anxious and tired
 

Hi,

I heard the lawn sprinklers go off at 4:00 a.m. They annoy me for so many reasons.

I listened to them long enough until I talked myself into not go to work today.
I will send an email about being sick or some such.

M

They would annoy me too.

Have a good day at home, maybe get some sleep.

Donna:grouphug::hug::hug:

try to rest today, sorry about the sprinklers. It is chilly this morning 40's last night 50's today....burr!!!!!! with a wind.
I guess it is still winter....most of our spring time flowers and bushes are blooming.
bizi

Sorry you were up last night Mari. Hope you are able to rest today :Heart:

I hope you feel better soon Mari. :hug::hug::hug:

Hi,

I feel like I have a double life
One life: working
Second life: angry, tired, not handling things, VERY ANXIOUS,

It is very hard to keep up the cover of being a functioning person at work.
The amount of energy I put into the front is enormous. It would be so much easier if I could be the real me.

M

Sorry for your anxiousness Mari. It is so tiring to have to "act". I'm glad we can be ourselves when we come here. :Heart:

Hi, Butterfly,

My day got worse.
I do not know what is going on.
I took my meds. I did manage to do that.


M

good job taking your meds Mari.

sometimes that is all we can do and then hope for the best. or at least some place above the worst.

i am simple seeeeeeething right now so i can't really stick around... if i do i risk flinging my already limping laptop to a premature demise.

i hope you can rest.

Hi, Waves,

I completely understand.

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Checking in is good. That is the best I can manage most of the time.


Mari