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who moi 02-11-2009 01:24 PM

wonder 171: (see... I can do a normal title)
 
I wonder if Lara knows that I agree with a lot of what she said in wonder 170.

I also wonder that I have been wondering about that for quite sometime now and that reading some posts recently just made me feel like it was time to post that thought out...:)

I also wonder that if it is also because I have found my maternal side since I've been spending so much time with our two grandkids that my estrogen level has gone really high...

I swear that I had grown some boobs and my hip's a bit wider...:p and I have found myself becoming more nurturing, such as that I wanted to go and incubate an egg or something...but will probably end up making scrambled egg and then cry while I put catsup on it... :thud:

I wonder if BF knows that he can be very proud of himself for whom he is today...he turned out to be a great friend to many... :)

I wonder how twink's dad's funeral will go today...(((HUGS)))

I wonder how relieved it is to hear the goofy and curious are safe. :)

I wonder if pono knows that the right words will come when the time is right..(((HUGS)))

I wonder if DMACK knows that I laughed hard at the mosquito poems and how true he is...mosquitos do get that bum rap...

I wonder if Alpho will join...and I wonder at how those folks will benefit from her?? :) I wonder if she'll promise to always stay "Young @ Heart?"

I wonder if scrabbly knows how much we appreciate her New Year's Card to us...the right color and the right words...

I wonder if mist is getting better..

I wonder how our koala and Lara are doing...even though that they're not in harm's way, the emotional tolls can be just as hard...

I wonder that I am glad to have a little break from getting married so many times...

I wonder if it is illegal to marry so many times to the same person...but then again, I wonder if it be illegal to take the fun out of marrying grand daughter/princess so many times.....let's see, if a person that marries many wives is a polygomist, a person that marries many times to the same princess is>>>>> polygoregalist???

I wonder about so many people but wonder if I can just leave hugs for everyone at this time....((((BIG HUGS))))

mistiis 02-12-2009 01:52 AM

I wonder what 'normal' is.....:D

I wonder if I want to be 'normal' :p

I wonder what 'normal' means :eek:

I wonder about becoming 'normalized' :rolleyes:

I wonder that I am wondering a bit 'abnormally' in this 'normal' wonder number.....:cool:

I wonder if I will appear, now, to be 'abnormal' or 'normal' :p

FeelinGoofy 02-12-2009 08:54 AM

I wonder if Moi has rubbed off on Mistiis??? LOL

I wonder about tornadoes in February :(

I wonder how a thief can live with themself, we have one at work and it amazes me the things that have been taken.

I wonder if My hubby and I will get to go to see the King Tut exhibit this weekend in Dallas?

I wonder if I can leave a :hug: for our room!!!!
I love you guys!!!!! :heartthrob:

Alffe 02-12-2009 12:07 PM

I wonder what the thief has taken....:cool:

I wonder that Lincoln suffered from clinical depression before there were drugs to help...

I wonder that people are so judgemental....

I wonder how they can look in the mirror....:mad:

I wonder that Mr.Alffe filled my trunk with clothes from cleaning out his closet and it made the lady at the Good Will store very happy...:D

I wonder if Curious would faint if she could see my closet...:p

I wonder if that should be my new project....trying to operate that dang vaccumn cleaner that I wanted to give away didn't pan out too well..:rolleyes:

I wonder Y they call it fast food when it isn't....grrrrrrrrrr

I wonder how hippie chick is today and what she doing....:wink:

I wonder if Xie is working on those boxes yet....:hug:

I wonder if wren will have an oriole feeder outside this year...:hug:

I wonder if you all looked at that darling video Jaded posted in Pet forum..

Spanish Moss 02-12-2009 05:59 PM

I wonder what a quick reply is/does

Spanish Moss 02-12-2009 06:01 PM

I wonder why that didn't seem any quicker than the usual replies...

I wonder if it is like "fast" food and isn't really...

I wonder about too many things that don't really want to come out...

who moi 02-12-2009 10:55 PM

I wonder that mist knows that I was just wondering about being "normal" the other day and was actually going to start a thread about it but then said, heckit.... :)

I wonder that I'll wonder a bit about folks that don't post as often in this wonder,

like soxmom, who's shown so much support to many in her sweet quiet ways...

or ewizabeth, whom I can pick on that loves to pick on moi back. :)

or Cayokay, whose incredible stories continues to amaze me...

or doxiemama, who's new here but I am so glad she feels at home to talk to us and share with us her prudent inputs

or pono, who's going through some rough spots now yet it always warms the heart to see her post.

then there's Sarah(Sabimax) who just lost her sister to cancer and now her father is battling it as well yet she's here showing her love and support

and there's SandyC who's dedication to Jim is Oprah worthy...

and of course kitty with her once in awhile drop ins always have some great zingers to say.

and there's gauze pad(Gazelle) whom we met twice now and that we just enjoy her person and hope that her struggles are now at ease...

And some of our more regular ones that have been a bit quiet lately such as tamilulu sis who's the center of universe of her family that is holding on tough

or Abbie who has words of beauty as it flows out

or BJ, who we continue to think of and hope that she is fighting on...

and then it is good to see Dmack, duck, doody,scrabbly, jadedtonight, goofy, BMW, and twinks poking their heads in here and seeing them posting always bring a smile to my face...

of course, there are the more regulars like Alpho, curious, nik, mist, Koala, that keeps the place hopping...

of course, our recently lost and FOUND Lara and xie have come along at just the right time

and our new additions such as COK, and just drea and GMAsue, are greatly adding to this mix of wonderful forum termites....

I know I am missing names and that is not on purpose...for I know quite a bit of my friends lurk and read here but until they're ready to POST, I shall leave them alone and not mention their names, but you're greatly appreciated as you know who you are...

forgive me to those that I have not mentioned, it's been an interesting day and I am finding myself in a bit of turmoil...but life shall go on...

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who moi 02-12-2009 11:13 PM

I wonder if I can post about my day today:

7:45 breakfast with grand daughter. For the first time in years, I had fruit loop cereal with grand daughter...it just looked so colorful and she looked like she had such a fun time eating it that I put away the shredded wheats and joined her....as if that wasn't enough sugar rush, I took TWO of her Flint Stone Vitamins cause I am an adult...

I had today off with NO obligations nor chores nor errands...very rare so I took out a book that I have been dying to read...as I eyed it thinking I might be able to read it during breakfast, I was requested to read about "little Fred and the Lion and the Mouse" each a few times...but I kept on eyeing that book that I wanted to read, which is actually a boring book about Physicists..

after breakfast, I got married 4 times to the same princess. Each time after I got married, I became the baby, then was put in jail, got timed out, then got married again.

after the 4th marriage, we watched Dora and Diego and I tried to snuck in little bit of puter time but kept on getting interrupted so I gave up finally...

after Diego and Dora, I played with "My Little PonyŽ" where I was the papa horse but then was the brother horse and we raced and then were running away from dinosaurs and then got married again(except this time, as an equine) and was karate kicked by BarbieŽ and then got my hair brushed but I had to draw the line when she asked if I wanted to put on some make up...

after "My Little Pony" (I am still traumatized by these horses with BIG EYES and long braids that looks like Gummy Horses), we had sandwich and tea on our porch because it was in the high 70's today where the princess was singing her heart out by making up her own songs while grandpa smiled...

after that, it was pillow fight time and spin time with grandpa, where he threw out his back by spinning grand daughter around again, and again, and again....

then, we did our word for the day and went to the water front park so grandma could get some rest because she is still quite sick when she got home from work...

at the water front park, grand daughter immediately made a friend but was later on bullied by two big kids that grandpa finally had to step in...this is where I shake my head in disbelief on how can some parents just let their kids be bullies to others...had to shoot the evil eyes...

then, got a phone call...it was from my past...and that threw my nice, calm, fun day into a loop...

it was a call that send me spinning...and still is as I sit here sighing to myself...beating myself up for...and wondering how does a man mend his past...when he knows he is the least perfect person that he knows...and so...here I am...

snoozie 02-13-2009 01:45 AM

[QUOTE=who moi;465027]I wonder if I can post about my day today:

7:45 breakfast with grand daughter. For the first time in years, I had fruit loop cereal with grand daughter...it just looked so colorful and she looked like she had such a fun time eating it that I put away the shredded wheats and joined her....as if that wasn't enough sugar rush, I took TWO of her Flint Stone Vitamins cause I am an adult...


Moi, I think you should have froot loops at least once a week from now on. Make Thursday your froot loop day, you know what I will too LOL I will get some froot loops and think of you and smile while I am eating them...Anybody else care to join the froot loop group???

Check your email...talk to you soon...The Snoozinator...I'll be back (said like Arnold) :p:D:p :hug:

Wren 02-13-2009 04:31 AM

I wonder if anyone would believe me ..... I am be best sleeper in the world but I can''t sleep tonight. And - of all things - I keep thinking about RICE KRISPIES.
I wonder if I should just get in my little truck, go to WalMart and buy some froot loops.

GmaSue 02-13-2009 04:33 AM

I wonder why I feel pouty about having to start a new thread. I hadn't gotten the last one figured out yet.

OK, allright..I'll try to warm up to this one...

I wonder why it hurts so much just to breathe.

I wonder if anyone is going to know what I am talking about when I post a thread about Jolt Syndrome. I wonder which section I should put it in. We need a forum section called High Traffic-where you can post something (no parameters for topic) that you want a large number of people to read.

I wonder why 2 + 2 doesn NOT equal 4.

Nik-key 02-13-2009 07:09 AM

I wonder if it is ok that I am too overwhelmed to offer the support I wish to?

I wonder if you all know you are in my thoughts and prayers even if I can't type out a wonder:hug:

Big hugs :grouphug:

Curious 02-13-2009 07:47 AM

I wonder if Nikki knows, that we know we are all in her thoughts and prayers? And that she doesn't have to post. :hug:

I wonder how good it is to see Wren & Snoozie?

I wonder if I will get time to read all the wonders before I have to take Lil'Monkey to school?

:grouphug: :D :grouphug: :D :grouphug: :D :grouphug:

Burntmarshmallow 02-13-2009 08:02 AM

I wonder about that plane in buffalo N.Y. :(

I wonder if Nikki knows when I think about her moving Lynn I think of the first time my girls went to school or the first few times they had a baby sitter.how the instinct just takes over as soon as they protest .how the battle between heart and head consumes one. :hug:

I wonder how Junie is and wonder if she knows I have her in my prayers and if she can feel this healing hug :hug: :hug:

I wonder about Koala and Jaime and a few others lara? ... who are dealing with the terrible fires and weather in aussie.
I wonder why a person would start a fire and enjoy the tradgedy and destruction :(. I wonder that it happend in florida too.

I wonder about Wren and rice crispies .. I would take fruit loops over snap crackle and pop.

I wonder that i thought i was better and not throwing up but now i have a horrible cold and it hurts to breath threw mouth with my face pain .

I wonder that jolt syndrom sounds like my t.n. and a.d. where i get eletrical zaps? but I know it must be different and would enjoy learning about gmasue

I wonder how nice it is to see snoozie wonder

I wonder that my head is so clogged and fogged up right now
I cant even think or see in any normal fashion.

I wonder it being fri 13 who ate lucky charms ceral ????????????? maybe i should!

Wonder if i can leave extra powerful hugs for Nikki Goofy Doody Koala Curious BJ Pono junie well heck everyone needs one today .... even me :rolleyes:
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:


I wonder that i am off now but lurking. i havent worked all week yikes!!!!! ALL of you are kept in my positive thoughts and prayers!
PEACE


oh yes...T.Y. BF for the message a month :eek:.

da duck 02-13-2009 09:16 AM

I wonder that I forgot that it is Friday the 13th.. but I'm not superstitious so why would I remember?
I wonder that anyone would prefer Froot Loops over Rice Krispies! I love Rice Krispies and don't really like froot loops. But then I don't really like anything that is artificially fruit flavored.
I wonder if I am going to be able to do much about the limbs in my yard. Guy came by yesterday and gave me an estimate of ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS. That isn't happening.
I wonder that a guy at work said he would help...LOL. Nice guy but he hasn't seen my yard.
I wonder how everyone is and if Nikki knows that she is especially in my thoughts today...
:grouphug:

who moi 02-13-2009 09:43 AM

I wonder that I didn't mean to forget about sue(snoozie) and wren and BF in my other wonder post...because they are such integral part of this here them forum as well! :D
(it's good to see you guys, btw!)

I wonder about the Thurs AM froot loops club, Poor Kwa NOT??(That's French Fries for Why Not, btw) I've always been a fruity kinda dude...I mean, I do call Frank, Pumpkin and he calls me snookems...LMAO....

I wonder about the folks that weren't able to sleep last night, me neither and that maybe I should've gotten up and night owl'ed...if I'd only known...

I wonder about the pains of many....wishing that I was a fairy (NO FRUIT JOKES!!) and I can sprinkle some magic dusts...

I wonder if anyone else is a big a Doctor Andrew Weil's fan as I am...he's one of the few that I agree with over 80% on (based on his works so far) and I love his philosophical look on aging, nutrition, and health...it is so zen, so informative, and so...well, so nice....

I wonder if duck will get the help to remove the limb...if I was close, I'd come do it with my teeth (have chipmunks, will travel...LOL)

I wonder if GMAsue will educate moi more on Jolt Syndrome..I have NOT heard of it...am intrigued...

wonder if wren and nik got some rest...

wondering if my moss will feel better this weekend...and how awesome a person she is...standing by me thick and thin...what should I get her for Valentine's day, ladies? :)

well, I only got married once this AM and need to get the day going here....long day ahead but I will be keeping you all in my thoughts as I try to feel alive myself by looking into my grand daughter's sparkling eyes...

:grouphug: for the room...

PS, Yin and Yang, bras and jockstraps...you know who you are...LMAO.... ;)

who moi 02-13-2009 09:48 AM

btw, I forgot to mention CheFeb (aka Chemar, whom, btw, will resume her regular name next month. LOL) for her love for this forum...I know she doesn't want to post much because of her position but I know she watches over us...

and, I wonder if I can thank her for my new title...T.K.S....LMAO...............

peace out as I log off and stop beating myself up over my stupid past...

da duck 02-13-2009 04:39 PM

I wonder if Moi knows that our past is only stupid to us....to our friends and loved ones it made us who we are, and the person they love.
I wonder if he can try not to regret and only remember to learn...because I am grateful for every minute that got us here.
I wonder if I downplayed the limb thing...you see....you cannot see the ground for the limbs. The trees need serious attention....I simply don't have a thousand dollars to give someone to do it. I don't resent that it cost that much...it's a lot of work. I just hate that I can't have it done.
I wonder if I am going to let it all go for now and go get my friend Kat. It is ghost show night here, and we are watching bad tv and eating ( no froot lops). :D
Love you all.....:grouphug:

Alffe 02-13-2009 07:07 PM

I also wonder what the difference is between reply and quick reply...:cool:

I wonder how many of us understand about responding on the profiles..:cool:

I wonder how suprised I was to read about jolt syndrom...(((GmaSue)))

I wonder that Barbo & I had lunch and went to say hi to Pam at the lake..

I wonder if Nikki will be overwhelmed with getting Lynn's things together...

I wonder if she'll remember that it doesn't all need to be taken at once...

I wonder at the memories that came flooding back of my father in the nursing home...

I wonder how much I fear Altzheimers....:(

I wonder if Nikki knows how much she's admired. :grouphug:

GmaSue 02-13-2009 07:49 PM

(some of you who PM'd me about Jolt Syndrome and today, I posted a thread about it under Chronic pain)

Nik-key 02-13-2009 11:22 PM

I wonder many things...... right now I am too full of them.

I wonder that I want to read ((Sue's)) post about JS and if she would remind me when things settle down?

I wonder that I am overwhelmed about many things, among them some good things... like the love I have found here:hug:

I wonder about God... I wonder how just when I am sure He doesn't give a damn, He proves He does.

I wonder how ((twink)) is doing? I wonder if she knows how much she is in my thoughts:hug:

I wonder if ((koala)) and all our friends in Australia know how much it pains me to see all they and those poor animals are going through. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers:hug:

I wonder that I forgot everything else I wanted to wonder about! Much love to all of you:grouphug:

who moi 02-14-2009 12:59 AM

not really a Valentine's Day person (but now that I am married...I'd better be...LOL)

Wonder if I can send everyone a Valentine's Day at this here them there Wonder Thread...

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