Wonderful Wonder #170
 

Wow…wondering….starting a new wonderful wonder thread….?
I wonder why the Olhipie and I are still awake. I was writing in his journal as he dictated to me. I read to him for a little while and he dosed off. So I got online and decided to wonder. He woke up and said he was hungry, which he never admits to hunger…craving but never hungry. He wanted a chocolate Ensure and a bowl of Fruit Loops…drank the Ensure and crunched on the Loops and now has doses off.

I wonder why I feel like the Olhipie and I are having a slumber party?

I wonder if I should get a magic marker…wash off of course and write on his face…that’s what you do when you have a slumber party…right?

I wonder why I have lurked so long and know I can’t catch up with all has transpired. Know that I do think of you all the time whether I’m online or not. Please forgive the lurking….:grouphug:

I wonder how great it is to have my Olhipie skiing every weekend!!!! I will have pictures soon…I promise!!

And of course I always wonder about the hugs….I truly love you guys for all your prayers, hugs and support.
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I wonder if Tammi knows that she brought back a lovely memory of my inlaws that still has me grinning.....

I wonder how much fun we have reading the daily journal they wrote in almost every night for a year...she could not collect her thoughts anymore but could still write well enough that one can read the words...He was blind from (macular degen) but mentally was sharp as a tack. He would dictate...she would write. "we have had a wonderful marriage" :rolleyes: He could be a real devil!! "we've had a wonderful day looking out the window.":wink:

I wonder that I can't even imagin them snow boarding/skiing...me either. *grin

I wonder if Tammi will post the new "do" when she posts the other pictures...

I wonder how glad I am that my daughters are coming this weekend!! :D

I wonder how many times a person can get back up again?
I wonder if this thread is supposed to be more about wonderment, if it is, sorry for the downer.

I'll try one wonderment observation:
I am in wonder about how much my Maltie can brighten my day just when I am thinking nothing could. The problem with pain and depression is that the pain makes it hard to overcome the depression-and the depression makes it hard to deal with the pain. OY!

I wonder how with billions of people alive on earth, so many of us can be so lonely?

I wonder if ((GmaSue)) knows that lots of us understand that cycle. Depression-pain-depression.

I wonder if you guys know how very active GmaSue is in animal rights.

I wonder that my wonderer is not working well...too many things I'm not talking about, too much to tell, don't wanna right now...so will continue to not wonder. :o

But leave tons of love for everyone.

aww...see how quickly one person can chase another person's lonliness away.
We truly are each other's treasures.

Hugs back at you, Doody.

GmaSue - don't be lonely. You have all of us.

grrrrr....I type out a bunch of wonders and I think NT had a split server problem or moi...lost it all....LOL

so, ummmm...grrrrrr


I wonder if Tamilulu sis had a great time with olphipie and that we'll see a photo of his face painted. :D

I wonder GMASUE knows that it is great to have her wonder with us....

I wonder that my pain levels have been extremely high lately thus I haven't been around...and grand daughter is wearing me out...LOL

I wonder if I can just do a short wonder now and leave EVERYONE ((((BIG HUGS))))

I wonder about ((BMW)) Angel friend of mine, I love you:hug: thanks, for hitting the thank you button :hug:

I wonder how happy I was to see ((Sue)) wondering with us:hug: You are among friends now, well better than friends- family!:hug:

I wonder if ((Twink)) knows how deep in my thoughts and heart she is :hug:

Big hugs :grouphug:

I wonder at the wonder of it all-that we are all so brave to live here every day. Imagine that someone would tell you that you were going to live the rest of your life on a planet that did not make sense, whose inhabitants were very intelligent, but that somehow had not been able to put their heads together to plan things that would benefit everyone instead of a select few-that the medical experts could do great things, but not banish pain-wouldn't you be scared to go there? And yet we are here, and do the best with what is offered to us, day after day.

I wonder if I can put out a small wonder today

I wonder at how wonderful it is to see Scrabble...:hug: :)

I wonder how Twinks is today, and how that writing went, I had to do the same thing, in a way, its healing, even though it is hard...:hug:

I wonder how nice it is to see tammi wonder....:hug:

I wonder what the Moisses will be doing today....:hug: :grouphug:

I wonder about Alffe's house and how busy it must be...:hug:

I wonder how Reyn is faring...:hug:

I wonder if BJ is around at all....:( :o :hug:

I wonder if da duck is baking anymore pies...(((hugs)))

I wonder if Bf is well yet....(((hugs)))

I wonder when I will get well...:rolleyes:

I wonder how beautiful that poem was that dmack wrote...so inspired....((hugs)) It makes me wonder at the beauty of our family here...:grouphug:

I wonder if I can give gmasue a big ((((hug)))) I do understand, and it is so hard, and I don't understand why our medical field doesn't work more compassionately for those with chronic pain. It can be just as terminal as cancer....~sigh

I wonder how nice it was to see Nikki back, we love you dear friend....(((hugs)))

I wonder if BMW saw the moon last night ((((hugs)))) I wonder if it brought her some peace.

I wonder how jaded is coming with her grandchild (((hugs)))

I wonder how dear curious is doing today....(((hugs)))

I wonder if I can thank pono for her sweet compassion and strong spirit....((((hugs))))

I wonder that my mind is going blank on me, so I will leave big hugs for all of our family here....:grouphug: may we all feel some peace....

I wonder if you've ever thought about The Psychology Behind Paint Color. :D I have.

I wonder at the January thaw that we are having in February.

I wonder at how excited I am that the Westminster Kennel Club Dog Show starts tomorrow night for 2 nights. (I wonder if Ducky will ever be able to watch it again.)

I wonder at how I fell asleep and woke up thinking about ((Twink)) and also a furbaby named Diana. Deep sadness for one, happiness for another.

I wonder that my Chewie cat is doing well after his drastic surgery 2 weeks ago. :hug: He gets his 30 staples out tomorrow.

I wonder at how you can leave your house for a minimum of, oh, maybe 10 minutes, come back inside, and have your doggy act as if you've been gone a week. :rolleyes:

I wonder that I still feel puny from a stomach virus that hit Thursday night. Yech.

I wonder at how I am in awe of others who can wonder about others individually. I'm afraid I'd leave somebody out, hurt their feelings, so just want everyone to know I think of you all and hold you close to my heart.

I wonder if we'll get in the hot tub tonight...that moon is reason enough!

I wonder at how fast the snow is melting and it's supposed to be 50 tomorrow...

I wonder how happy Cooper will be Wed to get his hair cut...he loves to be clean...

I wonder if he'll bark all the way thru the Westminster Dog Competition..

I wonder if Doody knows the color link was most interesting....

I wonder if David knows how wonderful his poem to moi is....:hug:

I wonder if moi knows that he's responsible to tonights show....*grin

I wonder how the monkey is.....:grouphug:

I wonder at how I am always in awe of the folks here whenever I visit here them forum...

I wonder at the compassions, the strengths, the courages it takes to talk about it, to fight it, while living with it and breathing it and then kicking it to the curb...then only to go through the cycle again...

I wonder at the amount of courage it takes to post something that is so personal...that might seem taboo'd or uncomfortable...yet, seeing the written words coming out always struck cords deep in the abyss of my heart...

I wonder at the support that everyone has for one another...

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I also wonder how come the OCD forum don't have enough people OCDing about it to post there, LOL

I wonder how do ADD/ADHD people find the ADD/ADHD forum when it is all the way down to the bottom cause by the time I start to scroll down the forums, I already got so distracted that I'd forgotten the ADD/ADHD forum...LOL

I wonder if nobody will cringe, I have both OCD/ADHD although I must say that my ADHD must have become more ADD cause I am not as "hyper" as I used to be although somebody recently mentioned to me: "hey, why are you always so hyper..." :rolleyes:

I am wondering how my ADD makes me messy but my OCD picks up after my ADD....

I wonder if DMACK knows how touched I am about his poem and what talent that he has with his photos and his poetry...

I wonder at the talented folks here at NT...and I see that Alpho has posted some poems at the Tag Game. :D

I often enjoy the poetries written by duck and mist and nik-key and BMW and CTena and da wife and now I'll have to add Alpho and DMACK to the list. (I was going to list Frank and others but I know they lurk here but really don't post here. LOL)

I wonder how I always love seeing wren post her artworks and if curious would like to post some of hers here...

I wonder at scrabbly's beautiful photos that she always turn into calendars..

and reyn's photos that she's sent us of the hummingbirds..

gosh, I can go on and on...please forgive me if I didn't mention you this time...

I wonder that I should take some time out one day and just try to drag out the shy folks wonderful artistic photos and poems and writings one day and how it inspire me...

I wonder if I should quit while I am ahead...

wonder how twink and pono are doing...and that we're thinking of you...

wonder that it's great to see nik wondering...

wonder that mist always have excellent wonderings...

wonder that I am just going to stop wondering now and send everyone a ((((BIG GROUP HUG))))

I wonder who is going to eat Lucky Charms ceral this Friday?

I wonder how B.J, BF ,Twink, Tammy, Jaded, GmaSue,Cool Angel, Doody, Goofy, Nikki, Alffe Mom, Curious, SisMis,WREN,
Barbo, and allllllllll the rest of family is today?

I wonder that I know Pono is having hard time and can use this.... :hug: and I bet the room can use some healing warm hugs and hope you ALL know everyone is in my prayers.
:grouphug:
:hug:
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:smileypray::smileypray::smileypray::smileypray::s mileypray:

I wonder that everyone in my house is in different stages of the flu/cold :Sick::vomit:

I wonder when it will decide to leave ??????????

PEACE
BMW









Wonder if Alfee Mom got in hot tub??????????????? moon was beautiful!!!!!!!!

I wonder at how thrilling it is to see Air Force 1 parked at our airport...

I wonder that his scheduled town hall meeting in Elkhart was filled to capacity and people stood in lines yesterday to get tickets.....(free)

I wonder why he seemed slightly "thrown" by the first question...:confused:

I wonder when the ground will thaw sufficiently to dig a hole and "plant" the mailbox and fence posts.....:rolleyes:

I wonder if BMW knows that I thought about her while in the hot tub looking at last nights moon.....

I wonder why I had to discover that big decadent "cookie skillet" at my favorite restaurant....

I wonder when I'll get serious about dieting again...probably on the flight to Florida....:o

I wonder how Nikki is.....:hug:

I wonder if Alpho will EAT MORE COOKIES now that she's discovered a cookie skillet? :D

my wonder today is a bit more....well, let's see if I can put it on paper...

I wonder about dynamics sometimes...

there is a rhythm to individual lives and then there is a rhythm to the forums (not including social lives and face to face aspects).

I wonder that is this first and foremost a NEUROLOGICAL forum and that if we all come here due to some sort of neurological issues, maybe not of our own but for others or OF our own...

I wonder how we assure or reassure folks that may not feel supported that they ARE being supported...(I am not talking about SOS forum specifically, but the whole FORUM format for ANY forum since we've all migrated here and there to different forums and the dynamics always seem the same)...

even more so now, as my daily life has taken a big twist, I can see it even more.

For example, I have been missing you all here, but the past week have been so rough and busy...I said to myself a few days ago, it is time to catch up with my friends here, but then I woke up with some pain...

then I couldn't wake grand daughter up in time for me to take her to my work with me. Finally got her ready out of the door and I was an hour late with my client. From there then on, everything just got lost and dragged on....dragged and dragged and I kept on saying to myself, I really need to come here and read because I feel the need to connect...both for myself and to my friends...

but by the time grand daughter went to bed (and then da wife got sick that day, again) I was exhausted and I felt that if I would have came here to even read, I would end up posting a couple of (((HUGS))) and that would've taken it out of me...

I did a little experiment awhile back...I type pretty fast, but for me to READ posts and threads and type, I still could only get so much out at one shot...and if a thread has like 20 responses since I've been gone, I found it hard to catch up in that respect...then I felt like if I had posted only addressing ONE issue that all the other issues would get neglected...

it is very hard to tend to everybody...this is a HUGE forum...with lots and lots of members....

and I think many of us DO try to tend to as many as we could get to....but it is IMPOSSIBLE...

the other thing is that we're humans, we tend to read: "how many people have replied to us, how many times was my thread read"

I will be quite honest, I personally don't like having a "THREAD" count to see how many time it has been viewed because I feel like it could create hurt feelings...but I know especially for a lot of the new folks, that they are in fear of that their threads may not be answered or get neglected..and if that happens the first time, I can see why they'd be afraid to come back and post...

then, there's the "Thread Killer" moniker that no one wants to have...but the truth is, every thread will end with SOMEBODY, right??

I guess what I am trying to say is that ignore how many times one's thread is read or replied to....

a forum is a place to vent, to voice, to talk...if nobody listened, at least one got to vent...

but I do understand that it can be intimidating...

this is not directed at anybody...I have been thinking about this for quite sometime now and just had a little time today to get it out....

why, because I, like MANY others, care...and we want to see you talking about "IT"...

and I think I'll volunteer myself to be the THREAD KILLER.... :D

(((((BIG HUGS))))) for the room and broom....

I wonder if the groundhog saw his shadow

I wonder at the flowers that are already blooming here, and the trees that are budding ready to break forth in bloom

I don't wonder that we don't cringe about people's different challenges (((Moi))) quite the opposite, in fact. You just need more ((((BIG HUGS))))

I wonder at how the rain cleared away in the early morning hours and I could see that beautiful moon, and I wonder at all the people it made me wonder about :D :grouphug:

I wonder if I can leave healing hugs for BMW's house. I need them in my house too....:eek: :hug:

I wonder if I can leave our Australians some hugs....:grouphug: and prayers....

I wonder if ducky's community has recovered....

I wonder how the weather is treating pono...:hug:

I wonder if Doody is getting some reprieve from life's vicissitudes....:hug:

I wonder how much fun it would have been to be in a hot tub last night....:hug:

I wonder if we will find a house with a hot tub in Tahoe when we stay in late Feb. for a few, with lots of family....

I wonder what hippiechick is up to, and if the weather is warmer still for her...:hug:

I wonder where Ctena went flying to....

I wonder who Abbie is going to visit...:hug: and hope it will be some fun for her...

I wonder what that question was, and was Alffe there...:rolleyes:

I wonder that I was craving brownies last night....:o but had pie instead...:D but there were apples in it....:wink:

I don't wonder that I will leave lots of hugs for our family here...:grouphug:

:)

I wonder if I can tell dear mist that I am feeling really good today...my mental health has taken a good turn since yesterday and I am good....

And I wonder that today, after reading some of the older threads, not here at SOS but other places that I lurk, plus some of the PM's I'd gotten in the past that made me wanted to make sure that folks won't think that they are being neglected because sometimes, we all have things that keep us from posting here from time to time....

in a perfect world, I'd love to come visit everyday and post as much I could've to every single thread and try to show support to as many as possible....but that's impossible....

but when folks are in a bad mental state and they feel like they are venting and are being neglected, it can send them spiraling down and I don't want anyone to feel that way...because I care and I KNOW that many folks care...

it IS hard to get the words out sometimes...it is HARD to start a thread I find it even HARDER to reply to a thread sometimes depending on the subject matter....but it doesn't mean that I don't care...

anyways, not sure why I am posting this NOW vs. awhile back,it's been on my mind for awhile now, and today just seemed like a good day to let it out....

:)

((((BIG HUGS)))) for the room, time to go and spend sometime with grand daughter and da wife, who's home today cause she's sick, again...:rolleyes: LOL (if she'd only listen to her hubby and rest, rest, rest!! :p )

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PS, I am thinking I might have a new neurological disorder: TRI-Polar....I swear, I do a 120 degree turn every few days... :mad: LOL :thud:

ummmmmm, think the admin and mods would kick me off if I was go and request a "tri-polar forum?" at this rate, I might type it wrong and request a "tri-pod" forum...yeah, three footed, that's moi....:rolleyes:

I wonder if we'll get the record warmth they are predicting for us tomorrow....:eek:

I wonder what I'll learn at tomorrow nights new support group (homocide victims survivors and general grief)
first impression was such a positive one for me...

I wonder how nice it was to go to lunch with Barbo w/out boots!! first time in months!! :cool:

I wonder at all the things moi worries about...*grin ..must be exhausting. :D

I wodder if I cad thank Tambbi for the phone call Sat. night. It was very much appreciated.

I wodder if you can tell I have a code. *sniff *snort *sneeze I wodder if that's why I didn't sleep so good.

I wodder about Moi Triclops and what's going on inside his haid?

I wodder how long this windy weather is going to last. I wodder if the wee wittle birdies will find the seeds I put out for them.

I wodder if I can just say hello and leave hugs for the room and Wodder later?

I wodder how much I appreciate you all and your kind words of support. :grouphug:

I wonder if I can fax my Twink a hanky for her dose? http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/j...ou/tissue2.gif

I wonder if Twink's stuffy nose is from some tears as well as a cold (((Twink)))

I wonder if those 2 little girls came back and stole our little kitten (Moi saw them walking away with her and went out and told them she was ours...but haven't seen her since yesterday afternoon)

I wonder at how different it is having a 4 year old little girl from her 3 year old brother....

I wonder if it is legal for Moi to marry so many times...he is the only available prince and is in high demand for our little princess....(she married him 5 times Saturday)

I wonder how Nikki is doing with March so close

I wonder how ones that haven't posted in a while are doing....Reyn, Wren, Scrabble, MegVeg, BJ, and others whose names will pop into my head when I close this reply...

I wonder if those horrible fires in Australia are far away from our friends down under...our hearts break with you, Lara and Koala

I wonder how all the Doody animals are doing lately

I wonder how this world seems like it is in such a mess....

I wonder if the Golden Rule was followed that things would be fixed quicker

I wonder how everyone did making it through the holidays

I wonder in awe at how so many have turned their pain into reaching out and helping others (If you wonder if I was thinking of you, I probably was!)

I wonder at how our little princess has a voice like an angel and loves to sing in the shower, going for a walk, eating, and any other time

I wonder at how much we miss our little super hero and if Pennsylvania is rid of all the bad guys yet

I wonder at how I miss our quiet times together ((((Moi))))) while enjoying these precious times with pitter patter and chitter chatter

I wonder why Air Force One was near Alffe's house

I know what you mean,"who moi". I have OCD,and some sort of undiagnosed mental cognitive processing disorder. I failed two grades in school,and ended up going to a Military school where they helped people with reading problems. They didn't know back then what they know now. I can't get the OCD forum going. I also have panic disorder,and anxiety,with depression. It's been a long road,and people have not wanted to help in the long run. If they help,they don't help to long,and some turn their backs on you further injuring you. Oh me,nuff said.

I hope everyone is doing OK. Brokenfriend:hug::hug::hug:

I wonder ...

this is mostly directed to Moi...

I wonder if you would know you make perfect sense to me.

I wonder, Moi, if you know that I can mind read across the net and I actually know the situation you're thinking about. :cool: hmmmn, I can't really, but I might if I was pressured to *guess*

I wonder if you know, Moi, that you need to look after your family and after you. Sometimes you just have to trust that those other people will have friends who will send an *hello!" and that they will also talk with them (maybe privately?) and that they are much cared about and that they will be OK! :hug:

I wonder... I actually don't wonder this Moi, as I know you *know*. There are times when we need to look after everyone else ... that's when we CAN. There are times when we need to look after everyone else... even when we really can't but we do anyway. I overstepped the boundaries for years in that old TS chat and elsewhere. I gave, gave, gave because I saw the need and the need still exists but I'm worn out from the giving buddy. Worn out. I gave because I thought that no-one else gave enough. <sigh> I'm sure now looking back that I was wrong. I just have this thing where I need to do it all. Truth being, I exhausted my internal resources, because I wasn't caring about me anymore. You know all that though.

I wonder if I can just say here that acknowledgment of someone's pain is a really personal thing, especially when that pain is expressed on the net. People read all sorts of things into posts on the net. Often I find, but of course not always, it's a type of transference thing, where the person reading messages places their own feelings into the post and thus they misunderstand the entire thing.

Please don't feel bad. You haven't done anything you need to worry about I'm sure. Sometimes we just need to acknowledge people rather than examine why they may feel hurt or misunderstood. It's the fact that another person on this earth has actually acknowledged that person's message and that they care which is important.

<sorry I prattled> can't sleep.

I wonder if I'll ever get lucky enough to meet Lara face to face...:hug:

I wonder if light bulbs go off when a connection is made..I know bells ring...*grin

I wonder why some people try to be all things to all people...

I wonder why I know a lot of those people and am grateful for them...

I wonder if there's progress on fighting the fires....:(

I wonder if Anne will watch for mail....:wink:

I wonder what the woman across the road from me is up to...
cutting down the big trees and hauling them off...

I wonder if she sold land and there's gonna be a new road through her property.....

I wonder how that will change things....:confused:

i wonder when life will slow down?

i wonder about our friends in Australia too. :(

i wonder about the moi's kitty and hope it will come home!

i wonder how BJ is doing. {{{{HUGS}}}

i wonder at how time flies with my kids. Cant believe in 3 months my son will be graduating from HS. :eek:

i wonder if its ok to brag on both of my kiddos. BOTH of them had their names in the paper listing them as being on the honor roll in school this past semester :)

i wonder if i can leave {{{{HUGS}}}} for my friends. I care very much about you and pray for each of you every night!!!!

I wonder why I don't feel like wondering :confused: but I am going to do it anyway :p

I wonder about that bad rap that mosquitos get...:D I wonder how we can relate that to life...:)

I wonder how happy I am that dear goofy is safe and I hope Curious will be too ((((hugs))))

I wonder about how roads can change things so dramatically sometimes....(((Alffe)))

I wonder how my latest x-rays will come out, arthur-itis doesn't seem to want to leave me alone :mad:

I wonder if BMW is kicking that bug otta da house....:cool:

I wonder if Moss is doing what Moi has perscribed (((hugs)))

I wonder how nice it is to 'see' Wren.....(((hugs)))

I wonder about folks who get inspired and write, and have to experience the ^s and downs, but have so much creativity because of it...?

I wonder what that says about brain chemicals and neurotransmitters :rolleyes:

I wonder if Moi will listen to our very wise Lara...(((hugs)))

I wonder how GmaSue is....(((hugs)))

I wonder where grandma is....(((hugs)))

I wonder if Twinks got tammi's kerchiefs....(((hugs)))

I wonder how Nikki is....(((hugs)))

I don't wonder that Lara, and Koala could use extra hugs....:grouphug:

I wonder if we can all give dear pono an x-tra hug, and send some x-tra strength....(((hugs)))

I wonder if Coolangel got moved....(((hugs)))

I wonder what kind of pie da duck's son likes best...:rolleyes:

I wonder if the warmer weather is helping our dear doody (((hugs)))

I wonder how jestersnow is doing....(((hugs)))

I wonder about hippiechick....(((hugs)))

I still wonder when our new friends will come back and wonder with us :rolleyes:

I wonder if dear doxie got her funds....:D (((hugs)))

I wonder if I am ADD and OCD, and tri-polar, especially when it comes to wondering :D :p :grouphug: Oh, those hills and valleys, its nice to be on a plateau now and then. Now, where can I go and find me one.....:rolleyes:

I wonder that this thread keeps going...it is a blessing.

I wonder about the things that bring me to the SOS section. Sometimes it is because I am having a particularly bad mental day, looking for help. Sometimes it is when I am feeling especially strong emotionally and think I can handle it.
Sometimes it is hard in here, but it is always warm and inviting and supportive.

I wonder how I can thank everyone who has shared themselves.

Like some of you, I too have worried about the newbies who post once or twice and never again.

I wonder why NikKey took so much of her time to encourage me to read and post here. I have big girl panties (OK, grandma panties) and I could have walked over here to the SOS park by myself. (But I wouldn't have.)

I wonder why sometimes, absolutely nothing will change, not the people in the room, not the level of your pain, and certainly not your finances, and yet all of a sudden...a breeze of well-being will waft up to you and whisper in your ear,"Life's pretty good, isn't it?"

And then, you have a decision to make instantly:
1. Should you grab for it and enjoy the moment, waiting to see how long it can last? OR
2. Should you give that little wafty feeling the cold shoulder because heaven knows if you give in to it and relax and enjoy the moment, someone will know what you did and smash you with a boulder: SPLAT! (crazy thinking)

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

I wonder if mistiis would like to know that apple is the Kid's favorite pie. Or cake. Or strudel. Or turnover.
But he doesn't much care for apples. LOLOLOL

I wonder if this cold will go away. I stayed home from work with a fever and a bad headache and a cough...but I am hoping that this is the last stage of it.

I wonder if I can just leave a general hug and wander off back to bed. I feel yucky...
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I wonder that its taken so long to wander here
to wonder...
in wonder...
so many wonders...

i wonder that its still so difficult, hard-- to find way, words, to express, share... more....

i wonder that my puter acted up when i did try begin

i wonder if can will come back later to wonder

((((Hugs for the room))))

who's turning the lights out? LOL