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waves 11-26-2009 05:18 AM

It's Thanksgiving... and i'm chicken!
 
well... first off,

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!

thursday
therapy
thanksgiving
........and nitpicky errands.

not in that order.

ARGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. the minutes are counting down. i'm off to a good start because i'm up, sleeper couch folded up and picked out clothes and figured out the right bus tickets etc etc... (pant, pant, heave, breathe, breathe.)

i have to get ready shortly so i can leave early for therapy. do one errand on the way there, do another errand not exactly on a roundabout way back and be back in time for Thanksgiving Dinner, which is observed specially for ME, so while on any other day i could call and be late, today that just would NOT DO!

anyway, luckily there should not be any problem with the time... ONLY MY NERVES! i feel an invisible something or other breathing down my neck!

Glub, glub. :Sinking:

~ waves ~ not sure if i'll be popping in on and off before i leave, or what.

waves 11-26-2009 07:29 PM

i couldn't finish my errands
 
i couldn't finish my errands today... went to a store to check something after therapy then realized if i did the other thing i would have been late for dinner. :( but then tonight i realized the stuff i got done in the first errand isn't good enough!!! there are problems!!! have to do it again!

I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE TOMORROW i don't know how i'm going to manage if i'm going to manage it is eating me upppp. i don't have complete control of things... i am dependent on other people/machines etc... as it is about 9 bucks down the drain today :( on what won't work.

tomorrow i'm going to a pro shop... sigh.

nobody wants to hear this huh.

oh well.

~ waves ~ frantic and frustrated :eek::mad: :hissyfit: :(:eek:

Mari 11-27-2009 04:34 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by waves (Post 594033)
i but then tonight i realized the stuff i got done in the first errand isn't good enough!!! there are problems!!! have to do it again!

Dear Waves,
Argh!

It seems like you got to work on getting stuff done but did not really get done what you wanted. Is that what you are saying?

It seems that you have picked up the pace and are following through with your plans.


Quote:

Originally Posted by waves (Post 594033)
I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE TOMORROW i don't know how i'm going to manage if i'm going to manage it is eating me upppp. i don't have complete control of things... i am dependent on other people/machines etc... as it is about 9 bucks down the drain today :( on what won't work.

I hope that this goes well for you tomorrow / today.

M.

waves 11-27-2009 04:40 PM

for better or for worse....
 
I'm DONNNNNNNNNNNE!!!!
:D:D:D
FINISHED!!!!!

:Dancing-Chilli::yahoo::Dancing-Chilli::yahoo::Dancing-Chilli:

WHEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

i was so relieved at first i nearly choked on my own breath.

I tend to have a problem with running late and doing things last minute and tonight is not last minute so i am pretty pleased, too. i mean, i was cutting it fine but not as fine as often happens. for instance i didn't call the printers and say "Are you open tomorrow???" i got dressed and went and did the stuff.

i was really afraid i'd just not make my deadline at all and cut myself clean out of this project. It is not something i have to do, but it is important to me, which is more than enough.

Anyway. ok. it's over. I am allowed to STOP and BREATHE now. :p:)

~ waves ~ of relief

Mari 11-27-2009 05:52 PM

Dear Waves,
You did great.
Celebrate
M.

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waves 11-27-2009 07:09 PM

thank you Mari
 
i really appreciate your following along with me in this thread. :o:hug:

you are a treasure.

~ waves ~

bizi 11-28-2009 01:46 AM

great job waves!!!!!!what a relief for you!
well done!
how was your dinner?
bizi

waves 11-29-2009 02:38 PM

Thanks Beth
 
Hiya ... thanks! :) Yes... huge relief!

Our T-day dinner was simple but good by the way. Rolled turkey breast pot-roasted (with a carrot and shallots), mashed potatoes, and garlic spinach.

My energy has come down a notch. I think. My sleep has been upturned again so i am up till about 5 am. But i am NOT sleeping my full 7-8 hours at this point (down to 6 average, sometimes less), even though i still going easy on the caffeine. :o Weird.

I hope i can get my butt into executive mode again this week!

~ waves ~

bizi 11-29-2009 08:19 PM

your dinner sounds very good!
glad that you seem to be doing better....hope you have a great week!
bizi:hug:


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