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GmaSue 07-24-2009 11:33 AM

Wonderthread #193
 
I wonder how many people will miss those beautiful pics of BMW's since she posted them and then declared lights out.

I wonder if I will make it through the day.

I wonder that I can simultaneously feel so hopeless and so hopeful.

I wonder if I will ever get to sit in a hot tub with friend.

I wonder if I will ever again have a friend in RL. It has now been 15 years since I have had a friend with skin on.

I wonder that I am making such a depressing wonder thread that no one will hit the thanks button or even post in it.

I wonder that I am sorry.

Addy 07-24-2009 01:10 PM

I wonder if (((GmaSue))) sees my thanks... for opening up and talkin' about where your head is at right now...

I wonder if GmaSue needs to be reminded that wonder threads are special in that they can handle our loads of emotion no matter where they take us....

I wonder who started the first wonder thread....

I wonder if we had really kept track of the actual number we are at right now..... would we be in the thousands???

I wonder if I can thank BMW, my marshmallow friend, for sharing her DD's photos!

I wonder if GmaSue can tell me what is RL?

I wonder if GmaSue can be uplifted by the video link I just posted in the "everyday" thread ...

:hug:

:sing: Addy

GmaSue 07-24-2009 03:49 PM

RL= Real Life (the thing that intereferes with our virtual online lives occasionally)
Off to view the video-thanks in advance Addy

barbo 07-24-2009 04:19 PM

Sad
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by GmaSue (Post 541822)
I wonder how many people will miss those beautiful pics of BMW's since she posted them and then declared lights out.

I wonder if I will make it through the day.

I wonder that I can simultaneously feel so hopeless and so hopeful.

I wonder if I will ever get to sit in a hot tub with friend.

I wonder if I will ever again have a friend in RL. It has now been 15 years since I have had a friend with skin on.

I wonder that I am making such a depressing wonder thread that no one will hit the thanks button or even post in it.

I wonder that I am sorry.

Bummer that you're feelin so bad. I'm right there with you, hoping for a smile.

Doody 07-25-2009 03:20 PM

I wonder if I can give a big hug and kiss to ((GmaSue)). And say that I am sorry that I forgot about her in that spare bedroom when I left last Monday. :D (Well, at least I dragged you out of the trunk, LOL.)

I wonder that again I had a wonderful time with Mr. & Mrs. Alffe and Barbo too. I was doin pretty darned good until the last day as we were walking on a pier at St. Joe in Michigan. Wasn't watching and my foot slammed down on its side. It's not broken but sprained badly. It's HUGE swollen and lovely shades of dark red, black blue and purple, LOL.

I wonder at what a beotch it was driving back on a Friday. It was like Chicago traffic ALL the way back. Made it really difficult as it was useless trying to use the cruise control with the huge traffic and differing speeds and stops and stars and road construction. My foot and ankle were blown up like a balloon when I arrived at daughter doody's.

I wonder at how nice it was to see granddoody. He was pretty excited to see grandma. And he liked the Cub's glass I bought him. :D

I wonder at how beautiful it is where Ms. Alffe lives. We were just gaga at Shipshewana, the Amish community. Their gardens!!!! Their flowers!!!! Lordy they were so awesome.

I wonder that I could kick myself for not buying that beautiful, colorful print with the tree and cat from the art store in Shipshewana. :rolleyes:

I wonder at the funny picture that Ms. Alffe got. Something about normal families and we laughed!!!

I wonder at how we laughed at the DVD we watched that Mr. Moi had sent Ms. Alffe. Some comedian that I never heard of, but he was darned funny.

I wonder once again at what an amazing cook Ms. Alffe is.

I wonder if I can thank the Alffe's again for a wonderful visit, and special thanks to Mr. Alffe for getting that bag of ice for me immediately after my fall! :hug:

I'm wondering if ((Dejavu)) is feeling any better.

I wonder at how I wish I could have met ((Abbie)) but her calendar filled up. (You're still in my prayers Ms. Abbie for a successful outcome. You so deserve it!)

