Finally Four Days Sober --Neuropathy
I posted here about a week ago on being on a binge, and trying to taper off the alcohol.
The Neuropathy was worse than ever. I broke down and risked a hospital with no insurance. I am on Librium and tapering down off that. I really never want to drink again. But, I am REALLY hoping this is IT. The hospital was afraid I had Pancreatitis, and said I had a fatty liver. I have someone I talk to every day now. HERE is my biggest fear. My track record for the last decade has been, stay sober for two-three years, go on a three month bender. This has happened multiple times. I really want to do everything in my power for that to NEVER happen again. I am 45 years old and do not want to die like my dad did with jaundice and cirrohis at 48. My Neuropathy is a LOT better though , in just four days, the burning has stopped. But everytime I drink, it flares up. I have an accountability partner, and a therapist. I am learning a lot about what my trigger is. Anxiety. Sorry for rambling, I just am really nervous right now and want to stay sober for GOOD. How did you guys stay away from it ? |
my father was an alcoholic, they only way to fight it is to take one day at a time, not to worry about the future but to do what you have to do today to stay sober.
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