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~scrabble 10-13-2008 10:54 PM

Wonder #144 - This One is Four Fore
 
I wonder if you know I enjoyed my Thanksgiving dinner with my daughter? :hug:

I wonder if you know I'm waiting for her to get out of the shower so we can have some Pumpkin Cheesecake? :wink:

I wonder if you know that I'm sad that my son didn't show up for dinner? (He went out last night and I haven't heard from him since. ~sigh~) :(

I wonder if you know I lit 3 candles on our table and I cut 3 small roses (yellow with orange) from my balcony to have on our table too?

I wonder if BJ knows that I think it is good that she can express her anger? :hug:

I wonder if she knows it took a long time to 'find' my anger and I just became more withdrawn and depressed when all I could feel was sadness and loss?

I wonder if Addy knows that I'm very happy life is going well for her? :hug:

I wonder if my son will at least let me know he is OK before I head to bed tonight?

mistiis 10-14-2008 01:03 AM

I wonder if I should try to wonder...exhaustion is getting the better of me

I wonder if BMW has ever seen a moonset, and I wonder if I should tell her what my old user id was, and I wonder if I should tell her how many pictures I have taken of the beautiful moon, and how happy I am that she had a perfect day

I wonder how Nikki is doing

I wonder if I can tell BJ that anger is part of the healing, and how happy I was to see her expressing it, and how proud I am of her

I wonder if Scrabble will feel this hug :hug: and I wonder if she knows how much I care about her

I wonder why Mr. Alffe wants to fast and I wonder what happened to the tire

I wonder why the electricity went out at Scrabble's

I wonder if DMACK is having physical therapy

I wonder when Mrs Moi is going to get back to Mr. Moi

I wonder if I still have some chocolate icecream in the fridge....I think I will go see...

Alffe 10-14-2008 05:47 AM

I wonder if I can leave Scrabble a big hug and remind her that adolesence is something we just have to live through...:hug:

I wonder if there was any ice cream in the fridge...:D

I wonder that poor old Mr.Alffe spent the better part of the afternoon fixing my car...first a very flat new front tire..that he managed to get off, take over to be looked it, (nail) picked up later and put back on only to notice that on the same side...the back one was going flat...took that off and back over to the station...another nail! Only then did he remember driving over a board in the road that he'd tried to avoid. :rolleyes:

I wonder that we lived (crabbily) through a day of fasting and now will begin, yet again, to diet. ~sigh

I wonder if he'll be able to fit into a suit...he's presenting someone at a big dinner so we are crash dieting. :p

I wonder that I'll be pretending to be the church sec. for the next two days so won't be around much.

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 10-14-2008 07:43 AM

I wonder what Mistiis screen name was ....something moonie or maybe someone that I knew hummmm ?????????? I would love to see a moon set ,I have seen the moon dissapear and go down but not like the sunset.

I wonder if Scrabble has heard from her son? and I hope she knows I pray he is safe and that she got some rest last night. I wonder if there is any left over pumpkin chesse cake??

I wonder if Alffe mom needs to carry a can of fix a flat?

I wonder if i can share a hug with all of those i have not mentioned but are all braided in my mind like a woven blanket..... :grouphug:
:hug::hug:
:grouphug::grouphug:
:hug::hug:



I wonder how this song after a few listens got me to be able to talk with dh and I am glad I got some things out but still need to ...say more


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6kwIbO7fNQ
(John Mayer-Say)

Spanish Moss 10-14-2008 03:00 PM

I wonder why this MONSTER keeps lurking at my door...he already has snatched 2 people from me and is licking his ugly, nasty chops and rubbing his hateful fingers while sniffing who he might devour next....

I wonder if there is any way I can slay him...I've tried, but it isn't me that he is nibbling...

I wonder why he can't be satisfied with what he has taken...is his appetite endless?

I wonder why he can't be happy with the spoils he has already accumulated...I see his path of destruction in your lives as well...I cannot begin to express my hatred of him....

I wonder if the support here is helping to keep him at bay for some and how thankful that there is strength in our numbers...

:grouphug:

Alffe 10-14-2008 03:35 PM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YjNgn...eature=related


:( :grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 10-14-2008 04:43 PM

I wonder if I can tell moss this...
Moss you and your family are in my prayers I hope this monster backs off and finds himself another place to lurk far away from any of us and our families... a locked cage would be good.
sending strength and prayers to you and yours.
May God be holding you and those around you in his palm with gentle healing kindness and heavenly strength.
:hug:
:grouphug:
Peace
BMW

who moi 10-14-2008 04:49 PM

I wonder if I can help by saying that I am in a bad place but I AM going to be OK...

