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Doody 03-28-2009 03:47 PM

Wonder Thread #179
 
I wonder that my son-in-law's grandma died a couple nights ago. Big guy that he is, he took it pretty hard.

I wonder that I noticed a difference in the way he 'watched' me interacting with g-doody and he told me "My son sure loves you, Grandma." :Bawling:

I wonder that sometimes I feel like this.... :hissyfit: .... but not quite as often as I used to. I crawl into a shell instead and that just ain't so good either!

I wonder at how cute g-doody was last night, but then...he always is.

I wonder that b4 his nap today, he read to ME a Thomas the Train book, lol. It was quite the story.

I wonder that I think my job is in harm's way because of the severe cuts and money we have to give back to the state. Each department had to present to the Dean what we planned to do to return the money, and I highly suspect, my job being 'changed' or cut is part of that plan.

Well, I wonder that it will firm up my decision to retire if they do.

I wonder at what work I may find if that happens, because I can't afford my life, LOL.

I wonder if ((Nikki)) knows that I love standing on bridges. There are some spectacular views from bridges in Oregon. :hug: I like that they help us find a way over places we normally couldn't travel.

I wonder that I rented such an outrageously horrible movie last night that we stopped watching it because we got sick to our stomachs. We had no idea it was about a little kidnapped girl. UGH!

I don't wonder that I am totally fatigued, seems to be the norm. Wonder if ... no, I know it has to do with the fibro and depression. Boo.

I wonder if Otto will walk again.

I wonder if I can leave love and hugs and OH thank ((BMW sis)) for the way cool post card. What a nice surprise in a mailbox full of bills and other acky stuff.

:grouphug:

Addy 03-30-2009 03:06 PM

I wonder if I've ever seen a wonder thread sit here for 2 days without any replies...

I wonder :hug: Doody... if you will retire and find out its not so bad afterall and you can make it!

I wonder what my financial advisor appointment will tell me tomorrow.... I wonder if he'll tell me I should take my pension early... as I see it as the only thing that will keep me afloat (along with my two part time jobs) in these rough times.

I wonder how lucky I am that the depression demon has been kept at bay... and along with that, the physical has healed....

I wonder that I've lost 8 pounds as I am only using my car when absolutely necessary (gas cost me just $20 for last month!... cool, eh?!!)

I wonder at how doom and gloom this world can appear when it comes to the treatment of our poor and needy... gosh, its getting bad... even in this small Kootenay town... I guess I see it more because I work in a church... and with the churches dying... there's just no money..... we're all doing our best...

Hugs to you all

Nik-key 03-30-2009 03:57 PM

I wonder if I can share only one wonder today? Lynn is down to 102 pounds... and my heart is breaking.:Sob:

I love you all, I pray for peace and comfort for you. Much love my friends:hug:

Alffe 03-30-2009 05:46 PM

I wonder if Nikki will understand that once again I cannot hit the thanks button on her thread...:(

I wonder why I feel spanked by Addy...:D

I wonder at yesterdays' little snow tease...:confused:

I wonder if Scrabble knows how tickled we were to get the cards..3 in one day!! Wish we were on that ferry with you! :hug:

I wonder if Curious also wore heels again and how her back is????

I wonder at how much fun that sounded like....

I wonder at having yet another cookie skillet this noon...had to introduce my sil to them....*grin

I wonder what my dr. will say about my wt when I get my physical ...

I wonder if I can drop a few pounds before then...:wink:

I wonder if I understood vinni's post about the sub forum....

I wonder if she voted in the poll...:D Or should I say polls...:p

Doody 03-30-2009 06:06 PM

ROFL!

I wonder that on my way home, I started thinking about this wonder thread. And I decided I'd better come back and say I should have called it "Doody's Own Private Wonder Thread #179" since nobody had posted. :D

I also wonder that during that thought process I intended to also wonder about dear Nikki's Lynn and how he was doing. :hug: Hugs, sweetpea.

