Wonder 139 of Wonderful....
 

I wonder if i can say horayyyyyyyyyyyy
i may have mastered uploading pics
i wonder if i can tell anyone interested, ive uploaded an album on my home page.
i wonder if i can wish you all a peaceful week ahead
i wonder if you know today is first day of Autumn, [ where the hell was Summer................]


David:hug:

LOLOL! My sentiments exactly!

I wonder at how quiet this wonder thread is and TY Ms. Tam for starting it.

I wonder at how much my son has changed.....and not for the best.

I wonder why I thought when he became a Dad he would grow up..............

I wonder at the choices he has made

I wonder at how hard it is for me to NOT enable him......

I wonder how I stop worrying about this sweet angel of a baby
http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f2...salissa004.jpg

I wonder...oh it's too much of a wonder and I don't have it in me right now. A dear cousin of mine died suddenly Friday night...after having gone through tons of tests for pain in his arm and shoulder and being told it was shoulder strain last week. He had a massive heart attack in the middle of the night a few days later. Another reason of many that I don't trust the heart doctors at our clinic here, dammit.

I wonder at how beautiful that baby is (((Dottie))). So sorry about your son's bad choices. :hug:

Hugs and much love for everyone. :grouphug:

I wonder if I can leave my sympathy and prayers here for Doody for her loss.

I wonder if we can send Doody some ((((BIG BIG HUGS)))) and love...

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wonder if Jaded knows that baby is SIMPLY beautiful...my gosh.....

not much for wondering tonight...

just wanted to check in on you special folks and send out some ((((BIG HUGS))))

you all are truly brave warriors....

I am humbled, once again...

:grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug:

I wonder if it will be Mmmkay to just ask everyone to wish me some luck today and this week with a couple job interviews I have.

And I wonder if I can just leave ya all knowing everyone of you is in my prayers and as I leave ...I leave behind many gentle warm hugs:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:: hug::hug:

Oh yes Angel friend Nikki says had long day with tests ,needs rest and BMW says she just better make sure she gets rest. She will be back soon ..she loves all of you. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

You got it...good luck, BM!

Jaded...that baby is just precious...like a little angel.

Oops...I forgot to wonder...sorry

I wonder if Nikki is resting well and can feel our love and prayers

I wonder if Tammi and her Hippie are snuggling in each others arms right now

I wonder if that nurse will contact me....I don't know her personally, but just heard that her husband took his own life. It is not "common knowledge", so I am treading carefully to let her know I understand and am here for her if she needs me...

I wonder if my Stats prof knows that she is a terrible teacher....has no clue how to get ideas across or answer questions...but she is a nice lady...

I wonder at the amount of time I have to spend teaching myself these concepts.....

I wonder at the feel of fall in the air....yet it will stay delightfully warm and pleasant here for another 2 months. I love this area!

I wonder if anyone else is craving chocolate as much as me . lifts my mood.
I wonder if we can share some of this together :grouphug:
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...-Chocolate.jpg

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...LASSIC/ccc.jpg

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...s-06_30_20.jpg

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...olate-cake.jpg

I wonder if you all have checked out this thread..http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread54740.html

I wonder if it will do anything for arthritis....

I wonder if that's why I'm walking about with a bar of soap in my pocket..

I wonder about that new carrot recipe...a souffle...Hmmmmmm

I wonder if you guys know that you made me hungry with all the pictures of chocolate...:D

I wonder when Mistiis is coming back....

I wonder if Cooper will catch that squirrel...he got really close this morning...

I wonder if Addy knows how much I admire her....

But then I admire a whole bunch of people in this family....

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room.....:grouphug:

I wonder why I don't feel very deserving of that admiration because I'm still upset that I can't change things or have people understand things when I feel an injustice has been done...

I wonder if I'll move on .... and remember... I can't make other change... can only change myself....

I wonder at how adorable that baby girl is Jaded! wow! :hug:

I wonder if this will go through without me having to put in my password again because I started writing this hours ago then left the computer for some reason or other...

I wonder if there should be a law about posting pictures of chocolate in a wonder thread... :p

I wonder if I can say once again, thank you to everybody for their recent messages of condolence?

