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thelonely1 11-08-2010 12:33 AM

Wonder Thread #236
 
I wonder if it's okay for me to start the new wonder even though the last one was never officially ended. :o

I wonder how badly I need a hug.

I wonder if there will ever be someone in my life to actually give me a hug.

I wonder why I still exist even though I long ago gave up on life.

I wonder if people on the outside notice that I'm dead on the inside.

I wonder how long a body can live without hope or happiness.

I wonder that every little thing takes way too much effort; cooking, checking the mail, changing out of work clothes... all too difficult

I wonder how anyone could ever live a good life with so little ambition.

:sigh: I wonder how much of a bring-down I am to the forum... sorry...

Lara 11-08-2010 04:53 AM

:hug:

I wonder at your honesty. Could have written those words myself at times.

I wonder if I can send you hope... ~~~~~~

barbo 11-08-2010 12:14 PM

For Lonely 1
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by thelonely1 (Post 713654)
I wonder if it's okay for me to start the new wonder even though the last one was never officially ended. :o

I wonder how badly I need a hug.

I wonder if there will ever be someone in my life to actually give me a hug.

I wonder why I still exist even though I long ago gave up on life.

I wonder if people on the outside notice that I'm dead on the inside.

I wonder how long a body can live without hope or happiness.

I wonder that every little thing takes way too much effort; cooking, checking the mail, changing out of work clothes... all too difficult

I wonder how anyone could ever live a good life with so little ambition.

:sigh: I wonder how much of a bring-down I am to the forum... sorry...

Here's a giant hug ((((((((((((((((((Lonely 1)))))))))))))))))))))))!!

smae 11-08-2010 01:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by thelonely1 (Post 713654)
I wonder how badly I need a hug.

I wonder if there will ever be someone in my life to actually give me a hug.

((((((lonely))))))

:grouphug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::grouphug: I know it isn't the same as a "real" hug... but please know that I care about you and am here if you want to talk. You are my FRIEND. <3

I wonder if anyone here knows how much I have missed talking to you all...

I wonder if I can ask for prayers for my surgery on Wednesday... I am not really nervous about the surgery, just anxious about the long recovery--and would appreciate prayers.

I don't wonder why God brought me here... I already know He did to bring all these wonderful people into my life. :)

wishnomore 11-08-2010 07:50 PM

i wonder what to say to lonely and if there is anything to say besides giving a (((((hug)))))) also. :hug:

I wonder how one finds "ambition" when it is lost? I've never had that problem, instead I've always had too much - in a bad way. Always wanting to do everything therefore, aways let down when it doesn't happen.

i wonder about ***warm fuzzies*** and if alffe remembers who used to give those, because i can't remember who it was but loved getting them so much. :)

i wonder what is bringing lonely down so much lately or if this is how it always is?

i wonder if i can say that im in an awful mood tonight after seeing pictures of my old best friends wedding this weekend. i know we lost touch, but always thought we'd become friends again at some point and i didn't think i wouldn't have been invited.

i wonder how her ex-boyfriend feels about the marriage since they were high school sweethearts and a friend of mine since elementary school.... and she ended up dumping him for the new guy. *sigh

I wonder if this isn't something i should be wondering about.

i wonder about schools and how proud i am that i applied to 2 today officially and now only have 8 more to go. *ugh

I wonder when i will be done with this.

i wonder about being so busy and what doody had said, i hope she has more energy these days and can take some from me.

i wonder if its healthy to be so busy? i had activity after activity last weekend, something every minute of the day. And this coming weekend will be the same. The next will be a vacation - but not at all a relaxing one -- and then the next weekend Thanksgiving.

I wonder if its sad that I am looking forward to having surgery so I can stay home from work for a whole week. :confused: I wonder if that shows how awful my job is that I'd prefer getting my tonsils out!

I wonder if you all figured yet that I never heard back from that job interview. :(

I wonder if its a blessing in disguise though so that I can focus on school right now instead.

i wonder why this time change has me SO tired tonight.

I wonder if smae knows I'll be thinking of her tomorrow hoping the surgery goes well. :hug:

I wonder if I can give hugs to Goofy too, cause she's always in my thoughts these days :hug:

thelonely1 11-08-2010 08:17 PM

I wonder if I can thank everyone for the wonders and the much-needed hugs. :grouphug:

I wonder that there's no new reason or trigger that makes me feel this way, it's just the way I am. :o :(

I wonder if Smae knows that I will, of course, be hoping and praying for her swift recovery, and that I'm glad she came back to wonder. :hug:

I especially wonder how Wish handles all the things she has to do... I wouldn't be able to handle a fraction of what you do every day.

smae 11-08-2010 11:08 PM

I wonder why doctors are given their degrees when they can't think enough to READ something before prescribing. Levaquin should not be taken if you: have nerve pain or numbness, are on a steroid, are on amitriptyline, or are on a medication to control heart rate. So if I have ALL OF THE ABOVE, tell me WHY my doctor prescribed it for me??? Did he even read the precautions? Grrr! Thankfully I just had a mild allergic reaction, but it could have seriously hurt me!

I wonder what I will get after this surgery, and if it has the risk to hurt me like the last one did. Ugh. :(

Alffe 11-09-2010 10:27 AM

I wonder if smae knows that our family learned long ago that drs. make mistakes....:(

I wonder if smae knows that I am excited for her surgery tomorrow and I am praying for her...:grouphug:

I wonder why Lonely1 continues to sell himself short....you're always so supportive to those in need...please be kinder and less judgemental about our dear friend....YOU! :hug:

I wonder when David will come talk to us....

I wonder also about ***warm fuzzies*** I know for sure it wasn't Furious! :D

I wonder if Scrabble would remember..I think I'll ask her...:winky:

I wonder if Barbo knows that was a great big hug.....:circlelove:

I wonder if Lara remembers about the warm fuzzies...:p

Addy 11-09-2010 12:57 PM

I don't wonder about "warm fuzzies" cuz I know they are those feelings you get when something touches your heart ... :Heart:

I don't wonder about the healthiness of a :hug: because everyone needs the touch from another human. I get my hugs from my friends, my sons and my granddaughter.

I wonder, should I complain to my doctor's "office manager" who sent me a cryptic letter saying they couldn't reach me and needed to give me an appointment? I recently had a physical and this filled me with worry thinking something was wrong. I wonder why, with all the records they have, they couldn't find my phone number.

I wonder if I should just be grateful that nothing was wrong and let it go...

I wonder if this should be a lesson for the office manager... and I also wonder if its my place to try and tell her how to do her job... and I also wonder... ok, who cares...

I wonder if lonely1 knows its ok to start a new wonder thread whenever you want because sometimes our BMW marshmallow friend is busy.... I think her deputy should have pulled up the slack... ;)

I wonder if wish knows I understand the feelings she is having about her upcoming surgery being a time for her to rest... :hug:

I wonder if smae knows I imagine the feelings she is having, too... as you, dear one, have had more than your share of hardships...

I wonder if this room needs a group hug :grouphug:

Addy 11-10-2010 01:21 PM

I was wondering about our Melody, the sprouting gal....

And also wondering about how delicious mung bean sprouts are ... and if I should mention I don't care for the flavour of broccoli sprouts :p

I'm wondering what I'll get done today...

:grouphug:


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