I also wonder about my good pal friend ((Ducky)). Not hearing from her makes me worry. ((Duck)) I wish I could have seen you too.

tamiloo 07-25-2009 07:39 PM

I wonder how beautiful a day can be...

I wonder how much my Olhipie can help to get me past a day of anxiety...

I wonder if my drug for PTSD is my Olhipie!

I wonder how all the wonderers are?

http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/j...ipie/128_S.gif

Alffe 07-25-2009 09:04 PM

I wonder what a sugar cone is...........:confused:

I wonder how glad I'll be when daylight saving time ends...

I wonder how cold I was in the hot tub with it turned down to 97 and the wind blowing....:rolleyes:

I wonder how much I like this larger type..easier to read..

I wonder what color doodys' foot is tonight...:o

I wonder when she and GmaSue are going to meet...:cool:

I wonder if olhipie is Tammi's drug of choice...:D

I wonder if I can say goodnight and leave hugs for the room. :grouphug:

barbo 07-26-2009 12:21 PM

Foot
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by Doody (Post 542236)
I wonder if I can give a big hug and kiss to ((GmaSue)). And say that I am sorry that I forgot about her in that spare bedroom when I left last Monday. :D (Well, at least I dragged you out of the trunk, LOL.)

I wonder that again I had a wonderful time with Mr. & Mrs. Alffe and Barbo too. I was doin pretty darned good until the last day as we were walking on a pier at St. Joe in Michigan. Wasn't watching and my foot slammed down on its side. It's not broken but sprained badly. It's HUGE swollen and lovely shades of dark red, black blue and purple, LOL.

I wonder at what a beotch it was driving back on a Friday. It was like Chicago traffic ALL the way back. Made it really difficult as it was useless trying to use the cruise control with the huge traffic and differing speeds and stops and stars and road construction. My foot and ankle were blown up like a balloon when I arrived at daughter doody's.

I wonder at how nice it was to see granddoody. He was pretty excited to see grandma. And he liked the Cub's glass I bought him. :D

I wonder at how beautiful it is where Ms. Alffe lives. We were just gaga at Shipshewana, the Amish community. Their gardens!!!! Their flowers!!!! Lordy they were so awesome.

I wonder that I could kick myself for not buying that beautiful, colorful print with the tree and cat from the art store in Shipshewana. :rolleyes:

I wonder at the funny picture that Ms. Alffe got. Something about normal families and we laughed!!!

I wonder at how we laughed at the DVD we watched that Mr. Moi had sent Ms. Alffe. Some comedian that I never heard of, but he was darned funny.

I wonder once again at what an amazing cook Ms. Alffe is.

I wonder if I can thank the Alffe's again for a wonderful visit, and special thanks to Mr. Alffe for getting that bag of ice for me immediately after my fall! :hug:

I'm wondering if ((Dejavu)) is feeling any better.

I wonder at how I wish I could have met ((Abbie)) but her calendar filled up. (You're still in my prayers Ms. Abbie for a successful outcome. You so deserve it!)

I also wonder about my good pal friend ((Ducky)). Not hearing from her makes me worry. ((Duck)) I wish I could have seen you too.

I'm so sorry about your foot, Doody. Hope the healing time isn't too long. It was great having you here and spending time with you. Baby yourself as much as you can.

FeelinGoofy 07-26-2009 04:51 PM

I wonder if i can tell alffe that a sugar cone looks very much like this http://dl7.glitter-graphics.net/pub/...krhzpyge2i.gif

It's also called a waffle cone and it is wonderful with soft serve icecream in it!!!!!!!

I wonder how Doodys ankle is and if she can walk on it?

I wonder at how much fun i had today at a reunion of some of the people i use to go to church with...

I wonder how Doxie is doing???

I wonder if i can apologize again for being away so much lately...Its been a very busy summer....
:hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: for our room

DejaVu 07-26-2009 09:46 PM

I wonder if I can just pop in and leave a room full of hugs for all!:hug::grouphug:

Alffe 07-27-2009 08:18 AM

I wonder how nice it is to see Scrabble posting..:hug:

I wonder if she hears from reyn..........

I wonder where Furious is now that Sue has shown up...:D

I wonder that the sugar cone Goofy posted looks like a drumstick! ty

I wonder if DejaVu's pain has eased at all...:hug:

I wonder if both my daughters will come this weekend...looking forward
to them and my younger sister coming on Monday...

I wonder if we should install a revolving door...:D

I wonder if that poor dead doe across the street had been in our yard
last night....:(

~scrabble 07-27-2009 08:22 AM

I wonder how Sue (Pter's daughter) is doing? :hug:

I wonder what song she tried to post for Alffe in the 'sticky' at the top of this page?

I wonder how lucky I felt that I was the only person at the clinic yesterday when I went to have my throat checked and I didn't have to wait to see a doctor?

I wonder when I'll start to feel better with these yucky antibiotics for strep throat? :confused:

I wonder how mistiis is doing and if she is coping OK with the heat? :hug:

I wonder how Doody's foot is doing and if the swelling has gone down? :hug:

I wonder how Tamiloo and Olphie are today? :hug:

I wonder if DejaVu will be back?

I wonder if GmaSue is having a good day today?

I wonder how BJ is coping after her medical procedure? :hug:

I wonder if I will get to meet Addy someday?

I wonder how the Mois are doing? :grouphug:

I wonder if I'll be able to sleep if I go back to bed now?

Addy 07-27-2009 12:13 PM

I don't wonder... I KNOW you and I will will meet on day scrabble!

I wonder if you all know I'm going to be on Vacation for two weeks soon (and likely won't be here much) - I'll be in my old stomping grounds which is just across the water from scrabble! On a clear night, I'll wave to you my friend! :hug:

I wonder how cool it was that Doody was able to see the Alffees and spend some time with them? :hug:

I wonder if I should get to work :grouphug:

DejaVu 07-27-2009 04:00 PM

I wonder that the pain is letting up some!:D
I am extremely grateful!:circlelove:
I wonder how I am so lucky as to have NT family caring about my welfare?:hug: Feels good!

I wonder that although the pain is letting up, I am soooo very sleepy!:thud:

I wonder how additional tests will turn out?
I will be back!:D I am peeking in even when I cannot write!:winky:
I wonder when I will be back in "full force?:winky:

I am missing you all!:grouphug:

Offering healing hugs to all!:hug::grouphug:

Doody 07-27-2009 05:45 PM

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I wonder too how nice it was to see Sue post. ((Sue)) I've missed you too!

I wonder how glad I am to hear that ((DejaVu)) is feeling better today.

I wonder how ((Abbie)) is doing.

I wonder if Gdoody will like the portable DVD player and portable pack that hangs on the back of a car seat that I got him for his birthday. He will be 4 on August 2nd!

I wonder at what fun it is to see other people's home decor and how seeing Alffe's always inspires me. :hug:

I wonder that I didn't get a picture of Ruby Dooby Do at Barbo's, darn it.

I wonder how much I dislike Farkles. :rolleyes: :D

I wonder that I stayed home today and plan to stay home tomorrow as well. It still hurts to walk. Ice ice ice!

I wonder if you'd like to see my foot...it's MUCH better!

Alffe 07-27-2009 07:29 PM

I wonder if Doody can guess what Mr.Alffe is saying...:rolleyes: *whisper..you are not icing it and if you don't walk on it, it'll stiffen up!

I wonder what little Doody thought of that owie....

I wonder how tickled I was to hear from DejaVu and I promise to answer tomorrow....:hug:

I wonder if my girls will get here in time for lunch Sat...

I wonder if corn will be on the menu...*grin

I wonder if anyone has tried slathering an ear of corn with Hellmans mayo, and sprinkling it with parmesan cheese..

I wonder if we will all remember moi...his surgery is Thursday...:grouphug:


Doody 07-27-2009 07:41 PM

I wonder if I can tell Mr. Alffe that oh contrare!...I've been icing it and icing and icing it!

I wonder if Ms. Alffe should install a revolving door. :D

I wonder that Gdoody backed up a couple of steps when he saw my foot. He didn't want to look at it close up but he gave me some sweet kisses and a hug. :)

Spanish Moss 07-27-2009 08:29 PM

I wonder if I can thank you all for your prayers for my Moi. I will try to let someone know to get the message out how things go on Friday, since the surgery probably won't be over until late.

I wonder if you'll forgive us not posting much lately - you are in our thoughts and conversation.

I wonder if you can each feel our love...

tamiloo 07-28-2009 04:16 AM

I wonder if Alffe nailed it right on the head! Olhipie is my drug of choice!!:circlelove:

I wonder if sleep will come soon…hmmmm?:thud:

I wonder how my lil bro Moi is doing…his surgery is on Thursday…:hug:

I wonder how all my friends…to many to name, are doing…wondering?

I wonder if DejaVu knows how much I care for her…prayers for relief and knowledge? Also I loved you popping in to give a hug…hugs are the best!!:hug:

I wonder also about GmaSue? How are you feeling and please never think that won’t love you through you bad days…you gave me hugs through mine. Please don’t be sorry…you in my prayers…:grouphug:

I wonder how Doody’s foot is doing…the pictures look good…ouch!:Wave-Hello:

I wonder as Addy does about all the wonderful wonder threads?

I wonder also about the hugs are always present in the this forum?

http://i275.photobucket.com/albums/j...GentleHugs.jpg

who moi 07-28-2009 07:56 AM

I wonder how much you all mean to me...

I wonder if I can leave you all some ((((BIG BIG HUGS))))

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/sh...466#post543466

sincerely from the bottom of my heart, and moss's heart

moisses (not to be confused with Mosses. He parted the red sea, I parted the red pee after the kid drank a bunch of cool aids and Hawaiian punch and missed the toilet bowl...)

Burntmarshmallow 07-28-2009 08:00 AM

Wonder how peaceful it was this morn when I was outside with my cuppa
Wonder that a hawk landed in tree in my back yard
wonder that the Indian in me thinks they are messengers
wonder that I sat thinking of Abbie ,Moi and Nikki and Gma sue , Wren, Mistis and Lara and Pono and scrabble and the whole bunch of yous Koala Alffe Mom, Billie, Manda, Blue , Doody.... everyone

Wonder that the hawk just sat there and when I was done and going inside the hawk just spread its wings and flew up into the sky. Wonder if everyone will know they are in my thoguths and prayers?

Wonder if I can leave hugs and oh yes Billie it was nice in the chats yesterday. T.y. for the chat:)
hugs and peace to the room :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::grouphug::grouphug::grou phug::hug::hug::hug:

Alffe 07-28-2009 08:21 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by who moi (Post 543479)
I wonder how much you all mean to me...

I wonder if I can leave you all some ((((BIG BIG HUGS))))

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/sh...466#post543466

sincerely from the bottom of my heart, and moss's heart

moisses (not to be confused with Mosses. He parted the red sea, I parted the red pee after the kid drank a bunch of cool aids and Hawaiian punch and missed the toilet bowl...)

I wonder if you'd mind my quoting you...I wouldn't want anyone to miss your post dear man. I've tried every # I have for you this morning and the only one that "worked" I left a message on....not sure who's machine it was. Also woke up Doody calling the wrong #. LOL....I was just calling to say I love you. (sounds like a song)

Alffe 07-28-2009 09:15 AM

I wonder that I finally found the right phone # and just talked to our moi, who sounds wonderful, upbeat, ornery (need the spelling police for that one) thankful, and positive...

I wonder that he thought it hilarious that I woke up Doody..:o

I wonder how much I am looking forward to lunch with Barbo at the mediterrian place....garlic paste! Tabbouli!

I wonder if I can leave hugs for the room...especially pono, doxie, and DejaVu. :grouphug:


Chemar 07-28-2009 09:44 AM

I wonder how WONDERFUL it was to see posts by Moi today :hug::p

~scrabble 07-28-2009 10:13 AM

I wonder how moved I am to read moi's posts this morning? :hug:

I wonder how I was talking about moi's surgery to my son last night and about the wonderful artwork moi sent us many years ago when my kids were young?

I wonder how many of us will be praying and thinking positive thoughts throughout moi's surgery on Thursday? :grouphug:

I wonder how I feel I receive positive messages from nature and that I was surprised when I found I had a 'good sign' recently when I checked through photos on my new digital camera, after taking pictures when I was at Fisherman's Wharf?

I wonder about the squirrel that knocked my planter off the balcony rail when he jumped off of it and landed in my hanging basket with fuschia in it? :mad:

(Luckily I'm on the ground floor and my planter landed in some bushes so it didn't break. The flowers are a little worse for wear, however.)

I wonder how glad I am that I was able to stomach the antibiotics last night since the first night was so hard when I had to take 2 of them at once?

I wonder if you know how cute my crocheted critters look, sitting along the back of my couch?

(So far I've made seal, hippo and walrus. I'd like to see if I can sell them on Fisherman's Wharf.)

I wonder if I can leave some hugs .... ? :hug: :hug: :hug:

MandaC 07-29-2009 09:42 PM

i wonder about BMW....and how we haven't talked in what feels like forever

i wonder about everyone else here that completely rocks my world :) and who has made me want to be part of this world

i wonder if i can tell people that feelings of hopelessness and helplessness DO go away...even if just for a day.....but that day can be glorious and worth the struggle. and for the other 364 days, people on this board will help. god, i've realized that ONE day is worth it.

i wonder if i can tell people that if they're ever feeling down, just write me. i haven't been posting much, but i definitely don't mind reading and listening.

i wonder if wonders can turn to dreams...which can turn to reality....

CoolAngel26 07-29-2009 10:42 PM

I wonder if I can leave :grouphug::hug:for the room.

I wonder if I can thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers..Sorry,been in lurk mode again,just not up to posting.;)

I wonder what everyone has been up to??

I wonder if I can ask you guys to pray for my mom?? She's really having a tough time right now.:(

MandaC 07-29-2009 11:01 PM

closing my eyes and praying extra hard

Quote:

Originally Posted by CoolAngel26 (Post 544645)
I wonder if I can leave :grouphug::hug:for the room.

I wonder if I can thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers..Sorry,been in lurk mode again,just not up to posting.;)

I wonder what everyone has been up to??

I wonder if I can ask you guys to pray for my mom?? She's really having a tough time right now.:(


Burntmarshmallow 07-30-2009 04:22 PM

Wonder that I am sending special prayers to Moi and for my angel friendwarrior Nikki. AND for CoolAngel and her MOM :hug:
and all of you... those who post and those who are just reading.
and an extra special hug and prayer for dear BJ :hug::smileypray: Yes BJ you too are in my prayers and positive thoughts!:) EVREYONE IS !
now its time

time to turn the lights out
but for those who sneek back here....

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...keylimepie.jpg
some florida key lime pie

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...s-06_30_20.jpg
some chocolate


and lots of
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...yersforYou.gif
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...per_hugs-1.jpg

wonder ...if you all can move on to the next wonder....
May God comfort all those who are in dark places those dealing with hard issues, surgeries , and all of us here my big family may God give strength and comfort to us all.
Thank You.

LIGHTS OUT
Next one here please start a new wonder #194http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...olicewoman.gif
10-4 I got the lights out
you heard the police girl move on to the next wonder
http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...cartooncop.jpg


PEACE
BMW

Alffe 07-30-2009 04:43 PM

Only after the pie is gone!!!

http://i294.photobucket.com/albums/m...keylimepie.jpg :D

Burntmarshmallow 07-30-2009 05:04 PM

Ssshhh eat quietly ... a quiet whisper ...pass me the chocolate
my aunt flo has me craving chocolate :p
yummy.
still whispering ... t.y.Alffe Mom got the message can mail it now :)
:OuttaHere

page 4 :eek:ALFFE MOM LOOK WHAT YA MADE ME DO
:thud:


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