I wonder how nice it was to see Addy wonder. We want pictures!!! :hug:

I wonder if the Stanford girls will trample the Cyclone girls tonight. Unbelievable game they had this weekend! In the last few seconds a 3 pointer went in for the Cyclones and they won. :D

I wonder that Stanford beat the pants off 'em in Hawaii earlier, though. They are amazon girls. :eek: Well, at least the girls made it to the Elite Eight!

I wonder that in junior high I was the captain of the girls' basketball team and I was purdy good. :D

I wonder if YOung & the Restless could get any more convoluted. :rolleyes: And I wonder that I am about to kick the TV at any more of AMC! Grrrrrrr.

I wonder that my kids now have a plan to get their house ready for sale and look for a house here.

:thud:

I wonder that the wind nearly knocked me over when leaving work.

I wonder that I'm having a hard time seeing because of the annual eye exam. I've had 3 laser surgeries for torn retina and dad has glaucoma really bad so they keep an eye on me.

I wonder that I have awful, gunky eyes and she said it's because ... oh heck, I can't remember! So now I have another eye drop added for whatever it is.

I wonder that I wish there were an alcoholic beverage in the house. :rolleyes:

I wonder at how nice it was to see ((Roadie)) pop in to post, as difficult as it is for her now.

Nik-key 03-30-2009 06:45 PM

I wonder if ((Alffe)) knows that I understand:hug:

I wonder if ((Doody)) knows that I love it when she calls me sweatpea:D Daddy use to call me that, and I missed it!!:hug:

I wonder if Otto is having PT and water therapy?

I wonder how glad I was to hear ((Addy)) has had a reprieve, and that she is feeling better:hug:

I wonder if ((Mistiis)) knows if she needs help to "just keep swimming" I am getting pretty good at it and would be honored to help her hang on:hug:

I wonder if ((Pono)) knows I am still very moved by her posts:hug: I wonder if she knows I am trying to write her a PM.

I wonder where my Angel friend ((BMW)) is? I wonder at how much I miss her:hug:

I wonder that I checked my mail for the first time in weeks! And found some wonderful surprises in there:hug: When I get a hold of my emotions, I will thank each of you in private. I love you too!!:hug:

I wonder what a cookie skillet is?

I wonder if ((Doody)) like captain morgan? I have a bottle here I would love to share with you :D

I wonder that I missed hearing what happened to ((Curious')) back... sure hope you are feeling better!!!:hug:

I wonder how our ((BJ)) is? Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers:hug:

I wonder how beautiful the song that ((Abbie)) posted was:hug:

I wonder if ((Koala)) knows how much I appreciate her friendship? I wonder how her and her dear husband are feeling?

I wonder why ((steve)) doesn't wonder more?

I wonder how ((Moi)) and ((Moss)) are? Any more news on the babies?

I wonder how it lightened my heart to read of the new baby in ((Pono's)) family. Such a wonderful gift to name him after your Dad:hug:

I wonder that I wish more than ever that I could have a baby, and how much I wish it would be a boy, so I could give him my Dad's name.

I wonder if I can leave big hugs for the room/broom :grouphug:

Alffe 03-31-2009 09:17 AM

I wonder if Nikki would like to try this..a huge, warm chocolate chunk cookie, top it with vanilla ice cream, cover it all in hot mocha fudge, Oreo cookie crumbs, and add chilled whipped cream. You don't get any more decadent than this. :D

I wonder that it's really 3 warm cookies, topped with three scoops of ice cream, covered with hot fudge and crowned with whipped cream..it's to be shared...it's served in a hot skillet that the cookies are baked in...shhhhhhhhh Alffe!!!

I wonder why I called vinni she....sorry...:o

I wonder that BMW is so missed here...yes, I can write on her wall at face book but we are her other family...:grouphug:

I wonder that I couldn't let Michelle "follow" me anymore because she was too busy....:D

I wonder if my sil will be able to back into her condo soon...painters set off the water sprinklers and damaged just about everything...floors had to be ripped up as did the carpeting...ruinned most of the furniture..on the positive side..all the family antiques will be refinished...

I wonder if she'll buy that bright red little computer she was lusting after..it would match her bright red convertable...;)

I wonder what it is about us old broads...*grin

Curious 03-31-2009 09:21 AM

I wonder if Lil'Monkey turning *gulp 15 this week makes me old? :confused: Or is she just catching up to me? :p

who moi 03-31-2009 09:41 AM

I wonder that my wonder is a bit broken as of late....

I wonder if I can just leave (((BIG HUGS))) to everyone...

to all that are struggling...(((more hugs)))

:grouphug: for the broom...

Doody 03-31-2009 05:05 PM

I wonder that...LOL...U2 is g-doody's favorite 'band' and their song 'No Line on the Horizon' is one he asks to listen to alllll the time.

I wonder that now he has a new song that he loves that he learned at preschool. He sang it last night and apparently hasn't stopped and he sings it quite perfectly!

The Month of March (sung to the tune of 'The Muffin Man')

The month of March will welcome Spring.
The trees will bud, the birds will sing.
Your kite will soar high on a string,
And rainbows paint the sky.


Hee...little kids.

Curious 03-31-2009 05:09 PM

Is it a wonder that long legged Lil'Monkey qualified for varsity track meet on her birthday...High Hurdles. LOLOLOLOLOL

I wonder if I can wait for her to get home tonight to eat dinner? curry smells yummy...

I wonder if Doody can get a vdeo of him singing that and post it on youtube? :hug:

Doody 03-31-2009 05:10 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Curious (Post 489090)
I wonder if Lil'Monkey turning *gulp 15 this week makes me old? :confused: Or is she just catching up to me? :p

:thud:

I wonder if Lil Daughter Doody turning 33 in May makes me old....OR, if turning 60 in May makes me old.

Lordy. :eek:

Alffe 03-31-2009 05:31 PM

I wonder if I can say that you're all a bunch of spring chickens!..:wink:

I wonder, now that I've had my snow tires taken off....if it will....:cool:

I wonder that lil monkey made varsity track!! Congrats!

I wonder also if there will be a utube of the little man singing...*grin

Nik-key 04-02-2009 11:34 AM

I wonder if ((Alffe)) knows, now of course I can't think of anything else but that cookie skillet!!!! :Starvin:

I wonder how your posts about age brough to mind a saying Lynn always said.. Your only as old as you feel.......... glad that isnt true!!!! I would be close to 200 by now!! ;)

I wonder if ((Doody)) would adopt me? :hug::hug::hug:

I wonder that I don't have the emotional energy to read many posts, and even less to respond.

I wonder if I can share some good news.. and them some bad? (sorry alffe ;)...just don't have the strength to start a thread...accck)

My mom is doing fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She doesn't have to go back to any of her doctors for 3 whole months!!! she is feeling so strong now :yahoo: She is even thinking about going back to work this summer two days a week, even though her doctor told her she could never work again. She said "who is he to know what I can and can't do? I'll show him!!" LOL :D

Onto the sad.... my nephew that lives with me, only 12 years old.... has been having a lot of medical issues this past month. He has been in Hanover- Darthmouth Hospital for testing and evaluations.... He has a serious problem with brain swelling, and when they did an LP to relieve the pressure, it caused a severe low making him severly sick. Then he had a leak from the LP, and got weaker..... sigh. Now the pressure and swelling is back... he is in tough shape and they fear for his eyesight. Please, if you can spare a prayer, pray for the little bugger.

Lynn... sigh... it hurts too much to share. :Sob:

I wonder with that, if I can dry my eyes and go get ready to visit with Lynn and try to get him to eat something for me.

Big giant hugs for the room/broom :grouphug::grouphug:

doxiemama 04-03-2009 02:08 PM

I wonder that it took me a while to find a wonder and I was thinking- oh no, I've got to start a wonder!

I wonder that it took me a while to even wonder. I was lurking because I feel like you guys are family, but I just didn't have the energy to wonder.

I wonder that even though my stepdaughter recently lost her half brother to suicide, that I have found a stepdaughter.

I wonder how we have find each other amongst all the grief and pain.

I wonder that my stepgrandson is 5 and that is a wonderful age.

I wonder if I can warn all of you that Walter the Farting Dog should be read but not as a bedtime story.

I wonder if I can tell you that in spite of the tragedy that we had a wonderful time in Colorado.

I wonder if I can tell you that we took my son out to dinner for his birthday.

I wonder if I can tell you he got a free dessert from the restaurant, but the staff didn't embarrass him by singing to him. The restaurant didn't even do that!

I wonder if I can tell you how good he was with his nephew and how mad he got at me when I told him he'd be a good kindergarden teacher.

I wonder if I can tell you how proud of him I am. He's a good kid.

I wonder if I can tell you that we went to the Denver Zoo and my stepgrandson was fascinated by our GPS and also had fun riding with me on my scooter (and so did I).

I wonder if I can tell you that we missed our flight home by being 5 minutes late from check in time and they wouldn't let us check our baggage.

I wonder if I can tell you they couldn't get us a flight until Tuesday and we had to pay $50 per person to reschedule.

I wonder if I can tell you that it "just so happened" that our son in law was on his way to the airport to go to a conference at the same time we missed our flight and since we had already returned our rental car, he was generous enough to lend us his car . We just left it in the lot where he would have left it anyway and sent the keys back to him by overnight mail.

I wonder if I can tell you that those 2 extra days were wonderful.

I wonder if I can tell you we went to a Bhuddhist temple nearby before we left called the Great Stupa of Dharmakaya and the time spent there meditating was so healing

I wonder if I can tell you we made it back without mishap (well, they did bend my scooter key and I'm going to have to file a baggage claim.

I wonder if I can tell you before I forget and finish up my wonder that everyone had a wonderful time at my concert fundraiser for MS(I'll never do one again). We didn't have a big turnout because it was on a Tuesday night. We raised a little over $300.

And last but not least, I wonder if I can tell you that I just got asked to be a disability advocate in Washington, DC for 6 days all expenses paid except food. Yeah! (Thank goodness it is not until June)

I wonder about this wonder and how long it is. I have had a lot of people ask me how I was doing and how my trip was and I wanted to respond.

I wonder if I can tell you that the fatigue from ms has really taken it's toll, but it gave me a reprieve in Colorado in spite of the fact that my stepdaughter lived on the 3rd floor with no elevator. I also paced myself and my scooter helped a lot.

I wonder if I can tell you that someone dogsitted for me while we were gone which solved the dilemma of who was going to take care of my fragile emotionally handicapped dachshund.

I wonder if I can thank Moi, Moss, Mistiis, Nikki, Doody, Gmma Sue, Alffe and Goofy and everyone else who wondered about me and wished me well. Thank you my friends, you were all in my thoughts and prayers too.

I am not going to apologize for this long wonder. I needed to share the bad and the wonderful good things that can happen, but isn't that what life is all about!

I wonder if I can leave :hug: for the room and doxie kisses

Alffe 04-03-2009 03:22 PM

I wonder if I tell Doxiemama that her report was well worth the wait....*grin

I wonder how curious I am about the farting dog story....:rolleyes:

I wonder why so often it takes grief and pain to bring people together..:grouphug:

I wonder how independant the airlines have gotten...fewer flights but they are booked solid with people standing there waiting for a chance..:mad:

I remember when flying used to be fun....

I wonder if our new president really will work on our trains...I love to ride the train but it never, never runs on time....(unless you are in Canada..their trains always run on time...):confused:

I wonder how much I liked reading this...

[Peace...It doesn't mean to be in a place

where there is no noise, trouble or hard work.

It means to be in the midst of those things

and still be calm in your heart.]

I wonder at how strong the wind is today...ripped our flag, holder and all, right off the porch...:eek:

I wonder that of course...now that the snow tires are off...there is snow in the forecast with accumulation!! Grrrrrrr

I wonder if Doxie will rest up from her wonderful trip and know how much I appreciated her sharing it with us. :hug:

doxiemama 04-03-2009 04:20 PM

I wonder that I thought I was like Moi, a Thread Killer.

