I"m Speaking Now!
 

:mad:

I remember
Very clearly
The rape
You purpotrated
Against me
I've suffered
Humiliation
As you attempted,
and succeeded
To convince
EVERYONE
That I was the worst kind of person
there is.
The evil of your soul
Is unparalleled
You stole
Everything you could
You destroyed
Every relationship
I ever had-
or tried to forge
You spoke,
and everyone listened
I,
all the while,
remained silent
About this assault.
And eventually,
When I did speak against you,
NO ONE listened.
JUST AS YOU'D PLANNED !!!
But NOW,
More than 1 person
knows the truth.
And you know what?
You NEVER
convinced GOD !
HE KNOWS !
And vengence
will not
be delivered
by my hand,
but by his.
God help your soul.
I'll continue
to pray
for my enemies.

(For Ryan H.) 2/15/07 ( almost 17 years later)

Getting it off the chest helps
 

You are brave C-girl, Far braver then I to actually get it out, print it to see, I am not that brave.

Hugs for your bravery and not being a victim anymore.
Di

cgirl,

I can relate to that.

befuddled2

Again, since we can't edit posts up for this long....
 

Just wanted you guys to know, that this person, Ryan H., would actually probably view this poem as a compliment. He considers himself evil. And, he loves for people to affirm that. He is very sick, and, twisted. Few people know just how depraved his mind really is. Actually, I may be the only one. I dated him when I was only 14. That's when this rape occured. I would really like for him to see this poem, but, I also know, that in his heart, he would probably view it as a compliment. Hard to understand some folks, isn't it?

Peace, and Love,
-Cgirl-:confused: