Wonder # Cent Cinquante (no.150)
 

I wonder if I may start my first ever Wonder?

I wonder if it's OK to drop by after an absence of around a month from the group?

I wonder if you know that I do so want to wish everyone happiness and good health, or if that's not possible...then hopefully an end in sight to the bad times that you've had lately?

I wonder if I can tell you l that I've missed you all, but that I needed time out for a while, but I am back, if that's OK?

I wonder if you know that I've been through both good times and bad lately? DH and I had a romantic break away for our 20th wedding anniversary and had a fabulous time, but now we're both getting ready to have surgery over the next few weeks....his is major, but mine is only minor surgery.

I wonder how many know that I had half my bowel removed last year in a big cancer operation? I go to hospital next week for my first check up to see if the cancer has returned or not, and DH goes in a few days later for bilateral knee replacement surgery!

I wonder if you know how hard it has been for me to ask for support services for the first time in my life, as my DH usually helps me at home, but he won't be able to help me for some time! I've made phone calls but everyone has been rather slow in getting back to me. There are things I'll need help with that most people take for granted..... like I need some-one here when I have a shower, as I've had falls in the bathroom, and I'm unsafe by myself. Also, I need rails or a seat with handles so I can get off the toilet by myself. Things like that!

I wonder if you know that we've experienced a few family type problems with our DIL virtually holding our DGS over our heads, with some petty issues of her making? There is no way I'd ever let that little man suffer in any way, so I've given in to every single thing that she's said, or wants. Anything for peace!

I wonder if that's too much about me right now?

I wonder if I can send good wishes to Alffe about the support group, and hope that she gets the one started that she's hoping for........and for Nik-key too... and for all the good things that she hopes to achieve? Please take it slowly Nik-key, and let Nik-key heal first. We're all on your side. :hug:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for BMW and hope that the bad time that she's going through right now will pass soon? :hug:

I wonder how good it is to have Tammy back, and how happy I am that the surgery has helped? I wonder if she has her pain relief sorted out yet? :hug:

I wonder how Doody managed on her sisiter's birthday? Sending you a hug Doody, as I know how hard birthdays can be. :hug:

I wonder if I can let Twink know that I've kept her father in my prayers? :hug:

I wonder how Curious' hand is today? I hope she has the pain under control, and curbs her inclination to swat somebody next time. :)

I wonder if Mistiis needs an extra hug right now? Sending one just in case! :hug:

I wonder how BF is doing today, and whether he's found any of the support he needs right now?

I wonder how the Moi's are managing? Hopefully we'll hear soon.

I wonder if it's OK to say Hi to everyone else, and even if I haven't mentioned you by name, it doesn't mean that you haven't been on my mind?

I wonder if I can leave caring, healing, joyful or just plain comfortable hugs for the whole room? :grouphug:

I wonder if I can say that's the only elephant I'd every want to see in this room....http://i465.photobucket.com/albums/r...h/SEGdNite.gif

I wonder how I hate it when I work on a post and it disappears....

I wonder if I understood correctly Anne..both knees at the same time???

I wonder how I missed your colon surgery...knew about the nose..*grin, our shared "trophy" :hug:

I wonder if Koala knows how happy I am to see her back....missed you!!

I wonder if BMW is drinking lots of fluids for her cold....:hug:

I wonder if Mistiis can feel the love we have for her...(picture a heart here)

I wonder if it's ok that I pop in and say hi!!!

I wonder that I am so very tired....

I wonder if everyone knows that yep, I'm around and I read so very many posts but my words are pretty much stuck in a tornado in my head.

I wonder if everyone knows that if they need me or want to talk with me...all they need do is hollar or pm me.

I wonder...well...I know this isn't the right thread but I wonder if you all have an extra moment and an extra prayer...please send a little prayer up for me to make it through tomorrow... I am having a lot of anxiety about a phone interview for my food stamps and medicaid or state insurance program for which I have applied....they called it a redetermination interview. I'm scared.:( I'm afraid they will take my food stamps as they claim they don't have enough proof that I am disabled and unable to work. No food stamps means no eat for me.

I wonder how many anxiety/panic attacks I will have through the night...

I wonder if it's okay that I go now....

:hug:for all,
Love you all,
Abbie

I wonder how nice it is to have Koala start a thread. I wonder where the heck she came up with that name? :rolleyes:

I wonder if you know how much your prayers have meant to me and dear Dad? I wonder how relieved I was to hear from the doc today that the Lymphoma is a slow-growing type! I wonder if you can all hear me ex)h)a)l)e))))))? To be truthful, though, I haven't really experienced anxiety while waiting for the report. I wonder if its all the prayers being sent up from my wonderful NeuroTalk friends, causing blessings to be showered down?

I wonder if I can just leave some healing hugs and wonder more later? :grouphug:

I wonder if I can let Twink know that Cent Cinquante means 150 in French? .... (I hope!)

I wonder if i can leave some :hug: :hug: :hug: for my friends here.....

I wonder why i'm not sleeping again.....

I'm going into a lurking mode again..... please know you guys will be in my thoughts and prayers.....:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:

I wonder how delighted I was to see ((Koala)) posting. I am so glad to see you!! Know that you and your husband are and will remain in my thoughts and prayers:hug:

I wonder if ((BMW)) will try to take it easy and get some much needed rest. I wonder if this will help :hug:
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I wonder if I can tell ((Twink)) she and her Dad are always on mind an in my heart. I am glad to hear about the report... but was does this mean reqarding treatment?

I wonder how sad I am to hear about all that ((Abbie)) is going threw. I sent up extra prayers:hug:

I wonder if goofy would consider sharing her troubles instead of going into lurking? Know that we care:hug:

I wonder if Addy knows how adorable I think her GB is!! I wonder too, if that little angel can help mend some hearts:hug:

I wonder if ((David)) knows I think he is amazing!

I wonder how dear ((BJ)) is and if she is still going for treatments, and if they are helping?

I too wonder how ((hippiechick)) is? Thinking of you and hoping you are able to get some breaks from your pain:hug:

I wonder how ((Doodie)) is and if I can say how happy I am to see her puppy back :D I wonder too how happy I am that she has gdoody to help her see all that is wonderful and right in this world. Children, such miracles!

I wonder if ((Alffe)) knows I like her pink elephant *big grin*

I wonder if ((Mistiis)) feels more reassured that this IS the right place for her to post, and that we want nothing more than to help her through this:hug:

I wonder how the Moi's are too! Most likely passed out with exhaustion;):D

I wonder how glad I am to see ((Tammy)) has a doctor who is going to help with her pain. Bout time! Keep feeling better!

I wonder if I can say I am all wondered out for the moment:p

But, I do wonder what my first meeting today with the grief therapist is going to be like:eek:

((BIG HUGS)) for the room:grouphug:

I wonder if Nikkey knows my troubles are so insignificant compared to others here.... I just need to get a grip..... :hug:
Thank you and everybody else here for caring......

I wonder if I can tell dear sweet ((goofy)) that I no longer think there are insignificant problems. Pain is pain. Problems are problems. To us, something small to others, could be huge to us. I am here if you want to chat, lighten a load or just give extra hugs:) :hug::hug::hug:

:Good-Post: .....((((goofy))))

I wonder if I can say that's a great post! And it pretty much says it all. Hugs for the room. :grouphug:

I wonder if I can leave some love and hugs for the room for now. Time to take off to spend time with my kids and grandkid. :hug:

I wonder if I can say... I just love that picture of Bruna!!!

I wonder what she is dreamin????

:hug:

I wonder how Nikki's appt. went today....:hug:

I wonder if BJ is home yet...:hug:

I wonder if our Koala can feel the love....:grouphug:

I wonder if David knows that I'm so grateful for his input...

I wonder if the subject of suicide will ever get easier for people to talk about.....

I wonder why I just remembered that when I first saw my inlaws after Michael killed himself..the first words out of my mouth were "I'm sorry".

I wonder why guilt is always the first thing to run in and stay...:(

Edit to add the reason we're here....

Survivors of Suicide
Who are we? And why do we hang out here?

Some of us have lost a loved one to suicide...some of us are feeling so crushed by life that we want it to end.

We come together for support..we count on each other to pick us up, dust us off and give us a reason to try some more.

We don't judge people in this forum and we ask not to be judged ourselves.
When you share here, we promise to listen with our hearts.

All are welcome....especially lurkers!

I wonder how great it is to be back...I about went nuts while in the hospital cause I couldn't get my hands on a puter.

I wonder how great life is now that i have high speed....wahoooooo:wink:

I wonder about my pain as well. I do have a lot of pain that is caused from the surgery itself. I will be seeing the doc next Tuesday so we will talk about a lot. I still have my good old chronic pain which isn't really helped much by the meds I'm on...

I do appreciate all your prayers and support!!
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I wonder if Koala's country is suffering like North America when it comes to the economy.... ?

I wonder if you all know that Canada is right along with the US in worrying about things... cuz whatever happens to you inevitably happens to us... :eek:

I wonder how cool it is that Koala started this thread off with a french title! TRES BIEN!

I wonder if others are as confused as I am by all the acronyms used in our threads... and if you GUESS like I do... for example... I believe DL means Daughter in Law?

I wonder when its gonna snow and if I'm nuts to be excited to see it after living on the rainy westcoast for the last 20 yrs~!!

I wonder how absolutely blessed I am to have the friends and family that I have who make having my new grandaughter so special. Without them, I know this would have been a very difficult time....

I wonder if some of you have heard that the Mois are away this weekend... and LOL... poor Moi is exhausted... not to mention the Mrs. Moi!

I wonder at how blessed Doodysis is to have her Daughter and Grandoody so close in her life! I'm sooooooo happy for you! Its what keeps you going, I know!

I wonder if I should go and make my supper now....

I wonder if I can tell Addy that I've always loved the French language even though I don't speak it fluently, but I can still read enough to understand what the writer is saying. I also once tried to learn Italian, and I loved that language as well. Both are beautiful languages to learn and speak.

I wonder if Addy, and others, would benefit from this link that gives a list of the common acronyms used on the site : http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/post1649-1.html

I wonder if I can answer that yes..... Australia is also suffering badly from the consequensence of the economical downturn on Wall Street. Our economy follows very closely to that of the American Govt, as well as those govts that form the European countries.

I wonder if others know that the only monies that DH had invested "for a rainy day" have suffered badly because of the crash. We have lost heaps and now it doesn't look like there'll be enough left to buy the little dream home by the ocean, that we were hoping to buy for our retirement years.

We almost bought it 2 or 3 months ago, but the financial advisor at the bank talked us out of it. Had he not, we'd have had our home just before the crash happened. Now we don't have enough cash left to buy. Oh well. We still have each other.

I wonder if I can just reinforce what the others have said to Goofy, and tell her that her problems are never insignificant to us! :hug:

I wonder if Koala will smile when I tell her that *I* thought the title was misspelled Spanish?

Cientos Cincuenta

I wonder why I never even GUESSED it was French?

I wonder why my favorite font color is orchid.

I wonder if it's because I love orchids?

I wonder if told anyone here that I planted (well, attached to trees, actually) over 30 orchids this week, different varieties of flowers and vanilla...

I wonder if it's okay to participate in more than one section here on NeuroTalk, and whether my "street cred" follows me over the border to this new territory?

:D

I wonder if I can admit to thinking the same thing...Ciente is five in Spanish...about 100 yrs ago I took spanish in H.S. :hug:

I wonder that my sil is wandering around in Paris, by herself, speaking their language fluently.....~sigh

I wonder if Anne knows that I love her even tho she is a mod....:D

I wonder if we'll get the predicted big snows this week...my snow tires aren't on yet so that will keep me in, big time!

I wonder if moi will sleep for a week when they return....*grin

I wonder if Mr.Alffe has the flu...:( He had the shot but he aches and it's not from playing basketball...

I wonder if everyone is having a good day?

I wonder at how much better my bod feels this morning cause I took an Ibuprofen at 4 am?

I wonder if Alffe will beat the storm and get her snow tires installed?

I wonder that the prices of gas have plummeted? :)

I wonder if we'll all survive the coming holidays?

I wonder that I have a lot to do today and I'd better get to it?

I wonder if I can leave tight squeezes for the room. Or gentle hugs, whichever you tolerate best. ;) :grouphug:

I wonder how that phone call Abbie was expecting went.....:hug:

I wonder what movie Doody and daughter watched last night....

I wonder how my wren is.....:hug:

I wonder why some songs just put you right back in certain situations...
songs like North, and any Eva Cassiday song...music is such a force in our lives...

I wonder how wonderful it is to have Tammi back..imagin how her Craig feels!

I wonder if Twink ever lived where she needed snow tires.....

I wonder if BJ has made it to Pet Smart before the storm.....darling picture!! ty

I wonder if Goofy feels like she walks a tight rope sometimes...:D

I wonder if Indiana gets as much snow as Utah does?

I wonder that I never have had snow tires, but have driven in lots of snow.

I wonder how my Dad used to lie on the cold asphalt while the semi-trucks threw cold slush on him, to install the snow chains when we traveled through Donner Pass a few times in the winter. I wonder if that was a run-on sentence, lol? :wink:

I wonder how (originally being from California) that I wanted to see a real snowflake. And how disappointed I was when Mom pointed them out to me. I wonder that I expected them to be the same size as the ones we made with scissors and construction paper!!! :eek:

I wonder that I was 11 before I made my first snowman.