I also wonder if I can extend my sympathies to Doody? I'm so sorry to read about your cousin! :hug:

I wonder if I can wish BMW well in her job search? Good luck my friend, I'm sure the perfect position is there for you somewhere! And.......thank you for all that chocolate! Between you and Tamiloo, we'll all be stacking on the weight very quickly! :hug:

I wonder if I can let Nik-Key, BJ, Wren, FG and Goofy know that they're never far from my thoughts.....and everyone else in my SOS family too. I think of all of you often, but am always afraid that I'll miss a name if I try to recite them all. Hugs to everybody, especially those I've not named today .:grouphug:

I wonder if I can say welcome to Adrianna, and thank Addy for posting those lovely baby photos?

I wonder how Tamiloo's back is now, and I wonder if she's taken a break yet from snuggling up to that lovely Hippie guy that she has? I hope not! :D

I wonder if I can say to Moss and Moi that you're especially in my thoughts right now as you go through the waiting game........in regards to votre peu de petits-enfants. I wish you both well, and hope that the little ones will be with you soon.

I wonder if I can steal Moi's thunder, and leave hugs for the broom? :grouphug:

I wonder that I dont want to say anything until I know for sure but.....:D:highfive: todays interview Went way way good;) was told to expect phone call back . :cool:

I wonder how jealous I am of Tam :p having a hub that worked with chocolate .I am praying for you both please know this!

I wonder at no matter how sad I have been lately looking at Addy's grandbaby pictures brought calm and peace and a hopefull feeling to me.THANK YOU for sharing such a percious angel of a grand daughter with all of us !!!

I wonder if the Moi's know I think Tom Petty is so right in his song the waiting is the hardest part. let it be filled with planning fun and dreams. :hug:

I wonder how Nikki is and pray she is getting all the rest and starting to feel better.

I wonder how Doody is I know yesterday I thought of her all day long. :hug:

I wonder how nice it is to see our sister B.J. here.
I wonder that I too issolate myself and did very recently but in real life. I meen I didnt want to be around people or my family as I felt like a burden to them and to my friends in real life... but it was more a comfort to be able to come here to N.T. and reach and share . It wasnt easy but it was a comfort.It was very very helpful just to be able to come here to my other family.:grouphug:. knowing they didnt hear what just screamed at me or see me crying they were just here for me. and that is what I hope BJ will feel. that we are all here for one another with out judging or wanting any reasons ..we are just here for eachother period. :grouphug:

I wonder about Koala ,Bizi ABBIE , Jaded, Mistiis, Crewstar, Curious,Twink (who has a birthday coming on the 28th :p) Wren, Barbo, Goofy, Meg who is lurking I think ,Flygirl Junie , Shelley... mmmaky my brain isnt going to recall all the names but this hug is for all of yous :grouphug:
may everyones weekend be stress free and filled with
PEACE
BMW

now I need some more chocolate.....http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...-Chocolate.jpg

a song that makes me happy :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGZS5...eature=related

I wonder if I can tell everyone.. that I've been lurking...

I wonder if I can say that I am just way way exhausted....

I wonder that my parents went to Alaska and brought me back a nasty cold.

I wonder if I can come back and wonder more later...

:hug:for all,
Love ya's,
Abbie

I wonder about some people. My dad (David's uncle), mom, daughter and I went to David's family visitation. His wife came up to us and said "You must leave right now. This is for family only." We were there by invitation. My dad was very upset.

I wonder that my mom and dad refused to go to the funeral, but I did. Tons of relatives came from Des Moines and everyone was going to the church's whatever room for coffe etc afterward. So I called my dad and told him that Uncle Paulie was there (his only surviving sibling of 9) along with all the rest of our family.

I wonder that yes, my mom and dad went and later they called me and said "Bless your heart. Thank you for calling us with a gentle nudge to go."

Made me feel good.

I wonder that I haven't felt like posting much and don't want anyone to think that I don't care about them, because I do.

I wonder...and this may or may not make any sense but I have been away for awhile so my thoughts are wandering but I will try to put some order to this...

There are so who come here for support and see the many threads and wonder oh such a tight knit group, I wonder how I would fit in? Would I fit in? Where do I start? Do I just post? Oh how do I get my feet wet with such a close knit group as this one and then end up just lurking and reading all the posts back and forth between the small group. Even long time members wonder .... :confused:

I wonder if I am making sense to all of you how it would appear to an outsider coming to this forum for the first time to see so many support posts to individuals and not group support threads?

I wonder why the Wonder threads are so inactive lately? :(

I wonder why instead of the Wonder threads there are posts devoted to individuals? I feel like I have missed the memo for a format change! LOL! ;)

I wonder why I feel so intimidated by the lack of group support for everyone who may be in need of support. :hug::hug:

I wonder if I can tell everyone that I am not upset at the new format, just trying to understand if there is a way to make new people feel more welcome. :hug:

Leaving many many hugs for the room and for all the lurkers. :grouphug:

The door is open, Welcome One and All!

I wonder that you feel that way (((flygirl))). I don't think the format has changed.

I wonder that I have seen that type of message before...people worried about close groups, but...that happens anywhere. You can find close-knit people all over these forums. I've found that in some other places I feel like an outsider when I post there but!...no matter where I go in NT, someone is there to make me feel like I do fit in.

I think that now and again there are people who just need a callout for special attention for what they may be going through at the time.

I wonder that I think anyone is welcome here with open arms.

I wonder if there are lurkers that feel like they can't post or don't belong.

Well...again, I wonder that that is bound to happen in any forum...people getting to be close friends. I was once a stranger but beginning in 1998 i started to make a plethora of internet friends, several whom I have met and love very much.

Unfortunately, I've made a few enemies along the way as well. But at this point in my life, I wish them all well.

I also wonder that I miss a lot of people that I no longer see posting. Really miss them.

I wonder that now Paul Newman must be free and happy and moving on. God bless you Paul, you were an amazing human being!

Oh :( I hope nobody takes offense at my post because I sure didn't mean any!

I wonder that I think we have a most wonderful group and that NT is a most wonderful place to come and share with others. No matter where I go on this board, everyone is so kind.

((all)) :grouphug:

I wonder if i can say what i ..feel about flygirls wonders and hope she or anyone will not get mad....
I want to reach out and make new friends and have new ones feel they are able to just start posting. .It may seem like a tight knit group but I only feel that way with a couple of others here .I seem to have more in common with a couple of others here and not the rest of you. But I do consider all of you my family and if I am sliding down I know all of you will reach for me and help me back up and vice versa.:grouphug:
I have never thought about how I or the others here might look to a new person. If I worried about that then I probly wouldn’t want to share my history or come here when I am feeling very depressed and having bad thoughts because of how I might look to others or to new people … I think it is just the way life is, all over.... if your freshly coming to a new place be it here or a new class or a new town or a new job… it is just that way.

When I first came here I didn’t think or wonder!! I recall my first post very well about my best pal. I recall how Bizi responded in a caring way almost like God had her waiting there just to help me. I never met her before or anything.I didnt sit and read a bunch of posts before i posted I just seen it was a forum aboout survivors and suicide. And afterI got help for my friend... I shared about me and my past with suicide. [B][B]Yet I honestly know hardly any of the rest of yours history. Maybe we could have a thread that shares about why we have all come to the sos or what it was like when we first came here? So that new members and lurkers will not feel so much like an outsider and we can kind of all be back at square one talking about why we came to sos and how it felt first time posting …etc.
I don’t know how to make this forum more of a nice, safe welcoming place. I rather come to a nice close group then a place where everyone is standing back by themselves each in a corner.
I dont understand about the lack of group support? I always see everyone posting support for everybody else. be it a thread for that person where evryone sends support or spreading support all threw the wonder threads to the group in genral.I dont get the lack of group support.i must not understand what it is or what you meen fly girl. :hug: and please dont be angry at me or anything . as I am not angry or mad at you or anyone else .:grouphug:
PEACE
BMW

I wonder if some of us just aren't posting cuz we're just plain tired... :hug: to those who don't have the energy to post... boy, I can relate...

I wonder if folks, like me, don't always post because they see that others have "come to the rescue", so to speak, and therefore know that the new members are in good hands...

I wonder if others, like me, use the 'thanks' button when they feel others have spoken words they would have said too... if only they had the energy...

I do wonder about those of us who are hurting right now :grouphug: and hope that whatever has hurt will go away with tender hugs :grouphug:

I also wonder about those who aren't here much or not here at all... and understand and care about everyone...

I wonder if we forget how busy the Fall can be... and that's there many overwhelming circumstances hitting many of us right now...

I wonder who will start the next wonder thread....

I wonder since I was asked not to reply to someone if I may explaine..that when I first came here I knew of no ones history or connection with suicide. AND IT IS MY fault that a certain person has taken a break so I too shall break away. I did not meent to hurt anyones feelings or be mis under stood with the words i posted but i HAve been and i have hurt a close friend while i was attempting to explaine how things looked and were when i first posted here. My point was I hardly knew or know most of the others history here. I am sorry Koala that i used you as one of the examples and even more sorry that my words hurt you or anyone else. I did not meen to make you or anyone feel like an intruder. :(. I am going to remove names from my post to stop any further sadness.