I wonder if I can say that moss is talking about our son...he is struggling hard right now...

I wonder if I can just leave EVERYONE a ((((BIG HUGS)))) and say THANK YOU so very much...

mistiis 10-15-2008 12:05 PM

I wonder at how the song (((Alffe))) posted made my eyes all misty and spill over and over...

I wonder, too, (((Moss))) why the beast thinks he has to take so much away from people. My son is struggling too. Will the struggle never end? I pray that those who are struggling will find the strength to go one until the beast tires of what he is doing, leaving them to find some peace and joy.

I wonder that I am so emotional right now that I just can't wonder any more, and can I leave hugs for everyone here...:hug::hug::hug::hug::grouphug:

jaded2nite 10-15-2008 05:42 PM

I wonder if I can leave this pic of the veiw from my condo on the beach on Anna Maria Island...


http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f2...beach08053.jpg


and this one of my 2 furkids, crashed after a long day in the sea air

http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f2...beach08047.jpg

I wonder if I can leave a big:grouphug: and let you all know you are in my thoughts.

Addy 10-15-2008 11:12 PM

I wonder at how beautiful your view is sweet (((Jaded))... thanks so much for sharing!

I wonder if our temperature will really go down to minus 5 (celcius) tonight... dang, there goes all the leaves... poof! (it sure is beautiful!)

I wonder at all the Mois have endured lately and thank goodness that you have each other !!!! :grouphug:

I wonder at how crazy things are in Canada now... and all over the world... and does the world even know we had a vote yesterday... to elect a new "leader" (prime minister) and only 61% of the population voted... and I know we're not supposed to talk politics... so, I'm not... just mentioning astonishing facts... the same guy got back in so what was the point? its a minority government again... and the world is still falling apart....

I wonder if many of you are like me... and you really don't let all this bother you too much personally... afterall... my motto is... they can't squeeze blood from stone...

I wonder if that makes me a stone... naw!!!

I wonder at how blessed we all are......

:sing: Addy

mistiis 10-16-2008 01:55 AM

I wonder where that island is...

I wonder what color Jaded painted her condo...

I wonder if I can pet her furkids...(so cute)

I wonder if Alffe's tires are holding up...

I wonder how BMW's first day at work went...

I wonder how BJ's sessions are going...

I wonder if I can always remember to count my blessings...(I try)

I wonder at how nice it was to read about Addy being able to spend good time with her family...

I wonder how hippiechick is doing...

I wonder about Nikki...you are missed...I hope all is well

I wonder at the beauty of that photo Tena posted...such inspiration

Alffe 10-16-2008 05:28 AM

I wonder if I can fit all my wonders in...

I wonder if any one watched Dr.Phil's show about suicide yesterday..
http://www.thebridge-themovie.com/new/index.html

I wonder at how suprised I was that Dr.Phil doesn't get it! The parents of the l7 year old who jumped off the bridge get it....~sigh

I wonder at the beautiful 19 year old daughter who was so angry at her mother that she hung herself in the garage so her mom could see her there when the overhead door opened...:(

I wonder how our friend can stand being the coroner here...

I wonder if they will reach out for help...I doubt it..she's already been cremated and no funeral...:(

I wonder how my sweet former neighbor will be when we have breakfast in the morning...

I wonder how much longer our Pastor can stand being treated in such a cruel way......:(

I wonder at her kindness in offering the lounge as a meeting room for a support group....

I wonder if she'll still be here to see it "bear fruit". :(

Wren 10-16-2008 06:38 AM

I wonder if anyone can understand ..even a bit.. why I haven't been here like I used to be. I no time at all I'll be able to explain.
I wonder if you all will wish me will today - it going to be such a big and scary day for me..... oh, I'll definitely GET my little condo ..... it just won't be like buying a loaf of .........
aaaaaalllkkkkkkk
:hug: :hug: :hug:

who moi 10-16-2008 12:02 PM

I wonder if I can sincerely apologize for being self-absorbed in my depression lately and that I wasn't here for my friends...


I wonder if I can say that while I am still down, I can see a bit of clouds being lifted away.

Part of that IS because of the supports I've been receiving from you all...

I wonder if there should be another word or phrase to replace "thanks" and "I am so grateful" because I feel BEYOND those toward my dear sweet friends...

I wonder if I can say that I hope to see Moss and kids tomorrow. Our state has been awesome in helping us. But unfortunately, we've run into another hurdle with PA currently... :mad:

but then I wonder that I will leave either tonight or tomorrow and I am heading up whether it happens or not...

I wonder if wren knows we'll be saying big prayers for her today

I wonder if folks will forgive me for not wondering about each name but that you all are in my heart and thought...please don't forget that I am here to listen as well...I WANT to be just as good of a friend as you have been to me...

(((((BIG HUGS))))) for the bROOM.......

Alffe 10-18-2008 07:34 AM

I wonder why 45 degrees would be so welcomed in late March and so bitterly cold feeling in October...:confused:

I wonder if the Moi's are having a whole bunch of fun today...:D

I wonder about how hard it is to break old habits...trying to replace "commited suicide" with "died by suicide"....:o

I wonder how wren is today,,,,:hug:

I wonder if Bizi is going to tell about the donkeys.....:p

I wonder how Nikki is managing her sisters visit....:grouphug:

I wonder how Koala is....:hug:

I wonder about the field mice....:rolleyes:

FeelinGoofy 10-18-2008 11:02 AM

I wonder if Alffe knows the field mice have found their way into our garage. So far not our house but it will only be a matter of time :rolleyes:

I wonder how so many of my friends are doing right now....

I wonder if i can apologize for being a horrible friend. :( i wont even begin to try and explain why i've not been around for so long.

I wonder how my FIL is doing today and if he has accepted the fact that hes going to have to move into an assisted living place...

I wonder how our visit to the two we've pick out will go on Monday.

I wonder how my mother is doing and how our lunch together will go today.
I've also neglected her these past couple of months... sigh......

I wonder if i can leave a hug for our room and tell you guys i really do pray for you at night before i go to bed.... i haven't forgot you. i never will.
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

Burntmarshmallow 10-18-2008 01:25 PM

I wonder if Sister Goofy will keep an eye out for mail in her mail box soon....
I wonder that i finaly made it to post office.

I wonder if Nikki knows ...I sent it with your name on it too :p

I wonder how BJ is doing and if she has been able to talk to a grief councilor
I wonder if she knows how much I value our friendship,and how special she is. I wonder if BJ knows we love her. :grouphug:

I wonder how Wren is doing? And Bizi and Abbie and Jaded, KOALA ,
the Moi's, Scrabble, Mistiis , Snoozie... way to go Snoozie :D, Barbo, Curious,
Alffe Mom sounds like you might be a little chilly :hug:, DMAC, Hippiechick, ADDY, and mmmkay my brain to small to hold all these names at same time.

I wonder that new job is good...busy hard work.
I wonder why one of the ladies I work with asked me if I was a wiccian then the next day a cilent asked me the same thing.I wonder why people think I am a wiccian. I am not.
I wonder how one day I cleaned a house with the dirtiest celing fans..I came home and my nose was just packed with the grit. yulk! Smokers who smoke inside thier houses :rolleyes:

I wonder that I want to leave tons and tons of hugs for everyone, readers and posters...you all enjoy this weekend in any way you can.I will check out S.N.L. and watch Sarah Palinhope Hope its funny.You all have a goodie and be safe .:hug::hug::hug::grouphug::grouphug::hug::hug::hug ::hug:::hug::hug:

PEACE
BMW

Doody 10-18-2008 01:51 PM

I wonder if Goofygirl knows that really, she is not a horrible friend. Silly goose. :hug:

I have huge wonders about DejaVu. It's been awhile since her surgery. I hope she is in a good place.

I wonder that I feel a lot of hope for BJ.

I wonder if BMW knows that I used to clean as well, long ago. Some places I cleaned didn't even really need it. :rolleyes: But, a lot did. Ick.

I wonder that I would have to clean before I'd even let anyone come in here to clean. :rolleyes:

I wonder how dear Wren is doing today also.

I wonder at what a beautiful, sunny fall day it is here.

I wonder if Nebraska will kick our butts at homecoming today.

I wonder that I'll have to time my errand jaunt to town in the middle of the game so I don't get stuck in traffic.

I wonder if g-doody is starting the downside of the hump for him. Ugh, too much to go into but it's been rough. Poor little man.

Alffe 10-18-2008 05:28 PM

I wonder if Doody knows I love the upside down kitty....:D

I wonder if the mice have just lined up at the traps..snap, snap, snap! :eek:

I wonder if Bizi is having fun yet....:D Caviar??

I wonder if Goofy knows that we love and support her...here, there, and everywhere...:grouphug:

I wonder at the size of that hawk lurking at my bird feeders today...

I wonder how many of us cleaned our ceiling fans after BMW posted..:o

I wonder why I'm dreading church in the morning..:(

I wonder if DMack is having a better day today....:hug:

I wonder if BJ took Hooper to the park...

Twinkletoes 10-18-2008 11:36 PM

I wonder if I'll have time to wonder before BMW comes and turns out the lights? :)

I wonder that I read all your wonders and want to give everyone a hug. Seems you've all been having so many challenges and adversity. :grouphug:

I wonder that here in central Utah we've had absolutely perfect fall weather for several days now. I wonder how much fun it is to crunch through the brown leaves in our front yard. I wonder why I've never enjoyed Autumn as much as I have this year? I wonder if I'll finish painting my house foundation before the cold weather sets in?

I wonder if my hunters (DD, SIL & DH) will get a deer? They didn't even see any this evening, and all they saw this morning were does.

I wonder that I do NOT like venison. I wonder why my DH thought it was a good idea to cook it while I was pregnant all those years ago, and I've hated it ever since? :p I wonder if you all know I am secretly hoping they don't get a deer at all? ;)

I wonder that I was able to decrease my antidepressants by half recently. I wonder if it will be as difficult to give up the last 10 mg.? I wonder if I'll lose some weight once I'm no longer taking an AD?

I wonder if the Moi's are having a great getaway this weekend? I wonder if they are able to set aside all their worries and just enjoy each other? I wonder if you all know it's their 2nd wedding anniversary?

I wonder that I can't wait for Wren to finally get into her new condo!!! I wonder if she has someone to help her move?

If wonder if BMW will wear a handkerchief over her nose next time she cleans a dirty ceiling fan? ;)

I wonder if Bizi is going to tell us about the donkeys? Huh?

I wonder if Nikki survived her visitors?

I wonder if Alffe had a good visit with her former neighbor?

I wonder that we've had the same good neighbors for nearly 28 years, and now we're both planning on moving soon? I wonder if we'll get together and do catch-up every so often?

I wonder that Jaded took such a pretty pic of a beautiful sunset on her island?

I wonder if Scrabble has heard from her son? I wonder if she saved him any of that pumpkin cheesecake?

I wonder if mistiis's exhaustion left so she could enjoy her choccy ice cream?

I wonder if Doody avoided getting stuck in traffic during her errand? I wonder how g-doody is doing? :hug:

I wonder how Tamiloo and Olhipie are doing since her surgery? I wonder if I should give her another call tomorrow?

I wonder if Goofy knows how much I appreciate her prayers. I wonder if she knows I pray for everyone in this room, too? :)

I wonder if FlyGirl still has bad leg cramps? And where nuhope is? And Abbie and Addy? And Barbo and Barb02? I wonder if Bizi has been bizzy?

I wonder if Curious still is? I wonder that her LilMonkey is such a sweetheart to be concerned about her classmates who are not able to purchase their own yearbooks? I wonder if she got a little monkey in the mail from me?

I wonder about Junie and Koala? I wonder if Shelley and her DH will figure out a good plan for their immediate future?

I wonder that it's getting late and I'd better say goodnight to you all. But not before I leave healing hugs for the room. :grouphug:

And a kiss for the bride (Moss) and a wet willie for the gRoom (Moi). :D

I wonder if you know that I wish you all a restful and peaceful Sabbath day. :)

Burntmarshmallow 10-19-2008 11:00 AM

I wonder that it is so beautiful on this sunday that I will just turn the lights out and wonder on the next wonder.
:hug::hug::hug:
:hug::hug::hug:
:hug::hug::hug:
:hug::hug::hug:
Prayes for all who visit here post or lurk read or type and share.
God Bless!
Now lights are out .The next person should begin a new wonder thread #145.
PEACE
BMW

Alffe 10-19-2008 03:18 PM

I wonder if Bizi forgot about the donkeys...or if she just imagined them..:D

I wonder why I never write down the names cause I sure can't remember them...:p (((Twink)))

I wonder how many bags of leaves I'll end up raking this season...back to doing it ourselves cause of the dang economy....

I wonder why Scrabble has disappeared again....:rolleyes:

I wonder if the Moi's & company are home yet...:wink:

I wonder how our Tammy is progressing....:hug:

I wonder what kind of response the Prevention people are getting from the survey...........


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