I'm having a hard time
 

even seeing the larger print on my computer lately. I'v mostly just sit and listen to music. I am not going to be even able to drive down the street to Patricks anymore until my eye gets straight. I get kind of down in the dumps being alone so much at times but then a friend will call and I'll be alright. I wish I could post more but it's too hard to see online now. I have my eye operated on this coming Tuesday the 23rd.

Barbara

tuesday can't come soon enough!!!!
sending good healing thoughts your way.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Sending you good thoughts.

Have a great weekend.

And just chill.

Donna

Thank you Beth and Donna.

Today I washed clothes and went grocery shopping. A girlfriend took me to do both since I can not see to drive. The same friend will be coming over tomorrow to take me to Walmart to get speakers for my computer so I can listen to the instructional CD for the medical equipement I will be using.

I'm kind of bummed out tonight. I thought i would see my boyfriend tonight but he said we'd make it tomorrow. I think the world of Cocky but I'm starting to wonder if I've jumped into another relationship too soon after the last one. It really scares me to get my heart broken again and that always seems to be the norm with me.

barbara

Dear Barbara,
You can still put the brakes on it and slow it waaaaay down.
You have control over what happens.
You can make new patterns for yourself.

M.

Will do Mari but it's not going too fast as it is. What is bothering me is something entirely different.

barbara

I am glad to hear that a girl friend is going to help you.
You need more girlfriends in your life....jsut my opinion.:rolleyes:
bizi