Four years since our loss, thank you for prayers
 

Everyone says things will get better with time.....I don't know how. I wish I could have some relief from the sadness and tears today.

Allen Jackson just had a song on TV, its on You Tube called Sissy's Song. That is what we always called my Angel, Sissy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qD52sZzLQIo&feature=fvst
As I was typing my son text me the video.....the lyrics are so deep to my heart tonight.

Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me

It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
Will always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause

She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me
Don`t worry 'bout me

I tried to be strong today, but to no avail. As night creeps in things I feel DeAnne around me in strange coincidences today,
Keep us in your thoughts and prayers.
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Our last trip. littlest dd was only 11, she is 15. de would be so amazed what a young lady she is.....
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