Wonder Thread #188
 

I wonder that I've just read so many posts here...and my brain immediately started forming words to express...and I just can't seem to get them out to everyone. I mean, everyone. So many things to share yet...

I wonder that I can't find the words to put down to share with Manda about my life, hoping it might help her. But...

I wonder that my brain isn't cooperating.

I wonder at what I wanted to say to David, but...my brain isn't cooperating. I'm feeling it too ((David)). Overwhelmed.

I wonder about ((Mistiis)) and moving and, the words don't come.

I wonder at the loneliness I am hearing and I think...me too. I've lived on my own since 1972 and sometimes, I just really long to be held. Maybe that's part of the reason I cherish my massage sessions. It feels good to be touched.

I wonder that I have several supportive people in my life, but really...I'm the one that lives in my mind. I'm the one thinking my thoughts. I'm the one that ultimately ends up dealing with myself. If that makes sense...no icon expresses that feeling. Maybe this one. ? :rolleyes: Or this? :o Sometimes this.. :( And sometimes this? :)

I wonder that lately the way I've felt has mostly been this... :( :mad: http://home.mchsi.com/~njp/emoticons/hammerhead.gif

I wonder that my strength is sapped today.

I wonder that my knee is killing me. I wrenched it last week and it isn't getting better, and it's the one I had surgery on just last year? The year before? Had so many surgeries I can't remember when they all have been.

I wonder that the raccoon is driving me out of my mind. After being trapped and ripping off the trap door and escaping, animal control left a new cage. 2 nights in a row she has gone in, eaten the food, and left. Trap door didn't work.

I wonder that she's being very destructive to my home and now I'm wondering if home insurance might cover repairing it... IF SHE EVER LEAVES THAT IS!

I wonder at how very worried I am about my future as an 'elderly' person, if I make it that far. The money worries...lordy, will things ever get better so that I can retire? I dunno! Taking care of oneself, with no partner, is often not a picnic.

I wonder at how often I feel that I have been SUCH a failure in life.

I wonder that the Mois are struggling but managing. Mr. Moi is having a really rough time physically. And taking care of little ones to boot. I don't know how they do it. I think it must be because Mrs. Moi is an angel walking on this earth, must be.

I wonder that I was thinking about the first time I met Ms. Alffe and Barbo in person. And ((Barbo's)) daughter's death was very fresh. And the pain I saw on her face.

I wonder that the next time I saw her that the pain on her face had diminished and she had some smiles. And that made me feel good.

I wonder that I'm looking forward to my room at Ms. Alffe's...flying squirrels in the wall and all.

I wonder if there will be a new 'leg' on my trip. Waiting to hear from the Kentucky Ducky. Such a LONG leg, but also a LONGing to spend time with a duck. Maybe...it's a possibility. (Think I'll go out and pat my car and pray over it.)

I also wonder at how I kinda miss the 'upstairs'. I've found myself checking 'up there' for posts and then remember, it poofed.

I wonder if anyone made it through these ramblings and wonders why I couldn't be more supportive. Heh...remember, my brain isn't cooperating but I do care about everyone's situations. :hug:

I wonder if Doody knows how much she is loved by so many?:grouphug:

(You see, Doody, if I was the raccon, I would not want to leave you!:winky:)

I wonder if Doody realizes just how much she shows she cares and just how much she constantly gives?:Heart:

I wonder if Doody can/does allow herself sufficient breaks and time to recharge her energy?:Zzzz: (Rest and "fun!")

I wonder that I am sad Doody feels lonely and overwhelmed.:(
I wish I could change that for her.:hug:

I wonder if Doody will allow herself a major break?:sunchair:
Feel better, Doody!:hug:

I wonder if Cool Angel and family feel the deep concern and the many positive thoughts and prayers on their behalf? :smileypray: Of course, Cool Angel, honored to continue to pray for you and your family!:winky: :hug:

(Cool Angel, the thought of losing a loved one can bring on so many different emotions for people. The range of emotions can be so vast! Sometimes, these emotions keep us from feeling settled enough to sleep peacefully.)

Leaving hugs for all! :grouphug:

I have to wonder if it's the age old question of...what now..where next..

I think it's like the last chapter of a good book, we hate to see it end and our memories will be like rereading it, over and over again. :hug:

I wonder if Doody will be suprised at how big my autumn sedum has gotten....

I wonder if she will just try to go with the flow and breathe deeply..:hug:

I wonder if Barbo is having a fun lunch with an old high school friend...in town for the h.s. reunion tonight...

I wonder how the older we get we are less concerned with all the things that seemed so important fifty odd years ago....

I wonder how much I'm enjoying listening to Figaro on the radio as I type..

I can't help but wonder if the raccoon would like classical music...:D

I wonder that I still wonder about arms full of babies? Did mistiis have an angel recently? If so I'd love to know more about him/her!

I wonder about the weather here, its been so...defeating, everytime I feel good enough to go out and do something the run runs away and it starts raining...I could never live in seattle.

I wonder why lately I'm feeling so defeated. :(

I wonder at how you all are doing :hugs: alffe,the mois,bmw,dejavu (my new friend!), mistiis, doody, pam, cool angel, waves, bizi, and everyone else my mind is so flooded with care for you all that even if you're not named there's a spot in my mind for you :)

I wonder that I'm at a skatepark outside and there's a beautiful hawk flying over head. I hope he carries you all on his wings and lifts you all up.

I wonder how wondering sometimes hurts, but sometimes its all I can do.

I wonder that since I was gone for so long my wonderer was broken and now I'm warming it back up. It feels nice to let things out.


I wonder at how ama-ng this place is and I thank you all for including me :hug:

I wonder if I can take this minute to pop in and say hello to our dear friends here and say welcome to the new friends who have joined this wonderful group...

I wonder if you know how nice it is to see the world again through a 3 and 5 year old view...how totally consuming these little ones are...how hard and wonderful this adventure is...

I wonder if my Moi will be able to wait for his surgery til mid July when his surgeon returns...he has to have another MRI Monday since his symptoms are getting worse. He is really struggling...

I wonder when Doody's trip to the Alffes' is going to be...I wish I could sit in that hot tub with you a night or two...

I wonder how Goofy's FIL is...

I wonder if Doody's raccoon is related to the ones that live in our tree...

I wonder if Mistiis is all moved and settled...

I wonder how Koala and her family is...

I wonder if Lara still talks to BradHawk and if she plans another trip across the pond...

I wonder how fun it was to take E and J swimming today...

I wonder how glad I am that they will start day camp at the Y this week so Moi will have a break!

I wonder what we are going to do with these 4 kittens! Anyone want one?

I wonder if I can leave hugs for you all from Moi and I....

I wonder how lovely it is to see Spanish Moss. :D

I wonder if she would like to know that ... I do. I wish. I miss.

I wonder if I can leave reverse hugs for you and Moi and the little ones. I wish we could take away that pain for Moi. <sigh> Thank you for the update.

I wonder where you are I'd take a kitten in a heartbeat I need a little companion with everything being so crazyy

I wonder if Doody needs and nice soft cuddy Koala hug? I wonder that I just have one that's the right size that has her name on it? I think I'd better send it on it's way.......:hug:

I wonder if I can thank Moss for the update, and let her know that she and her family are never far from my thoughts? :grouphug:

I wonder that CoolAngel must be feeling washed out with anxiety and the sleeplessness that she's going through right now. I wonder that there just happens to be another Koala hug that needs using up. This one's for you CoolAngel.....:hug:

I wonder that a kitten might be the company that Meg needs right now, seeing that Mike isn't around quite as much as before? :)

I wonder how David feels today, after such a sad week to go through? Please know we're thinking of you and are pleased you're able to share. :hug:

I wonder that my wonderer is not thinking straight right now, so will leave hugs for everyone, and maybe drop in again later? :grouphug:

I wonder if I can tell MegVeg that I am a great aunt, again...:)

I wonder if my friends on 'facebook' will see pictures :D

I wonder if I can leave Doody a great big :hug: will write you later my dear friend....:cool:

I wonder if Alffe will hear from a special family :o

I wonder that my body does not like this air mattress...:rolleyes:

I wonder if I can leave Coolangel a big :hug: and prayers...

And Abbie....:hug:

And for our room.....:grouphug:

I wonder that THE raccoon has been in and out of the new live trap several times now and can report that she is eating well. :rolleyes:

I wonder if she'll start leaving me thank you notes...or perhaps, requests for certain foods.

I wonder that I woke up very early to the sound of Bruna barking and scratching the tub in my bathroom. The raccoon was UNDER my tub scurrying around. I pounded on it and heard her slip through something to escape. BIG SIGH!

OH, and I wonder that the last time she went in the trap was with the radio sitting right next to it BLARING away.

I wonder that today I should go to the nurseries in search of what Mrs. D uses...or SOMETHING!

I wonder that my dad suggested a kill trap that a farmer he knows uses for his garden. :eek:

I wonder if (((Coolangel))) can use an extra hug. I lost my grandparents so long ago. Losing anyone to a lengthy illness is difficult to deal with but you will get through it. It saps your strength for so long, so just be sure to take extra good care of yourself. :hug:

I wonder how Doody knows that racoon is a she??

I wonder... why women have to worry about their future alone... and wish that I could wave a magic wand to show a crystal ball into the future... a future filled with warmth and comfort...

I wonder at the caring friendships we have developped in this forum... and how many of us will always ALWAYS be here fo each other!

I wonder if its time to tell the story of why I'm here....

I wonder if ((Addy)) could be right about my raccoon. Maybe it's a daddy? who stayed behind to take care of the twittering chirping babies I heard in the vents? NAWWWWW! The only daddy I knew deserted his. :rolleyes:

I wonder if it's time I go and check to see what she would like me to grill tonight? :mad: :rolleyes:

I wonder if Doody knows that I have been laughing so hard at her racoon reports....:D

I wonder if she'll forgive me because I know that it really isn't funny that he's doing so much damage...:(

I wonder if doody would consider writing a voice of the people letter to her local newpaper and sharing how helpful the animal control people are/were...:rolleyes:

I wonder if we should name it...

I wonder how delightful the weather is here today...finally!!

I wonder at The Wonder that is Babies. How beautiful to be graced with another little one :) Welcome to the world Little Angel :hug:


I wonder at the weather, rain rain rain and a few mins of sun then downpours...which are not helping my mood.

I wonder at what to do with my life. Radiology? Hospital pharmacy tech? EMT? The choices I have to make are scary and overwhelming.

I wonder at weddings/baby showers. What do I get for the many weddings and baby showers and christenings ahead.

Hmmm

I wonder if moi can feel the love we have for him, today and everyday..

I wonder what the new MRI will show...

I wonder if Moss knows that we'd love to have her join us in the hot tub..

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room....:grouphug:

Mom
 

How's your Mom doing Doody?

((Barbo)) She seems to be doin okay. Not in a lot of discomfort which is great. She hobbles a lot though.

I wonder how I thought it was just my forgetful mind when I saw no thanks button-I decided I must have read and thanked all of the posts in this thread and just didn't remember them.??? And then I noticed that my name was not in the row of thanks. And THEN I noticed that I had not logged in, and that was why I did not see any thanks buttons. Whew! I wonder that I can sometimes make something simple so complicated!

I wonder why I think I need to make a spreadsheet to keep track of my friends from 2 different forums and what their names are on Facebook and what their names are on YoVille, Farmtown, and FarmVille. Sometimes I am afraid I am saying the wrong thing to someone because I think they are someone else! Please fogive me if I ask you if you are in labor yet and you are like me, many years past that kind of thing!

I wonder how nature can sometimes warm away so many lonely feelings? And sometimes you just need your bed and an electric blanket. (Even if that means you have to run the air conditioner so you can use it).

Can't name names, because I would leave someone out, but I am glad to know all of you. Hugs and, of course, you know I have a pocket full of Grandma 20's...:hug::hug::hug:

Wonder... wonder... I am lost in everyone's wonders.

wonder if Doody might try moth balls for raccoon.

Wonder wonder on hugs and positive calming thoughts for the whole room and the ones sitting silently on the side lines.
:hug:
:grouphug:

Hello
 

Hi BMW - happy summer!!

I wonder if BMW will turn the lights out in here.....:p

I wonder how much I'm enjoying reading these days....

I wonder if I should disable facebook again...finally was able to become a decent farmer but dang that yoville is more than I can take on...:confused:

I wonder how seldom I even ck Twitter.....where I am yet a completely different person........~sigh Are you on Twitter yet Sue? :D

I wonder if it will finally rain...it's cloudy enough to...

I wonder about Doodys raccoon....:cool:

I wonder if Mistiis is having a whole bunch of fun on the road...;)

I wonder what scrabble is doing this summer and if she hears from reyn..

I wonder where Manda got to....:grouphug:

I wonder if Goofy will share her great news here....:D

I wonder if wren is ever going to talk to us again..

I wonder if she and ducky are talking to each other...*grin

And if course I pray for news of moi.....:grouphug:

I wonder if I can drop by and say hello to everyone! I wonder why I haven't read any wonders for a long time?

I wonder how moi's surgery will go? Not exactly sure what he's having done -- I wonder if anyone can shed some light on that, or if that info is classified. :rolleyes:

I wonder if my AZ family made the grueling trip back home yet. 500 miles in a car with 2 adults, 2 dogs and 3 kids. One dog gets carsick, lol! :eek:

I wonder if I'll ever get my house cleaned up after their week-long stay?

I wonder if my DD Gina will have her baby tomorrow after the doc puts her on the Pit drip? I wonder about newborn babies -- they are so new and sweet. I wonder if they can see angels that we can't.

I wonder if I can leave BIG hugs for the entire room. :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug: