Can't do it anymore
 

I really can't continue this fight. I want to give up. I can't write anything else right now.

Debbie

Hi Debbie and welcome to our "family". We share a common thought...suicide..either by a loved one, attempting it ourselves, fighting the desire. We take turns picking each other up off the floor...pull up a chair, you aren't alone. :grouphug:

Read this thread by Lonely1....http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread130105.html

And please read my signature.

justired [ so am i dear lady:hug:]

Rather than say welcome, i would like you to read the thread link i post and hopefully you will become a part of this family and share its support:hug:

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread59730.html

David:hug:

Please continue this fight ....at least until you have heard how other fighters have survived.....thank you 'justried' :hug:

Hello Debbie, and welcome to our little corner of the internet.

I too am having a hard time right now and it sounds like maybe you and I are feeling close to the same things, so if nothing else, you've found a place where you will be understood no matter what. And better then that, there are lots of people here to listen to you no matter what you have to say. We are always here to offer support to anyone who wants it.

Please come back soon to tell us more about yourself.

Try to hang in there (I know it's hard) :hug:

Hi Debbie, I've been thinking of you. :hug:

It's two days since you reached out and I am wondering if you're feeling any better.

I know I'm not alone when I ask because we're a family here, and we all look out for each other.

If there's anything we can help you with, please tell us how.

If you just want to talk.... good or bad, then we're listening.

If you need advice or direction, we will do our best.


Please drop by and let us know how you're managing. :grouphug:

Welcome to NT, if theres one thing you learn from this site may it be: You are not, and will never be alone. We are ALL here for you. 'Somewhere there's someone that DREAMS of your SMILE and finds in your PRESENCE that life is WORTHWHILE, so whenever you're lonely, just remember: It's true! Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.'

x3

Hi Debbie,

how are you feeling? :hug:

~ waves ~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v9j_j-cUwKc

Rows and flows of angel hair and ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere, i've looked at cloud that way.
But now they only block the sun, they rain and snow on everyone.
So many things i would have done but clouds got in my way.

I've looked at clouds from both sides now,
From up and down, and still somehow
It's cloud illusions i recall.
I really don't know clouds at all.

Moons and junes and ferris wheels, the dizzy dancing way you feel
As every fairy tale comes real; i've looked at love that way.
But now it's just another show. you leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know, don't give yourself away.

I've looked at love from both sides now,
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions i recall.
I really don't know love at all.

Tears and fears and feeling proud to say "i love you" right out loud,
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds, i've looked at life that way.
But now old friends are acting strange, they shake their heads, they say
I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day.

I've looked at life from both sides now,
From win and lose, and still somehow
It's life's illusions i recall.
I really don't know life at all.