I wonder that Utah often has snow that it too dry to stick together to roll a snowman? I wonder if y'all know that Park City, UT was the location for the 2002 Winter Olympics?

I wonder if you'll all bundled up for the winter yet? Unseasonably warm here -- upper 50's today -- and sunny!

I wonder if anyone saw herekitty's new thread about our Georgia GTG? I wonder if you know that anyone is invited to join us?

I wonder who is going to close the thread, since our dear BMW is not feeling well. :hug:

I wonder if Twink is familiar with lake effect snow..http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lake_effect_snow

I wonder since we live within 40 miles of Lake Michigan we get that alot!...

I wonder that the most snow we ever had in my lifetime was the blizzard of 1987....housebound for days..roads closed...Mr.Alffe had to sleep in his office...finally he arrived on a county snowplow armed with groceries...
the kids pulled a sled down to a farm that had fresh eggs....what fun!

I think I would be terrified to travel thru Donner Pass in the winter...

I wonder if I can tell Alffe I waited with the phone next to me all day... I even took it to the bathroom with me and the phone NEVER rang. I even re-read the notice they sent to me to verify that I had read it right... I did...they were supposed to call me at 9:00am...

I wonder if I can say that I decided....IF I am denied any benefits--foodstamps or the health insurance because of this... I'm contacting my State Representative!!

:(
Abbie

I wonder if Abbie knows that is exactly what you should do and if that gets no results...pm me about. :hug:

I wonder at that howling wind...it about ripped the flag off the pole...:eek:

I wonder that I am a puddle fo the blahhhs right now the cold is over taking me and . ug when showering I noticed my knee is kinda aching and there is that bump again. Last time they had to scrap knee and drain a small pocket. :( .

so I just want to crawl into happy chair under blanket and wait for the cold weather to hit us :( adds to the ache-ies

I wonder if Koala will close this thread while I soak in bath and rest????????????

I wonder if I can trade some hugs for some hugs ??? And let evceryone know they are in my prayers.
:hug: :hug: :hug:
:grouphug: :grouphug:

PEACE
BMW

I wonder at how many people have commented on my new Bruna picture. :D She is a cute little weiner. Her ears crack me up. She's a nice cuddle bug.

I wonder at how absolutely gorgeous Hooper is and how happy I was that ((BJ)) posted Hooper's picture. :)

I wonder that I forgot to say to Addy that her grandbaby is absolutely, without a doubt, the most beautifulist little girl with those big chipmunk cheeks!!! :hug: I wish you lived closer to your grandbaby like I do ((Addy)). Yes I am lucky. But...they know if they moved, I would too. :rolleyes:

Poor ((Mr. Alffe)). I hope he gets better soon. :hug:

I wonder why my doctor hasn't gotten back to me on the biopsies and polyp results from the colonoscopy.

I wonder that daughter and I have been very critical of movies as of late, but we did like The Hulk. We weren't sure, but it was better than I thought. (BUt then I do wuvvvv Edward Norton. :D )

I wonder at how wonderful it is to see ((Ms. Loo)), ((Ms. Twink)) and ((Ms. Kay)) over here wondering with us. (Even if Ms. Kay has gone over the proveriable forum boundary, LOLOL! you goofball!)

I wonder that I hate this fibro flare. :rolleyes: I wonder if people can imagine what it's like to hurt to be touched everywhere. :rolleyes:

I wonder if dear ((BJ)) had a good birthday.

I wonder if I'll ever remember to get a picture of my sister Janine, scan it, and post it so everyone can see just how much ((Nik-key)) looks like her!

I wonder at how much I would enjoy a hottub and mudslide right now and a certain handsome man waiting on me and my friend hand and foot. :D

I wonder if the Mois will sleep very hard and long when they return home. :hug:

I wonder why my mom bugs me every single day about a Christmas wish list. :rolleyes:

I wonder how impressed I am that ((Ms. Duck)) hooked up a wireless router for the kid.

I wonder about poor ((BMW)) sis with her icky yuck cold. Oi vey, here we go with flu season!

I wonder how scary mountain roads are in the snow let alone a nice sunny day!!!!!

I wonder at how gorgeous Utah is. Such beauty we have right here in our own country.

I wonder how bad I feel for (((BF))) and just have no words except to say keep strong and keep going, we all love you!

I wonder that a dear friend of many of us (((Roadie))) lost her 20+ year old niece to a brain cancer today at 3 a.m. :( Bless her soul.

Hugs and much love for the room.

I wonder if it would not be seen as pesumptious OF ME to CLOSE wonder thread 150 in the absence of a not to well BMW





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