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Curious 09-11-2008 08:00 AM

135 wonderings, cuz bmw turned the lights off.
 
i wonder if this whole school year will be this busy? it's only just started and i know it will get worse.

i wonder if taking lil'monkey to school by 7am this morning will leave her dragging by the end of the day? advanced choir is before school and she gets up at 5am so she is warmed up.

i wonder how she will do at her track meet at 6am tomorrow? will her eyes even be open? :p it's cross county, so they run even if raining. i guess she can keep her eyes closed. :D

i wonder if i told y'all about grandmonkey's great bus adventures? his first day of school, they put him on a bus and lost him. :eek: then the next week, when he was supposed to ride the bus, they didn't put him on it. i had to go get him. :rolleyes: he loves to ride it and now has a buddy who looks after him. he is a 5th grader who lives near us.

i wonder if i will wonder more later? :D

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

i wonder if i will get the courage to set up my own business? hubby is pushing me to do. a business within our business.

Curious 09-11-2008 08:44 AM

i wonder if i can leave vicky, becca and scott special gentle hugs? :hug::hug::hug:

Nik-key 09-11-2008 08:45 AM

I wonder if I can say I had a nice long wonder all written when my computer
shut down of its own accord :eek:

I wonder if I can thank Curious for starting this wonderful wonder thread:hug:

I wonder how frantic everyone must have been when grandmonkey was lost on the bus:eek::eek: I am wondering how relieved I am to hear he had a
5th grader befriend him!! WHEW

I too wonder about the children and the amount of hours .. not to mention the early hours! they spend on school, activies, and homework. Yesterday my nephew was up also at 5..... school... then golf practice (school team)
then youth group... then boyscouts... home at 9!!! then homework.......:eek:

I wonder if I can say I have a doctors appointemt and am running late.. so have to run.... but leave extra (((BIG HUGS))) for everyone
:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

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Burntmarshmallow 09-11-2008 08:55 AM

I wonder if Goofy knows I am thinking of both of her kids and her whole community :hug::hug::hug:

I wonder if I will add a couple songs to the last wonder thread . I was goona add them to Abbies everyday thread but they dont fit there and dont fit at the top neither I dont think.

I wonder that some others that I wish would post or wonder never do really and it is hard to know and so you wonder if it is you that stops them and you wonder
why you wonder and they dont wonder. and they know you but you do not really know them at all . and to those I want to give a warm :hug:

I wonder if curious is going to start some monkey bussiness :p :hug: .

I wonder if Nikki has seen a wolf yet?

Curious 09-11-2008 09:01 AM

hmmm...i wonder why bmw thinks i might start some monkey business? http://dl.glitter-graphics.net/pub/3...ucyk6odtr8.gif


:p

Nik-key 09-11-2008 09:44 AM

I wonder how much trouble I am going to get in for canceling my
doctors appointment..and if he is going to call me later to give me
hell:p It was just a check up... Lynn is having an off day and being
here for him is more important to me!

I wonder if curious WILL start that business, how wonderful your
husband believes in you so much. I wonder that I had to laugh
at BMW's monkey business post :D

I wonder if I can tell BMW Angel friend... this is what I mean when I tell
her she has a heart of pure gold. You always ALWAYS worry about every
one else. You fill this room with your love and concern for us. You are
greatly needed dear friend. If others do not wonder... it is NOT because of
you.:hug::hug: I need you here!! So please, keep wondering and posting
for your Angel friend. :hug::hug:

I wonder if I can also leave hugs for Vicky and her family and thank her
again for the hug she sent me :hug::hug:

I wonder where Moi is this morning? Whata slacker :p :D

I wonder how Abbie is doing today? I wonder if she will come wonder
and share today... or if she will be here but reading... either way..
I always "feel" you here Abbie.... Your posts are always beautiful and I love reading them:hug:

I wonder if I can let you all go... for a little while.... as I need to go help
my sweet Lynn. HUGS for you all :hug::hug::hug:

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Abbie 09-11-2008 01:10 PM

I wonder at this day... the memories it makes me recall. How shocked I was on this day just seven years ago. I remember the fear of what happened and the fear of the unknown.

I wonder that it made me think of past aquaintances, enemies and friends alike. It drew me closer to family, friends, and loved ones. I wanted to find them all and hold them tight.

I wonder that it was the first and last time I forgot to call my niece on her birthday... she's 18 today.

I wonder if I can say that I am trying to pull myself away from the replays on news networks but I am still glued to the old footage.

I wonder if the heartache I feel today will ever go away...
I wonder that I really don't want it to...

I wonder about the families, friends, and loved ones of those lost in the Towers, The Pentagon, and that Pennsylvania field.

I wonder too about those who survived and at how they are feeling today... if I could... I'd go wrap my arms around them and hold them oh so tight.

I wonder if anyone will go over to Shelley's thread and share your 9/11 Story with us: http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread54037.html

I wonder if I can just leave :hug: for all.

I LOVE YOU ALL!,
Abbie

Nik-key 09-11-2008 03:48 PM

I wonder if I can thank Abbie for her moving post. I wonder if I can tell her
I have a special flag a firefighter gave me, that I display every year on this
day.

I wonder too if we as a Nation will truly heal from the heartache of today.
I still listen to Allen Jackson's song all the time. Not to recall the pain...
I don't need reminders of that........ I remember................
but to remember the pulling together... the love and compassion of the
after math. In that particular case, in those hours-days of despair...
we were indeed the UNINTED States of America.

Allen Jackson.. Where were you (when the world stopped turning)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tq8PBdR3pg4

I wonder if I can thank Abbie for the link Shelley's post...
I think I will go take a look now....

Leaving hugs and love for the room :hug::hug::hug:

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Nik-key 09-11-2008 04:49 PM

I wonder why Moi is lurking today? Don't make me climb in my computer
to pull you out :p :D We need you here dear friend :hug:
I wonder if I can say, I love your new picture of the kittens...
soooo cute!!!

I wonder if I can tell Angel friend BMW I did, I did!! see a wolf... :D
And the turtle card was sooooo cute! Thank you:hug:

I wonder if I can go finish dinner and check back here later....
later taters :D :hug::hug:

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tamiloo 09-11-2008 06:22 PM

I wonder as well Abasaki about the day…((((Abasaki)))):hug:

I wonder about people who purposely set out to hurt you or your loved ones….after a year or so goes by and they call and say how sorry they are that they did so much to hurt you and your family. I wonder if they are as relieved as you are that it is finally over…

I wonder if I can tell all of you how much I care about you all and your prayers of support…I don’t want to mention names because I know I would forget someone…love you all!!!:hug:

Oh, Nikkey…know how glad I am for you that you have someone to come in and help you with Lynn. I admire you for getting help.:hug: Oh, and if your doc can’t understand that there are days or weeks that what you do for Lynn is far more important than anything on earth…he really should understand. We never know what will happen to be prepared in advance. When I am asked why my Olhipie is not with me or why I didn’t make it to some event…church….I just say because he has SPMS….they don’t say another word.

I wonder when I will make that big call and get someone to help me with Craig? His Neuro wonders too.:confused:

I wonder if it is ok to have a down day…felt so good most of the week but today is what I call a pain day….trying to take as few pain meds as possible before surgery.

I wonder how great this wonderful Indian summer day is???

I wonder if it is ok to share this great fall picture of the pasture behind my home…

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who moi 09-11-2008 08:55 PM

I wonder at how I've missed seeing the policewoman closing the wonder threads and how wonderful it is to see her again. :)

Quote:

Originally Posted by Burntmarshmallow (Post 366299)
Looks like we may have a straggler floating around I will be on patrol
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I wonder if Nik knows I am too big to be dragged over the puter...LOLOL ;)

I wonder if I am not really much for wondering right now cause you all are doing so well wondering and posting what has been in my heart and that I just couldn't wonder better...so, am just enjoying sitting on the sidelines...

I do wonder if I can tell you all that k77 isn't feeling too well and to keep her in your thoughts for a nice recovery.

I wonder if Vick knows that we'll be keeping her and family in our thoughts..

wonder if monkey business will be run by Godzilla? LOL
(go for it!!! Just be careful and it won't turn into Risky Business (or you might have to dance in your underware...on second thought....LOLOLOL)

wonder if Abbie knows that I think she should write more...:)

wonder if Tammi knows we love and care for her and her olhipie...

wondering about everyone...((((BIG HUGS))))

will go back to the sidelines and just smile...you all warm my heart...

Addy 09-11-2008 10:21 PM

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WOW.... I wonder at how beautiful your back yard is Tammy!

Addy 09-11-2008 10:25 PM

whoops... and I wonder why I forgot to say... click on those thumbnails above to see some of the summer harvest from my garden :)

:sing: Addy

tamiloo 09-11-2008 11:32 PM

Wow...is all I can say...as you could see I live in a farming area...5 minutes from the city!

I live on the property I grew up on...Mom and Dad gave me the land and I built the house...next to the Spring Creek River. The house I built for Olhipie's wheelchair...and I didn't meet him for two years after the house was built...spooky....

Nik-key 09-11-2008 11:55 PM

How wonderful to see you all this evening :hug: My night was occupied
caring for Lynn, he is now sleeping peacefully and Nik's come out to cause
some trouble and give some hugs:hug:

I wonder if I can tell Tammy, so far the nurse is only coming out once a
month... they want to slowly get Lynn use to her. Which is kinda hilarious to me,
as he wont remember when she was here, he has ZERO recall! Maybe that is just
funny to me? But seriously, some times you just have to laugh to
stop the crying. I will tell you all more about the program and ... stuff later
when I can get my feelings together....

I wonder if I can tell Tammy, I should have asked for help a good year ago..
perhaps it would have prevented my first of many TIA's? I was sort of forced
into getting help now... in a good way... And I am so thankful for all they do!
But, pride... ahhh it is a hard thing to swallow.

I wonder if I can tell Tammy there are some wonderful folks out their who would
love to help you care for your dear Olhipie... they are well trained...
As much as we love our husbands, we DO all need some respite. Take care
of YOU too dear Tammy:hug:

I wonder if I can thank you all for the beautiful photos!! So beautiful to see
the view from your backyards :)

I wonder if I can thank Moi for posting, I always enjoy your insight:hug:
Keep posting, we need you here! Oh and hmmmmm if you double dog dare me
I might just try to drag you over the computer:D

I wonder too at how great it was to see the BMW police women closing
the thread, got a big grin out of me!:D

I wonder how dear Koala is and if she is feeling any better??
I sure hope so! Thinking of you Koala:hug:

I wonder if I can thank you all for chatting with me... sure have missed
this! It is so good to be back with my family:hug::hug::hug:

Oh, and yes........................

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Burntmarshmallow 09-12-2008 08:07 AM

I wonder that I wish I had an erase button to hit so I could erase this weekend before it even gets here. I wonder that I have way way to many wonders they are all scrambled together like a huge ball of twisited string and cant come out.

I wonder if Moi can feel this :Poke:

I wonder if I can attempt to name all the ones who are in my thoughts and prayers in random fashion....
Alffe Mom,Wren, Abbie ,Curious, Twink, Bizi, Addy,Ducky, Moi, Spanish moss, Tammy, Barbo, Sister Doody,Goofy sister and family, Koala sister, Angel friend warrior Nikki (and Lynn),Meg, AV8,Cool angel,BJ,Crwstar,Junie,KathyM,
My family ,Texas , My best closest pal mmmKAY, and You too. nope i couldnt get all the names out but ...:hug::circlelove::heartthrob::hug::circlelove:: grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:
wonder if I can catch you all on the flip flop after weekend . Many belssings to you all!!!!
PEACE
BMW

Nik-key 09-12-2008 10:56 AM

I wonder that my TN and ON is just horrific today.....
but I wanted to make a point to come here and give :hug::hug::hug:
to all of you.

I wonder if I can try to check in later tonight......

meanwhile....don't forget.......

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tamiloo 09-12-2008 12:20 PM

I wonder how I can top those wonderful wonders?

I wonder how right you are Nikkey...it is a prideful thing, I don't think anyone can care for my Olhipie as well as I do...especially when his docs say that I am doing great.

I wonder why my favorite time of day is the night time, all quiet and nothing to do but hold my honey.

Last night as I was having trouble falling asleep I left the bedroom and watched a little TV...I came back to get into bed and my Honey had shimmied all the way across the bed in search of me. I almost had to get in on his side.

I wonder how very, very hard it is for me to even imagine being in the hospital and hoping he doesn't fall out of bed or.................dang I love that man.

Hugs to all you angels.....:grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 09-12-2008 12:46 PM

Tammy :hug::hug:


Nikki :hug::hug: did ya say it was cold and ya had to put on jacket lol you will enjoy the postie thats been sent. :p But dang pain monster I am sorry for the pain Nikki :hug:

Who Moi :hug: I went back to sleepless and did add my embarrasment :p lol

Goofy sister:hug: wrote at ya and have your kids scott and sissy in my thoughts and prayers.:hug:


Need to take short break catch ya'all on the flipflop of my full plate. BMW luvs all of yous.
PEACE
BMW

Abbie 09-12-2008 02:18 PM

I wonder at the beauty of the sound of the rain as it passes through the trees.

I wonder at the clean crisp cool air that has arrived a bit early this year.

I wonder at the fun I've had watching a little gray squirrel today as he played in the yard and up & down the tree.

I wonder at the waves I see that are crashing the shore...no I'm not anywhere near them but I'd be crazy enough to stay and watch them if I lived any where near.

I wonder now that I am laughing my butt off now as they just showed Geraldo Rivera on the Fox Channel get swept off his feet by a huge wave just moments after the firefighters told him to be careful and stay away from the seawall. No... I didn't laugh until I heard him say he was ok... but the look on his face was priceless.

I wonder if anyone has big or little plans for the weekend??

I wonder if I can say... that Nope, no plans here... Body shop keeps telling me---maybe tomorrow. They've had my car for 18 days....I've been stuck at home and most likely wouldn't have went any where any way...but to be unable to go any where.... that's another story.

I wonder if my parents made it safely to Seattle???
I wonder if they are on the cruise ship yet.... Alaska bound.
I wonder if my Aunt, Uncle, and Cousin have met up with them yet??

I wonder if I've ever told anyone here that my Dad, his brother and sister and all of the spouses go on a cruise every year together....they started this a few years ago. Anyone can go along with them as long as they pay their own way...they've had cousin's of theirs and extended family that I have never met go too....

I wonder if I will ever be able to afford to go with them all... they always seem to have a great time.

I wonder when I will get to take a vacation again.... hmmm....:rolleyes:

I wonder what everyone's favorite vacation spot is????

I wonder if I should go now and start my laundry that is waiting to be done...

I wonder if I could have rambled more??? Yes... but I won't not now...:D

:grouphug: Hugs for all!!!!

Love ya's!!
Abbie

Abbie 09-12-2008 08:25 PM

I wonder if I can buzz in here and tell everyone...

I HAVE MY BABY (car) BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She sure looks nice... found out tonight that I don't have any dashboard lights and my headlights are pointed to the sky.... but other than that everything seems to be working great!!

:)
Abbie

Koala77 09-13-2008 01:16 AM

I wonder if I can apologise for not wondering for while, but inform those who didn't know that I've been sick. I wonder if I can say thank you to everyone for their "get well" messages? I've been feeling rather poorly for approx 2 weeks and even after the bugs took off, I was left with an awful fatigue. I wonder if I can tell everyone that I'm starting to feel a little better?

I wonder if I can let you all know that spring has sprung in Oz? my garden is full of daffodils and jonquils, azalias, camilias and other spring flowers. The lavendar hasn't bloomed yet, but the flowers are now beginning to form. All my flowers are just beautiful. I do love everything that spring brings.

I wonder if I can remnind people that the Sleepless thread is there if any SOSers are awake in the middle of the night, and just want to chat?

I wonder if I can tell Abbie how pleased I am that she has her car back? It must have been just awful being confined to the house!

I wonder why my poor DH now has problems with his knees after all the trouble he's been having with his back? He's had them XRayed recently, and it looks like he needs knee replacements on both sides. Just not fair! :(

I wonder if I can let you know that I'm now the proud owner of my first laptop computer? I have a desk top, but have never had a laptop before, and I do feel spoilt! I recently received my final taxation return from the govt as I don't work any more, and DH insisted that I buy the laptop that I've always covetted. Who was I to argue??:D

I wonder if I can add that I was pleased to be able to slip this wonder in before the lights got turned out, and I'd like to leave hugs for the room. I won't try to name names because I know that I'd forget some-one. :grouphug:

Nik-key 09-13-2008 01:46 PM

I wonder at how nice it was to see Koala wonder... so glad you are
feeling better :hug:

I wonder how difficult today will be for Vicky's family, and their
community:hug:

I wonder that our neighbors decided to cut down trees and knocked out
the power to half the town for most of the day:eek: I wonder what thier
bill is going to be, as here.. individuals are charged for their "reckless regard"

I wonder that Lynn does not do so well with any sort of change now, and
has been a wreck all day .... I need to go try to sooth him some more
but wanted to stop by and check on all of you:hug:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for everyone and wish them a wonderful
peaceful weekend:hug::hug:

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mistiis 09-15-2008 03:19 AM

I wonder
 
I wonder if we will ever have world peace and less suffering
I wonder how Alffe is
I wonder about Scrabble
I wonder what my hubby and I will do about his cancer
I wonder if I will ever get some sleep
I wonder if I know Nikki
I wonder if you all know how caring and strong you are and how supportive
I wonder if I will meet others here that I use to know
I wonder and wonder and wonder at life...when will I finally get exhausted:eek:


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