Now or never
 

Well, I'm having a lot of anger at my family and freinds. If they can't see me when I'm alive they sure as hell ain't going to see when I depart this world. I called a bunch of places and plan to enjoy the now with the money I have tied up for my funeral. I cashed in my life insurance policies, have information coming in to donate my body to science when the time comes, plan to sell my plot at the cemetary, and plan to arrange any monies I have left over to go to charity. I now am awaiting for a call from my lawyer.

I may take a trip and enjoy the hell out of my sefl with some of the money.

befuddled

Wow...
you ok?
This sounds sort of sudden...why not sit on this for a while...unless this is something that you have been sitting on already...
I think vacations are great!
I am all for that!
(((HUGS)))
bizi

:hug:

b...are you ok?

i can tell you are hurting.

friends come and go. you will make new friends. now much we can do about family. it is your choice who you let in your life. maybe a break from them for awhile?

try and think things out. we are here for you. :hug:

Hi,
Do somethiing for yourself.
Don't do it because you want to do something against them.

If you feel that you need to do something for yourself, then do it.
Enjoy yourself.
Mari

Hi All,

I have been actually thinking about doing these things for a long time before today so it's not just out of the blue. I actually feel relieved now that I've taken the 1st step to go through these things.

befuddled2

Hi,
Sometimes it feels great to make a decision and start making the steps.
M.

your money should be spent the way you want to. for YOU to enjoy.


soooo....what are your plans for the money? :)

Hi Curious,

I would like to take a one day trip to the mountains and play the quarter machines. But for the most part, I desperartely need a newer car because mine is so old it's sucking all my money out of me and is not very dependable. I still need a job though to add to it but it shouldn't take me long.

befuddled2

Befuddled,
A trip to the mountains to play the machines would be fairly cheap, right?

And yes, a newer car sounds like an eventualy necessity.
You'll get a job and everything you need.
Keep taking steps toward your goal/s.
You have made amazing accomplishments.

How did you do with the financial aid form?

Mari

Having a plan helps to feel more in control of things...that you are taking an active role in your life and not a passive one.
This is wonderful that you are taking these steps...I would just hate to burn any bridges if at all possible.
TAking care of yourslef is your number one priority....going to the mountains sounds like fun!

hugs to you today my dear
((((HUGS))))
bizi