i woke up so anxious
 

i showed no judgment at the party. the woman at the party told us at the coffee place how she smacked her sister in the head a couple of times and destroyed for a while her own hand and had to go through surgery and wear a cast but that it was worth it. she turned it into a joke. her sister and father were at the party. I MENTIONED IT AND WOULDNT SHUT UP. ROBIN HAD GONE ON AND ON ABOUT IT.
then i felt crazy for being so inappropriate. i also spilled food on my sweater and didn't drink because it was a cash bar. I have hardly slept and i feel very old. the father was 93 and looked very youthful I wish I weren't alone. I am so scared
bobby

Bobby, that shows a little lack of impulse control, and sounds exactly like something I would do if I was hypo/manic. I'm sorry that you are being so hard on yourself over it. In the grand scheme of things, it's meaningless. I hope you can let it go soon :hug::hug::hug:

I'm sorry that you are feeling alone and scared. That must be very hard :hug::hug::hug:

You are loved here :hug::hug::hug:

thank you so very much
love
bobby

I am sorry you are so anxious bobby.:hug:
I hope that perhaps you can take a nap later today.
You must be exhausted!
love you
bizi

Sending you some hugs and thoughts.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

I hope you are feeling a little better about this today? :hug:

Yes! Marcia was a good fixer upper.today I go to get my shoes and see if they were stretched enough/ they charged 15 dollars! I oonly had 11 on me and he marked it paid but I think I will give him the other four. it is expensive. I might bring another pair of suede shoes if these were stretched enough unless i wait and see if they need to be stretched more and he can do it.

If they are experienced, they can usually eye the material and see if they think it's doable. I think you will have good luck :)

I'm glad that Marcia fixed you up and you are feeling better about the party.