♫ wonder thread number 2 - oh - 5! ♫
 

I wonder about a lot of things ...

I wonder if its snowing where you are (its raining here but a few thousand feet up the moutain, I can see the snow!)

I wonder why people squash the enthusiasm of others... forcing their fears to become the fears of those they are squashing :(

I wonder why we feel shame ....... when all we are doing is being human (:hug: Reyn)....

I wonder if I should get dressed and get myself to work...

I wonder if I can stay awake two more hrs. to see a suicide "segment" on our local tv channel....it's already my bed time...:cool:

I wonder if I can say Hi and welcome to the new posters...so glad you are here, talking about it....:grouphug:

I wonder if I should admit to "struggling" with it...:( I have no "ace in the hole" but that doesn't mean that I don't struggle....

I wonder if I can tell Barbo that I loved her responses to our new members...:hug:

I wonder if Addy knows how grateful I am for her consistancy...:hug:

I wonder if, like da duck, and other loved ones here..I can just be quiet and lurk......

i wonder if i can tell you all i think about the members of this board often

i wonder if i can tell you that i'm not doing well without being embarrassed. i'm not keeping my head above the water. i have dark thoughts that i'm trying to fight. i've been winning so far. but i'm getting tired.

i wonder if i can thank all of you who have sent me private msgs and mentioned me in posts. it's hard for me to write. i really want to, but it's hard to write what i'm going through. one day i will. i promise.

I wonder if I can thank Manda for posting, and tell her I hope she continues to win her fight, and to let her know that I am thinking about her.
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I wonder why I have the latest posts on the four newest posted on threads.

I wonder where is everyone?

I wonder why I am so talkative lately, and if people get sick of hearing from me.

I wonder why alot of us are in the same boat right now.... lurking and not posting much....:(

I wonder how much longer this dark cloud will be hovering over me....:(

I wonder if i can leave {{{HUGS}}}} for our room.... I still say a prayer for each of you every night.... I truly do understand the temptation.....:hug:

I wonder if Alffee stayed up late enough?

I wonder at this lavender-organic amazing face cream I just bought! I put it on before I lie down at night :Zzzz:

I wonder if we should all remind ourselves that we are coming into one of the most difficult time of the year for most of us... (not to mention that the whole world has changed dramatically over these last several years!)

I wonder if in saying that it again reminds you that its OK to lurk here.... its OK if you don't feel like hitting the THANKS button (cuz God knows it even takes energy to log on!...) and its certainly OK if you can't drum up the energy to write here... :grouphug:

I wonder how you tell someone that they need more help than they can get from you.... and that the healthy energy they are sapping is draining quickly... and that they have hugely damaging life patterns that need to be looked at with an outside point of view...

I wonder how you tell that person that you love them... and gently walk away...

I wonder at how much weight I have gained over this past few months... and how I've stopped caring if I get out to walk...

I wonder what pattern I've fallen back into... without realizing it....... oh hell, of course I've realized it....

I wonder how to stop that pattern again..

I wonder if Addy and I would encourage each other to get out and walk if we lived closer?

I wonder how moi and moss and the little ones are doing?

I wonder if mistiis is reading?

I wonder if reyn knows I appreciated hearing from her? :hug:

I wonder if Alffe would like a :hug:?

I wonder if Doody knows I appreciated her kind words?

I wonder how Ducky is doing?

I wonder if Barbo and Alffe have gotten together lately?

I wonder if Addy has strong winds in her neighbourhood right now, like I have?

I wonder if you know how soothing it is to hold a chincilla?

I wonder at the pure joy a student displayed when I helped her use a sewing machine for the first time at school?

I wonder if I will read Elizabeth Berg or Elizabeth George tonight?

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Alffe and I are having lunch out Tuesday - trying out a new place. We only live about 20 minutes from each other. Happy Thanksgiving to you and everybody!

I wonder that I too am often guilty of lurking or just plain avoiding.

I wonder that I am tiring of all the darned games I've subscribed to at Facebook.

I really wonder at how difficult it is to keep up with online friends sometimes.

I wonder at how my ankle is improving in the short time since I joined Curves.

I wonder at the (tiny) woman who said to me at Curves the other night..."We all were talking the other night you left and trying so hard to figure out why you are even here! You don't need to lose weight."

I wonder that I wasn't sure at first how to respond and finally said really why I was there! For the exercise (dingdong!)! You know...toning those old tired saggy muscles. Geesh.

I wonder that people were talking about me behind my back...ick I hate that!

I wonder that I'm whooped. Spent all weekend with daughter and granddoody while daddy played out of town. I want to soak in a hot bath and lay down instead of working.

I wonder at how much I enjoy that Dog/God song.

I wonder that it was nice to see Manda post again. I was getting kinda worried.

I wonder that I really wish I could give Reyn a hug in person and tell her how much I understand what she's going through. Take care of yourself, girl! :hug:

I also wish I could give ((Ms. Alffe)) a big hug. :hug:

And love and hugs for the room, new members and old. :hug: