suicidle
 

im fealing suicidle and its making me angry that anger is either going to turn in to depresion or make me homisidle any ideas of what to do

Good morning wesface!

I'm sorry you are angry this morning. It's such a beautiful day ... I was going to say "in Utah", but I'm in Colorado today. But I live in central Utah.

Please get some help. I can't bear the thoughts of you struggling with suicidal thoughts today. I don't know you, but you are important to this board. There is a suicide forum you might want to post in to get some good input from folks who've been there and dealt with it.

Get some help, wesface. Please! :hug:

Hi,
Call your psychiatrist or go to the ER.
At the hospital, they can evaluate you and help you.
M.

thank you now that my mom chowed me this web site i think ill have a little mor help on thes subejects

thank you my mom was right this sit is helpful maybe you know her

id like to chat with you i realy need help im afraid to tell my mom cause she will just put me somewere i dont want to go

Hi Wes.

:hug: I'm so glad that you joined and feel comfortable posting with us.

We are here to help. Keep chatting with us.

Like Twink said, we do have a forum right here on NeuroTalk where people who are feeling or have felt just like you can post. They may have more help and understanding. But I want you to post where you feel comfortable. OK?

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html

That is the link to Survivors of Suicide.

Some members added info on this sticky thread on our survivors of suicide forum -
What to do if you are alone and thinking about suicide -
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread4982.html

one tip is
[Coping with a Crisis

If you need immediate help or if you are having thoughts of death or suicide, call
1-800-273-TALK (8255) or if you need immediate assistance call 911
or go to a hospital emergency room.]

but there is a lot more info too.

here is the main link to our SOS forum - it's not only for survivors -it's for anyone in that "place" :grouphug:
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html

Wes,

You mom really cares and loves you. She knew you would find support here. I think she will want what is best for you.

Getting help might be the best thing.

Calling a hotline.

:hug: :hug:

Hey there Wes
 

Hi WesFace,

STICK AROUND!!! Like Glue!!!

Death is forever, suicidal feelings and thoughts... those go away. They WILL go away.

Here is the link to the forum Twinkletoes was referring to... i had a bit of trouble finding it in the forum list... but i finally extracted it by digging in the dirt, lol...

(Neurotalk Communities) Survivors of Suicide

It is right here on the same board as us.

I am not saying you should go there instead of here. But posting there AS WELL might be good. The folks there have gone through the befores and afters... ppl who have ended it, those left behind, ppl who have tried to end it and are now struggling still, and those who emerged with a new outlook... I do encourage you to visit... if you feel shy, perhaps just read at first.

Meanwhile, KEEP POSTING HERE. We are here for you, ok???

Now as for being afraid to tell mom coz of being afraid to go places you don't wanna... well, i can think of worse places to go than a hospital... which is most likely where she will take you. And if she thinks you're fooling... i think you should take yourself to the hospital.

Do you have a psychiatrist and or therapist? Can you call them to talk?

They, and hospital ppl, are all resources you have... just like us... to help you get through. You may need medications if you are not taking any - or an adjustment if you already are. But only doctors can do this.

Please please, do go and allow a doctor to help you through this. I hear fear in your post... that means you do not want to die. You want to live! Doctors can help you do that!

Sending you positive vibes and hoping you will stay with us... in *ALL* senses of the term!

:)

~ waves ~

p.s.... Wes... do we know your mom...? you say we might? If it is who i think it could be, do you know how precious you are to her? She will not do anything to hurt you, only to help you. Please let her know exactly what is going on. Please.

the monkey beat me to it

Hi Wes,
Sometimes just talking about the feelings gets you through the rough times.

But write down that number in case you need to talk with someone one on one.
:grouphug:

Dear Wes,
Your mother has your best interests in hand.
Don't be afraid to talk to her.
your meds may need abit of tweeking, can you call
your pdoc(psychiatrist)
beth

ok thank you so mutch:hug:

every time i call him and tell him that he say oh no the dont you are just prjecting the thought that you need more meds and that makes me feel like s*@#:mad:

thank you all so mutch im starting to feel a little better

:hug:

Baby steps Wes.

A little is a good thing. :)

How long have you been feeling this way?

:hug:

just since this morning when i woke up

starting to get the rage now thats when i start hearing things and seeing things thats not good

this is psychosis that you suffer with when you get really manic.
Maybe your pdoc does not understand how serious you are getting.
please tell your mom.She has always been your best advocate....Have you ever tried zyprexa for short periods of time? It is great to get you out of trouble quickly. ask your pdoc about it if you have never tried it.
Have to go back to work now.
hang in there. we care.
((((((HUG)))))
beth:hug::hug::hug:

Wes, you being able to post this, shows there is still that rational self in there. You can beat this.

Keep doing your relaxing and meditating. Let that good part of yourself energize and win over that dark side. You can do it Wes. We believe in you.

Check in when you get a chance. I'm hoping you are at the hospital.

:hug: