Wondering Again...I wonder #182
 

I wonder if we are still wondering??:confused:

I wonder how much I’ve been gone and if you can forgive me?:(

I wonder about everyone…all my NT family??:)

I wonder about wondering…how great it can be to just let your mind just wonder?;)

I wonder if sleep is over rated?

I wonder if I can at least give everyone a big wonderful hug?

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Tamiloo :hug::hug: thanks for beginning this wonder and for the hug. from me ... low pain and good resting wishes for you .

I wonder if I can leave a huge pile of hugs and prayers for ALLLL
of my family here. yes I can do that ! :hug::grouphug::hug::grouphug::hug::hug::grouphug:

I wonder heck I am stuck on wondering about the obligations of reality.

I wonder if I can go back to lurking till I am un-stuck . notice I said lurking... not leaving .

extra hugs and prayers for PONO SISMIS BJ NIKKI AND SHELLEY
Well heck extra hugs and prayers for everyone of you. because I love you all.
PEACE
BMW

p.s. Thanks Koala for well ya know :hug:

I wonder if I can tell you that, although I haven't posted much and probably won't for awhile, I am still around and try to stay connected by daily lurking. I really miss everybody when I don't check in by spirit.

I wonder if I can tell you that me and my MS are not doing well. I wonder when and if there ever will come a time that even with all the knowledge I have about this disease, that when IT happens to me IT just boggles my mind.

I wonder if I can tell you that I feel like I'm having a funeral for part of my body and I'm in mourning.

I wonder if I can thank everyone for all your hugs and for allowing me to be part of your family here. I am constantly amazed at how strong everyone is as I see you confront, fight and win your battles.

I wonder if can tell you that, as I go back to my battle, I am winning it-if not on the outside, on the inside.

Bunches of hugs and doxie kisses to all of you.

Namaste,

Doxie

MS
 

Hang in there Doxie - you'll beat it. Hugs for you!

I wonder if Doxie knows that I can understand that it boggles her mind..:hug:

I wonder if Doxie knows that I admire her courage and tenacity..

I wonder if I dare leave all those bags of leaves at the road for our trashman...

I wonder if chocolate chip cookies will help encourage him to take them..

I wonder if Mr.Alffe really will go out and help him load them...:o

I wonder if the moi's are feeling better...:grouphug:

I wonder if Tammi has seen her dr. yet about that awful pain...

I wonder how nice it was to see BMW in here...:D Still after my cookies?

I wonder how hippie is today...:grouphug:

I wonder if Doxie could use some loving arms to hold her while she grieves and then some encouragement and admiration as she goes back into battle...

I wonder how MotherDoody is doing....

I wonder that life is sure different with granmoisses around! We are all doing well and learning together and adjusting to this big change!

I wonder how short my visits must be....a few (2 to be exact) more distractions these days...

Hugs for everyone visible and lurking

I wonder if I can leave a very heartfelt :hug: for everyone ....

♫ Addy

*sniff sniff* I wonder if I can tell you all how even on my worst of days I can come here, to my SOS family, and be lifted up in the loving support offered here. I feel so blessed to have found you all:hug::hug:

I wonder if ((BJ)) knows how deeply her post effected me. You have come so far dear one:hug: I sit here in awe of all that you are:hug:

I wonder that my TN ON and AD pain is with me 24/7 but today the pain levels are through the roof ...accck...

I wonder that I think of my fellow suffers ((BMW)) and ((Pono)) every time I have a more severe attack... when I feel I am being electrocuted and surly can't survive it. But we do, some how we do! Love you both!!! :hug::hug:

I wonder how it warms my heart to see my dear ((koala)):hug:

I wonder if I can tell ((Steve)) he once said he wished he had family like mine... sweetie, you do!! Right here!!!:hug: Love you:hug::hug:

I wonder how ((BMW's)) words are echoing in me today.... obligations of reality. What a great way to put it!!!!! I wonder if that isn't the best description I have ever heard for what I am feeling just this moment.

I wonder that I have so many wonders, but wondering is difficult for me these days.........

I wonder if ((moose)) knows that his words to me are now my new mantra… “Retreat, Regroup and Reload” Perfect!!!! Thank you :hug:

I wonder if I can retreat now….. leaving big hugs for the room/broom:hug:

I wonder if before I retreat.... I can share something a very dear friend of mine sent to me... perfect for our SOS family :hug:

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Awwwww
 

Those are darling little guys!!

I wonder how gardengrl is doing and if she's made her difficult decision yet... :hug:

I wonder if I'll enjoy my pole-walking excursion on Wednesday...

I wonder how everyone is doing in this ever-challenging world of ours...

I wonder that I will NOT touch the pole walking mentioned with my humor and silliness but I do wish a good safe time Addy :hug:

I wonder that cleaning condos/ apartments ,houses ,clinics and businesses has become kinda haz-mat.
I wonder if that makes any kind of sense?

