I heard that...
 

...healthy living is just how long it takes to die. I have been ill since birth and am 64 years of age now. I have always wished for another sphere, plain or something to live in, but have been too stubborn to go. I am not going to let anything this world of people or else make me go anywhere. Unfortunately, I have also have had a social/emotional illness that leaves me living alone. So, it has been a long solitude painful life. I do have moments of happiness though that helps me keep going. Well this is my first post. This is kinda a just where I am at in the moment. The idea of the 'moment' is an odd one for me. The moment is eternal but it keeps coming and going.
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RICHARD

Welcome Richard!
You remind me of one of my favorite quotes: The days are long, but the years are short.
I'm glad you have moments of happiness. Hang on to those!
In the meantime, there are a lot of really good people to meet here.:hug: