is it normal to keep feeling
 

like they are going to take it away? i still keep re reading my award letter,, i know i am werid lol.. but i still cant beleive it most days:)

No. Been getting SSDI for eight years and they just contacted me again. I knew I couldn't be Ms Snotty-pants (as I've done with Insurance companies) and thank them for their concern, but I still had MS and it's gotten worse. I filled the form out and hope they won't make me come in for any reason. I kinda hate SS.

Yes I had the exact same feeling you had. I had my hearing 1 year ago and I did not believe a word of it as far as them telling me I had won until I saw the first deposit in the bank. Which was over 1 month later as my kids got theirs first. So it is normal to feel this way.

Truthfully, every day that I can get out and have a good day.........

Kicker, that's a cute avatar ! Pirate Power !