I wonder if you all know how hard it is for me to write anymore. The words and thoughts don't come very easily and I read other people's posts and think I used to be able to express my thoughts like that.

I wonder if Alffe knows how much she is appreciated by everyone. I see her posts everywhere and they always make me feel good.

I wonder if I should tell Alffe that there are several books about Walter the Farting Dog.

FeelinGoofy 04-03-2009 04:35 PM

I wonder if doxiemama knows she made me laugh talking about Walter the Farting Dog LOL

I wonder if its a kids book :rolleyes: I can see why you wouldn't want to read it right before bedtime :winky:

I wonder how many boys i'm going to have spending the night tonight. Scott said he invited 12. i doubt that many will stay the night, but i bet they all show up for pizza....:eek:

I wonder what i'm doing on the computer... i took off work early to bake a birthday cake!!!!!!!:rolleyes:

I wonder if i can leave :hug::hug::hug:ssss for the room....

mistiis 04-03-2009 04:53 PM

I wonder why its been so long since I've wondered, especially since I am such a wonderer...:D

I wonder how nice it was to read about doxie's trip and how happy I am for her good news about advocacy...I wonder if she knows how great I think she will be....:hug:

I wonder how much I enjoyed reading Alffe's words about 'peace' it is soooo true. :hug:

I wonder how it will be to start all over again...I wonder if I am too old to go back to school, or to dream again. :rolleyes:

I wonder that it is sooo very windy here too

I wonder if I should skip that myleogram.....

I wonder when this cold will clear up....

I wonder that my doc said 'no more contact sports' this year... *sigh I wonder if I will listen....:D :o

I wonder how Moi's digits are feeling....((((hugs)))))

I wonder if I can leave lots and lots of (((((hugs))))))) for our room and everyone here. It is during the struggle that our wings gain strength. *yeah, its hard.....:grouphug:

Doody 04-04-2009 03:59 PM

I wonder if ((Doxie)) would like to know that my g-doody has the Walter the Farting dog books and they are hilarious.

Well, I wonder if not so hilarious as daddy freaking out g-doody this morning by the 'pull my finger' trick...even Walter ain't that good. :rolleyes:

I wonder that the movie Seven Pounds had my daughter sobbing at the end.

I wonder when the snow will hit. It is so windy outside nearly blew me over.

I wonder about guardian angels. I met a woman today that sees people's angels and does a portrait of them along with messages from them.
:grouphug:

Alffe 04-04-2009 05:06 PM

I wonder why I can't remember how to do that finger trick but I know which one you are talking about Doody...plan on showing me...*grin

I wonder how lucky I am to have a sister that loves to be impulsive...:D

I wonder if Mr.Alffe will be terribly suprised at having eggs benedict in the morning...almost homemade..:rolleyes:

I wonder that Cooper discovered a bunny nest...and they won't be eating my garden..:(

I wonder that some people are having a fit that Obama is coming for N.D.'s graduation...:mad: (Catholic University ~sigh)

I wonder that "someone" on this forum thinks I'm insane...:p

Doody 04-05-2009 03:32 PM

LOL, Ms. Alffe I wonder that I'm not as good with the pull my finger as my son-in-law is. AND my dad. :rolleyes:

I wonder that the sleet hit very early this morning, then lots of wind and snow, and now it is subsiding. It was beautiful. Now everything is covered in snow again including all the plants that have started popping up. :rolleyes:

I wonder that I wish it had snowed all day, it was really pretty.

Doody 04-05-2009 06:24 PM

I wonder that I had to go ALLLLL the way back to Wonder Thread #174 to find our Wonder cop.

Lights out on this Wonder! Someone go start Wonder Thread #180!!!

Scoot!

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Burntmarshmallow 04-05-2009 07:48 PM

I wonder if YOU know I see the moon and I am thinking about YOU !!

Doody 04-05-2009 08:52 PM

HEY!!!!! ROFL, I can't see the moon, darn it!!

Now, I wonder if I'm going to have to flash more badges, you stinker!

Shame, shame, of all people, you should know better! :D
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:hug:


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