this is such a lovely forum and that those of us mischievious just need a little ear pulling and spanking sometimes...but nobody should be worry about stepping on toes? As soon as that starts to happen, people will be really afraid to open up...

that's what this here them forum is about...to OPEN up...well, don't drop any towels or anything...

Quote:

Originally Posted by Alffe (Post 318453)
I wonder if everyone will go look at moi's albums...he is soooooooo talented...and his dog drawing is our Cooper..*grin and it is framed and hanging above this computer....

I wonder if I mentioned that his mom is an excellent cook and moi takes after her....:D

LOL I wonder if I can thank Alpho for the mad props...:D but that nah...I am just OK...amateurish at best...but I am hoping to get better in the future...

I wonder if I am kinda greedy...I want to do everything and learn everything by the time I expire...I think my expiration day says, "July 6th, 1999" so I've waaaay passed my expiration day...LOLOLOL
now I hope I don't sour up like bad milk...

I wonder if nik-key knows that I will be thinking of her...

I wonder if tammiloo will talk about it...and that I will be lurking(listening)

I wonder if I can keep it short and send out a mass of big chugs cause I really need to get some work done and that I love you all....

and that I will return, after about 2000 words from our sponsors...

now, you kids...go post, have fun, support...don't make me come back and moon you all, it's NOT a purdy site!!

Burntmarshmallow 07-08-2008 01:40 PM

I wonder if Nikki will check her message box?

I wonder if I can thank everyone for their replies to my post...
:Thanx:

I wonder how glad I am of Koalas little trip she is taking soon may it be refreshing and a huge comfot to her and to her dh.:hug:

I wonder if Curious will like tutu better then mim? :p

I wonder how I cant wait for Barbo to get postie and I think she will really like it so I hope she let me know when she get it :)

I wonder how I think Alffe is perfect at ALLLLLLL she dose.
I wonder if she has heard this before Treat life like a dog dose ...if you cant eat it or play with it...Pea on it then walk away... or life is like a hot bath the longer your in it the more wrinkles you get. I wonder if she knows all of us find her very amazing caring and wise.

I wonder how I forgot to mention at least 2 people in my postcard posting yesterday and I am sorry Bizi and Hope and any others I just dont have list to look at but your not forgotten :hug:

I wonder if i have to many wonders running into eachother and need to wonder later when things are more smoothed out and i dont have so much to do.
I wonder if Tam knows i havent forgotten her :hug:
Nor Abbie who i send special hugs to :hug:

And AV8 who I plan to message later ;)

Kath :hug:, Moi, Dmac:hug:
I wonder how my sister Doody is doing and I loved that article about bruna and thinks Doody is A WONDERUFL SISTER!!!:hug:

I wonder if Goofy knows I am gonna call her Thursday? I wonder if she knows I hope her sis somehow feels better but it seems like tonsils will be comin out?????? I wonder how nice it will be to chat for first time with her :)

BP I need to message you also and share some of my past with you because no one here judges you and many have been in our own ways feeling and doing like you with si. it ...self injury is one of those things one hears and its ..taboo but not so uncommon if one is truthfull and admits. and I hope and pray so much you get in a.s.a.p. and share, talk with your p doc and keep on looking for talk doc councilor professional that you feel comfortable and trust! it makes all the diffrence.

I wonder if I wondered to BP to much :rolleyes:
I wonder if I can leave hugs for all (no 5 hugs each)
and lurk some more.
Sunshiney day to all
PEACE
BMW

Nik-key 07-08-2008 01:57 PM

I wonder if before I take ((BMW's)) advice...if I first take a moment, to tell her....
Tina, in such a short time, you have come to mean a great deal to me. Your compassion, love, understanding, warmth and support.....you are surly an Angel sent from Heaven. Now don’t try to deny it…. You don’t want me to stroke out on you, do ya? :wink: (have to have some humor always!)

I thank you from the deepest part of my heart for your beautiful heartfelt message. :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: Nikki (5 hugs for YOU too!!)

Now I must go lay down and get some rest, DR. BMW's orders!

tamiloo 07-08-2008 02:07 PM

I wonder if I can express how thankful I am for all of you...:)I will post soon, its just hard to think through what happened and feel it more than I do already..

I wonder if our trip to Jackson Hole, Wyoming is going to give us the rest we want...I want to stay longer but can't afford the hotel rates...

I wonder if I could come home and stay in a hotel???lol:wink:

I wonder if I can hug everyone because we do get up somehow everyday and fight the battle...My kids try to keep me busy so I don't have time to think much...:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

I wonder if Nikky knows how loved she is by her Father in Heaven? He is aware of all that is going on in your life....he is there lifting you and holding you...please trust him and call upon him...he is waiting for you and always will. ((((((((Nikky))))))))

Alffe 07-08-2008 04:18 PM

I wonder if Doody has hummers at her beebalm.....they love it!!

I wonder why my friendship with KM is still pending....:p

I wonder if KM ever reads her messages....not the pms...the other ones..

I still wonder who that was that hated me....not nanu..I remember Doody came to my defense...we didn't know each other then....but she knew I needed help....:hug:

I wonder that I didn't recognize my grandaughters voice on the phone when she called to thank me for her scrapbook.....:rolleyes: Neither did Mr.Alffe..he answered it and said it was some woman for me....:D

I wonder if I'll ever read that stack of magazines by my bed or if I should just throw them out and begin again....O is just huge...:cool:

tovaxin_lab_rat 07-08-2008 05:02 PM

I wonder if I can tell everyone that I will be gone for a few days for an out of town landscape job. No internet access. I will check in with you when I return on Friday. :hug:

KathyM 07-08-2008 05:35 PM

I wonder if Alffe knows I fell in love with her a LONG time ago - nothing she could do could change how I feel about her. :hug:

I wonder if Alffe knows I have no idea where those messages come from or what to do with them. It's nice to see though. :p

I wonder if the young teenage girl who took on the task of putting together the "hero's tribute" knows I understand what happened. Poor thing desperately tried to get those photos to scan, but it refused to work. I'm sure she feels bad. My son had a lot of "groupies" out here when he was her age - he may still be a legend. :D

I wonder if Av8rgirl knows I have a LOT of respect for pilots - so does my son. When he was a little kid, he thought he'd died and gone to heaven when he watched "Top Gun" - (standing on my couch and screaming "DARN YOU TOM CRUISE!) :p Have fun playing in the dirt. :)

I wonder if BMW should stick little pretzel sticks up her husband's nose when he's sleeping. If he wakes up and gets mad at you, you can say "Oh sorry, I thought you were crying for your bottle and needed changing." :p

I wonder if Nikki knows how much I'd like to hold her hand. :hug:

I wonder if BJ knows I'm proud of her. :)

I wonder if Curious knows how much I love her chocolate. :cool:

I wonder if Chemar knows I think she's a tough cookie - even though she's as sweet as can be. :cool:

I wonder if everyone realizes I spend my spare time wondering about all of you and hoping you're doing well. :grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 07-08-2008 05:50 PM

I wonder if my power will stay on long enought to make a post.I wonder that it has gone off 3 times for periods of time all afternoon.

I wonder if I will wait to pm av8

I wonder if marshmallows would be better to stick in hubs nose :p the mini size he could be a human marshmallow shooter lol kathy :hug:

I wonder what Tam will do in Jacksons Hole :eek:

I wonder if Nikki is truely RESTING for a few hours of PEACE because she so deserves that. :hug: I wonder if she knows my favorite number is 5 cus I was born on the 5 and I am the 5th child and 5 plus 5 is 10 ...the month I was born in :D

I wonder if I should end cus I got the feeling the power is goning to go off again and I am half way threw cooking.

I wonder that one of my freinds called me at lunch crying as she just got layed off out of blue and has called me 3 times since crying she is really upset :(
yes I really do have friends in real life lol :p

I wonder if I can give hugs and catch you all later or tomorrow.
:grouphug::hug::hug::grouphug:

Crwstar 07-08-2008 05:57 PM

I wonder
 
if someone would be kind and tell me the ins and outs of wondering

I wonder if there is a wonder thread for new wonderers :)

I wonder what my nephews name will be ( he'll be born in August )

I wonder when my twin was having seizures why they found nothing and they just went away after 9 months.

I wonder if I will wake up tomorrow and find lots of laughs on here.

I wonder if Nik-key knows I read her post and wanted to :hug: her.

I wonder if BMW knows I read her thread and didn't know what to say but oh so want her life to be one of ease.

I wonder if KathyM knows she is vauled and appreciated.

I wonder if curious knows I am thankful she visited the aneurysm forum and invited me here.

I am still wondering if my headache will ever go away.

I wonder how K77 is doing.

I wonder if my friend lauri knows I understand.


Bye for now :grouphug:

DMACK 07-08-2008 06:07 PM

Nik-key-I wonder if i can pass on a message from GOD

:hug::hug:I'M NOT DONE WITH YOU!:hug:[ said in the nicest/kindest sort of way]

David

Burntmarshmallow 07-08-2008 06:18 PM

I wonder how well crwstar wondered..I wonder if crwstar knows when we reach page 3 one of us starts a new wonder thread ... so I will now turn lights out on this one right now.and seriously close this and whoever comes to wonder please start a wonder thread number 114.
and no one wonder here or goof around or else I will cry and not try to turn lights out anymore!
please start new thread 114 who ever follows this post.
peace and hugs to all :grouphug:

Doody 07-08-2008 06:21 PM

I wonder if Crwstar knows it's so nice to see her again.

And I wonder if I can share that sometimes I worry about my head as well. I have an AVM (arteriovenous malformation), rather large, on the right side of my head near the temple. It was found quite by accident when having scans for one of my headache cycles that wouldn't stop and ended up in the hospital for treatment.

I also wonder that the head neurosurgeon in Iowa City told me his advice was to leave it alone, that the surgery would be just as dangerous as leaving it alone. Sometimes I remember it's there when someone else brings up having aneurysm issues.

I wonder how difficult it is for our thinking processes to 'be here now' and not in the past or future.

I wonder that for the life of me, Alffe, I cannot remember who that was that you needed defending from. Hmmmmmm. :Scratch-Head: I just remember that whole forum going downhill fast and how much strife it had, to the point of a new forum going up called, oh yeah! The Wrassling Ring. Well...we all know how that went. :rolleyes: Not so well.

I wonder at how much I admire David (and what fun he, Goofy and I had one night). :D

I wonder at how difficult a day it has been thinking about everyone in SOS. Difficult as in on my mind all day long.

I wonder if I should give up on my own private forum. Cost money and is way underused since last year. I wonder that every now and then but don't wanna lose touch with those people.

I wonder if All My Children could possibly get any worse, and wonder if the writers took note that they came away with NO emmy awards this year. Dumb writers.

I wonder if Alffe still watches Y&R.

Doody 07-08-2008 06:22 PM

Oops. :o Sorry occifer BMW. You snucked in when I wasn't paying attention. Pwease don't give me a ticket. Kiss kiss, smooch (bats eyelashes), wink wink. :hug:

Doody 07-08-2008 06:26 PM

I help too. :wink:

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Reporting to base. Wonder area cleared of all personnel. Over and out.

DM 07-08-2008 06:50 PM

I wonder if you all will let me say Hello. I think this thread is amazing.


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