I Wonder how Nikki is and that I sent email.I wonder that she BETTER be staying HOME and resting taking care of herself.
:smileypray::smileypray::smileypray::smileypray::s mileypray:
I wonder if she knows I am watching the games and thinking of her and that we high five each other...in my mind every time "we" score . I wonder that I wear my earrings and hat every game :hug:
I wonder that I could wonder all day about this angel friend warrior but I will have to do that later wonder i need to step to the next one :rolleyes:

I wonder how Twink is I wonder if I should go to her wall :)

I wonder how nice it was to talk with((((( Pono)))) .
I Wonder that the doc she mentioned is from my reasearch and talking with many other Dr. " J. " is an exellent , top notch ...hard to get to see kind of doctor. :)

I wonder how comforting and sunny it is to see BJ posting ,supporting and sharing with us.
I wonder how happy I am she is back :)

I wonder if Abbie is catching any of the games ?

I wonder how Moss ,Moi and the whole little tribe is doing.... kidos, cat, kittens ... busy with good things and not sick I pray.

I wonder how sister Doody is and her mom . I wonder how I better catch up with Doody !

I wonder about Goofy and hope her day was/is full of smiles and laughter. Have a margarita drink for me :)

I Wonder ALFFE MOM that I dont go to church but even I know the difference between Methodist and Presbyterians...
they are spelled different ... wonder that BMW's silliness could not stay down for to long .

I wonder about Blue and Cool Angel ,Jaded, Barbo, Doxie, Curious and Lara,Tamiloo,Chemar, SISMIS, BF, Koala. Gardengirl, Ducky,
. . .

I wonder that I am missing many names it is not purposely or that I dont care ...I wonder that as soon as I hit post... and threw out the rest of the night names will pop into my mind and positive healing thoughts and prayers will said/sent.

I wonder that my oldest just called and said...." Mom I am done with my final, I feel like I just threw up my brain onto 12 pieces of paper "
I wonder how she will do tomorrow she has 2 of them

I wonder how I am going to end this wonder post with hugs healing vibs smiles sunshine and prayers for everyone.
PEACE
BMW




I wonder if after I post this, and read if I will have to come back and edit my mis spelling and mistakes lol:)

I wonder if BMW knows she made me laugh out loud...:D

I wonder how nice it was of Ann to talk to me when I couldn't sleep last night/this morning...:hug:

I wonder how sorry I was to miss both BJ and Wren but we'll do it again...

I wonder what an awful lunch I had with Barbo at one of my fav. restaurants....Cinco de myo food....NOT!! (spelling! :eek:)

I wonder how nice it was to talk to my daughter this afternoon and what fun it'll be to see both she and her sister this weekend...

I wonder that I got started on making the appetizers..one box in the freezer...several more to go but it's a start.

I wonder if I can get my hair cut tomorrow..it's way huge. *grin

I wonder if the moi's can feel the love...and prayers. :grouphug:

I wonder how pono is today and if I can leave her a hug...:hug:

I wonder if Doxie knows that I pray she goes into remission soon..

I wonder when Mistiis is moving...

I wonder where on earth Curious has gotten to....

I wonder, always wonder and worry about our friends who only lurk...

I wonder how much I have missed ((BMW))!!! Good to see you posting Angel friend of mine:hug: Love you too!!!!:hug:

I wonder if I can say Hi to ((Wren)) good to "see" you!:hug:

I wonder if I can thank you all for your PM's and emails.... fighting a wicked flu... accck!!!

I wonder if I can say just posting has exhausted me, so back to bed I go!!

Much love to everyone:hug::hug:

I wonder how nice it is to be sitting outside on my laptop and getting a moment to Wonder with you all again after being gone for so long ( im sorry!)

I wonder if BMW knows I'll be in her neck of the woods in about 12 days! (Disney here I come!)

I wonder how everyone is :hug:

I wonder if I'll be able to make it though the next 12 days without another breakdown.

I wonder if you all know how much I missed you all!

I wonder how megveg types when she's sitting "ON" her laptop :winky:

♫

I wonder how many Moms haven't heard from their kids today....

I wonder how many have Moms that really don't care for them ...

I wonder how many have Moms that they really don't care for...

♫

I wonder at how insensitive people are...

I wonder if that is why I think they are selfish... self-absorbed ...

♫

I wonder how people can be alone when the world is so full of people...


♪ Addy

♫

I wonder that Addy sounds as if she's had a bit of a sad and bad day. :hug:

I wonder if you know I get my energy from being alone. I guess some people get their energy from being with other people.

I wonder that I went down to the beach yesterday and watched all the families having barbeques and eating at the cafes on the footpaths. They all looked so happy. I wondered if they were always that happy or if that would change as the day progressed. LOL ;)

I wonder at the generosity of others.

I wonder if you know my neighbours have one of those huge pizza ovens in their backyard by the pool.

I wonder that they asked me over for Mother's Day pizzas yesterday afternoon and we all made our own toppings and they tasted better than any bought pizza I ever had. :D

I wonder if any one knows that I grew up without a Mother so Mother's Day was always a bit of a weird day for me. All the children in school used to make cards and presents to take home for their mums but why the heck they made me make them I'll never ever understand. lol Oh well. Worse things happen.

I wonder if I can leave a huge :hug: for all the mums out there, happy and sad, good and no so good lol , well and no so well, alone or extra busy. That of course goes for mums of puppies and kittens and other creatures too... :) as I know some people don't get to mother children, but they count to me on mother's day.

I wonder if you'd like to see a photo I took when I went down the beach yesterday (our mother's day).

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/pi...pictureid=4094

I wonder if I can tell you all - a bit later when I'm more collected - about my morning and the "lecture" I recweived about how I should be handling marriage and behaving toward the m .......... aaaaaaagggggggggggghhhh

I wonder how Addy made those little squares....:hug:

I wonder how close to the beach Lara lives...beautiful picture!!

I wonder if wren told them where to put their lecture...:mad:

I wonder if I can just make it thru the rest of this day....:o

I wonder which little squares Alffe means? lol :confused:

♪ ♫ I think the first one is called a quaver and the second one is 2 quavers which equals one beat, but google may be wrong LOL I play the piano a little by ear, but never learned the technical terms.

I wonder if you know I'm surrounded by beaches. I live on a headland so it's 2 minutes by car in about 6 directions to different beaches.

I wonder if I can leave a hug here for Wren :hug:

I wonder if Alffe knows she can... I can do it, I can do it, I can do it. lol ;)

I wonder if, yes, I did have a bit of a difficult day yesterday...

I wonder if Lara knows how much I appreciate seeing her beautiful photo!

I wonder what "squares" Alffe is referring to... because I made musical notes... to make the ♫ - you hold down the ALT key and hit the number 2 Key 6 times. To make the ♪ you hold down the ALT key and hit the number 2 Key 5 times, then hit the number 1 key :)

I wonder if I should go dry off (from bathing), finish my coffee and head to work!

xoxo to all

"I wonder what "squares" Alffe is referring to... because I made musical notes... to make the ♫ - you hold down the ALT key and hit the number 2 Key 6 times. To make the ♪ you hold down the ALT key and hit the number 2 Key 5 times, then hit the number 1 key "

I wonder .....
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm :o trying to that sent me to a completely different section of Neuro Talk


I wonder if the second one works ............... naaahhhh

I wonder if a third try works ..... nope - that neither

I wonder if this is because I'm such a musical hopeless

me neither wren...no way! *grin Maybe her keyboard is different than ours. :D

I wonder why it's been sooo long since I have wondered :confused:

I wonder if I can say that the move will be at the very end of June, or beginning of July....:rolleyes:

I wonder if Alffe enjoyed her "tour" today....:D :)

I wonder how Doody's mother is ((hugs))

I wonder if dear doxie is getting rested up....((hugs))

I wonder how our dear sweet Moi and Moss and J & E and the zippity doo da gang are doing....:D ((hugs))

I wonder why GmaSue is so quiet these days :hug: :rolleyes:

I wonder how much fun BMW is having with dd and how happy I am for her....(((hugs)))

I wonder if Jen will wonder about life with us....((hugs))

I wonder what gardengirl is growing...:D besides, love, that is (((hugs)))

I wonder at how beautiful that picture that Lara posted was...I miss the ocean....(((hugs)))

I wonder how David's smoking came out :D ((hugs))

I wonder how BF is feeling today...((hugs))

I wonder if tammi's pain has lessened some for her...((hugs))

I wonder how twinks new home is coming along...((hugs))

I wonder if Scrabble will wonder soon ((hugs))

I wonder how Reyn is doing....((hugs))

I wonder if Wren will let me see some of her works...:D ((hugs))

I wonder if Goofy's FIL is staying upright :D ((hugs))

I wonder if Addy is still singing....(((hugs)))

I wonder if I can give prariemary a very big ((((hug))))

I wonder if Nikki is getting her guns re-loaded :D ((hugs))

I wonder if ducky is feeling more sun shining on her ((hugs))

I wonder how Blue is doing in the lab (((hugs)))

I wonder how Jaded is coming along with the gbaby..((hugs))

I wonder about cayocay's chickens? :D ((hugs))

I wonder if Megveg is at Disney :D ((hugs))

I wonder what happened to jestersnow ((hugs))

I wonder how Buffheart is doing in school ((hugs))

I wonder what movie dear pono has seen lately...((hugs))

*whew, I am all out of wonders, leaving :grouphug: for our room...broom....keep the wonder in your hearts dear friends