Wonderful 157
 

I wonder that it's time for me to say hello to everyone and let you all know that I am doing ok. I have had a very rough 2+ months with this MS and ended up having IV steroids over Thanksgiving.

The clinical trial I was in was terminated for all 150 of us with no warning the week before Thanksgiving.

Last week the pain in my right arm finally got so bad that I went to the ER and have had my arm in a sling for 10 days now. I am NOT left-handed!!! Waiting for approval for an MRI of my shoulder --- could be torn rotator cuff, ligaments, pinched nerve, bursitis, or something else.

I hope all is well with everyone!

I wonder how tickled I am to see Cheryl wondering...

I wonder how that trail could be cancelled like that! :(

I wonder how the flower shop is doing....busy time of year?..:D

I wonder that I'm done shopping..now I need to wrap...

I wonder if I could possibly get anymore emotional today...

I wonder if Doody is any better....

I wonder if Scrabble knows that I found her borax recipe for making snowflakes and a lot of pipe cleaners in with the Christmas decorations...

I wonder if reyn will wonder..........

:yahoo: I wonder that She got in to Duke .
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I have a kid accepted to the engineering program at Duke. Probly a full scholarship thats not final yet but it looks very good.
I wonder that this still has to sink in :thud:
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I wonder that it's great to have FiG (OK, I'll admit I say "FIG" to myself everytime I see FG, LOL) back with us! Hoping she'll feel better soon...

I wonder if Alpho knows that we're thinking of her on this tough day....

I wonder if I can say that it's great to read about BMW's daughter going to Duke!! WOW!! That's one of my old stomping grounds...the "Blue Devils"

I wonder if I can send EVERYONE some ((((BIG HUGS))))) there are so many of you that are so wonderful and special, but I am afraid I might miss somebody....:thud:

you all warm my heart...

much love to all...

moi

PS, moss is done with her exam and I am sure she'll get an "A"!!! :D :D :D
button popping hubby... LOL

i wonder if i can thank every body for the christmas cards and get well cards that i have received so far. i dont think i'm going to be able to send any christmas cards out this year.i tried writing left handed and just could not get addresses on the envelopes... :( after i get this broken wrist healed up, i'll be able to do more. i love you guys!!!!!!!!! :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Just wanted to give you.:hug::hug::hug:

I wonder if we'll have to teach COK how to wonder ;)

I wonder at how much snow is falling outside! OMG... (((hugs for those in peril)))

I wonder how Av8's flower shop is going too? Crazy busy time of year to be sure so I hope you've got some good folks to help out :hug:

I wonder at how FANTASTIC it is to hear from Lara! I'm so happy I was motivated to find the pic of Lara with me and my sis and another friend from the TS days... found a picture to scan - taken about 10 years ago... I'll start a new thread sometime later today.

I wonder at how calm I am... and I have to move in 19 days! :eek:

I wonder if Moi knows I sure doubt for a moment that Moss would do darn good on her test! :hug: Hugs for you and the kiddos!

I wonder if Marshmallow can see I can feel her pride all the way up here in Canada!

And speaking of Canada and Alffe mentioning our snowflakes - I wonder how dear ~scrabbley is making out right now. Snow on the island too, I think!

(((Flygirl))) So very good to see you here. I'm so sorry for what you've you've been going through. :hug:

I wonder how ((BJ)) is doing today and hope she is staying ahead of her pain with her pain meds.

I wonder at how proud I am for ((BMW's)) daughter.

I wonder at how my kids are doing today after the trauma of yesterday with Otto. They went to do Christmas with his grandparents on the other side of the state. I posted about it in the Pets forum.

I wonder if ((Ms. Alffe)) has found the forgiveness yet that she's wanted from a special person.

I wonder that I have no clue what happened to (((Ms. Curious))) and her owie. I wonder how she is doing. I miss her.

I wonder how sweet (((Nik))) and her sis are feeling.

I wonder at how depression and some awful bug have kept me down a lot lately.

I wonder if I can just leave love and hugs for everyone because I'm terrible at remembering everyone's names. :o :grouphug:

I wondered about you dear ((((Doody))) and figured you were down... so sorry... to hear my figuring was true :( :hug:

I've also been wondering about Grandoody and hope he's holding up well after his surgery? :grouphug: hugs for all of them....

I'm wondering if you all can hear my special prayers... for all of you who need it more than ever right now....

I wonder if Alffe's pastor is gone now... and if she has a new one yet?

I wonder if I can drop by and let you know what's happening in my house right now?

I wonder if I can first get my priorities right and say hello to a fellow Ozzie? Hello Lara, it's so nice to meet you! :hug:

I wonder if everyone will excuse me if I'm repeating myself at any time, but things have been so chaotic here during these past few weeks, that I have no idea about whom I've told what to. :confused:

I wonder if I've already told you that DH had both his knees replaced 3 weeks ago....gosh that time has gone fast..... then he had a big post-op bleed and lost over half his blood supply, and needed 3 different blood transfusions? He is doing much better now in that regard, but he is still rather dizzy, and very pale. He's had more blood tests last week, we just don't have the results yet.

I wonder if I told you that he had a stroke during or after the operation? :eek: I know I told a couple of close friends, but I've been so mixed up that I can't remember if I posted on here or not. If I didn't, can you please forgive me? And, if I did... please forgive the repetition.

DH was blind in one eye before the operation and this new stroke has taken the vision from his "good" eye. We're going to an eye physiotherapist early tomorrow morning to see if she can do anything to strengthen the muscles in his affected eye, before we see the Eye Specialist again at midday. I have to hope he'll get his vision back, and I know that some of you are prayng along with me!

I wonder that all of this stress has possibly given me a stomach ulcer, and that I had one night recently where I vomited a whole heap of fresh blood? I vomited for near on 4 hours before it stopped and DH wanted to call an ambulance.... but for those who know me, you'll know that I got better really quickly the moment he said that nasty word..... ambulance.(or pretended to be...:o )

He did tell my GP though, and now I have to have a gastroscopy, but I've been able to defer that until mid to late January! :eek:

I wonder now if I've gone on about myself and my DH far too much?

I wonder if I can tell all those injured (Goofy, Curious, FG, BJ ), and all those who are unwell ... that I am thinking of them and I hope that they'll soon be pain free and on the mend? :grouphug:

I wonder also if I can send congratulations to BMW's daughter? What a proud momma you must be BMW! Hugs to your DD and hugs to the mom that made it all possible... :hug:

I wonder if I can leave hugs for everyone in the room with apologies for not naming names.... but my brain is a bit cluttered at the moment, and for some reason I'm just not thinking straight.

I wonder if Av8rgirl is feeling any better and if she has any results from the tests on her shoulder.

I also wonder if the trial was stopped because of side-effects some people (even I person) may have experienced? Why do trials finish? Money? Side-effect problems? What else? Lack of scientific interest? Why was it started in the first place? Serious issue indeed.

Koala. You are a naughty koala. lol. Deferred the gastroscopy until January after all that??? That's the sort of thing I'd do. :eek: I am really very sorry to hear what's happened recently to your dh. I sure do hope he gets some vision back as well.

I wonder that it never ceases to amaze me that so many people have so much going on in their lives but they keep giving, giving, giving.
<sigh> Sometimes I just want to yell out a little that people have to make sure they're spending time on themselves and keeping strong and healthy too.

I wonder if I can also tell BMW that is just such an exciting feeling. Well done and congrats to your daughter! How exciting is that!!! :Excited:

I have a million wonders but they'll have to wait.

:Zzzz: Night world

I wonder if I can shine some warmth and light into dear Doody's mind and heart today....:hug: luv u sis.....

I wonder if Lara knows who I am....:rolleyes:

I wonder if I can tell Koala to PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF...you can't help anyone if this ulcer takes you out, and it can....:eek: :hug:

I wonder if I can tell Nikki how sorry I am about her newest loss....:( and I am sending strong prayers your way....:hug:

I wonder, too, if I can congratulate our dear BMW, and her daughter. Yes, what a lovely mother....:)

I wonder about all these broken bones....but, with care, they do heal...you all are in my heart, and prayers....keep that pain under control...PLEASE...
((((BIG HUGS))))

I wonder how happy I am for our dear Wren who is back online again...YEA!!!
(((HUGS))) truly a brave warrior.....:hug:

I wonder if Avgirl is out flying.....:D

I wonder if MR. Alffe got the tree....I wonder how it looks....:cool:

I wonder if doxiemama will come in and wonder??? luv u....(((hugs)))

I wonder if we will get that ransom together for our dear MOI...:eek: :D

I wonder if I can give everyone else a GREAT BIG WARM FUZZY HUG :grouphug:

I wonder if I can let dear ((Koala)) know that I didn't know but am glad to now know. :o You get that test Koala! My prayers are with you and your husband. I hope he gets that sight back really soon. What a massive surgery, 2 knees at one time!

I wonder that I just keep praying for a full and speedy recovery for Otto.

I wonder if I can tell everyone that the clinical trial was terminated due to lack of funding, not due to side effects as there are no side effects in this particular trial. Just no money.....sad very sad.

I wonder if I can tell everyone that there is still no word on what's wrong with my shoulder. I hope to get answer from the ortho doc tomorrow if I have to beat it out of the stupid office staff.

I wonder if I can tell everyone that I hope they have a good week. :hug:

I wonder how it is, that by putting ones name in (( )) and receiving :hug:
one can feel another’s support clear across the country :grouphug:

I wonder if I can tell you my extended family fully understands why I wont be sending out Christmas cards and gifts this year. Lynn's sister called me yesterday to tell me I would get a package today and expressed it is NOT a Christmas gift... it is something she thought would help me get through the Holidays.

I wonder if I can share I opened it and just bawled.... and smiled.. I wonder if I can share it with you...
It is called "Garden of Prayer"

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Forget the wondering! I KNOW that what you received, dear Nik-key, is a very powerful message!

I wonder, now, if I can leave this for everyone :grouphug:

I wonder if I can tell everyone that i am leaving for hoilday travels early this week .
I wonder if you will all keep a look see for mail.
I wonder that i am in super warp speed busy trying to get ready and things in order beofre we leave out.
I wonder that i need to go but to everyone...
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Love you guys much much.
Peace
BMW













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wonder if I can just leave a short whiny wonder....

wonder if I can apologize for not being around the past couple of days, my right ear is almost deaf it seems, can't hear out of it...

and moss's aunt passed away...they have a very tight and loving family...

the grandkids are in the hands of a very incompetent social worker...

she has been giving us such run arounds that the answer we have received has been the same that is 3 months ago...

and this person is ON vacation again, I think it's her third time this year...

I wonder if I can apologize for this self-absorbed post and just send you all ((((BIG BIG HUGS))))

sorry for all those that are hurting right now...hoping you all feel better soon...

and awesome to see our missing one's return this year, Lara, mistiis...

wonderful folks that come here....you all...

much love....

:grouphug: for the room...

I wonder if I can tell (((who moi))) that this is not called self-absorbed, its called reaching out!!!!!!!! And that's what friends are for! :hug: :grouphug:
Prayers are going up.....

I wonder if I can thank (((BMW))) for the chocolate.....yummy....and wish her a safe, and happy trip :hug:

I wonder if BJ's pain is under control....:hug:

I wonder how those other broken bones are healing...:grouphug:

I wonder sometimes, why so many hard things have to happen around Christmas? I wonder if part of it is to help bring us together in loving support, and friendship.....THE SPIRIT of Christmas. And I wish 'that' with all my heart for everyone here.....:grouphug:

wonder why I thought that it was possible to come back

wonder where I'll go now that I've sold the farm

wonder if mistiis will understand and forgive

wonder if it is okay to share one more thing . . .
Emma and Annabelle, my West Highland White Terriers, keep me living

(((((((Reyn))))))) How very wonderful to see you. I love you. :hug:

I wonder too at how it seems like so many things happen this time of year. Or maybe it's that we notice it more because it makes Christmas time harder.

I wonder that today, Dec. 15, it's been 22 years since my sister Janine died. That was a very tough Christmas.

I wonder if I can leave both Mois my undying love and lots of prayers.

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I wonder if Reyn will read this...I wonder if I can tell her that forgiveness isn't necessary because I will always love her, no matter what!!!!!!! My love for you is unconditional....a part of you is eternal, no matter where you go, no matter what you do, you will remain a part of me, and in my heart.
(((reyn)))....you have my number....please use it....:hug:

I wonder that when I get away to the quiet place of my being, the answer is always there.
I wonder that after thoughts of not coming back to NT because of embarrassment were replaced by thoughts of forgiveness, acceptance and love
I wonder that how rare it is to find so much love and acceptance in one place-NT
I wonder that I am thankful for a reflective weekend away with the family-without easy access to the internet and where all the squabbles amongst us were resolved peacefully and I came back relaxed, contented and at peace.

Hugs, Doxie

Nik-key
 

I wonder how Nik-key is doing. I feel like she's going through so much pain. The Lord is with you Nik-key. Please read Psalm 34. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Nik-key
 

This is from Psalm 34:18,in the New International Version Bible. BF:hug::hug:

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

I wonder that truly He does, but we must reach out our hand to Him. We have to do our part....:hug::grouphug:

I wonder if we will all keep reaching.....:hug::grouphug: I hope so......