Wonderful Weekend~
 

Well It's weekend again. Seems the weeks go fast anymore! It rained all night again, thats 2 nights in a roll. We should get cought up on rain. It was so dry here. I got by without having to have the yard mowed this week. I'll probably have to sweep the next time.

I'm depressed again. With a friend passing and Bob's 1 year coming up in July, I just can't help it. In many ways, it don't seem like a year and yet it feels like forever. My biggest problem is trying to get out and join in on things. I do enjoy being with people, what is my problem anyway? I sure don't like being at home. The memories just flood up.:eek: I have a pill for it, so I better go take one. Have a good weekend!
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BC:)

Dear Billie,
Please don't beat yourself up...you are grieving.
This takes time and yes the first year is hard but the second can be even harder...the shock of it fades.
Take your time and Cry when you feel like it...this is normal...you miss him.
bizi

Billie don't be so hard on yourself. It is normal to feel like this. Bob was a major part of your live for so long it is understandible that you would feel this way.
Give yourslef time to go through the grieving process. We are all here for you to help with that.

Hi everyone, quick post before I head to church. Just want to say hi and tell you the pool party was a hit for my daughter. Just the right amount of kids came.

Billie, sorry you are sad. I lost my mom in July and my dad in August so the summer months are hard for me too. Each year it gets easier and I hope that you can find some peace as that day approaches. Sending you love.

Hi Bizi, Wendy, Gaye, Nancy, BF, Jo, Liz and all the rest...Sue:D

Just a short post to say Hi to everyone~
 

Thanks you gals for your understanding. I have to go to the funeral home this eve to see the friend I work for in town. I haven't been there since Bob was there at the funeral home. Should have went a couple times, but no one told me the persons had died. Our paper just comes out once a week so you miss some by not getting the word.

I'm doing better today, talked to Gaye a long time last night.:hug: Thanks to God, for cell phones. I'm been to my pastors today and we went to the graveyard & I sowed some grass seed. Bob's grave is in bad need of it since its been so dry until lately. It would help if it rains somemore this week.

Not anything else to report on at this time. Hope you all have had a blessed day!:grouphug:
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BC:)
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